Kurt had asked them if it was okay if he went home to Carol's and Finns so he could pick up a few things and make some phone calls and they happily obliged. The house was only a thirty minute drive from the graveyard and they got there pretty quickly. Both of the cars pulled outside and Kurt got out first and walked over to the door. He leaned over and lifted one of the four plant plots that was sitting at the side of his home and retrieved the key that was under it and opened the door and went to step forward and he was blocked.
"Fuck." Kurt said laughing and he placed his hand on the wall.
"What's the matter babe?" Blaine said concerned.
Kurt rolled his eyes and tried to walk in again but he couldn't. "I need to be invited into my own home."
They all laughed at the annoyance. They didn't think this one through. Blaine pulled out his phone and called Finn. He passed it round to them all one by one, Carol inviting them into her home. They didn't know if it would work or not with it being over the phone but it was worth the try. Carol and Kurt had a sweet brief phone call and then he put the phone down. He stepped in and sighed in relief when it worked. He smiled and turned around and opened the door for them.
"Come in boys." Kurt said laughing and they rolled their eyes and walked in. The house was incredibly homely. It wasn't fancy or anything extravagant like there's but it felt more of a home than a house. They walked in and Kurt had told them to make themselves comfortable. They sat down on the sofas and watched Kurt look around the room. It was time to step up. Kurt walked into the kitchen and pulled out their home phone from the wall and opened a draw in the kitchen and pulled out a huge file. He made his way back and sat himself down on the floor.
"What are you doing darling?" Wes said tilting his head and the folder.
"I'm doing what I should of done along time ago. I'm stepping up." Kurt said smiling and he started to dial a number. "I'm ready now."
Kurt put the phone on loud speaker and opened the folder. It rang a few times and it answered.
Good afternoon, my name is-
"It's Kurt."
Son! How are you?
"I'm doing great thank you John. I'm ready now."
Are you sure?
"Yes."
Is the file in front of you?
"Yes John."
Okay son. Let's get started.
They was confused at first until they seen the note on the front of the folder.
John Moore
Solicitor
They sat back and listened. Kurt was finally stepping up. Visiting his dad and his mom was giving him the push to do what needed to be done. They was proud, extremely proud.
So Kurt. We have pretty much went through everything already previously so I'll cut the bullshit and save you the pain.
"Thank you."
Your fathers garage?
"I want to sell it and split the profits between his employees. They have worked for my father for years and have even brought me up when I was a child, they're are family. Majority of them are close to retirement so I want them to live comfortable and not have to worry about working a day ever again."
Blaine was blown away. He is so generous. He turns to Wes who was smiling proudly. They was all beaming. They couldn't believe what they was heading.
Of course Kurt. I can do that.
"I'll send you the information through email after our phone call has finished." Kurt said softly and he turned the file.
Your house Kurt. I know it's in Mr's Hummel's name now but legally it's still yours. It's your decision.
"I want to sell it too. Carol is crippled every time she is in this house. I want her to be able to breathe." Kurt said turning another page realising he was on the wrong one. "I want to use the money to buy her another one. I want it close to the area we are in now so it easier for Carol to visit my dad and her late husband, Finn's father. I want Finn to be able to visit them both too."
I can arrange that for you. Wont you be sad leaving your home?
"My dad made the decision to move homes for Carol so she would feel more comfortable, he didn't want her living in the house of my mother. I want to do the same thing for her too. There is going to be a time when she will meet someone and I want them to feel comfortable too." Kurt said smiling.
This man isn't real? Nick said wide eyed looking round.
He's a fucking angel. They all nodded, smiles plastered on their faces.
That's incredibly kind of you. Well done son
"I just want her and my brother to have a fresh start."
Your finances Kurt. I know you have a lot of money from your fathers and mothers will. How would you like me to handle that for you?
"I want you to make arrangements for my dads to be transferred to Carol and Finn, Fifty fifty."
Are you sure Kurt? This money could make your life incredibly easier.
"I don't need it. It's just money. I have a life time to make money. They didn't get anything from the will because of how sudden my dad died. He didn't have the chance to rewrite it so everything went to me. I want you to use it also to pay off the remaining bills so when they move they don't have to worry about anything following them." Kurt said smiling while he turned over the page again.
