I don't know what came over me. Why did I hurt him? I don't deserve him. All he does it protect me and shield me from my pain but I constantly cause pain to not just him, to all of them. I need to be better but I don't know how too.
Kurt was laying on his bed. He felt embarrassed about what he had did. Wes's poor face. Kurt lifted his hands up to cover his face and he cried softly. I don't know how to fix this.
He was so angry still. What Wes had showed them was the part of him he didn't want them to see. The deepest, darker part of him that he was scared to admit to them. His lowest point of his life. It was his fault his dad had dead. It had to be. It was stress induced they said. It had to be his fault.
Kurt rolled himself rolled and buried him head in his pillow. Why can't I just be happy?
He wanted to shut of his humanity again. That short time of him not feeling took the whole weight off his shoulders. He felt free of all the pain for the first time but he knew he couldn't. It would only drive them away more. He didn't want to go out of him room and face them. Seeing Blaine that way with him had devastated him. He had did wrong. He knew it but that didn't stop him being pissed off.
My hands wrapped round the cushion and I inhaled. The scent was of Blaine and Wes and it only made me feel more sick. I couldn't stop crying. I didn't know what was wrong with me. I just got so emotional over hearing my dad voice in my head. I just want to block the pain out.
He pulled himself from the pillow and sat up. He needed to sort his shit out. He crawled out the bed and walked his way to the bathroom. He turned the shower on and slowly started to peel of his clothes and threw them to the side. Before he got into the shower he looked at himself in the mirror. He leaned down and opened the draw and pulled out the hair clippers, scissors and comb. He smiled in memory. He might as well fix his hair. Since he had nothing better to do. He pulled it in and switched it on and combed his hair to the side. He shortened the sides and kept it long on the top. Once he had finished he picked up the scissors and started to layer it a little just so it didn't look odd. It looked just the way it did when he came but just not blue. He missed the blue hair. Maybe I should pick up another dye? Would it even stay? He shook his head cleaned away the hair and stepped into the shower.
He started to wash his freshly cut hair, trying to use to the change in length. He took his time. He didn't want to go outside his room yet. He washed his body four times. Taking my time. He knew he had to get out. His skin was starting to wrinkle.
He stepped out and gasped at the cold air hit his body. He got dried and walked into his room and pulled out a pair of pyjamas out. I swear I haven't wore actually clothes for three days? He got dressed and started applying moistures to his face. I don't even need to do this anymore. Taking his time. He switched the telly on and off several times. God I'm fucking starving.
Kurt paced back and forth feeling hunger taking over. His pacing got quicker and quicker and his heart was pounding. I fucking hate this. He didn't want to call Max either. He knew he was going through some shit and his wife was back. He knew he needed someone who could trust him. Please don't let me bump into anyone. He quickly left his room and a few seconds his was outside the door. He knocked. Feeling his heart race pick up. The door swung open.
"Kurt?"
"Hey Thad." Kurt said breathlessly. "I'm really sorry to-
Thad rushed forward and wrapped in a hug. Kurt laughed and hugged him back but he felt the hunger coil in his body and he pulled back.
"Please come in!"
"Since when Thad and Kurt been friends?" Blaine said with a frown on his face. He didn't even know Kurt spoke to Thad, never mind being friends. Thad was incredibly close to the group but then he started to pull away and distance himself and then eventually he stopped talking to them altogether. They had tried with him but he never entertained them. They always wondered why he stopped being apart of their circle.
"I didn't even know they talked. Thad had pretty much distance himself before kurt came. They only took English together right?" Nick said confused.
"Wes, you have English with Kurt right? Did you ever seen talking?" Jeff asked talking a seat to him.
"No, never. I mean they didn't even act as if they knew each other. They sounded pretty close." Wes said looking at the floor. He started to feel jealous.
"Maybe we should investigate." David said with a smirk.
"No-
"Why not! Aren't you curious? Just a little Blainers?" Jeff said excitedly.
