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Their was totally silence in the car...
Abhijeet sir was driving peacefully...the happiness was clearly visible on his face...and after so many days he was wanting to smile heartily...after all why won't he smile...after a long time he got two happiness in his life…first and greatest happiness his brother who came back in his life again, and after a long wait, the moment would come in his life when he get engage with his love...
Here daya sir occupied the passenger sit with heavy heart and in tensed...while thinking about the reason behind of shreya's pain...but when he was tying the seat belt his eyes felt on abhijeet sir's face...and as soon as he saw the expression of happiness on abhijeet sir's face, he forgot his tension with in a second ...so he intentionally looked towards tarika and found the same expression of happiness on her face too...
Daya sir pov : aakhirkar etane mahino ke baad mere bhai ko usaka pyaar mil hi gaya...thank you god mere bhai ki zindagi me phirse khushiyaan bharne ke liye varna woh us ahemdabad wale incident ke baad se toot kar bikhar gaya tha... us samay usake derd aur takleef ko mujhse behtar kaun samajh sakta tha... mai bhi toh same situation se gujar raha tha apane pyaar ki doori ka derd...hum dono ki situation me bs fark etana tha ki usaka pyaar usaki eyes ke samne toh tha...par mera pyaar...mujhe toh usaki pehchaan ke naam par kuch bhi nahi pata tha... ki usaka naam kya hai...woh dikhti kaisi hai...bs pata tha toh sirf usaka touch...kyunki usake touch ne, usaki bravery ne aur usake confidence ne mujhe usaka deewana banaa diya tha...
Unahi dinoo mujhe pata chala ki mere live interview ki wajah se is saal 'UPSC EXAM' ke liye kai candidate ne application form submit kiye hai... aur uname se female candidate ki sankhya bahut jyada hai...mujhe is baat ki tension nahi thi ki etane candidate me nai use kaise use pehchan paoonga kyunki usaki pehchaan ke liye usaka ek touch hi kafi hai mere liye...aur na hii is baat ki tension thi ki woh cid officer ban payegi ya nahi kyunki mujhe usake confidence par aur humare pyaar poora yakeen tha ki woh cid officer bankar jarur aayegi aur mera dil use jarur pechaan lega...
Mai egarly us moment ka wait karne laga jab woh cid officer bankar cid bureau mumbai me aayeingi...maine bahut sare sapane sajaye the humare first meet ke liye...jab woh yahaan aayegi toh mai kuch din tak jaanbhoojh kar anjaan banaa rahunga... ki maine use pehchaan nahi hai ki woh wahii ladki hai jise maine escalator par bachaya tha ahmedabad me...kuch din use sataoonga aur usaka reaction dekhkar maje loonga...us samay mere dil me ek hi song chalta rehta tha
Andekhi anjaani si, pagli si deewani si
Jaane woh kaisi hogi re
Andekhi anjaani si, pagli si deewani si
Jaane woh kaisi hogi re
O chori se chupke chupke
Baithi hai dil mein chhupke
Jaane woh kaisi hogi re
Lekin mere sapane dhare ke dhare reh gaye...maine jo time ki condition di thi usase pahale hi yeh mission aa gayaa...jaisa ki mere liye pahale meri duty hai toh maine un ladkiyon ko bachane ke liye jaan bhoojkar khatara maul liya aur wo bomb blast ki wajah se mai coma me chala gaya...mera coma se wapas aana shayad mere badon ka aashirwad, woh girls, angel aur sabse badi wajah aap thi...
Jab mai coma se bahar aaya toh mujhe pata chala ki mai pichale one year se coma me hoon...toh me bahut tensed ho gaya ki na jane un ladkiyon ka kya hua hoga...par jab dcp sir aur salunke sir ne bataya ki abhi tak ek bhi delivery nahi hui hai toh meri jaan me jaan aayi...phir mujhe aapaka khyaal aaya toh mai ek baar phir bechain ho gaya ki pata nahi in one year me jab aap cid bureau aayi hongi aur mujhe wahaan na pakar ya mere bomb blast ke bare jaankar aap par kya gujari hogi...jaise hi mujhe yeh khyaal aaya toh doctor ke lakh manaa karne par bhi mai mumbai aa gaya...aur distinguish me un criminals ki activities par nazar rakhne ke sath sath cid bureau par bhi nazar rakhne laga...par dcp sir ko diye promise ki wajah se mai bureau nahi ja sakta tha...toh maine pichale ek saal me kitani cid officer join hui unaki sari information apane informer se nikalwai...par un sabke details janane ke baad mujhe nirashaaa aur bahut takleef hui ki uname se ek bhi ahmedabad ki nahi thi ...badi mushkil se maine apane dil ko kis tarah sambhalaa hai mai hi janta hoon ...par maine badi mushkil se apane emotions par kaboo kar liya un ladkiyon ki khateer aur apana poora concentration is mission par laga diya ...