Blaine felt so proud of him. They all did. He was taking care of his family. He was becoming the man his father brought him up to be. Jeff was crying again. He couldn't help it. It was just amazing to watch.
Of course Kurt. As long as you're sure.
"I'm more than sure." Kurt said again with hesitation.
And your mothers?
"I want my mothers money to be put in a trust fund. So when Finn decides to have children, he doesn't have to worry about supporting them when they're older at schools."
"Jesus." Wes whispered as he looked at his hands. God he loved this man.
Thad was leaving back on the chair looking at Kurt as he chatted away. No one on this earth would do that. Would give up everything in a heartbeat just to make his family happy. He was the meaning of love.
Nick was leaning his chin on Jeff's shoulder and his arms was wrapped around this waist. He wanted everything for Kurt and if this would make Kurt happy then they would be happy for him.
That leaves you with not a dollar in your pocket Kurt. I don't want you to make rash decisions.
"I don't need the money." Kurt said again more firmly. "Time is more valuable than money John. You can get more money but you can't buy more time. I want Carol and Finn to have the time of their lives."
You're a remarkable young man. You know that kid? Your father would be so proud of you
"I know. That's why I'm doing this." Kurt said smiling.
They spoke for a further hour, making arrangements and talking about the process of everything. Kurt should feel sad for loosing everything but he didn't. He had everything he could ever want in life. They said goodbye, making arrangements to meet up in person and Kurt cancelled the call.
"I don't think I've ever been more proud of you." Blaine said wiping a tear away and moving forward so he could hug him. Kurt laughed lightly and hugged him back.
"Oh god I can't take this." Jeff choked out and started to hug Kurt too.
"'Me neither." David shouted and latched himself into Kurt.
"You're a fucking diamond Hummel." Wes said wiping his eyes too and moving forward to join in.
"I could fucking kiss you right now." Nick said laughing and joined in on the hug.
"I feel left out." Thad said and they all laughed and Wes and Nick held their arm and and he came forward. "And I'm proud of you."
They was all laughing and Kurt couldn't be anymore happier. This is what he wanted. This is all he could ever need. They pulled after ten minutes because they was squeezing Kurt so tightly he couldn't breathe.
"I love you all so much. Thank you for today." Kurt said as he wiped a stray tear that left his eyes.
"We all love you too, we would do anything for you." Blaine said into his ear kissing it. Kurt laughed out a watery laugh and stood up.
"I'm gonna go and grab a few things. I won't be long." Kurt said smiling before making his way through his home.
Kurt didn't know what he came up for. He just wanted an excuse to have five minutes in his fathers office. He opened the door and leaned his head on the side on the frame. The pain was incredibly hurtful but he was no longer crippled by his death. He walked over and sat in his Dad's chair and leaned back a little. He started to get nosey and started to look through the draws and opening boxes that was at the side of the desk. He turned around and seen a safe in the corner of the room. It had always been there but he never knew what was inside him. It was extremely heavy looking. He walked over and picked it up. Jesus, it was heavy. He carried it into the room and placed on the floor.
"What's in the safe strong, dark and handsome?" Jeff said and Kurt just rolled his eyes.
"I haven't got a clue. It's been in my dad's office since I was born. It's always followed us but I've never known what was inside of it and now I'm curious." Kurt said laughing.
"Let's crack it open then." Nick said excitedly and Kurt nodded and grabbed it by the opening and pulled forcefully and it opened. His smile left from his face when he seen what was inside.
"What in it?" Wes said with a curious expression on his face.
Kurt laughed and slapped a hand on his face. "He kept everything."
"Everything?" Blaine said and Kurt nodded.
Kurt started to pull out the first thing he seen. It was a worn out blue baby blanket. Kurt's name was embroiled into the side.
"Is that your baby blanket Kurt?" Jeff said cooing over it.
"My mom made it. I practically slept with it every night until I was twelve, even though I hate admitting it." Kurt said smiling at it. "I thought I had lost it."
"Can I see?" Blaine said smiling and Kurt nodded and passed it over. "It's beautiful."
It got passed around them all. It was nice for them to see things for his childhood. He never really spoke about it much. Kurt reached in again and pulled out a box and frowned. He opened it and seen his dad's scratchy hand writing.