"Yes bu-
"Let's listen." Wes said quickly cutting Blaine off but then apologising for doing so. Blaine nodded and laughed
"Sorry I'm just-
"Jealous?" Blaine shot back and then apologised for cutting in.
"I can't help it. It's just crazy. They never talked ever." Wes said worried.
"Don't worry Wes, I'm in the same boat. It is crazy." Blaine said sitting down next to Wes. They all sat down together. Anxious at what they was about to here.
"You don't think him and Thad do you?" Nick said sadly
"Nicky-
"Just think about it okay? There was a period when Kurt started where he wasn't involved with us."
They all knew Nick was right. They just hoped it wasn't true. Thad's room was the other side of the building, there's no way Kurt would think they they could hear. Kurt didn't knew the true range of their hearing abilities because he was just adjusting to his own.
"Whatever happens. It was before you guys right?" Jeff pointed to Wes and Blaine and they nodded. "So no harm if they did?"
They all nodded. They had to be fair.
Kurt was standing nervously in Thad's room. He hasn't made contact since he had came back. Thad was standing at him with a smile on his face. Kurt laughed nervously and his hands was swinging beside of him.
"How are you?" Thad asked softly.
"I'm good thank you, are you?" Kurt said back smiling at him.
"I'm good Kurt. Pissed a little you haven't been in touch. Guess that's the whole concept of use and abuse right?"
"Thad." Kurt said sternly.
"It's okay Kurt really. I heard you was back. Was wondering when you would come knocking." Thad said as he offered him a drink but he refused saying thank you.
"I'm sorry." Kurt said sincerely stepping forward.
"How are you really doing?" Thad said stepping forward too. Kurt closed the gap between them and hugged him gently.
"I never thanked you. For what you did for me." Kurt said into his ear.
"You're avoiding Kay."
Kurt laughed and rolled his eyes. "I always avoid Tea."
"Nicknames? They must be close." Wes said feeling the jealously rise up. Blaine sensed it and placed his hand over Wes's. This was new for him. All these feelings are new.
"They sound really close. It concerns me." Blaine squeezed his hand feeling the same feeling Wes was feeling.
"So, how's the vampire life treating you?" Thad said with a smirk.
"How do you know?"
"You're practically drooling over neck." Thad said with a laugh.
"Oh god, Jesus. I'm really sorry I can't help it." Kurt said looking embarrassed he had been caught.
"Plus, your eyes." Thad pulled back and lifted his hand up and pointed at them. "Fucking red."
"So, how are you doing?" Thad asked again.
"My life is a fucking sham."
Thad burst out laughing with Kurt and he gestured them to move over to the bed.
"You wanna talk about it?"
"No. I would rather not. Sick of talking about it. All I know is that every time something good happens, something bad happens. I don't seem to be getting a break."
Thad nodded. "You know can you talk to me you know that Kay?"
Kurt nodded and swallowed. "Thank you."
"They do seem close now that I'm listening to them." Jeff said looking down at his hands.
Thad always knew about the vampirism. It was made clear when he became a part of them. He was never scared and was completely understanding. He was a good friend.
"Thad is a good person. I'm sure it's perfectly fine." David said. He hoped it was fine.
"Do you need to feed?" Thad asked.
"I do but-
"I don't mind Kurt honestly." He held his wrist out to his mouth.
"Are you sure? I'm not the best at controlling it." Kurt admitted truthfully.
"I trust you."
"He's feeding from him?"
They all looked up to Blaine who was looking confused. They must be close for Thad to trust him knowing he's a newbie.
"What if he can't pull back?" Wes said concerned. "What if he can't do it?"
They all thought about it. It was kurt's first time feeding alone.
"Are you sure Thad?"
Thad nodded and smiled.
"I apologise in advance." Kurt said with a nervous laugh.
"What for?"
Kurt reached over and grabbed his wrist gently. He lifted it up to his lips and he bit down gently. He moaned loudly and griped onto him tighter.
