"I hate you Sebastian but I shit you not you're gonna have to come round and sit here for this." Blaine said turning his head.
"One in a life time." Wes said licking his lips and sitting back down.
"Honestly dude. Move." Nick said sternly and Sebastian was shocked at their welcome. It seemed as they tension was loosening. He looked at Kurt and Kurt smiled and nodded and he stood up and walked over.
"You can sit next to me man." David said looking up to him and he nodded and sat down.
Jeff and Kurt started to move tables quickly laughing like teenage girls. They made the space clear and Jeff walked over excitedly and plugged his phone into the speaker and set a timer for a minute. He ran back and stood next to Kurt.
"You're getting this once. Do you understand? One time so enjoy." Kurt said smirking and they all nodded in anticipation.
"Can you even dance Hummel?" Sebastian said tilting his head. Kurt turned to him and smirked and then the music started.
They both stood there and let the intro finished and then the magic happen.
"Now put your hands up!
Up in the club, we just broke up
I'm doing my own little thing
Decided to dip and you wanna trip
Cause another brother noticed me."
"No fucking way." Blaine said standing up.
"Nah." David said with his mouth wide open. He turned to Wes who eyes was wide watching his body perfectly move with the music.
"Jesus Hummel can dance." Thad said in shock and he wasn't kidding. Kurt could fucking dance.
"I think I've died and gone to heaven." Nick whispered watching them both.
"Damn." Sebastian said with a laugh.
Jeff and Kurt was doing the routine perfectly in sync. It was like they had rehearsed it over and over again.
"Im up on him, he's up on me
Don't pay him any attention!
Just cried my tears, for three good years."
Kurt winked at the three good years part at Blaine and they all spat out a laugher.
"Ya can't be made at me."
"Stake me." Wes said tapping David on the leg repeatedly.
"Only if you stake me first." David replied.
"Cause if you liked it then you should have out a ring on it, if you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don't be made once you see that he wants it
If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Oh, oh, oh."
Jeff and Kurt continued dancing together perfectly. Through the song and then after chorus's later Kurt turned to Jeff and smirked and he smirked back.
"What are they up to-
"Oh my-
"Fuck."
"Don't treat me to the things of the world.
I'm not that kind of girl
Your love is what I prefer, what I deserve."
Kurt had walked over seductively and stood in front of the table and leaning his hands on it and stared at Wes before smirking.
"Oh my fucki-
Jeff had come behind him rubbed his body against Kurt and he let out a moan. He smirked and grabbed him roughing by his hair and slamming him down on the table.
"No." Blaine moaned out rolling his eyes back.
"Here's a man that makes me then takes me."
Kurt let out a gasp as Jeff leaned his weight on him and Kurt started to grind back on him.
"Yep. I'm dead." Nick said bluntly lowering himself down slowly.
"And delivers me to a destiny, to infinity and beyond."
Kurt turned his head to Thad and smirked like he did earlier and Thad choked out and breath. Kurt was still pinned roughing to the table.
"Pull me into your arms, say I'm the one you own."
Kurt smirked again and let go of his grip and Jeff roughly and forcefully pulled him back up and titled his head back Kurt reached back and hooked an arm round Jeff exactly what he did with Wes.
"Hold me down." Wes choked out and Blaine reached over and roughly placed a hand on his thigh and Wes moaned and reached over and grabbed him too.
"That's illegal." Blaine moaned out as they watched.
"If you don't, you'll be alone."
Kurt moaned as he was roughly pushed into the table. He was getting flashbacks of Wes and his heart started to pound, he turned his head to the side and moaned shamelessly at them and they both wanted to die.
"And like a ghost, I'll be gone."
Jeff let go forcefully and Kurt winked before they walked away and carried on with the routine.
"What the fuck come back right now!" Blaine said in disbelief. He was a wreck.
"You can't do that Hummel!" Wes shouted too, always a wreck.
"Is that what it was like earlier when We-
"Yes." Nick said turning towards Sebastian. "Yes."
"Jesus." Sebastian said quickly.
"He fucking smirked again." Thad groaned out and they all laughed a little.
They carried on with the routine and then it finished. They was both breathing hard and they was both panting and their hairs was wrecks and Jeff his head to Kurt.
"Killed it."
He held out his hand and they high fived and laughed. Kurt pulled his arm and brought him into a hug.
"Sure fucking did."
They was all staring in shock.
"Now you can all die in peace." Kurt added and leaned over and kissed Jeff on the cheek and walked back over, leaning on the table and opening the pizza box and taking a slice and lifting it to his mouth and moaning as he looked at them as he tasted it. Blaine's grip tightened on Wes and then he closed his eyes.