My boys first hair cut
Kurt laughed and looked closer. It was a tiny chestnut curl. He reached down and ran his fingers over it before pacing it to Blaine.
"Oh my god that's adorable." Blaine breathed out looking closer at it. Blaine passed it around to the others.
"I think my heart has just stopped." Wes said laughing as he touched it.
They carried on passing it around and Kurt started to pull out other things. There was a photo album of Kurt from new born to him at Dalton. There was drawing Kurt had made him from school. There was little notes also in a box.
Thanks for being the best daddy in the world!
Kurt swallowed. "I made him notes every morning before school for years."
They nodded and looked through them. His hand writing was child like and full of joy.
You give the best hugs daddy
I love when you read me bed time stories and you do them silly voices
I don't like going to school because I miss you to much
There was so many of them. He had kept nearly enough all of them. Kurt felt a tear escape his eyes and he wiped it away quickly. He carried on looking through until he found a small envelope and inside was a USB. He pulled it out and turned it around. Kurt frowned and stood up and went to get his laptop, when he came back he placed it into the laptop and connected it to the TV.
"Have you ever seen that before baby?" Jeff said touching his arm.
"No, I've never seen it before." Kurt said leaning over and kissing him on the cheek.
They all sat down facing the Tv, he was sitting in between Wes's legs and his hand was holding Blaine's. Kurt nodded and Jeff leaned over and pressed play. The video started and he wanted to die of embarrassment. Kurt laughed and looked away but Wes beamed and moved his head back to the screen. Kurt looked around four years old. He was sitting at the table eating fruit.
"Always a health nut." Kurt said rolling his eyes and they all laughed. Kurt felt like he heard stopped when he heard his dads voice.
"Hey buddy, how's your fruit?"
Kurt giggled. "Daddy fruit doesn't talk." And he rolled his eyes.
"Oh my god." Blaine said holding a hand to his heart.
Kurt lifted the fruit to his face. "Hello! How are Mr Strawberry!"
Burt howled out and the camera was shaking with the laughter.
"See daddy? No talk." Kurt gave a toothless smile and jumped off the table and walked over to his dad and he picked him up and turned the camera so they was both showing.
Kurt felt himself welling up and Wes's hold got tighter.
"You're very smart kiddo."
"I get that from mommy." Kurt said giggling and Burt threw his head back laughing again.
"You heard this mommy!" Burt shouted and then his mother appeared on the screen.
Kurt body went stiff a little. He had never seen this.
"She's so beautiful Kurt. You look exactly like her." Jeff said smiling at the screen. Kurt nodded and bit his lip.
"Are you tormenting your daddy again my little beau?" Elizabeth said playfully and leaned down to kiss him on the cheek. Kurt nodded excitedly and his grip round his his dad got tighter.
"Good boy." Elizabeth said and kissed him again before leaning down to kiss her husband on his lips. Kurt face twisted in disgust and his hands flew to his hands.
"Have you ever seen this before?" Wes whispered and Kurt shook his head.
"I don't even remember it." Kurt said softly leaning into his touch.
"I don't like that." Kurt said with his hands on his face. Burt and Elizabeth laughed.
"Why buddy?" Burt asked leaning over to tickle him.
"Kissing a girl." Kurt said before leaning over and grabbing his juice box that his dad had placed in front of him.
"Oh wow." Nick breathed out turning towards Kurt and they all had the same expression on their faces, including Kurt.
"My dad always said they knew from a young age but I was around four here. That's young." Kurt said smiling.
Elizabeth looked at her husband and smiled.
"That's okay little beau. You can kiss who ever you want."
Kurt nodded and took a sip from his juice. "I wanna kiss Danny."
Burt's eyes went wide and Elizabeth laughed.
"Who's Danny sweetheart?"
"We share juice boxes together. He said I'm pretty. Am I pretty mommy?" Kurt said looking up to his mother. His mother's eyes was welling up and he leaned over.
"You my son, are the most prettiest thing I have ever laid my eyes on."
Kurt giggled and looked to his dad. "Is that okay daddy?"
Burt smiled and nodded and lifted him up and closer. "It's more than okay kiddo."
It cut off and all kept there head forward. It showed how much of a good dad he was. He always was there for him, no matter what.
