A/N: Thank you all so much from the bottom of my heart for all your reviews. It means so much to me especially coming on this journey. I absolutely adore Molly and blue. I forgot to add in the last chapter that I've named Blue Ben because it's the only name I could really come up with in a short space of time.

This chapter will probably a lot shorter than the others but again thank you for continuing to read and review.

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He looked over at her as she held on to him, Blue felt so much better now that she was back in his arms. His fingers started to play with her dark hair while she slept with her head on his chest.

Molly had looked so tired that when they were on the sofa she had fallen asleep and now he couldn't stop watching her, he had turned down the tv so it didn't wake her up. He wondered what she was dreaming about because he would sometimes feel her hand tighten against his shirt and he wasn't sure if it was anything good. He kissed the top of her head and leaned his own against the back of the sofa and closed his own eyes up.

Blue had been off duty for a long time and he was actually getting bored and wanted to get back out on missions. As much as he loved spending time with Molly he wanted to get back out there or he wouldn't ever do it.

He felt her jump and then heard the gasp from her lips so he opened his eyes and saw that she was awake and looking scared. "Hey, you're ok, I'm here" he smiled and watched as her features turned soft as she realised that he was still there with her. "You want to talk about it?"

Molly leaned her head back against his chest and then let her heart calm down. She hadn't wanted to talk about this but she knew that he wouldn't judge her. "I keep seeing Poya" she admitted and sighed. She then went into what her dream was about and how she felt guilty about him being shot, and that was the reason why she had left him because the overwhelming guilt she had felt for him coming to get her.

"Have you spoken to anyone about this?" Molly nodded her head. "Do you feel any better for talking about it?"

"Sometimes" she admitted "and others I just want to forget all about it but it just doesn't want to forget about me"

Blue kissed the top of her head once more and then cleared his throat "It's not easy when someone gets hurt, whether it be in a car crash or being shot while in the Forces, it takes a lot to bounce back, some don't and some do"

"I can't imagine losing the Army now, not once I've found a family that doesn't judge" the thought of not going back to where she belonged hurt more than she even wanted to admit to him. The Army was her family and sometimes like family they came and went but would always be there in the end. Molly had to bounce back from this because there was no other way around it.

"Give yourself time because if you push your mind then you could do more harm than good" Blue smiled at her when she nodded at him. "Plus I like having you here" he then kissed her neck.

Molly laughed and bit on her lip for a moment, his lips on her neck were amazing and she was glad to be back in his arms once more. She felt like she finally belonged in someone's arms again and she was glad that it was his. There was no way around it, he had brought her back from the brink of closing herself off from love all together. She was about to speak when there was a knock at the door. "You expecting someone?"

"Not at this late at night" he checked his watch before moving his arm from around her neck and standing up once Molly had moved off of him. He moved to the hallway flicking the light on when he got to the front door. Blue could just about make out the shape of someone at the door and he just assumed it was one of the lads, the noisy fuckers, but when he opened up the door he was met by someone he didn't expect to see at all.

"Hello Ben" her brown eyes looked up at him, a hood pulled up over her blonde hair.

Blue grabbed hold of the door for a moment to keep himself standing up right, this was a face he never expected to see again, a voice he never expected to hear again and the timing was pretty shit on her part. "Luci" he said in a quiet voice and he watched her for a moment.

"It's been a long time, I was wondering if we could talk?"

Blue looked over his shoulder because Molly was in the front room and he wasn't sure if this would be a good idea for his current girlfriend and his ex fiancee to lay eyes on each other. "It's not really possible right now"

Luci tipped her chin up and then dropped it as she nodded "I didn't know whether or not you still lived in the area but I thought I would take pot luck and see if you did still live here"

"What do you want?" Blue finally got those words out, words that he should've said in a much harsher tone but he came out soft and quiet. "It's been years, Luci, I don't know why you're here"

Luci went to answer but she saw movement behind him and she looked in the direction of the dark haired woman who was standing in the front room door way. "I didn't know you had company, I shall come back" she moved her eyes to look up at him.

Blue looked over his shoulder and then saw Molly standing there before he then looked over at Luci once more "Molly is my girlfriend"

"Oh, that is.. that is good" Luci gave a small smile and looked down. She was too late and now she felt like an idiot and knew she had to come up with something, anything, that would explain why she was here in the first place. "I.. heard you got shot" she brought her brown eyes up and watched him. "I wanted to make sure that you were alright"

"I got shot a couple months ago...you need to leave because..." Blue wasn't sure what to really say because he was still in shock "You need to leave"

"Yes, I see that I do, sorry for calling" Luci zipped her coat back up and turned to move away from his front door. "Ben..." she said before walking away. Luci couldn't get the words out because of Molly so she cleared her throat and nodded then gave him a soft smile and walked away.

Blue's eyes watched her; there was something she wasn't saying and it was something big because she would've said it if Molly hadn't been there and now he was worried about what she was doing back on his doorstep.