"Move Kurt." Blaine demanded and Kurt smirked and nodded. He leaned back slowly and made his way back to the table and sat down.
"Come on Sebastian." Kurt said smirking as he leaned over the table and they all groaned again and Kurt patted the seat. His nose was practically touching the Mahogany.
"Come." Kurt said more demanding and Sebastian let out a choked laugh and nodded. Once he had set down he withdrew himself slowly and lifted the pizza up again.
"You not eating?" Kurt said confused.
"Lost my appetite." Sebastian said looking and shaking his head and Kurt let out a laugh.
"I have that effect." Kurt said after he swallow the pizza.
"You're so hot baby." Nick said moaning into his boyfriend's shoulder and Jeff turned his head and started to his him deeply.
"I call front seat if they are going to start fucking." Kurt said moaning and they all looked up at him and laughed.
"Oh my god." Kurt said closing his eyes and cleansing his throat.
"You wanna see us fuck porcelain?" Nick said pulling back and tilting his head.
"You kidding? I would give my left arm to see you fuck the shit outta eachother." Kurt rolled his eyes back and moaned and they all went wide eyed.
"Kurt!" Blaine said laughing.
"What! It's fucking true Blaine!"
"Shit Hummel." Sebastian said in shock.
"I'm a change man Smythe." Kurt said was his eyes closed. He took a few breaths before opening his eyes and nodded.
"Okay." Kurt said breathlessly as he leaned over and started to pour the drinks out blowing hot air a few times to calm himself.
"He's a wreck again." Jeff said smirking turning to his boyfriend.
"Since when?" Nick shouted over smirking.
"Since what Nicky?" Kurt said as he passed Sebastian a drink.
"Wanting to see us fuck?" Nick shot back and Kurt smirked.
"Have you see you both? Jesus." Kurt said nodding and they all let out a laugher.
"God you're both like fine wine." Kurt added tilted his head back with a laugh.
"You only have to ask Hummel." Jeff said.
"Oh I'm not asking I'm demanding." Kurt shot back quickly and they all let out laugh.
"Now! Stop talking to me you're fucking distracting my brain and I can't think straight." Kurt said smirking and they laughed again.
"Whatever you want porcelain." Nick said smiling and Kurt licked his lips and nodded.
"So, where was we?" Kurt said taking another shot and gesturing Sebastian to do the same and he did.
"Fuck knows." Sebastian said laughing.
"Erm. Daddy issues, dead daddy, favourite colour, babies, rapists." Kurt counted off his fingers and they all stared at him in shock.
"Kurt!" Wes choked out.
"What? I can't remember if I don't say it." Kurt said confused and turned back.
"Right." Kurt said trying to think but his brain was doing overtime and he couldn't think straight.
"You're something else I tell you." Sebastian said and Kurt nodded and laughed and continued to count on his fingers.
"How much I want Sebastian dead, pros and cons, clothes, cheesecake-
"Oh it's my turn to ask!" Kurt said nodding as he finally replied. "God my brain spazzed out sorry."
They all couldn't believe what they was hearing. He was looking the plot. They laughed, the pizza becoming non interesting. Kurt leaned over and started to think.
"You look like you're struggling Hummel." Sebastian said smirking.
"I have a lot going on in my brain." Kurt said as he took another shot.
"Like?" Sebastian questioned.
"Stuff." Kurt laughed out and he shook is head. Sebastian kept his glance and rolled his eyes.
"My brain is fuzzy, I have a hundred things going on in my head and I can't feel none of it but it won't stop." Kurt said leaning back.
"Run us through it." Wes said out loud and Kurt turned to him.
"Okay." Kurt said nodding and lifted his hand up again and started to count.
"Cheating on Blaine, Leaving Dalton, how much I wanted to die, daddy Burt dying of a heart attack, auntie Jennifer dying of the same thing my mom did, knowing I'm officially an orphan because you know? Two dead parents." Kurt said quickly and emotionlessly and pulled up his other hand.
"Coming back, dying, coming back to life, killing some random donor who I still for the life of me don't know what his name is." Kurt said thinking and shaking his head.
"I literally had his head in my hands like a bowling ball." Kurt said bluntly.
"Kur-
"Turning my humanity off, going rouge, killing Alex." Kurt said trying to think again.
"Kurt." Blaine said standing up.
"Oh! I know! Killing them other five students. I said I didn't know there names but it did." Kurt said turning towards Sebastian and pulling his fingers again.
"Lewis Taylor was first. I snapped him like a twig. I had English with him with Wesley." Kurt said quickly and turned to Wes. "Right Wesley?" Wes nodded slowly and Kurt turned back round.