"That was amazing man." David said turning towards Kurt and he nodded and wiped the tears away again. There was notification to play the next and Jeff leaned over an played it.
"I was seven, nearly eight here." Kurt said looking up at the screen.
Kurt was sitting at the piano, his keys was running over the keys effortlessly.
"Wow, you're seven and you could play like that?" Thad said shocked.
"Yeah. I always loved watching my mom play so she taught me." Kurt replied back softly.
Burt was filming it. Elizabeth was sitting beside him. You could tell she was sick. He soft features was drawn out. A scarf was nearly wrapped around her head but she never dropped a smile.
"She got sick just after my seventh birthday. Diagnosed with breast cancer. She had her left breast removed which helped but it started to spread so she decided to have a full mastectomy just after my ninth but it exhausted her. She fought it hard but it was so aggressive." Kurt said staring at his mother. Even at the early stages of her sickness she was so sick.
"She's was a brave woman baby." Jeff said and he nodded.
"You take after her." Nick added and Kurt laughed and nodded again.
"You're doing so well beau. I'm so proud of you!" Elizabeth beamed and Kurt leaned over to kiss her on her cheek.
"Thanks mom. Are you okay?" Kurt said looking up to her.
"Of course I'm ok-
"You should rest. You look tired." Kurt said taking his hands off the keys and reaching up to her face. Elizabeth laughed and closed her eyes.
"Why don't you mom?" Burt said from behind the camera.
"I am a little tired. I want to hear it all when I come back?"
"Promise." Kurt leaned over and hugged her tightly. "Be carful."
Elizabeth and Burt laughed and rolled their eyes. Burt helped Elizabeth up and Burt swapped places with her and placed the camera in front of them.
"Why do you always film dad?" Kurt said carrying on playing a composer his mom had taught him.
"So when you're older, you can look back and remember all our times together." Burt said placing a hand on his shoulder.
"Why do I need to remember? I'll always have you here to remind me." Kurt said grinning and Burt chuckled and nodded.
"You know your mommy is sick right?" Burt said gently.
"Cancer." Kurt said as he continued to play.
"You know that there might be a chance your mom won't get any better?" Burt said and Kurt nodded.
"And that one day she might not be here?" Burt added and Kurt nodded.
"You know whatever happens, she'll always love you and you'll always love her." Burt said and Kurt nodded again.
"Would you like to talk about it?" Burt said leaning over and kissing his head.
"I don't want to be sad." Kurt said carrying on playing the keys.
"It's okay to be sad kiddo." Burt said gently. Kurt shook his head
"I can't be sad, if I get sad I'll get hurt and then mom will get sad because I'm hurt and I have to be a big boy for her." Kurt said carrying on playing.
Burt eyes stayed on his son. His eyes began to water.
"You're to old for your years buddy."
Kurt laughed and nodded. "I will be sad when she isn't here no more so then she can't see it."
Burt leaned over and wrapped his hands round him. "God I love you so much kid."
"I love you so much too."
Kurt placed his hands over his face. He could only vividly remember the conversation they had, seeing it just made him realise how much he missed her.
"Sorry." Kurt said with a watery laugh and looked up.
"Don't worry. We are all the same." Wes said gently into his ear. They was all the same. The silence years was all on their faces. There was one more video. Jeff looked at Kurt and asked him if he wanted to play it.
"Yeah. Play it." Kurt said and nodded and Jeff wiped his tears away and leaned over.
Kurt groaned as soon as he realised what it was. "You can turn it off."
"Oh hell no. Not after seeing your face." Nick said laughing with the others.
"Oh my god I didn't know he was recording this. Dash cam." Kurt groaned out and laughed. "This was a few months after me and Blaine got together."
Kurt looked over to Blaine and smiled.
"You look embarrassed gorgeous."
Kurt groaned and nodded. "Wes, you're going to get what you've always wanted."
"What's that darling?"
"My voice."
Wes pushed Kurt to the side so he can see his face. "Fuck off don't lie to me."
They all started laughing and turned quickly the screen. They had never heard Kurt sing ever and they was about too.
"You're lucky I love you or it would be going off." Kurt said before kissing him quickly and turning away.
