Jeff was laying on the bed, he had managed to throw a pair of Kurt's sweatpants on. He couldn't breathe still and he didn't know if that was because he was absolutely fucked or the fact that he was emotional. He didn't have a clue why Kurt was so worried, it was the best sex he had ever had. Jeff threw his head back and laughed and fisted the sheets. There was a knock on the door.
"I can't move." Jeff said bluntly and he heard laughing and the door opening.
"Jesus." Nick said looking at his boyfriend and then he turned to and looked around the room.
"Hummel." Wes choked out turning to him.
"I told you." Kurt said laughing and running a hand through his hair.
"Fucking hell." Blaine said laughing as he looked at Jeff.
"You good Jeff?" David said his eyes wide.
"Oh Jesus yes." Jeff breathed out and closed his eyes.
"Kurt what did you do to him?" Nick said smirking
"He gave me the best time of my life Nicky. I'm not even kidding." Jeff said licking his lips.
"I'm getting a bath." Kurt said quickly and walked to the bathroom and shut the door.
They all turned to the bathroom and they heard the water running. Blaine stood up and made his way to kurt's draw and pulled it, sage out and placed it on the side and lit it.
"Jeff." Nick said laughing as he walked over to him.
"Fucking hell Nicky." Jeff said licking his lips and laughing.
"It sounded good." Nick said leaning in to him.
"Good? Fucking hell he fucked my brains out." Jeff choked out and they all threw there heads back laughing.
"God I wish you could of seen him." Jeff added.
"He's good isn't he?" Blaine said smirking as he kneeled down on the bed.
"Blaine he was like a different person. He was so confident and strong and he took care of me. He was made to top." Jeff said turning to him.
"Jesus." Wes said shocked and Jeff nodded.
"Did you fucking hear me?" Jeff moaned out throwing his head back and they nodded with a laugh.
"He fucking lifted me off the bed and." Jeff started to swallowed.
"I can't think." Jeff said laughing and the others was smirking.
"It was just so unexpected? Every fucking thrust was perfect and he's hands was everywhere-
Jeff laughed and licked his lips nervously.
"God are you nervous?" Nick said laughing and Jeff nodded.
"Tell us." Blaine said smiling.
"He just took care of me Blaine. Every kiss, every touch it was just so perfect. The way he did it was so rough but it was so gentle at the same time. It was passionate and pleasurable and every time he looked at me I thought I was going to melt. Is that what you both feel when you make love to him?" Jeff said turning to them and they nodded.
"He has a way of making you feel things you've never felt before." Nick said kissing him cheek.
"He's a fucking monster." Jeff choked out and they all laughed.
"He went hard and he didn't stop not once, the only time he stopped was when he was slamming in against that fuckin-
Jeff laughed again and placed a hand on his face.
"Unexpected." Jeff finished off nodding.
"I'm glad it wasn't slow and gentle, I would be in more of a state right now and he knew that. He knew we both would." Jeff admitted opening his eyes.
"He cares for you Jeff more than anything in this world." David said nodding with a smile.
"Yeah he does." Jeff said beaming and turning his head into his boyfriend.
"He asked for consent." Wes said smiling.
"What do you mean?" Jeff said trying to sit up but he groaned and they all laughed. Nick smiled and lifted him on gently so he was sitting up straight.
"He asked me to ask Nicky if it was okay. He also asked if it was okay with me and Blaine." Wes said softly and Jeff bit his lip.
"He did?" Jeff whispered and they nodded.
"He said he wasn't going to do anything with permission." Blaine said smiling.
"That fucking man kills me." Jeff said as a sob escaped his lip and he groaned and buried his head into his boyfriends shoulder.
"He didn't look at me or talk to me when he came back. Do you think he regrets it?" Jeff said mumbling into his shoulder and they all started to get concerned.
Kurt heard the draw opening and he knew they was pulling the sage out. He didn't feel insecure, he knew Jeff was pleasured but he felt anxious. The bath soothed his aching muscles and he closed his eyes as he felt the tears prick his face. He didn't want to look at Jeff because he knew he would break. He shared something beautiful with him and it really touched him. Jeff trusted him and that was the best feeling ever. Kurt bit his lip and smiled, he had pleasured him. He seen Jeff's face with every thrust and it made him realise how much he had made him feel good. Not to mention how good he felt. Kurt started to laugh and he couldn't stop.
"Oh my god." Jeff said in shock turning to the door.
Kurt wasn't just laughing he was in hysterics. They listened to his try and gasp for air as the laugher felt from his lips.
"What the fuck?" Nick said laughing as he turned towards them.
"Something has tickled him." Wes said as he started to place kisses on Blaine's neck.
They watched Wes and smiled. Blaine titled his head and closed his eyes.
"I'm gonna see if he's okay." Jeff said nervously and they nodded.
Jeff let out a laugh as pain shot through his body.
"Fucking hell." Jeff choked out as he finally stood up.
"Damn he ruined you." Nick said proudly and Jeff nodded.
"He sure did."
