PLEASE READ: Something important I want to mention before anyone starts reading. This fanfic is something I'm writing for my own self-indulgence. And this chapter is also for my own self-indulgence. Yet, I was still very hesitant about posting this particular chapter. Please, please, please keep in mind that what's written here is in no way meant to depict/portray/interpret any sexual deviations. Like I said, this was written because I wanted to write it. But I'm no expert. So please don't misinterpret anything here as anything "accurate". And please keep in mind I'm not trying to spread any misinformation and I don't mean to offend anyone. I just wrote this for fun for me. That's it.
Chapter XXXIII Part 2: Blame It On The Wine
"What're we trying?" Horokeu whispered back, his grin speaking the eagerness more than his words. His hands squeezed the cheeks that filled them. Ren returned the same sentiment with a cunning smirk of his own. He didn't answer him and reached a hand over to pick up the belt from the table. He held the Ainu's curious gaze while reaching back to take his groping hands, making them let go. He guided the hands around the chair until he held them in place against the back of the chair's backrest. Ren leaned in to see behind the backrest, pressing his body against the other. The blunette blinked when he realized Ren began to loop the belt around his wrists. A loop for each wrist, shaping the belt into an eight-shape while utilizing the buckle and notches. Horokeu shifted awkwardly but he wasn't stopping Ren as the younger male bound his wrists behind the chair.
"You make it so easy." Ren mused when he was done and leaned back. He stroked the blunette's bottom lip with a thumb and stare down at him like he was admiring his work. "Did you make it this easy for him too?"
"Huh?" Ren recaptured Horokeu's confused gaped lips again, inwardly cursing his carelessness. Maybe he did have a little too much wine. And he moved his lips and his tongue as if to stop the words from reaching the blunette. But that didn't stop the face from showing up in his head. And then he couldn't stop himself from wondering if it really was this easy for Aoi too. If the Ainu also made it easy for him. The thought pulled at another heartstring, and Ren couldn't stop kissing Horokeu even as he started to undo his vest.
Ren finally pulled away from the blunette when his vest slipped off from his shoulders to the floor. Both of them were panting for breath with flushed faces. And as Ren held Horokeu's dazed uncertain gaze, he moved off of him and stepped back. He put his hands on his silk belt and he slowly pulled it undone, letting his loose pants slide down from his hips.
There was an audible swallow in Horokeu's throat as he surveyed Ren. And Ren let him take in every detail. He let his midnight eyes devour him as he closed the distance again. It was just a few steps but it was enough to heat his bare skin—The area below his boxers even hotter. Maybe it was because he could feel how much the Ainu yearned for him. No words. His eyes alone spoke the rawness of his desire. It was enough to make Ren ache by the time he reached him and rest a knee on the chair as he held up the white silk belt still in his hand. It was just wide enough to cover the onyx eyes he aligned it over. Horokeu didn't even flinch but Ren caught the anticipation flash in the midnight gaze before he tied the cloth behind his head.
Horokeu didn't say anything as he waited. And even with the blindfold, Ren was vaguely aware of the curiosity coursing through him. He didn't know what to expect next. And if Ren were to be completely honest, he didn't expect to get to this either. Maybe it was because of the wine, which he could still feel warming his blood against the surface of his skin. He can say for certain that he wasn't drunk out of his mind. It was meant to get him to relax, just enough to loosen his nerves. It was supposed to get him through an issue he wanted to resolve. But apparently it was also enough to bring out a side of him that he never knew existed.
Then again, it wasn't just the wine. He wouldn't have even needed the wine if some stupid slut who didn't know how to keep his hands to himself didn't throw him off. If only Ren didn't see them, if only he didn't see Horokeu with someone other than himself. If he didn't let it fester inside him like an infection, then this side of him may not have existed at all. He wouldn't have needed the wine, and it wouldn't have been like adding gasoline to fire.
Ren lowered himself on Horokeu's lap again and encircled his arms around his neck. Even with the blindfold, Horokeu only sees Ren. He knows it's Ren locking lips with him. He will only feel Ren. And as Ren pressed against him he could feel how hard Horokeu was. He was hard for Ren. He wanted Ren. And the mere thought of that was enough to make Ren move his hips to grind against the other's hardness. Horokeu moaned into his mouth and Ren's brows narrowed as heat gathered in his core.
Ren's arms uncoiled and his hands slid down to Horokeu's chest. One of his nails flicked a nipple and the blunette's shoulders jolted. Ren released his lips and leaned in to bite into that delicate area between his neck and his shoulder. Not too hard but just hard enough to earn a strained moan while his hands continued to pinch and push at both areas on his chest. Ren's teeth let go of the sensitive flesh to watch the other's little spasms while his hands remained busy. He could feel them begin to harden. He kept playing with them while he lowered his fascinated golden eyes down to see they had deepened in color as well. Ren curved his body to lower his head, and covered one of the hardened pink nipples with his open mouth. The startled blunette sucked in a breath while he felt Ren's tongue push against it as his lips tightened around it. Ren sucked at it, like the Ainu had done to him.