Kurt and Burt had just sat themselves in the car and Burt had started the car up. Kurt was putting his seatbelt on and Burt was doing the same.
"You ready for the drive back?"
"Hello no." Kurt said rolling his eyes and Burt just shook his head and started the car. Burt reversed the car and drive forward, leaving their home.
"How's school kid?"
"Work load is harder and the kids are kinder." Kurt said leaning over and turning the radio on.
"Better than McKinley?" Burt said smiling.
"Yeah." Kurt said looking out the window. Burt turned his hand and glanced at him before turning back to the road.
"It's not your fault you know? What them assholes did to you." Burt said sternly.
"I know dad. I don't want to think about it no more. I'm in a better place now." Kurt said turning to him and smiling.
"How's Blaine?" Burt said smirking and Kurt looked away blushing.
"Stop it dad."
"Stop what! I'm just asking you!" Burt said with a chuckle.
"Damn. This was early on wasn't it?" Blaine said beaming turning to Kurt.
"Yeah. It was just after the first time we had sex." Kurt said smirking and they all started laughing. "That's why i'm blushing like a teenage girl."
"Like I said. This will kill me off more than you all." Kurt said laughing and turned back to the TV.
"He's fine dad."
"Just fine?"
"Yes." Kurt said smiling.
"Is that all I get?" Burt said glancing towards him laughing.
"Yep." Kurt said looking away blushing again.
"Why are you blushing like that?" Burt pushed and Kurt shook his head and looked away.
"Son."
"Oh god please let me out the car." Kurt said groaning trying to open the car door.
"Child lock is on kid. You're going no where." Burt said shaking his head watching his son suffer.
"Please god, please come down and take me." Kurt said out loud making a prayer sign with his hands.
"You're so dramatic."
"Oh please, it keeps your going." Kurt said laughing and Burt nodded.
"It sure does kiddo."
"You guys were so close." Thad said turning to Kurt. He had never really seen Kurt around his dad. He knew they was close but he had never witnessed it before.
"Yeah we was. I told him everything." Kurt said sweetly turning back to the TV.
"Have you done the deed yet?" Burt said glancing to his son.
"Dad plea-
"Because it's okay if you have."
"Dad please st-
"You have haven't you?"
Kurt groaned again and placed his hands in his face and Burt let out a loud laughter.
"I'm not talking to you about this." Kurt muffled into his hands.
"You have no choice. We have a fair few hours left Kurt. You've got nowhere to hide." Burt said laughing at his sons blush.
Kurt lowered his hands and turned to his dad.
"Yeah we did." Kurt said keeping his eyes on his dad.
"Did you use protection?" Burt asked glancing at him.
"Yes."
Burt smiled and nodded. "Did you enjoy it?"
Kurt eyes went wide and turned away. "I'm not answering that."
"Kurt it's a natural and beautiful thing. Especially with someone you care about." Burt said keeping his eyes on the road.
Yes dad, enjoyed it." Kurt said keeping his eyes looking out the window, the blush still spread across his face.
"He looked after you?" Burt added.
"Yes." Kurt said smiling.
Burt nodded and smiled too. "I remember my firs-
"Look I appreciate the fatherly son bonding session that we have going on but I really don't want to know-
"It was horrible kid." Burt said with a laugh and Kurt rolled his eyes.
"I didn't know what I was doing. She was inexperienced, I was inexperienced. It was one of the worse experiences of my life."
Kurt laughed and looked towards him. "That bad?"
"Oh son. I snapped two condoms, I smashed my head into hers and it only lasted for a few minutes if you catch my drift." Burt said laughing and Kurt groaned again.
"Dad-
"It was horrible but I learnt from it. That's why I asked you if you enjoyed it because it meant to be enjoyable, you're meant to get pleasure from it and I'm glad your experience was better than your old man's."
Kurt smiled and turned his head and nodded. The blush had faded as he started to relax.
"Did you ever worry you wouldn't be good enough because you was inexperienced?" Kurt asked.
"Yep. All the time. It's natural to feel that way." Burt replied back.
There was silence for a few seconds. "Just ask me kid. Ask me anything."
"I can't watch this." Kurt laughed out and they rolled their eyes.
"I think it's sweet." Wes said and kissed him on the cheek.