Waise esame aapki koi galti nahi hai...mujhe poora yakeen hai aapne apani taraf se toh poori kosish ki hogi...lekin shayad humari destiny me humara milana likhaa hi nahi hai... tabhi toh jab anchor ne apani would be wife ke baare me poocha toh aapake baare me batate batate na jane kaise maine ek cid officer se shadi karne ka decision le liya...
Lekin jab se mai yeh nayi officer shreya se mila hoon pata nahi kyunnn mujhe ajeeb sa lag raha hai kuch diffrent...meri eyes na jane kyun baar baar use hi stare karti hai... jab woh muskrati hai toh mera bhi muskarane ka man karta hai...jab woh dukhi hoti hai toh mera bhi man dukhi ho jata hai...aisa kyun ho raha hai mere sath mujhe kuch samajh me nahi aa rahaaa... jabaki mai yeh janta hoon ki yeh aap nahi ho...kyunki is new officer shreya ki detail maine conference room me discussion ke dauraan file me dekhe the... jise maine sachin se kehkar mangwayi thi... jisame me pichale one year and two month me join hone wali female cop ki information ki details thi taki mai us female undercover cop ki information nikaalane ke liye mangwayi thi jise un criminals ne pakad liya tha... kyunki yeh new officer sabse last me join hui thi isliye isaki details sabse upper lagi hui thi...aur shreya ki details dekhkar mujhe pata chala ki yeh delhi se hai aur isaki training ke baad cid mumbai me posting hone ke babjood bhi isane delhi crime branch join kiya tha ...agar yeh aap hoti toh cid mumbai hi join karti naaa...
Mujhe ek baat samajh me nahi aa rahi hai jab yeh new officer shreya aap nahi hai toh phir mera dil isaki taraf kyun jhuk raha hai use kyun lag raha hai ki mujhe usase pyaar ho gaya hai...par mera dil kuch bhi kahe mere mere zindagi me aapki jagah koi nahi le sakta...aur...but his thought was disturbed by sharp music voice...
Here as soon as shreya occupied back seat which was behind the pessenger seat...she took a deep breath to suppressed her sorrow and she placed her head on head board of the car seat and intentionally turn her face near the window so no one noticed the pain on her face...and then she closed her eyes... while closing her eyes she was lost in her thought.
Shreya pov: ye...yeh sab kya ho gaya? daya sir...mujhe jis baat ka dar tha wahi ho gaya... par isame aapki koi galti nahi hai... shayad hamara ek hona humare destiny me hi nahi likhaa...agar hota toh mai 2 years pahale hi cid mumbai me join ho jati...
Jis din maine apani training successfully complete kii thi us din mai bahut khush thi ki aakhirkar maine apani condition complete kar li haiiii... ab bs mujhe eagerly apani posting and joining ka wait tha ...kyunki mai 100% confidence thi ki meri cid mumbai me hi posting hogi... ...
Meri posting aur joining me kuch din lagane wale the toh maine socha ki kyun na yeh din apane parent ke sath bitaoon kyunki ek baar posting aur joining hone ke baad phir na jaane kab unase milane ka mauka mile isiliye mai ahemdabad ke liye rawaana ho gayi...
Us din jab mai ahmedabad ke liye nikal rahi thi tab yeh sochkar kitana khush thi... ki kuch hi dinoo me mai apane dream boy ke samne hongi...aur everyday unake handsome face ko aur unaki killing smile ko dekh sakoongi ...unake sath kaam kar sakoongi...unahein kuch din tak sataoongi unase apani identity chupakar rakhoongi... unahe mujhe identify karne ka mauka doongi...
Maine kitane sapne sajaaye the apani first meet ko lekar...par un sapano ko sajane ke sath sath mere dil me kitane sawaal bhi uth rahe the...kya woh bhi mera aise hi besabri se intezaar kar rahe honge jaise ki mai unase milane ke liye eagerly wait kar rahi hoon...kya woh bhi mujhse etana hi pyaar karte honge jitana ki mai unase karti hoon...jab mai cid officer bankar unake samne jaoongi toh woh kaise react kareinge... kya woh mujhe identify kar payeinge...jab woh mujhe first time apani eyes ke samne dekheinge toh... kya unahein mujhse pahali nazar wala pyaar hoga...kya mai unake dil me uttar paoongi... jab woh mujhe welcome karne ke liye first time handshake karenge toh kya mera touch unaki dhadkan badaa payegaa... kyaaa woh mujhe apani zindagi me shamil karke aapani zindagi banayienge ...
