p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #222222;" data-p-id="f030121974e49675d10b68a5c7c27b59"Greetings and I'm sorry I was absent again and for so long but ... Times were a bit difficult. I thank with all my heart the little people who asked about me and worried and who took the trouble to write to me, it really is something that I value since those messages and comments are one of the factors why I decided to return. I am going to tell you why I have been absent for so long but, summarizing for those who are not interested, I am going to take up my stories (I'm still not sure whether to continue Reverse but the other ideas will) but I will take some time to update this because I want to read it again to do things well, although to entertain you I will upload some oneshot and the phantom of the laboratory to entertain you. That's all if you already want to go but for those who want to know the details, keep reading. /p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #222222;" data-p-id="4a6ad743107832c5a177660541141a51"Why am I absent so long? Well ... It's a bit complicated, to begin with I was late in writing in November because at that time I was in my final, projects and all the paperwork to start university, and as I mentioned before I suffer a lot from anxiety, nerves and others because of what my head was a mess but since I'm a total nerd I passed everything with honors, so good😊. In December I tried to return definitively without any more setbacks since I had finished with the final and others but that person that I mentioned had "returned" to my life, continued to bother me. That person that I did not mention before is my mother, my mother biologically speaking at least, since from my point of view MY MOTHER is my father's wife who raised me since I was 5 (before she even married my dad) and MY BROTHERS are my stepbrothers, that is, her 2 children with her previous marriage but that does not matter to any of the 3 since we always call each other older brothers-younger sister (they are annoying fools but I love them with all my heart). This woman left home forgetting that she had a 4-year-old daughter and a husband who worked from sunrise to sunset to support the family, going back to the months to file a divorce with my father. As far as I knew, after she moved to the capital, she had remarried and had 2 children with this man, but since she signed the divorce she forgot that she had a daughter from her previous marriage./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #222222;" data-p-id="b810d3ffb7a2d5545898de80ca53a631"The good thing is that I started college online (although I still have to travel from time to time to take exams and practice) and I'm amazing getting good grades and so on. My friends recommended that I keep writing to get through, I'm going to take them at their word. Again, sorry for all the problems I caused you and I will try even to finish this story, yes, I ask you for a little time./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #222222;" data-p-id="4a6ad743107832c5a177660541141a51"Why am I absent so long? Well ... It's a bit complicated, to begin with I was late in writing in November because at that time I was in my final, projects and all the paperwork to start university, and as I mentioned before I suffer a lot from anxiety, nerves and others because of what my head was a mess but since I'm a total nerd I passed everything with honors, so good😊. In December I tried to return definitively without any more setbacks since I had finished with the final and others but that person that I mentioned had "returned" to my life, continued to bother me. That person that I did not mention before is my mother, my mother biologically speaking at least, since from my point of view MY MOTHER is my father's wife who raised me since I was 5 (before she even married my dad) and MY BROTHERS are my stepbrothers, that is, her 2 children with her previous marriage but that does not matter to any of the 3 since we always call each other older brothers-younger sister (they are annoying fools but I love them with all my heart). This woman left home forgetting that she had a 4-year-old daughter and a husband who worked from sunrise to sunset to support the family, going back to the months to file a divorce with my father. As far as I knew, after she moved to the capital, she had remarried and had 2 children with this man, but since she signed the divorce she forgot that she had a daughter from her previous marriage./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #222222;" data-p-id="f5f6787c286e72eb70a95905d2bc7897"It generated a mixture of negative emotions in me to see her standing at the door after so many years, not counting the situation the world is going through, to become a good mother and that only because I don't know what legal problem she had and she needed my authorization or I don't know what, and that HER children wanted to meet their older sister of whom they had no idea. Luckily my father, my mother, my brothers, my grandparents, my brother-in-law, my boyfriend, my friends and my boyfriend's family helped me with that (I had many anxiety attacks, nerves, it made me itch that I ended up hurting my legs, neck, stomach and arms, I have nail marks on the palms of my hands ... It was a shitty situation that I do not wish on anyone) and, to make matters worse, she believed dhe had the right to criticize my life with things like:/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #222222;" data-p-id="fdb38b5b61684adde0a8756a1c151736""You are just like your father, you settle for very little"; "Laura is not your mother, I am. I don't know why you call that woman's children brothers if they don't share your blood"; "You don't have many friends, you should be more sociable. Besides, I think your current friends prevent you from having more friends, they are a little weird, don't you think? ";" I can't believe you continue those crap of not eating meat, since you were a child you caused problems with that "; "If you don't eat meat because you have so much fat in the lower part"; "In general your boyfriend has a good body and is attractive but did you notice that he has a very large and noticeable scar? I mean, you are not miss universe but you could do better. .. Maybe if you lost a few kilos ... ";" You need to do a career that gives you money as a doctor, see how much they are earning now ";" At first I was afraid of getting pregnant so as not to go through the problems that I went through with you for your skin but, luckily, your skin's photosensitivity problems are your father's fault, none of your brothers have it "... And like those many./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #222222;" data-p-id="b810d3ffb7a2d5545898de80ca53a631"The good thing is that I started college online (although I still have to travel from time to time to take exams and practice) and I'm amazing getting good grades and so on. My friends recommended that I keep writing to get through, I'm going to take them at their word. Again, sorry for all the problems I caused you and I will try even to finish this story, yes, I ask you for a little time./p
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