"Jackson Campbell. Didn't really know him. He was nice though. Saved my ass and gave a pen in Mr Hemming class." Kurt said nodding.
"Kurt maybe this isn't a good idea?" Blaine said softly.
"It's okay." Kurt said nodding and turning back.
"Danny Taylor. He hated me anyway because I told him to fuck off once so I didn't really care for him. I let him bleed out and suffer." Kurt said and they all gasped.
"Then there was erm." Kurt said frowning.
They was all waiting for the breakdown. They had never heard Kurt speak about what was playing on his mind and god it was a lot.
"Oh fuck." Kurt laughed out and took another shot. "Liam Young. I didn't make him suffer. He was a friend." Kurt said swallowing as his fingers became to tap repeatedly on the table.
"We don't have to do this Hummel. You can stop now." Sebastian said quickly but Kurt shook his head.
"And then there was Thomas Baker. He was a year younger? He wanted to become a chief which was very amusing since you know? His second name but I guess that's out the window." Kurt finished off breathlessly.
"Kurt please stop." Wes whispered
"But I'm not done Wesley. I still have more and I can't fucking think straight until I say it." Kurt said softly but he slammed his hand down forcefully on the table which made them all jump.
"Oh did you know I slapped Wes Sebastian?" Kurt said laughing. "That plays on my mind."
"No I didn't." Sebastian whispered.
"Yeah I did. Pretty hard too." Kurt said as he leaned in and poured another drink for them.
"Baby?" Jeff said softly
"Yeah?" Kurt said turning towards him.
"I don't want you to carry on. You're going to hurt yourself."
"But I can't feel it Jeff. I can't feel none of it." Kurt said truthfully and Jeff nodded.
"What else have I did?" Kurt said turning towards them. "Oh I snapped Nicks neck but you already know that since you was there remember? Yeah that plays on my mind."
"Kurt it's fine sweetie." Nick said quickly and Kurt nodded.
"Still there though." Kurt lifted his hand and pressed it to his head.
"Torturing you, beating you to death." Kurt said with a laugh. "That also plays on my mind. I killed you."
"Erm."
Sebastian leaned over and passed him a shot and they both drink it quickly.
"And now the whole rapist thing. That's why Nick's situation really touched me." Kurt said quickly and then threw his head back.
"Sorry, touched me really got me there." Kurt said laughing again.
"Hummel stop." Thad said and Kurt shook his head.
"Maybe me and you seb should should go out sometime." Kurt said turning towards him and smirking.
"You know? Kill daddy Smythe and Uncle Tommy." Kurt said bluntly.
"You need to calm down. You're turning into that person again." Sebastian said tilting his head.
"What fucking person?" Kurt said confused.
"The monster." Sebastian said quickly and Kurt laughed.
"Yeah." Kurt said nodding. "Maybe I need to calm down but I'm not finished."
They all didn't know what to do. It killed them hearing Kurt be so emotionless again. He had so much on his mind and they never ever realised how much until now. No wonder he always breaks.
"Oh and the whole baby situation that is truly the worse thing out do everything." Kurt said laughing.
"Why?" Sebastian said softly
"When I was human, with Blaine. I always had a plan you know?" Kurt said turning to Blaine and smiling before turning back.
"What was the plan Kurt?" Blaine said sadly.
"Well I wanted to become a vampire but not until we had children. I mean I know you couldn't biologically have one but I could. I could of for both of us." Kurt said frowning.
"Kurt." Blaine said brokenly.
"And now there's Wes." Kurt laughed and placed a hand on his face.
"What about me Kurt." Wes said as he reached over and placed a hand on Blaine.
"I want a child with you too." Kurt said laughing out and throwing his head back and it scared them.
"I would fucking kill to have a biological child with you both but I can't." Kurt whispered.
"You can always adopt Kurt." Sebastian said trying to sooth him.
"It's not the same. I don't." Kurt laughed again. "My family line ends with me Sebastian."
"What do you mean Kurt?" Jeff said as he buried his head in his boyfriends shoulder.
"Moms dead, dads dad, Finn isn't my biological brother and I'm not related to Carol. My dads brother is dead and he didn't have children. Erm." Kurt said as he ran a hand over his face. "My mom didn't have any sisters only the rapist brother. I don't have cousins, brothers, sisters anything. It finishes with me."
"Oh my god." Sebastian said sitting back.
"I'm the last one which means there will never be another bloodline because I'm fucking dead."
They all stared at him. They didn't know that. They didn't know that he was the only one left. That's why he is so desperate for a baby of his own because without it his dad's Legacy would be ruined.
"Because I'm fucking dead." Kurt repeated slowly and he lifted the glass to his lips.
"My life is a fucking shit show." Kurt added with another laugh as he placed the glass down.