"Oh wow okay wasn't expecting that." Thad said blush and started to laugh. Kurt didn't want to hurt him so he took his time, making sure he wasn't being rough. Thad's hand went to kurt's shoulder to support him. Kurt moaned again at the feeling of his hand on his body. I fucking hate this
Thad was starting to become light headed and he looked down at Kurt. Kurt could see him weakening and he forcefully dragged his wrist away from his mouth. It took all the effort in the world but he did it. His hand was still gripping him and his eyes was closed and short gasps of pleasures was coming out of his mouth.
"I'm sorry. I'll let go when I can." Kurt said as he licked his lips.
"It's okay." Thad said smiling at him.
After few more minutes Kurt managed to let go and he let his head fall back on the bed. Thad laughed and joined him.
"I'm totally straight Kurt but that might have been the hottest thing I have ever seen." Thad laughed out and punched Kurt lightly on the arm. "How are things with that?"
"Which?" Kurt said breathlessly.
"Sebastian." Thad said angrily.
"Still a fucking asshole."
"Nothing new." Thad grinned.
"And Blaine?" Thad added.
Kurt turned his head towards him. "How much do you know?"
"A few guys have seen you and Blaine together." Thad said smiling towards him.
"Rough spots but great. I hope so anyway." Kurt said beaming.
"How are they all anyway?" Thad said turning away.
"Thad, you don't have to feel guilty okay? You did what you had to do." Kurt said rolling into his stomach so he could see his friend better.
"I miss them."
"I know you so sweetie."
"We need to find out. We need to find out everything." Wes said turning to the others and taking a sip of his drink and they nodded.
"He misses us." Blaine whispered.
"There's something going on. Thad knows too much." David murmured
"Yeah he does." Jeff replied nodding with his boyfriend.
"I'm bonded."
"No fucking way."
"I'm a natural. I can't drink from a blood bag. It has to be from the vein."
"Sucks to be you man." Thad laughed out and Kurt pushed him off the bed.
"Fuck you that hurt!" Thad said rubbing his arm playfully
"Stop being a little bitch about it."
"Wait who the fuck are you bonded with?" Thad was curious now.
"Wes."
Thad laughed out loud and nearly fell off the bed again.
"You're lying."
No I'm not!"
"Wait seriously?"
"Yep."
"Wow. Out of everyone. Wes."
They sat together in a comfortable silence as Thad was trying to get his head round all the new information.
"I love him Thad. I love them both."
"Most definitely sucks to be you."
"I hate you."
Thad laughed and grabbed hold of him hand. "I'm so happy for you."
"Are you both okay?" Nick said looking up to them and they nodded.
"Hearing him say it." Blaine said licking his hips
"Yeah." Wes said laughing nervously. "I should probably talk to him. I just don't know how I will feel when I will see him."
"Just take your time man it's new for you. It'll come naturally." David said walking passed and tapping him on the shoulder.
"What's been going on with you?"
"Literally nothing Kurt. I've had the most boring year ever. I had a few girls." Kurt laughed. "Nothing serious though. Just ballaches."
"That's because you prefer to get your dick wet than actually settling down with someone."
"I can't believe you've just said that! Who the fuck are you! Where had Kurt gone!" Thad eyes was bulging out his head. Hummel is on fire
"He's long gone Tea."
Kurt had left after an hour. He felt so much better about himself. He was so glad he could finally see Thad and he was so grateful for the feed. He just got back to his room and opened it and shut it quickly
"Are you all insane!" Kurt said with a hand on his heart realising they was all sitting in his room.
"What are you all staring at?" Kurt said refusing to look at Wes or Blaine
"How do you know Thad?" Wes said sternly.
"Can't I just have five fucking minutes to myself? Can't I just have five fucking minutes of piece and quite?" Kurt said angrily
"How do you know him." Blaine said not letting it go.
"No. You don't get to do that. You don't get to demand answers." Kurt said finally looking at them. He felt sick. The way they was looking at him
"Kurt please just tell us." Jeff asked sweetly
"Stop pulling the best friend card Jeff please."