But mujhe kya pata tha ki meri destiny ne mere liye kuch or hi decide kar rakha tha ... ahmedabad jane ke baad meri sari khushiyaan, mere sare sapne, mere sare sawaal dhare ke dhare reh gaye...
Jab mai ahmedabad pahoonchi toh ...mujhe pata chala mere parent ne mujhse bahut se raj chupaa kar rakhe the taki meri training par koi aanch na aa sake... meri mom ko brain tumer ho gaya tha...aur usake operation ke liye papa ko 20 lakh rupees ki jarurat thi...operation ke liye jab mere papa bank se apani sari jamaa poonji nikalkar hospital me jama karwane ja rahe the tabhi raste me paison se bhara bag kisi ne chori kar liyaa...aur aisi dukh ki ghadi me papa ke ek dost ne operation ke liye rupaye diye...aur unaki is help ke badale me woh apane bete ki shadi mujhse karna chahte the...aur jab mujhe in sab ke bare me pata chala toh aisa lagaa jaise kisi ne mere pairon ke neeche se jameen hi kheench li ho...aur mere upper ek sath kai bomb blast kar diye ho...
Mere parent ne aakhari faisala mujh par chod diya tha...mere dil aur dimaag ke beech jang chid gayi thi...mera dil keh raha tha ki mujhe apane pyaar ke liye fight karna chahiye...unahe is shadi ke liye manaa kar dena chahiye...par jab mai apane parent ke pass manaa karne gayi toh unake chehare par derd aur takleef dekhkar mera mind ne mujhe cursed kiya ki kaisi beti hoon mai jin parent ne mujhe meri her situation par mera sath diya... mai aisi difficult situation me apane parent se kaise fight karne ka soch sakti hoon... woh bhi un parent se jinhone meri har situation me mera sath diya tha...
Jab mom ko operation ke liye OT me le jaya ja raha tha...toh unhone OT me jane se pahale mujhe apane pass bulaya aur mera decision ke bare me poocha...aur jab maine unaki hopeful eyes ko dekhaa toh maine apane dil ke wajay apane mind ki baat maan li aur apane parent ke liye apane pyaar ka sacrifice kar liya...aur maine apane seene par patthar rakhkar shadi ke liye haan keh di..
Mai bata nahi sakti us din mera decision sunkar meri mom kitani khush thi...aur unaki khushi ko dekhkar mujhe lag rahaa tha ki meri mom apani zindagi ki jang jeetkar wapas aa jayengi but aisa nahi hua operation successful hone ke babjood bhi meri mom bach nahi payiii...us din maine apani mom ke sath sath.. apane pyaar, apani khushiyaan sabko kho diya thaa...
Us incident ke baad meri poori zindagi change ho gayi thi...etani change ki meri posting cid mumbai hone ke babjood bhi maine crime branch delhi join kar liya...apani mom aur apane pyaar apane dream boy ke bina toot kar bikhar gayi thi maiii... par apane papa ke liye maine phirse zindagi jeena sikha...woh baat alag hai ki woh zindagi mai sirf or sirf ek jinda laash ki tarah jee rahi thi... jisame na koi emotion the...jisme na koi feelings thi... jisame zindagi ke naam par sirf meri saanse chal rahi thi...kyunki meri zindagi toh mera pyaar mera dream boy tha... apane papa aur culigues ke samane apane face par fake smile ka mukhotaa chada liya tha maine...par maine bhi tay kar liya tha ki bhale hi mai apane dream boy ko paa nahi sakti par mai unaki tarah ek kabil officer jarur banoogi...
Unahi dinoo mere papa ke friend ne sagaai ke liye jor dena suroo kar diya...par mummy ko gaye abhi 1 saal bhi nahi hua tha toh papa ne etani jaldi saggai karne se manaa kar diya...aur jab meri mummy ko gaye savaa saal ho gaye tab papa ke friend ka call aaya aur unhone saggai aur shadi ke liye manaa kar diyaaa...unake inkaar se mere papa ko dukh hua tha...par wahin mujhe koi fark nahi padaa kyunki meri sabhi feelings and emotions toh mere dream boy ke liye the jinhein maine usi din khatam kar diye the jis din maine shadi ke liye haan kahi thi...
Lekin maine socha bhi nahi thaaa ki meri destiny ek baar phir khel khelegi aur mujhe usi mod par khada kar degi jise mai peeche chod aayi thi...meri mehanat aur lagan ko dekhkar mujhe sub inspector se inspector me promote kiya gaya tha aur mera transfer cid mumbai kiya gaya tha...