"I can't handle it. That's why I turned it off. Not because I broke but because I'm broken." Kurt said staring at his empty shot glass.
"You're not broken." Nick said and Kurt laughed and nodded.
"Wouldn't you be Nick?" Kurt said staring into his eyes and turning way.
He was right. No one could go through all that and still be standing. It was more dangerous to have it on then have it off.
"I'm sorry." Kurt said turning to them. "I've upset you."
"We are shocked." Thad said and they nodded.
"We didn't realise how much you're been through." David said and Kurt nodded.
"I'm a master at keeping it all in until I explode." Kurt said trying to get his breath back.
"We didn't realise how much you wanted a baby." Wes said and Blaine nodded.
"I didn't just want a baby, I wanted a baby with both of you. I wanted us to be a family. Daddies together and all that good stuff." Kurt said smiling.
"We can still have that." Blaine said softly.
"I don't know. This conversation is getting too deep." Kurt said nodding and turning back.
"We can have it Kurt. We can find a way." Wes added an Kurt turned back around.
"This is not a conversation we can just have right now. No one wants to hear it. Maybe another time." Kurt said turning back and taking another shot.
"No." Blaine said. "No, we are having it now. Right Wes?"
"Yeah. Right now." Wes said sitting back in the chair.
Kurt laughed and shook his head. "No one wan-
"Yeah, we do Kurt." Jeff said sitting up and turning towards him.
"Yeah man. I wanna know too." David said nodding and so did Thad.
"This is something that's eating you up inside Kurt." Nick said softly.
"It's not important." Kurt said turning back.
"Yes it is. It's the most important thing. It's the only thing you want right?" Wes said and kurt laughed.
"Right?" Wes said sternly and Kurt turned back and nodded.
"So talk to us." Blaine said.
Sebastian stood and walked over to the others. "Can I sit?"
They nodded and he sat next to David.
"We are not having an intervention." Kurt choked out and laugh and they all nodded.
"Oh yes you are." Blaine said and Kurt rolled his eyes and stood up.
"You can bring the bottle with you." Jeff said knowing he might need it and he nodded and brought it over. It was nearly gone so Jeff stood up and pulled out another and brought it over and placed it on front of him. Kurt was sitting in front of them all. He felt like he was in a interview and he laughed and lifted the bottle to his lips.
"What do you wanna know?" Kurt said after he swallowed the whiskey.
"Why does having a baby mean so much to you?" Wes asked first and they all looked at him.
"I wanna be a dad, just like my dad. I wanna do all the things my dad did for me for my child. I want to have a family, be married and have a stupid fucking house and a stupid fucking yappy dog. I wanna teach them how to walk and talk, I wanna take them to the park and push them on one of those stupid swings, I wanna be proud when I take them to their first day of school and cry like idiot watching them walk in. I wanna watch them grow and teach them how to ride a bike even though I can't even ride a bike. I want teach them life lessons. I wanna be there for them when they grow up and go through heartache and pain and I wanna be there for all the good stuff too like marriage and them having children and me being a grandfather to them children. I then want to do all those things that I did for them for my grandkids. I want to grow old with you both, I want to raise a child with you both. I don't see the point in talking about it because I'll never have it. I'll watch Finn become a man and have his own children, he'll get married, have children and then eventually he win die. Carol will die and I'll be stuck in time watching everyone I care about fucking disappear." Kurt said breathlessly closing his eyes.
They was all taken back. He didn't just want it he needed it. Blaine and Wes had tears in their eyes after hearing Kurt admit that he wanted a baby with them. It made their heart ache.
"See? It's just fucked." Kurt added and blew hot air out and leaned back.
"The feeling never goes. It's constant in my brain. Having my humanity off doesn't change the way I feel about that and it's a constant battle with myself knowing I can't do that for me, for you both." Kurt said laughing and looking down.
"I can't have a child like this. I can't raise a child this way. I'm not against adopting I think it's the most selfless, caring thing any one could do but do I want to do that knowing they was human? Knowing I could hurt them?" Kurt said as he placed a hand on his face.
"You would never hurt them Kurt." Wes said sternly but Kurt shook his head.
"How could I possibly take that risk?" Kurt said looking at him.
"You was amazing with Sophie sweetie. You didn't hurt her." Jeff said walking over and sitting next to him.
"But the hunger was there and it'll always be there." Kurt said turning to him.
"I haven't got the restraint to stop myself everyday for their whole life. What if I have a bad day Jeff? I don't feed. Or I get angry and snap their fucking neck. I wouldn't be able to live with myself." Kurt said leaning into his slightly.