"He was always so good to you beautiful." Blaine said and Kurt smiled.
"You're going to hear my insecurities now. I apologise in advance." Kurt said groaning.
"I can't wait to hear this." Nick said laughing.
"I don't really have anyone to talk about it too. I mean I have Jeff but." Kurt started to fidget. "I don't want him to know that I'm struggling with it."
"Jeff is gay too Kurt. If anyone can understand it will be him. He's a good kid."
Kurt laughed and nodded. "It's just I've only known them for a few months and I feel kinda weird talking to them about it."
"And you don't feel weird talking to me?" Burt said smiling.
"You're my dad. I tell you everything. It's embarrassing and I'm dying inside but this is what sons do right? They come to their dads when they need advice." Kurt said playing with his hands.
Burt beamed and looked over to him when they was at a red light. "You're more than right son and I'm more than happy to talk to you about it." Burt started the started the car again. "You can ask me anything."
"Dad there's some things I can't ask-
"Why? Because I'm straight? Does that mean I can't give my son gay advice?"
Kurt turned towards him. "I love you."
Burt swallowed and nodded. I love you too buddy."
"And anyway, I'm not in the dark Kurt. When you started to become a teenager I did a little research."
Kurt laughed and turned to him. "Research?"
"Yep."
"Like what?"
"Are you going to die of embarrassment or can you contain it for this conversation?"
Kurt nodded.
"I've always known you was gay. You made that pretty clear from an early age. I know there would be a time you would come and ask for advice and I didn't want to be that dad who couldn't because of his sons sexuality."
Kurt nodded.
"I watched gay porn."
"Oh my god." Kurt laughed out. "Shut up no you didn't?"
"Yep. I sure did."
"Why?"
"Because I love you kid and I want you to be able to ask me anything. I even joined this chat thing online and I spoke to a few gay parents and gay adults and i pretty much asked them everything. I wanted to be prepared for you." Burt said grinning at the embarrassment on his sons face.
"You're the best." Kurt said turning to him.
"I know I am. So kid, ask me anything."
"Wow. You never told us he did that Kurt?" David said laughing out.
"I thought it was extremely embarrassing so I never mentioned it but looking back now it was one of the best things I've ever been through." Kurt said laughing and Wes leaned over and kissed his hair.
"Do you think it's like." Kurt laughed and ran his fingers through his hair. "The whole bottom and top thing. Do you think it's weird that I don't want to top?"
"No kid. I don't think it's weird. Is there a reason why?"
"Nervous."
"Would Blaine be willing?"
"Yes he doesn't mind but I shut it down pretty quickly. I guess I just don't want to disappoint him and I like the feeling of knowing I'm." Kurt laughed and looked away. "Taken care of."
Kurt swallowed and continued. "Being on top is just something that doesn't interest me. I don't think I would have the stamina for it anyway."
Burt burst out laughing and pulled over the the side of the road. He couldn't stop laughing. Tears was coming from his eyes and he shook his head and got out the car to take a breather. His laugher was still heard from the car. Kurt started laughing too, an opened mouth laugh. His head was leaning back into the chair. After a few minutes Burt entered the care and wiped the tears away.
"You crack me up kid."
Kurt rolled his eyes still laughing. "Please carry on driving."
"That's hysterical." Wes said laughing out leaning his head backinto the chair. They was all laughing, Kurt included.
"Can I ask you guys something." Nick said laughing. "Have you topped?"
Kurt laughed harder and shook his head. "Nope."
Blaine was laughing to Kurt's shoulder. "No excuses now Kurt, you're a vampire."
They laughed even harder and Kurt playfully pushed him away. When the laugher died down Jeff pressed play again. The video was the full drive to Dalton and they was loving every minute of it.
"I don't think it's a bad thing son but how will you know you won't like it if you don't try it?"
"I don't know. I just don't want to have to stop half way through because I can't breathe."
Burt laughed and rolled eyes. "I'm sure Blaine would understand."
"He wouldn't mind, that's the thing. He's to understanding. He's not real dad." Kurt said smiling with his teeth.
"When the times right and you want to take that step then you should Kurt. It's something that you should experience. No matter what it will be enjoyable for both of you."
Kurt nodded. "Thank you dad."
"Go on, keeping going."