"Just please can you all go? Please." Kurt begged turning away.
Everyone said they would leave but Blaine and Wes wouldn't go
"We are not going until you talk to us." Blaine said looking up at his.
"Just give me a minute."
He made his way to he bathroom and shut the door behind him. He took five to himself. He was sitting on the floor counting the tiles. It calmed him. One of the techniques he had been taught to calm his anxiety. He had his hand holding his necklace and his eyes was counting then. He didn't even know he was counting out loud.
"Is he counting?" Blaine whispered
They looked at each other. Tiles
They jumped up and opened the door slowly. Kurt didn't even know they had entered.
"32."
"33."
"34."
Blaine and Wes slowly came in and sat beside him and watched. It was like it was in a trace. He hand was gripping tightly on his necklace.
"58."
"59."
"60."
They looked at eachother and they just knew. His dad. They seen the way his eyes was concentrating on not missing one. They looked at the way his hand was holding his necklace. He missed his dad
"75."
"77."
"Fuck." Kurt said and he place a hand on his head.
"1."
"Kurt."
"2."
"3."
He went to say four and there was hands on him. He looked up quickly in a daze. He frowned and his eyes started to water.
"I'm so sorry." Kurt breathed out. He contained the crying and raised his eyes to meet him.
He looked tormented. Exhausted. Battling with himself.
"I'm sorry." Kurt said again as he hands started to shake. He looked away and looked at the wall again.
Blaine had crawled forward and wrapped his arms round him and Wes did too.
"I didn't mean to hurt you Wes, I'm so so sorry. Please forgive me." Kurt mumbled into Wes's neck.
"I forgive you."
Kurt pulled back. "You do?"
Wes nodded and smiled. "Of course I do."
"I'm sorry for shouting at you Blaine. Do you forgive me?"
Blaine kissed him on the neck and repeated Wes's words.
"Of course I do." Blaine said into his neck.
"I miss my dad." Kurt voice was barely a whisper.
"We know you do darling, we know." Wes said as they held him.
"I just want to him back."
They sat there for about ten minutes. Kurt didn't cry. He was just upset. He didn't want to cry in front of them he was sick of doing so.
"Jeff mentioned a re run of project runaway." Blaine said smiling.
"Really? But you both hate it."
"We will tolerate it because we love you." Wes said with a laugh and Kurt nodded.
"Your hair is amazing by the way." Wes said and Blaine nodded in agreement.
"Thank you." Kurt said with a blush.
"Project runway time!" Jeff said excitedly clapping his hands. Kurt grinned and laughed at the groans coming from behind them. Kurt made his way over to the sofa and Jeff made grabby arms and Kurt rolled his eyes and sat down and held his hands out and Jeff crawled over and sat on his lap. Kurt wrapped his arms round his and Jeff placed his head into kurt's neck.
"Your hair looks so good. You should dye it again though the blue was insane." Jeff said playing with it.
"Pick a colour." Kurt said and Jeff pulled pack quickly.
"Seriously?"
"Yes!"
Jeff grinned and leaned down to his ear. "Pink."
Kurt rolled his eyes and he heard everyone laugh.
"You'll have to pick it up. I'm a prisoner still."
"Oh I'm good with that!" Jeff said planting a kiss to his cheek.
They was five episodes in. Kurt had fell asleep curled up with Jeff and Jeff was stroking his hand through his hair. Jeff smiled at his best fiend before leaning down and kissing him by his mouth.
"I love you."
Kurt squeezed tighter and mumbled something. Kurt looked pretty tired so they let him rest.
"Are you all okay now?" Jeff said into Jeff's hair. He eyes peered over to Blaine and Wes who was watching them.
"I hope so. We talked a little. He's just having a hard time at the moment." Wes said sadly.
"He's been thinking a lot about his dad today. I guess he hasn't really grieved for him yet." Blaine added while looking at his boyfriend.
"He's lost so much. I don't blame him." David replied as he took a seat at the table to join the poker game.