"It's all I want and it's all I think about. I shouldn't think about to because technically I am only a kid myself right? But I just can't help the way I feel." Kurt added into his neck and Jeff reached over and started to stroke his hair.
"You want it more now because you know you can't have it." Blaine said as a tear ran down his face and Kurt nodded.
"Seeing Sophie, seeing the way she was with me, the way I was with her just fucked with my head. It reminded me that I'll never experience that for myself." Kurt said squeezing his eyes shut.
As Kurt was talking David stood up and walked out the door. Kurt didn't notice but they did. Kurt needed a connection. He needed to feel something.
It was an hour and they was still talking about it. They made Kurt talk about it. Kurt was laying down on the sofa and he could hear faint heart beats outside.
"Who is that?" Kurt said sitting up.
"We called Max." David said smiling.
"You called Max?" Kurt asked and they nodded with a smile.
"Is Sophie here?" Kurt said looking around quickly and they nodded as they started to grin.
"She's really here?" Kurt said smiling as he stood up.
"Yes baby." Blaine said smiling at his face.
"Shit I've been drinking." Kurt said frustrated.
"It's okay baby we explained everything to Max. Sophie is bouncing off the walls." David said laughing and Kurt nodded and started to laugh.
"Okay." Kurt said as grin started to spread on his face.
"Thank you." Kurt said nodding and leaning over to them both and bringing them into a hug. They wrapped their arms round his and kissed his cheek. He went round quickly hugging them and he even hugged Sebastian. Kurt walked to the middle of the room and started laughing and pacing back and forth.
"Ive never seen him like this before." Sebastian whispered
"Wait till you see him with her. It's magical." Wes said grinning.
"Kurtie!" Sophie screamed as she ran through the doors. She scanned the room quickly and she landed her eyes in him.
"Daddy there's my best friend!"
Kurt whimpered and a sob escaped his mouth.
"Oh my god." Blaine said standing up.
Kurt started crying and his hands was placed on his face. He turned around and coughed and wiped his tears away before turning round and kneeling down.
"Come here baby."
She screamed and ran over and tackled him to the floor and Kurt let out a scream of laughter. Max grinned before walking over to them and sitting down.
"How bad is it?"
They told Max everything and Max was in bits. He watched Kurt grin widely as Sophie was telling him what she had learnt in school.
"You're such a clever girl!" Kurt said clapping and she giggled and threw herself on him.
"We don't know what to do." Wes said and he nodded.
"It's heartbreaking." Max said watching them play.
"He can see her whenever he wants you know that right? I've never seen her so happy, ever."
"Thank you so much." Wes said in relief and he nodded.
"She hasn't shut up about him."
"How're you anyway?" Blaine said turning towards him.
"She left. Didn't even say bye to Sophie." Max said angrily and they all looked at him in shock.
"You're fucking kidding?" Wes said shocked and he nodded.
"She's off in some foreign country with her boss having a blast while her daughter cries every night for her. Selfish fucking slut." Max said leaning back.
"You're telling me." Nick said angrily.
"How are you coping with it?" Jeff said tilting his head.
"I'm fine I'm over it but Sophie will never be." Max said sadly looking at him daughter.
"That's the first time I've seen her laugh since she left. Kurt has spent one day with her and he's already a huge part of her life. It's crazy, I'm his donor." Max said smiling and they nodded.
"He's your friend." David added and Max laughed and nodded.
"He's a good kid. He deserves everything." Max added.
Kurt walked over with Sophie on his hip and she was chatting to him, her arms out everywhere nearly hitting him in the face but he only laughed harder.
"Hey." Kurt said beaming. He sat down and Sophie climbed onto his knee. They all said hi back and watched him with her.
"Hey." Sophie whispered.
"Yes." Kurt whispered back.
"He have boyfriends right?"
Kurt let out a laugh and shook his head in amusement and looked over to Max who was laughing too and he nodded.
"Yep." Kurt said laughing and she nodded.
"Blainey and Wessy right?" Sophie said turning round and pointing to them. They all tried to contain their laughter but it was adorable.
"Yep. They are my boyfriends." Kurt said grinning and she turned back to him.
"Love them?" Sophie asked as he reached up towards his face. Kurt rolled his eyes and blow air out his mouth and the others laughed.
"Yep." Kurt said clearing his throat.
"How much?"
Kurt looked at Max and he smirked. "Go on."
"Lots." Kurt said smirking.
"How much is lots Kurtie and what is love? I heard you say it to Wessy and Blainey." Sophie asked and Kurt ran a hand down his face.
"You know your teddy right?" Kurt said smiling.
"Oh Mr Cuddles!" Sophie said bringing her teddy up and bringing it towards his face making the teddy kiss Kurt and Kurt put a hand on his chest and shook his head again.