Kurt bit his lip and nodded. "I cried dad." Kurt laughed again and blew air out.
"During or after?"
"During."
Burt laughed and leaned over and tapped him on his shoulder. "You're very emotional kid. I would be surprised if you didn't."
Kurt nodded. "I don't know. I've never been that close to someone before. I felt vulnerable yet secure. I felt naked dad and not just because I had my clothes off."
Burt smiled. "It strips you down kid. Especially with someone you love. It makes you feel things you've never felt before. It gives people's connections to eachother."
Kurt smiled. "Will I ever stop crying?"
Burt laughed. "I hope so kid. I didn't bring up no crier."
Kurt smirked and looked away. "I wanna try something with him."
"Okay. What is it?"
Kurt blushed again. "Oral."
"Ah I see." Burt said laughing.
"I mean he's did it to me but." Kurt stuttered. "I dunno."
"What are you more worried about? The not pleasing him or the concept of gagging?"
Kurt leaned back in the chair and grabbed the sides. "I'm dying."
"No you're not. Answer the question."
"I know I'll please him it's just the whole gagging thing and choking and." Kurt laughed nervously. "Like do spit it out or swallow it?"
Burt started to blush and laugh. "Sorry kid. I'm just not use to hear you say those kind of things."
Kurt nodded and Burt smiled.
"It's totally up to you. There's nothing wrong with swallowing it but I heard some guys don't like it. They prefer not to or have there partner not too. It's something that you would have to talk to Blaine about. What did he do for you?"
Kurt laughed. "I was like two minute Timmy dad, he didn't really have a choice."
Burt took a deep breath in as in tried to contain the laugher.
"You can laugh, I did. Well, after I cried."
Burt rolled his eyes. "Nothing to be ashamed about. It'll get better in time."
"I love your dad." Thad said as he turned to the others and they nodded.
"We was incredibly close. I literally could tell him everything once I was relaxed. It sounds weird your dad speaking to you about these things but he told me things that helped me be comfortable about being with Blaine and I'll always be grateful for that." Kurt said smiling back at Thad.
"He was an amazing man." Blaine said squeezing his hand. "He was everything anyone could of asked for in a father."
The tape ran on for another hour and they found out a lot about Kurt and his insecurities. They found out a lot out his dad too. They cried and laughed all the way through it. There was about twenty minutes left of the video.
"Hey kid?"
"Yeah?"
"Will you sing for me?"
Kurt turned his head and smiled. "Okay."
"You remind me of your mom when you sing. I haven't heard you for a long time."
"What do you want to hear?"
"I want to hold your hand."
Kurt bit his lip and nodded. He set it up on his phone and plugged it into the car and the music started and he opened his mouth.
"Oh my god." Wes breathed out as he heard his voice. It was breathtakingly beautiful. It had so much emotion and power to it. None of them had heard anything so unique. Wes turned to Blaine who had the same expression in his face. Jeff and leaned over and turned it louder, Nick was grinning wildly and David was nearly a puddle on the floor and Thad had moved closer.
"Oh please, say to me, you'll let me be your man."
"And please, say to me, you'll let me hold your hand."
Burt was smiling wildly as he concentrated on the road.
"Jesus Kurt." Blaine said turning to him. Kurt was smiling back at him.
"I only really sang for my dad. It reminds me of my mom and it just makes me emotional." Kurt whispered to him.
"I was right. You talk like an angel, sing like one too." Wes said beaming as he listened to his voice fill the room. Kurt grabbed both of there hands tightly.
"And when I touch you, I feel happy, inside."
It's such a feelin' that my love."
Kurt carried on the song and hit the high note effortlessly, without any struggle.
"Oh my god that fucking note." Jeff said shocked pointing at the screen.
"No way is that even real." Nick said getting closer.
"I think I just came in my pants." David said moaning turning to Wes and Wes was just nodding laughing at him.
"With you on that one."
Kurt laughed and rolled his eyes.
Kurt had finished the song and his dad was beaming at him. "You need to share that voice buddy. It's amazing."
Kurt blushed and laughed. "Thanks dad."
The video ended shortly after and they was just sitting there letting everything sink in.
"I guess we should go home now." Kurt said smiling.
"Let's go home beautiful."