"If you think about it. He's basically an orphan biologically. He lost his whole life and spent a year in pain and torture. I don't mind when he breaks because at least I know he's feeling something." Nick said smiling at them together. It made him really happy knowing they was friends again.
"It's better than the alternative. You heard his thoughts we all did. That wasn't Kurt that was just a shell of him."
"You're right Blaine. I just can't believe that he felt that way." Jeff said kissing his friend again.
A few hours later and Kurt was still sleep. They was staring to worry.
"Has he not been sleeping well lately?" Wes asked as he sat down facing Jeff and Kurt.
"He does seem to be tired an awful lot recently." Blaine said walking over go them.
"He does seem to be sleeping a lot. Napping for hours." Jeff said still with his arms wrapped round him.
Kurt had been sleeping a lot lately. Napping had become normal for him the last few days. Everything has just been a lot for him lately.
"We should take him to bed." Blaine said turning towards Wes.
"I don't mind Blaine. I'll do it. I won't be long." Wes said standing up and walking over to Kurt and scooped him up.
"He's clingy when he's tired Wes. I wouldn't count on coming back just yet." Blaine said with a laugh.
"Goodnight Wes!"
They was right. He was extremely clingy. He tried to put Kurt on the bed but he held on tighter. Wes was basically lying his bed with him and Kurt refused to let go.
"Don't let go." Kurt mumbled inhaling his scent. You smell amazing
Wes laughed. No you smell amazing
Kurt giggled and tried to pull him closer. "Can you stay with me?"
"I'll stay Kurt but I need to shower first." Wes said holding him.
"But I don't want you to leave."
"I'm not going anywhere Kurt I promise."
Wes showered quickly. He was nervous. He wanted to talk to Kurt about early but he didn't want to ruin the night for them. He made his way back into the room and smiled. Kurt was laying on his back and his eyes was closing an opening his them trying to keep conciseness, his arms was limp stretched out and the smile over his face was lazy.
"Hi." Kurt said softly turning to look at him. Kurt licked his lips and moaned when he seen Wes's body.
"Hey." Wes said smiling back. He made his way over and sat on the bed next to his body. They was silent while they looked at eachother for a few minutes before Kurt broke it.
"I am really sorry Wes. What I did to you was unforgivable. I hate myself for it and I wish I could take it back."
Wes had forgive him instantly after it happened, he was just in shock. He couldn't help it he loved him. Wes seen the struggle in his eyes as the words came from his lips. He laid back and turned so he could face him.
"I forgive you. I'll always forgive you." Wes said softly brushing the hair out of his face. He leaned over and placed his lips against Kurt's. It was perfect. They fell asleep soon after in each others arms.
Nick and Jeff was laying in bed together the next morning wrapped up in each other. Kissing each other gently.
"Are you okay Nicky?" Jeff asked kissing him again. Nick looked upset this morning like something was in the back of his mind.
"I'm just so thankful for Kurt."
Jeff smiled and moved himself so he was laying on top of him and let his boyfriend continue.
"What he did for me, what he did for us was just a selfless act of kindness. I don't think I will ever be able to make it up to him. He's such a beautiful soul." Nick said looking at his boyfriend.
"He loves you Nick. He'll do anything to protect his family." Jeff said beaming. Nick leaned up and kissed him again sweetly. Jeff moaned into it and pushed himself closer.
"He got me the names baby. I just need to find them." Nick said pulling back.
"Don't worry sweetie, we'll find them I'll make sure of that."
Blaine had went back to David's room and they had decided to spent time together. It was rare when it was just them too and they was glad for the time alone to talk. They had just woken up and was currently watching one of David's crime shows.
"You look so happy man." David said passing Blaine a coffee over. He had just sat back down and turned a little so he could face him.
"I'm more than happy david." Blaine laughed out taking a sip from his mug and rolled his eyes back as the caffeine trailed down his throat.
"I really enjoyed last night. It's been a while since it's just been me and you." David said admitted drinking from his mug too. They had talked for hours watching movies. They ordered takeout and enjoyed each others company. They needed it.