Ek baar phir mere heart aur mind ke beech jang chid gayi thi mera mind keh raha tha ki ab cid mumbai jane ka koi fayda nahi hai kyunki ab toh 3 and half years hone wale hai aur condition ke hisaab se tumhara dream boy 2 and half year tak hi wait karega phir woh aage bad jayega...ab ya toh woh engaged ho gaya hoga ya phir married...lekin mera dil keh raha tha ki nahiii mujhe yeh mauka miss nahii karna chahiye...yeh bhi toh ho sakta hai ki woh ab bhi tumhara intazaar kar raha ho... ho sakta hai is baar tumhaari destiny ne tumhare liye kuch achcha sochaa ho tabhi toh ladke walon ki taraf se naa ho gayi hai ...is baar mere dil ne mere mind ko maat de di thi...aur acp sir (delhi crime branch) se order letter apane hath me lete samay...mera dil jisame sare emotions and feelings khatam ho gaye the woh ek baar phir se pahale ki tarah poore emotions aur feelings ke sath dhadakane laga tha...ek baar phir mai waise hi egarly apane dream boy se milane ke liye bekraar ho gayi thi jaise pahale unase milaneke liye bekraar thi..ek baar phirse sapane sajaane lagi jaise 2 saal pahale sajaye the...par in sab ke alawa mere man me bahut se question bhi ghoom rahe the aur mujhe aur bhi jayada nervous kar rahe the... kyaa unahe mai ab bhi yaad hoon? kya ab bhi unhein apane promise yaad hai? kya ab bhi woh mera intazaar kar rahe hongee?
Lekin yahaan aane ke baad phirse nirasha hath lagi...ek baar phir meri destiny ne mere sath majak kiya tha..jab mujhe pata chalaa ki mera dream boy toh 1 and 2 month pahale hi bomb blast me...but she could not think further...ek baar phirse toot kar bikhar gayi thi mai apane dream boy ko hamesha hamesha kho dene ke gum se...mujhe is baat ki hairani thi ki etana jaberdast nervous breakdown hone ke baad bhi mai ab tak zindaa kaise hoon..mujhe toh usi pal marr jana chahiye tha jab woh pankaj ka statement maine sunaa tha...
Par is sawaal ka jabab mujhe kal mila jab aap bureau me aaye aur aapne apana fake getup nikala tab jakar mujhe pataa chala ki mai ab tak zindaa kyun thi... kyunki meri zindagi mera dream boy jo zindaa tha ...us pal mujhe apani destiny par bahut pyaar aaya ki usane mujhe zindaa rakhaa taki mai ek baar phir apane dream boy ke handsome face ko nihaar sakoon... unaki most killing smile se ghayal ho sakoon...unahe dekhkar ek baar phir mera dil apane poore lay me dhadak raha tha...apani sari feelings and emotions ke sath...mujhe laga tha ki meri destiny ko mujhpe taras aa gaya hai tabhi toh usane mujhe dream boy ke kareeb hone ka mauka diya hai...parrrrr...
Shreya pov: etane mahino me maine jo kuch bhi jhelaa maine kabhi aapse sikayat nahi ki godddd yahi sochaa ki meri destiny me shayad yahi likha tha par aaj nahi...aaj mai aapse poochana chahti hoon ki kyun….kyun ….aap mera sath aisa kar rahe hai….. kyun har baar aap mujse meri kushiyaan chin lete hai …..kya mujh par jaraa sa bhi taras nahi aata aapko... jaruri hai kya yun kiston me mujhe baar baar tadpa kar marna...kis baat ki saza di ja rahi hai mujhe haan...kya kasoor hai mera yahi na ki maine apane dream boy se be intihaan pyaar kiya hai...lekin ab mai yeh derd jhel jhel ke toot chuki hoon...areee jab aapko mujhse mera pyaar cheen na hi tha...toh phir mujhe woh morning dream kyun dikhaya...etani sari difficulty ke babjood aapne mujhe mere dream boy se phir kyun milwaya... ataiye mujhe ab mai kaise jeeyungi haan...while thinking it an all continuously tears were rolling down from her eyes….. which is she was rubbing again and again... so that no one knows she is sad and crying...but its too late because someone has already seen her tears...he is none other than our daya sir...
Here daya sir came out his thought after hearing sharp music voice and immediately looked towards that side where the voice came...and found that their car was standing on the traffic signal and the sound of loud music was coming from the car standing next to them.
Daya sir made a face annoyingly and said : in logon ko time ka bhi kuch hosh nahi hai..etani tej music bajaa ke rakha...while saying this he was turning his eyes towards abhijeet sir but at the same time his eyes fell on the side mirror...and found shreya was sitting with closed eyes ...and tears were rolling down from her eyes...and she again and again wiped her tears...her pale face and tears were clearly showed her pain...after seeing her tears and pale face through the side mirror...he became surprised and amazed too she was so lost in her sorrow that even loud music was not affecting her...but along with at the same time her tears and pale face made him once again became panic and restless to...
Here the chapter was end
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