Ren pulled his mouth away from him to sit up again. His hands stopped their toying. Even though he couldn't see his eyes, Ren watched his face as he brought his own close, as if hinting a kiss. But right when Horokeu leaned in to close the barely-an-inch gap, he shuddered hard. Ren couldn't hold back his grin as his eyes dipped down to one of his hands, which had a finger pressed down on the tip of the bulge in the Ainu's boxer shorts. With his playful smirk intact, Ren rose from his lap and stepped back. He placed his hands on Horokeu's thighs to open them and knelt between. He pushed a finger down again on the particularly dark wet bulge and dragged his finger down, observing how the red in Horokeu's cheeks were growing deeper. He moved his finger up again, and let his palm press on it while his fingers curled over the hem of the boxers. Horokeu raised his hip as a plea to rid the garment. Ren's grin widened as he pulled it down to let the Ainu's hard length pop up from under it, and then tugged at the shorts again to slide them down and off his legs. Ren remained kneeling on his knees and moved between Horokeu's thighs. He gripped the blunette's erected length, feeling it in his fingers just how hard he was.
"So what'd you want now?" Ren asked while his attention slid up to the addressed male's blindfolded face to observe the redness spread to his ears.
"You." Horokeu whispered back and the sheer honesty of it sent something down Ren's spine. Ren tried not to shudder to it as it made his stomach clinch.
"Say it again? I couldn't hear you." Ren lied and tightened his grip on the Ainu. He began to move his hand and flicked his tongue over the tip, then rolled his thumb over it.
"I want you, Ren." Horokeu moaned and Ren felt his heart forget a beat from hearing him say his name. And as if to reward him for saying it out loud that he wanted him, Ren dragged his tongue up his shaft. Another deep moan escaped from Horokeu as the younger male took him into his mouth.
That's right, me! Ren couldn't respond from his mouth being full. And as he closed his lips around the Ainu's length, he shut his eyes to try to remember how the other had done it for him. He tried to reenact the movement of his tongue, swerving it around as his head moved up and down along the blunette. But his brows furrowed to the size.
Horokeu jerked his bound arms and the sound of the chair shifting made Ren stop and open his eyes again. With the blunette still in his mouth, his amber eyes moved upward at the restrained male who sat panting with slacked shoulders. Ren noticed that his flush had deepened and spread down to his neck. While still watching the blindfolded other, Ren resumed the movement of his head, going faster while increasing his tongue's slither. His mouth tightened to suck harder, and Horokeu bucked his hip to go deeper into the mouth warmed by alcohol, making Ren wince at suddenly being thrust into. The younger male grabbed the other's thighs and pushed them to force the other to sit back down.
"Ren..." Horokeu begged as Ren kept him down, and let out a soft whimper at the new restraint.
Keep wanting me. Ren silently responded and moved his head further to deep-throat Horokeu while sliding his tongue against him. The blunette's loud moan against the walls closing around him told Ren he was probably doing it right. He could feel Horokeu starting to writhe again, encouraging Ren to keep it up. But as Ren kept going, he felt like he was catching the Ainu's ache. He took one of his hands off of Horokeu to pull his own shorts off. But that wasn't enough. Instead of returning it to keep holding him down, he slid his fingers up the bluenette's hard abs, up his chest, and stopped at his lips. Like some natural response, Horokeu opened his mouth to let the index and middle fingers in. He closed his lips around them and sucked as they moved in and out, rubbing against his tongue. Ren gave a last slide against his tongue as he slowly pulled his fingers out once they were thoroughly wet, and brought his hand down behind him. He brought one wet digit against his entrance, and winced as he slowly pushed it in. He tried to focus on the movement of his mouth and tongue to distract him from the discomfort before bringing in the second one. He closed his eyes and tried to remember how Horokeu did it. He imagined they were his fingers going in and spreading him.
"Ren? You ok?" Horokeu's voice made Ren realize he still had the Ainu in his mouth but stopped moving. As he continued to move his fingers, he tried again to distract himself with the movement of his tongue and head. Horokeu flinched at Ren resuming without a warning, and shuddered when it was increased. The blunette writhed against the chair's backrest when he suddenly felt Ren suck hard. But by recoiling against the backrest, he had shifted the blindfold around his eyes. It didn't come off completely, but it slipped slightly enough that he could see from under them if he just looked down his nose. Of course he could feel Ren serving him oral sex. But to actually see it happening was something else entirely. And he could see Ren, kneeling between his thighs with his cock deep in his mouth, licking and sucking on it hard like it was all he knew. Seeing it was enough to send Horokeu staggering. But he could also see what else he was doing with his other hand that wasn't touching the Ainu. Horokeu wasn't sure if he could catch up with his racing heart.