Please tell Max to remove his child before I have heart failure
Wes let out and laugh and leaned in towards Max and whispered into his ear and his bent over, laughed and shook his head.
"Nope." Max said smirking and he ran his fingers through his hair.
"What about Mr Cuddles Kurtie?" Sophie asked sweetly and Kurt looked over to Max.
"Please."
"Nope."
Kurt laughed and turned his gaze towards her.
"Would you be sad if you lost Mr Cuddles?"
"I would be so sad." Sophie said with a nod.
"And if you got another teddy, it wouldn't be the same right? Because it's not Mr Cuddles."
"No it would never be the same." Sophie said and he nodded.
"Because no way can take his place right?" Kurt said as he focused his gaze on her. No way was he looking up.
"Of course not." Sophie said smiling and he nodded.
"And every time you look at Mr Cuddles, he makes you happy?" Kurt said and she grinned and nodded.
"He keeps the nightmares away when you sleep?" Kurt said and she nodded.
"He makes you feel safe and protected and no matter where ever you go without him, he will always be in your heart? You'll always be thinking about him?" Kurt said pointing to her chest and she nodded.
"That's love."
They was all grinning at Kurt at the cute explanation. He was amazing with her. He always had an answer.
"And that's what Blainey and Wessy do for you?" Sophie said smiling.
"Yeah and that's what I do for them." Kurt added swallowing.
"Wow." Sophie said and she laughed.
"Yeah." Kurt said licking his lips nervously as he laughed.
"Would you be sad if you lost them?" Sophie asked and Kurt laughed and nodded.
"And they make you happy kurtie?" Sophie asked and Kurt nodded.
"Are you going to be like mommy and daddy?" Sophie asked and Kurt frowned.
"I don't know what you mean sweetie." Kurt said and Sophie grinned.
"My daddy and mommy's rings." Sophie said smiling and Kurt looked away.
"Max." Kurt said laughing.
"Nope."
Kurt felt his feelings pushing through. His humanity was trying to escape. They could all see how hard his was getting to keep himself together but he was crashing and they needed him too.
"Kurtie?" Sophie reaching over and placing a hand on his face and he squinted his eyes and swallowed. He took a breath and turned back.
"Yeah sweetie?" Kurt asked trying to keep a straight face.
"Will you be like mommy and daddy?"
"I erm." Kurt said swallowing. "I don't know."
"But why? They love you and you love them." Sophie said like it was the most obviously thing in the world. Sophie turned around and sat facing blaine and Wes
"Would you marry kurtie?"
Kurt started to play with her hair trying to distract himself but his hands was shaking.
"Blainey?"
Blaine laughed and nodded. "Of course I would."
"Wessy?"
"Of course I would."
Sophie grinned and turned around quickly.
"See kurtie?" Sophie said and Kurt could feel himself breaking.
"Would you kurtie?"
Kurt felt everyone's eyes on him and he felt his eyes water but he didn't cry.
"Of course I would."
Blaine and Wes had the biggest smiles on their faces. They all did. It was a very big push and Sophie was doing it on her own.
"Then you'll have babies."
Kurt could feel his heart pounding and he was pretty sure they could all hear it. His hands was shaking still as he ran his fingers through her hair. He opened his mouth and shut it. He didn't know what to say.
"When you have babies do you think I could be like a big sister?"
That all it took. Kurt placed a hand on his head and he looked at her. He felt his eyes water and one finally fell but she brushed it away quickly.
"You can be a big sister." Kurt whispered and she put on the biggest smile and wrapped her hands around his shoulders. He shut his eyes, he didn't didn't want to look at them. He didn't want them to see him cry. He didn't want them to know his humanity was back on.
"Do you wanna boy or a girl?" Sophie said into his neck and the questions kept on coming and he answered every single one of them.
"Both."
"How many?"
"Three or four."
"Girl name?"
"Elizabeth."
"Boy name?"
Kurt laughed and shook his head.
"Not Burt."
Everyone laughed and Sophie asked him again.
"Boy name?"
"Andrew."
"Any reason?" Wes said and Kurt started to get emotional again.
"Dad's middle name."
They all smiled and nodded.
"Do you want a baby now? Maybe if you had a baby now you can make the baby happy like you make me happy?"
They watched the emotions run down his face as he was trying to hold the tears back.
"I'm to young."
"Silly kurtie."
"Why am I silly?"
"Because you lied."
Kurt let out a laugh and placed a hand on his head and leaned back but she only pushed him further.
"Kurtie doesn't lie."
"No he doesn't sweetheart." Blaine said sweetly.
"So do you kurtie?"
"It's a big thing sweetheart."
"I didn't say that."