"Oh me too." Blaine laughed placing his mug on the table in front of him. "It's been a while. We should definitely do it more."
"I'll hold you to that."
Kurt woke up first. He went to roll over but his body was trapped. Wes. He grinned and turned his head to the side so he could just look at him. His eyes wandered to his face. God you're so attractive. He lifted his hand and went to place it on his face.
"You know it's creepy to watch someone while they're sleeping." Wes mumbled, his eyes still remained closed. Kurt rolled his eyes and leaned over and started to kiss him on his neck. Wes moaned and tilted his head for Kurt.
"I'm sorry. I can't help it. You're just so appetising." Kurt said breathlessly as he carried on kissing him. It started from his ear and made his made his way down his neck and alone his collarbone. He felt He felt Wes's hand shoot to his hair and pull gently, he heard the moans of pleasure and his grip got tighter on his body.
"Kurt." Wes said with his eyes shut, enjoying kurt's small touches. Kurt smiled and carried on.
"Yes?"
"Kurt."
Kurt laughed and he heard a chuckle from Wes. Kurt nodded into his chest and lifted his arm up and trailed a finger down his chest and he came to his pyjamas bottoms and pulled them gently down, freeing him. Wes let out a noise of relief and thanked him.
"My bedside." Kurt said with his head into his chest. Wes nodded and leaned over and pulled out the bottle of lube and Kurt took it from his hands and opened the cap and squirted the liquid into his hand.
Wes pushed Kurt over so they was facing each other again and he reached his hand out freeing Kurt too.
"I'm doing it with you." Wes said looking at him. Kurt nodded and let out a little laugh and Wes coated his hand too.
Wes leaned in and started to kiss him deeply, tongues was battling for dominance and then they grabbed eachother. The touch making them both moan in pleasure and then they started to pump lazily together in sync. They didn't want the feeling to last. Every time they felt the coil form they would stop and place there heads together and calmed them selves for a minute before starting again.
"Wes I can't anymore." Kurt moaned out as Wes's pace quickened and his grip became tighter, Kurt mirrored him and timed his hand in rhythm with his.
"Fucking hell." Wes moaned out as his cum spilled out of him. Every orgasm he had with Kurt was the best he had ever had. The bond had made everything so much more intense. He moaned into Kurt's mouth and gave Kurt another thrust of his hand and Kurt came too. Kurt body shook and his grip on Wes's neck got tighter.
"Oh my god."
Wes leaned in and kissed him again muffling the moans. Wes smirked and pulled away. Both breathing heavy. He grabbed kurt's neck gently so Kurt was forced to look at him and his other trailed back up and Kurt seen his fingers raise to his mouth
"Please don't." Kurt moaned out seeing the cum spread across his fingers by his mouth. Wes smirked again before placing them in his mouth and licking it off his fingers
"I fucking hate you." Kurt said licking his lips watching Wes clean his hand with his mouth. Wes moaned as he tasted him. So Kurt did the same. You don't get anyway with that
Wes thought he was going to cum again at the sight of him. He nervously laughed and Kurt smiled around his fingers.
"I'm hard." Wes breathed out clutching onto him and Kurt laughed and nodded.
"Ditto." Kurt straddled him and kissed him pressing their bodies together.
Life can't get better than this
It was 6:10am. Wes had left to go and get ready for classes. Kurt hadn't been back to school since he had came back to Dalton. He was ready for it though, he needed it. He had showered and got dressed into his uniform and was currently fixing his blazer in place. At first he hated the uniform, it made them all look the same but now he was thankful it. Blaine loved him in it now he knew Wes would too. He went to place his glasses into his face and laughed. I don't need them anymore. But the teaches would notice with the sudden change of his eyesight so he placed them on his face and rolled his eyes. He had just left his room and locked it and made his way to his boyfriends room and knocked twice and walked in. Blaine was ready but his tie was hanging over his neck.
"Hey babe." Kurt said walking his boyfriend rush around getting ready. Blaine laughed and turned around and then moaned. He ran forward and grabbed him quickly and pulled him in.