Ren uttered a small muffled sound, feeling Horokeu grow thicker and then start to pulse in his mouth. And then he realized the blunette had suddenly stopped his struggling. While continuing what he was doing to him, Ren slowly lifted his lids and looked up. Both his mouth and his hand went still when his gold eyes met with the onyx pair peering from below the loosened blindfold. He pulled his fingers out and completely released Horokeu before getting up. The Ainu let out a small whimper of protest but Ren just frowned at him.
"I can just stop everything and leave you like this." Ren said while redoing the blindfold tighter than last time.
"No, Ren!" Horokeu begged, unsure about how serious the other was with his threat. "Don't stop now, please." The last word made the corner of Ren's mouth twitch upward.
"Please, what?" He purred as he took the Ainu's chin and slid a thumb over his pleading lip.
"Please don't stop." Horokeu whispered and added, "I want more." Ren licked his lips like he could taste the words.
"And what'd you want more of?" The smaller male pushed while he moved over the other, but not quite lowering himself on his lap.
"You, Ren." Horokeu breathed and the addressed male was glad there was that blindfold to keep him from seeing his wickedly satisfied smirk that he couldn't hold back. He inched closer to the blunette and reached back to position his erection.
"Say please." Beg for it. Ren slid the crevice of his cheeks against the erection to emphasize his command.
"Please!" Horokeu obliged oh so quickly. "Ren, please." Ren knew it wasn't just the wine that was getting him so hot. The Ainu's obedience was turning his core molten. He reached his other hand behind him to spread his cheeks and lowered himself slowly. Horokeu gasped when he felt his tip touch the warm, wet entrance. Ren kept exhaling while he felt him coming in. The blunette opened his mouth to let out a deep strained moan as he went deeper. Ren kept exhaling to the inner pressure that grew inside until his back arched when he landed on the blunette's lap. His head fell back while his eyes closed and his mouth opened to release a shaken sigh. He had to pause while shuddering at the size he truly realized he was taking in.
"Ren!" But Horokeu plead again, unable to wait. Unaware of what that did to the other.
"I told you," Ren said as he put his arms around the other's neck. He leaned in to his ear and managed to add through a rasped breath, "Say please." Beg some more. Beg for me.
"Please, Ren!" Horokeu indeed begged and his voice melted into an ecstatic moan as Ren began to move his hips.
Want me. Ren kept moving, maintaining a steady rhythm while trying different angles to find that particular spot. And even while he didn't find it yet, the heat kept building just because of his awareness of who was inside of him.
"Horo...Horo...Ah!" Ren gasped as his muscles clenched, and at the same moment, Horokeu's voice caught in his throat as he felt Ren involuntarily tighten the walls around his length. Ren then let out a shuddered breath as a familiar yet overwhelming sensation swept over his skin. He paused at the heat that made itself achingly known as it kept gathering and growing now that he found that very spot. The Ainu bit down on his frustration as he jerked his bound wrists. But Ren made no move to free him.
Keep wanting me. Ren closed his arms tighter around Horokeu to raise his hip. An audible swallow sounded from his throat as he felt the Ainu drag against him. He couldn't hold back the small cry when he dropped down on him again, right on that sweet spot that made him shiver. Horokeu uttered a pleasured sound as he felt himself get squeezed again. Ren did it again and again, the force sending his head to go blank each instant. Horokeu kept tugging on his restraints, unaware that it only encouraged Ren to ignore him and keep going.
"Ren, untie me." Ren stopped his movement and peered at the blindfolded face. His voice told him it was more a plea than a command. A desperate demand. Ren's lips shaped into a shrewd smirk.
"No." The smaller one merely said and went back to moving his hips. Faster this time.
"Please, Ren." Horokeu plead again, still not figuring out that begging won't help. "Just the blindfold, then?"
"No." You don't get to have anything...except me. Ren started to move faster and drew a strained noise from Horokeu who finally understood that apparently, bargaining wasn't going to help either. And he gave up on anymore begging. The blunette accepted he only had one control in this.
"Then please don't stop."
Only me.
"R-Ren..." No one else. Horokeu whimpered and bit his lip as Ren's movement increased.
"Horo..." Ren breathed the name and his arms clung tighter around his neck. His own erected length pushed against the blunette's torso and rubbed against it with his movements, further filling him with pleasure and making him harder. And even tighter around Horokeu.