Jeff sighed as he walked. He felt like he had been ripped apart and they all started to laugh and he rolled his eyes but smiled. He blew out the sage and walked towards the door smiling. Kurt was still laughing, he was pretty sure his friend was crying with laughter. He hesitantly knocked but it was weak and he turned to them.
"Yeah!" Kurt shouted as another laugh escaped his throat.
Jeff turned his head towards them and they nodded and he cleared his throat.
"It's Jeff."
"Why are you knocking?" Kurt said as another fit of giggles escaped his mouth.
Jeff turned towards them and shook he head in amusement. He ran his hand through his hair and walked back over to them and sat down
"Jeff?" Nick said grabbing his hand.
"Fucking hell." Jeff said placing his hands on his head and resting his elbows on his knees.
They heard movement and then the door quickly opened. Kurt was standing completely naked and their was bubbles trailing down his body. He body was covered in deep scratches. Jeff looked up and a laugh escape his lips and he lowered his gaze.
"Are you going to get in the bath with me? Or is this just going to be awkward?" Kurt said smirking.
"Fuck off Kurt." Jeff said laughing his with hands buried in his palms.
They all looked up to Kurt laughing and Kurt shrugged and smiled.
"Well I've thought about it." Kurt said as another sob escaped his lips.
"What have you thought about baby?" Blaine said leaning back and trailing his days down his body.
"I've got a tally going." Kurt laughed again and they looked confused.
"Tally?" Wes said smirking.
"Mmm." Kurt said nodding.
"What type of tally porcelain?" Nick said tilting his head to the side.
Kurt started tapping his fingers on his thigh and they all smiled. Kurt was nervous. He was trying to make it easier for Jeff by coming out naked and cracking jokes.
"I've fucked Sebastian, I've fucked Thad, I've fucked Blaine, I've fucked Wesley, I've fucked Jeffery." Kurt said turned to them and they threw there head back and laughed.
"So I only need to fuck Nicky and David and I have the full house." Kurt said as another laugh escaped his throat.
They all laughed in amusement and looked up to him. He was leaning against the wall now.
"So if anyone's got to be embarrassed it's me Jeffery so please stand up and come and take a bath with me. My balls are shrivelling up." Kurt said bluntly and they all grinned at him.
"I love you Kurt." Jeff said looking up and placed his hands on his temple.
"Fucking stop." Kurt warned and Jeff laughed and stood up and walked over. Kurt held his hand out and Jeff took it.
"You all might as well come in for family time." Jeff turned around and they all got up and agreed.
Kurt had his eyes closed and Jeff's body was pressed against him. Jeff was trailing his fingers down his arms, tracing the scratches.
"Did I hurt you?" Jeff whispered.
"No, did I hurt you?" Kurt said into his ear and Jeff laughed and nodded.
"In the best way." Jeff added quickly and Kurt nodded.
"Thad is on his way, he met up with his mom but he's on his way back now. He's coming straight here." Blaine said smiling to his boyfriend.
"I've missed him. I texted him but I never got a reply." Kurt said turning to Blaine.
"He left his phone here. Family time." Blaine said smiling and Kurt smiled back.
Thad didn't even knock he just casually walked on and sat down and waved. They all laughed and rolled their eyes. It was so normal now.
"Jesus fucking Christ Hummel what happened to your body?"
They all turned to Kurt and Jeff and he rolled his eyes.
"I walked into the wall."
They all broke out in laughter and Thad groaned.
"How was your time with your mom?" Kurt said sweetly and he smiled.
"Really nice to be honest. I got your texts by the way. Glad to see you care." Thad said smiling and he nodded.
"Oh my god do you have tattoos?" Thad said shocked and they all laughed and he jumped up and walked over.
"I'm not looking at your junk Jeff don't worry." Thad added and they all let out a burst of laughter.
"I don't mind." Jeff said casually and Thad nodded and looked over the bath.
"Oh my god." David choked out and they all has tears in their eyes.
"Not half bad." Thad said and Jeff rolled his eyes.
Thad leaned over and grabbed jeff's hand first and smiled and turned to Nick and he grinned.
"Damn."
"Cute isn't it?" Jeff said and Thad nodded and brought his wrist up closer.
Kurt was smiling into his neck his eyes was still closed and his finger started to tap along the side of the bath lightly. Jeff heard the soft taps and turned his head and watched his fingers drum against the side. He had been doing it a lot more lately and he was getting worried so he tried to distract his mind.
"Wait till you see Kurt's." Jeff said beaming and Thad laughed and leaned in closer.
Kurt had was still tapping against the side of the bath and they all got concerned.
"Kurt?" Jeff said softly reaching his hand up behind him and running a finger through his hair but he didn't move.
The taps got louder and more erratic and they could hear his heart racing and the small numbers being mouthed into Jeff's neck.
"Baby?"
Kurt had zoned out completely. The numbers started to fall quicker and his grip on Jeff got tighter.
"Darling?"