Kurt laughed again but a sob escape his lips and he closed his eyes.
"Yes."
Blaine turned to Wes and he did at the same time. They all turned to Blaine and Wes apart from Kurt who had his eyes shut. He didn't want to hear them say no or ask why or say it's stupid idea and he's to young. It's a big ask and it's he didn't want to put pressure on them. Wes had always wanted children. He never spoke about it because like Kurt he too felt the same. Blaine was always amazing with kids and always wanted a family. Blaine felt Wes's hand on his leg and he turned to him and smiled and he smiled back. They both nodded and Jeff put a hand over his mouth slowly in shock and he turned to his boyfriend who had the same expression. Sebastian was also shocked. He couldn't keep hurting him. It was time to secure the ties. He stood up and made his way out the room. They all watch him leave. It was probably a shock to him too. David was grinning as he stared at him best friend. His best friend could be a dad. Thad was leaning in closer to them waiting for them to say it and Max had leaned in too turning to Thad and smiling.
"Sophie, come her a second sweetie." Max said and she nodded and kissed Kurt and the cheek and ran to her dad.
Blaine stood and Wes stood up and walked over and kneeled in front of him.
"Kurt." Blaine said softly.
Kurt shook his head.
"Kurt." Wes said placing a hand on his leg.
"Don't make me look at you both." Kurt whispered
"Why?" Blaine said mirroring Wes.
"I don't like rejection." Kurt said keeping his eyes closed.
"That's not why we are over here." Wes said softly and Kurt shook his head again.
"Stop it." Kurt said choking out a laugh.
"Stop what?" Blaine said laughing softly.
"This." Kurt said grinning with his eyes closed and Wes squeezed his leg.
"What's this?" Wes asked as he started to grin.
"Being nice." Kurt said bluntly and they all started to laugh.
"Please go away." Kurt laughed out but a sob escaped his lips and he placed a hand over his face.
"Look at us." Blaine said as he gently laid a hand on his hand and pulled him forward.
"Nope." Kurt said shaking his head as the tears fell. He tried to laugh but it got strangled in his throat.
"We are not saying it until you look at us." Wes said lifting his hand and placing it on his face and Blaine did too. They leaned him in closer.
Kurt cleaned his throat again and licked his lips.
"Don't be saying stupid things." Kurt said laughing.
"Look at us." Blaine said running his thumb down his face, caressing it.
"I'm not doing this. You're getting pressured just to make me happy." Kurt said with his eyes closed.
"There's no pressure." Wes said sweetly.
"If this is what you want Kurt it's what we want. All you have to do is open your eyes and tell us." Blaine said sweetly
Kurt's hands was gripping the sofa hard so they reached down and brought them up. Placing them all together. Kurt finally opened his eyes and tried to look away put Blaine moved his head back. He opened his eyes again and looked at them. They was being serious. There was no worry or panic. They was just waiting for him to answer. They was both smiling and he was making his heart melt.
"I want a baby."
Wes grinned as he blinked and felt the tears hit his knee.
"Then let's have a baby." Wes choked out and Kurt turned to him. Kurt lifted his hand and cupped his face as a sob escape his lips and then he tuned to Blaine. He was the same as Wes. Blaine was laughing and crying happy tears.
"Let's have a baby." Blaine said nodding his head as the tears fell from his face.
Kurt nodded as they fell from his face too. This was a huge step but he was willing to take it. He leaned over and kissed Blaine, keeping his hands cupping Wes. Exhaling into his mouth and the he pulled back and leaned to Wes and kissed him too.
"Thank you." Kurt said as another sob went through his body and the leaned forward and brought him into a hug. Their fingers running through his hair. This was everything he had ever wanted.
Kurt pulled back and ran his hands over his face and he laughed happily.
"Okay." Kurt said closing his eyes.
"Oh my god I'm going to be a uncle." Jeff said as he started to cry.
Kurt turned to him and nodded as another cry left his lips.
"I'm a fucking wreck." Kurt laughed out and they held him closer.
"Us too." Wes choked out and Blaine laughed but they was all crying happy tears.
"You're all gonna be the best uncles." Kurt said smiling into their necks.
"Oh man I'm so happy for you." David cried out and Wes turned to him and stood up and make his way over and brought him into a hug.
"Uncle David." Wes said into his ear and David let out a sob and clung to him.
"Daddy Wes." David said back and Wes started to cry harder.
Nick was in bits. It's all he's ever wanted for Blaine.
"I need to see Nick." Blaine choked and and Kurt nodded and pulled back.
Blaine shot over and leaned into Nick.
"Oh man I'm good don't worry." Nick said confident but it broke and he started to cry again.