"Ren... Faster... Don't stop, Ren..." Horokeu's head grew hazy and he could barely form a sentence.
"Horo!" You can only want me. Ren's mind also started numbing and in the midst of it he hooked his legs around the blue-haired male and the back of the chair. He moved so Horokeu slammed harder against him.
"Oh, God...Ren!" The Ainu's breaths grew shallow and sweat began to roll down both males' bodies. Ren leaned in until he was breathing right into Horokeu's ear.
Only me. He bit into the crook of his neck as if to keep himself from saying it out loud. While one arm still clung on, the other dragged nails down his chest like he didn't know what else to do. The blunette shuddered against the infliction with a deep moan.
"Horo..." Want me! In a swift movement Ren sat up again and pulled Horokeu into a kiss. He closed his eyes and barely waited for the blunette to open his mouth to allow his tongue's intrusion, but the older male still responded with the same desperate fervor. Ren's brows narrowed as their tongues and mouths moved, breaking down the last bits of sound logical thought. Breaking it down to just one desire. Nothing else mattered because it was all that kept them going. They moaned into each other's mouths as their bodies moved closer and closer towards climax.
Ren was the one who pulled away to throw his head back as his back arched against the intensity. His body quivered in little spasms as he spewed on Horokeu's abs and chest. The blunette's muscles also clenched as Ren gave him the tightest squeeze, and the smaller male could feel his heat spilling into him, which only heightened his climax. Their shoulders rose and fell to their breathing as they waited for their blood to cool and calm their hearts. And then the full force of the drainage hit them. Ren fell forward on Horokeu while the blunette went limp against the chair's backrest.
"So am I allowed to see now?" Horokeu was the one to speak first. Ren didn't say anything as he pulled the blindfold off the bluenette's head, not bothering to untie it, and let it drop on the floor. He frowned tiredly at the lazy grin.
"Uh, Ren?" Horokeu still grinned up at him but he tugged his arms as a hint.
"Oh, right." Ren blinked and moved to rise from the other male's lap.
"No, Ren! Don't—" But the Ainu rushed his panicked words to stop the smaller male. And Ren immediately understood why when he barely rose by an inch and his spine stiffed to the fluid inside threatening to leak. He dropped right back down on the blunette.
"Sorry, I probably should've mentioned to use a condom but I totally forg—"
"Shut up." Ren snapped at Horokeu with a burning face. He didn't want the Ainu to apologize like he expected him to take the full blame, as if Ren didn't know he was just as much at fault. And Ren bowed his head to hide how much he was trying to withstand the mix of relief and embarrassment from knowing he needed Horokeu to remain inside to prevent any spillage. They couldn't afford to make a mess on the chair—and the carpet below them. Or anywhere in the house, for that matter. Horokeu was just as much aware.
"If you can still untie me, I can carry you upstairs to the shower." Ren lifted his face only slightly enough to peer up at the blunette.
"What'd you mean 'if' I can still untie you? You know I can." He muttered lowly and heaved a sigh. While being careful not to lift himself too high, he reached back behind the chair's backrest and undid the belt in mere moments. Horokeu's shoulders and other joints cracked as he stretched his arms, and the blunette rubbed his hands on the light red marks ringed around his wrists. Ren quietly surveyed them, secretly hoping they won't bruise.
"So will it be my turn to tie you up next time?" Horokeu snickered at Ren, making the smaller male jump and almost fall backwards. Horokeu caught him in his arms and pulled him in against his chest with a laugh.
"B-Baka Horo!" Ren stammered with a hot face looking up at the blunette. "There won't be a next time!"
"Aw come on! How's that fair!?" Horokeu threw his head back to add a dramatic emphasis on his feigned whine.
"Horo!" Ren put a sharp edge on the name and the addressed male held up his hands in defense.
"Ok Ok! But seriously...What got into you this time?"
"It was the wine." Ren blurted and his face got even hotter at the quizzical stare Horokeu was sending him.
"The wine?" Horokeu snorted but Ren glared straight into his eyes.
"Yes, the wine." He shot back and crossed his arms. "Which is why neither of us are ever drinking in this house again. Now stop being stupid and take me upstairs already."
"Fine, fine." Horokeu rolled his eyes with his shrug like he already expected that much anyway. The playful tease in his grin was making Ren that much more aware of how red his face was. And hooking his legs tight around the blunette's waist and his arms around his neck made it that much harder to push back the persisting heat. To be honest, he had no idea when it stopped being the wine's fault. The wine got him started, and yes, he can admit he was drunk up to some point. Yet, he didn't know at what point he had sobered up. But there was no way in hell he was going to admit that along with being drunk, he was mostly just being jealous and territorial.