"I've fucking missed you in this uniform." Blaine breathed out and kissed him taking kurt's breath away. Kurt laughed and pulled away.
"I thought you would." Kurt smirked and wrapped his arms round his neck. "Missed you."
"Missed you more." Blaine said kissing him again.
"Do you mind putting my contacts in? Think the whole red eye thing will scare of the students?"
Blaine laughed and he quickly washed his hands and made his way back to Kurt. Jeff had purchased some online. They was his normal eye colour but they was brighter. Almost ice. After ten minutes of them struggling they finally got them in.
"Ive missed your eyes." Blaine started at them. He really did. They was beautiful.
"I've missed them too." Kurt said laughing.
"You nervous?" Blaine said cupping his boyfriends face. Kurt nodded.
"A little." Kurt tightened his hold round his boyfriend. Kurt trailed his hands down and started to do his tie.
"So domestic." Blaine smirked but he loved it. Kurt did it every morning for him and it wasn't because he couldn't do it, it was because Kurt enjoyed doing it for him. It was something that they did every morning. Routine even. Kurt laughed and rolled his eyes
"I've missed doing it. That doesn't mean I'm the woman though." Kurt replied back as he finally finished.
"You're far from a woman Kurt." Blaine said glancing quickly to kurt's pants and Kurt let out a laugh and nodded.
"How long do we have before we have to leave?" Kurt said licking his lips.
"Twenty minutes." Blaine said grabbing him closer. Kurt smashed his lips against his and moved him to the wall, pushing his tongue into Blaine's mouth.
David, Wes, Jeff and Nick was all sitting around the table having breakfast in the in the cafeteria. it was about five minutes before the doors would be open for students. They was currently chatting about their classes.
"What's your first?" David asked looking over at Wes's class timetable.
"English." Wes smirked. His first class with Kurt. David laughed and nodded.
"Keep your eyes on the board lover boy, Mr Johnson isn't going to be pleased at your lack of concentration."
"Oh shit yeah you're with Kurt aren't you? Unless his timetable has changed." Nick laughed and grabbed his boyfriends hand.
Blaine and Kurt had entered holding each others hands and they made his way to the table.
"Damn, Kurtie be looking so fine in that uniform." Jeff said looking at his friend in the uniform.
Wes turned out and quickly turned back and blushed. "Jesus."
The whole table laughed and looked towards them. Blaine kissed him on the cheek and Kurt walked over to the table.
"Hi fellas." Kurt smiled and sat himself next to Wes. There was a chorus of greeting's and Wes leaned over and whispered in his ear gripping onto his thigh.
"You look so fucking good."
Kurt laughed nervously but let him keep the hold. He licked his lips and looked down at Wes's hand gripping firmly and all of a sudden he wanted to rip off his clothes.
They both looked up in shock when there was someone clicking in there face. "Sorry but the students will be coming in now and I don't think they would appreciate you both naked fucking eachother on this table." Jeff smirked and sat back. They knew it would be different now. Wes and Kurt couldn't be true to themselves. They would rather not have the whole school know of their little threesome relationship because it would be to hard to explain. Kurt groaned and forcefully moved Wes's hand away and stood up and moved and swapped with David. He looked up and seen the look in Wes's eyes and he groaned and put his head in his hands. The whole table laughed and Blaine had came back, placing a tray in front of Kurt and sitting down next to him. He looked at Wes and knew.
"Uniform?" Blaine said smirking at the undone look in his eyes. Wes only nodded and lifted his shaky hand to his drink.
"I was the same this morning." Blaine smiled and sat down next to his boyfriend and grabbed his hand to try and help but he only moaned louder. "Eat baby it'll distract you."
Kurt nodded and started to eat. He started to get restless in his chair as he heard the faint heartbeats of the students and the overpowering smell of their blood. They all seen the way he changed and his breathing wasn't because he was turned on, it was because the hunger was seeping through.
"I can't do this it's to much."