Jeff ran over to Kurt and buried his face into his neck and Kurt felt like things couldn't get any better. Kurt wrapped his arms round him and inhaling his sent.
"You're going to be the best dad ever. You're going to make Burt so proud."
Kurt let out another sob and clung too him. This was to intense.
Max was leaning back beaming and so was Sophie. It was beautiful.
Sophie had fell asleep so max had taken he to bed. It was half an hour later Sebastian was just returning back. He heard it all. He heard his happy they all was and he felt bad. For everything. He needed to make it right. Kurt was sitting on Wes's knee, his legs over Blaine. He walked over.
"Kurt."
Kurt looked up and nodded. "Is everything okay Bass?"
"Come here."
Kurt stood up slowly and made his way over. He stood in front of Kurt and smiled.
"I'm happy for you."
Kurt grinned and nodded. "Really?"
"Yeah Kurt I am." Sebastian said smiling.
"I'm not doing this no more. Especially knowing you're having a baby."
He walked over to Nick and handed him a USB.
"It's for everything on it. Everything you need to know."
"Seriously?" Nick said in shock and Sebastian nodded.
"I'm sorry Nick."
Nick nodded and looked up. "Thank you."
Nick was in shock. He sat back down and Jeff looked up to him.
"Thank you Seb."
Sebastian nodded and placed another one on the table.
"That's everything on all of you apart from Nick and Kurt."
"Everything?" Wes said and he nodded.
Wes reached over and grabbed it and passed it to Blaine who put it on his pocket. He walked over over to Kurt and smiled.
"Now yours. It's my parting gift."
He pulled out a knife from and slit his wrist. He then picked up Kurt's did the same. Kurt grimaced at the pain and Sebastian looked to him.
"I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you. I'm sorry for ruining your life. I'm sorry for making you feel like you didn't want to live anymore." Sebastian said into his eyes and Kurt nodded and smiled.
He lifted his wrist up to kurt's mouth and Kurt did the same.
"Trust me?" Sebastian said.
"Yes." Kurt said back.
"I need you to look at me. Don't take your eyes off me okay?"
Kurt nodded and he sank his teeth into his wrist. Kurt moaned and grabbed his wrist and did the same. It was very intimate but there was something else to it. They kept their eyes on eachother and Kurt felt like the connection was being severed. Sebastian was letting him go. Sebastian pulled back and Kurt did too and they both grinned. He lifted the knife and ran it down his face, cutting it but Kurt's didn't.
"I might die some point and I don't want you leaving a child behind." Sebastian said nodding
Kurt closed the gap and brought him into a hug. "Thank you so much."
"So, whatever you have to do you do." Sebastian said leaning into his pocket and pulling out a stake Kurt looked at him in shock and Sebastian forcefully out it in his hands.
"Do it. I've lasted long enough." Sebastian said smiling and kept glancing back and forth.
"No." Kurt said looking up.
"Kurt."
"No way. I'm not doing this. I'm not killing you."
"But that's what you want." Sebastian said smiling
"It won't change anything." Kurt said smiling.
"It's done Bass. No more between me and you."
Kurt added and Sebastian nodded.
Kurt step back and lifted the stake out towards his friends.
"Mine and your business is over with. I can forgive and forget but that doesn't mean they have too." Kurt said softly and Sebastian nodded in agreement.
"Take the stake Wes."
"No."
"Take the stake Blaine."
"No."
"Take the stake David."
"Nope."
"Take the stake Jeff."
"No."
Kurt walked over and kneeled in front of Nick. He slowly lifted the stake and placed it in his hands.
"This is your decision baby. No one will judge you." Kurt said leaning over and kissing his cheek.
Kurt made his way back over running a hand through his hair and sat back down into Wes and lifted his feet up. Nick stood up and started to make his way over and stood in front of him. Sebastian knew he was going to die and it didn't even faze him. Nick lunge forward and pieced his skin. Sebastian groaned in pain and Kurt looked down. No pain. Kurt sighed in relief and they noticed brought him closer. He put pressure, it was literally scrapping his heart but he couldn't chance it. He knew they connection was gone but he couldn't chance it. He took it out quickly and Sebastian fell to the floor.
"Go."
Sebastian flew out the door and Nick dropped the stake. Jeff came running over and pulled him into a kiss.
"Proud of you."
Nick smiled into it and kissed him deeper.
"Why didn't you do it?" Kurt said smiling walking over.
"I could chance it."
"Nicky I'm fine."
"But what happens if you wasn't and then I killed him and you died too?"
Kurt frowned and looked down. He didn't think of that.
"I couldn't chance loosing you."
Kurt beamed and through his arms over his shoulders and hugging him tightly.
"Love you."
"Love you too."