It was to much. He hadn't been around so many humans at once. The glass was quickly taken out his hands by David.
"You can do this baby." Blaine said holding his boyfriends hand. Kurt shook his head quickly.
It was too much to soon and they felt incredibly guilty. Wes wanted to help Kurt but he couldn't. He couldn't because everyone was watching.
"If you don't get me out of this fucking room I swear to god I will fucking rip everyone's to pieces." Kurt growled out. He was seeing red. Blood red. It was driving him insane.
Thad looked over and noticed his friend. Shit. He had to help. He excused himself at his table with his friends and made his way over. Her was nervous. It was the first time he was going to be around them.
"Hey Hummel! Long time no see." Thad said smiling at him. They all looked up and see him standing there waiting for Kurt to answer. He was helping him
"Hey Thad." Kurt stuttered out.
"You not going to give me a hug then no?" Thad stood with his arms out laughing. Kurt stuttered a laugh out and nodded and Thad walked over and leaned down.
"No one will know. They will just thinking I'm hugging you."
Kurt could of sobbed there and then. Fucking angel. He nodded and smiled and they hugged. He quickly stuck him fangs into his neck. He refrained a moan and grabbed hold of him thigh. He knew he couldn't hold on for long so he let go and licked his lips and wiped the tiny bit of blood on Thad's neck.
"Thank you." Kurt whispered.
Thad pulled back and smiled, fixed his shirt to cover his neck when no one was looking.
"See you in English Kay." He nodded to the table.
They all said thank you. It was the first time they had all talked. He laughed nervously and walked back to his table.
"I didn't know you was friends with Hummel?" Flint said chewing on his banana.
"Yeah man. We're good." Thad said glancing over to Kurt who looked better.
"He's hot." Flint said smirking and Thad rolled his eyes.
"What we talking about?" Cameron said as he played his tray on table.
"How hot Hummel is." Flint said looking over at Kurt.
"Oh yes he's fucking smoking now. That year out did him good." Cameron said to flint and nodded
"Who's smoking now?" Ethan said laughing at his three friends sitting down.
"Hummel." Flint and Cameron said at the same time and Thad laughed.
"I haven't seen him yet." Ethan said looking round the cafeteria and then he found Kurt.
"Oh damn."
They all laughed at his face and Ethan sat down.
Kurt was trying to contain his laughter as he watched Wes and Blaine's face. He had changed a lot. Jeff was laughing with Nick and David was rolling his eyes.
"Don't worry there isn't any competition." Kurt said picking his apple up and taking a bite and Wes and Blaine instantly relaxed and laughed
"Man." David said turning to Kurt. "I don't think you realise how hot you are. You're being ogled by the whole of the cafeteria."
Kurt rolled his eyes and pushed him away playfully. "I'm taken. No one else interests me."
David laughed and nodded. "Don't change the facts."
"He's right kurtiekins." Jeff said leaning over and kissing him on the cheek.
"Shut up." Kurt said turning to Jeff.
"If anyone makes a pass at you-
"We will have to forcefully-
"Take action."
Kurt looked up and Wes and Blaine who was finishing each others sentences staring at him. He smiled and they smiled back.
Kurt had to refrain himself from grabbing Wes's hand as they walked through the corridor to English. Wes was the same. They was walking with distance so they wasn't close together. They had to act the way they did before Kurt left.
"This is so difficult." Kurt admitted laughing keeping his face up concentrating on his walking.
"You're telling me. I didn't think it would be this hard." Wes said keeping his head forward. He didn't want to look at Kurt or he knew he would crumble.
They came by the classroom and Wes over took Kurt and went in first and Kurt followed in.
"Kurt! How wonderful to see you!" Mr Johnson said smiling at his student. Kurt was an extremely bright young man. Always gave a hundred percent.
"Thank you Mr Johnson. It's lovely to see you too." Kurt said smiling and shook the man's hand.
"Take your normal seat." He gestured to the seat next to Wes and he nearly died. Oh please don't let this drag