Kurt couldn't hear anything. He started counting again mumbling the numbers into his neck and Jeff inhaled sharply. Blaine looked over to Wes and Wes stood up and made his way over and kneeled down and placed his hand on his arm. Kurt tapped louder and his grip was getting tighter and his breathing was being laboured. Wes squeezed his arm and he head snapped out and he looked around.
"Shit sorry." Kurt laughed and then he lifted his wrists to Thad.
Thad grabbed his wrists gently and looked down and smiled. This thumbs started to trace patterns over the letters and Kurt started to relax.
"You good man?" Thad said softly.
"Oh yeah Thad sorry." Kurt said grinning.
"That's some ink you've got there." Thad said grinning as he moved his thumbs over his skin.
"I got more." Kurt said and Thad laughed.
"Fuck off show me right now."
They all laughed and Kurt turned his hand over and Thad grabbed it and leaned in.
"Oh my god." Thad said grinning and turning to Jeff.
"I didn't even know until we got back." Jeff said softly until his neck.
"You're a gem Hummel." Thad said nodding.
"Yeah I'm not bad." Kurt said laughing and they rolled their eyes.
"He's got one more." David said smirking.
"Oh stop it." Thad said throwing his head back and laughing and they all laughed too.
Jeff leaned up a little and gestured Thad to come closer and he did and he leaned into kurt's chest.
"Oh man that's awesome." Thad said as he reached over and ran a finger over it.
"Do you get it?" Nick said smirking.
"Do I get it?" Thad said confused and they nodded.
"I didn't want to leave you, Nick and David out." Kurt said smiling and Thad frowned and leaned in closer.
"Fuck off." Thad said laughing and he leaned even closer.
"How smart is that?" Wes said proudly and Thad laughed and nodded.
"Man, that means everything. Thank you." Thad said before leaning over and kissing his cheek.
"He's very cute." Blaine added and Kurt laughed and buried his head in his friends shoulder.
"So the scratches? Did you and Blaine get freaky now in front of everyone? Why didn't you let me know? I would of left my mom to come and watch." Thad said casually and they laughed.
"Him and Jeff more like it." Nick said turning to his friend.
"Nah." Thad said quickly
"Seriously."
"No way." Thad said shaking his head laughing.
"Would you like to see since you missed out?" Kurt said smiling glancing towards him.
They all looked and Kurt and grinned. Kurt was willing to share it with him, with them all.
"If it's okay with Jeff of course." Kurt said smiling and Jeff nodded.
"Of course it's okay. It Thad." Jeff said softly and Thad beamed.
Kurt lifted his hand again and gave it to Thad.
"Tell me how to do it." Kurt whispered towards his friends.
"Remember it, concentrate on it and push it." Wes said smiling and Kurt nodded.
Jeff lifted his hand too and placed it over his and Kurt smiled.
They all seen it from both points of view. Start to finish. It was mesmerising to watch. The way Kurt was taking care of Jeff was a side them hasn't seen before and it made them proud. It was rough, they wasn't lying but it was full of passion and the way Kurt picked Jeff up was very surprised to them. Kurt had all the control for a change and he owned it. They seen every flex of kurt's muscles and the way he wrapped his hand road is throat was intoxicating.
"Jesus fucking Christ Kurt." Wes said turning towards him in shock.
Kurt laughed nervously and looked away.
"Damn Hummel." Thad said with his eyes wide open and Kurt laughed again.
"Right?" Jeff said to them and they nodded.
"How the fuck are you insecure?" Blaine said as he boyfriend turned his head.
"Baby you was amazing." Blaine added and Kurt laughed nervously again.
"I was until I wasn't you know?" Kurt said licking his lips and they nodded.
"As soon as I started moving I don't know." Kurt said laughing again. "I just knew what to do."
"Jeff man you was a wreck." David choked out and Jeff quickly turned to him.
"Wouldn't you be after that? I'm still a fucking wreck!"
They all started laughing and Kurt buried his head in his shoulder and started to trail kisses up his neck and Jeff moaned and tilted his head.
"Oh man most definitely. I'm first though Nick and I'm bottoming." David said bluntly and they started to laugh and Kurt couldn't breathe with the laughing.
"You kidding? I'll fight you Thompson. I'll not being the last one that gets to feel that shit." Nick said pushing him and David pushed him back.
"Stop fighting over me you will both get your turn." Kurt said laughing and they all was in fits of giggles
Kurt started to tap again and Jeff reached over and brought his hand around him.
"Stop it baby."
"Its hab-
"You've been doing that a lot lately Kurt." Blaine said softly
"I don't me-
"For the past three days it's all you've done. We noticed Kurt but we don't mention it." Wes said cutting him off and Kurt rolled his eyes.
"I'm fin-
"You're counting up to twenty also, it's normally only ten." Nick said concerned.
"Oh my god let me get m-
"And you're acting saying the numbers not mouthing them." David said quickly
"Oh for fuck sa-
"And you've got bruises on your thigh I've just noticed from your grip and I'm guessing that's not from Jeff." Thad said leaning back into the wall.
"I'm fine honestly." Kurt said looking up.
"Baby." Jeff said sternly and kurt laughed.
"I promise I'm okay." Kurt said kissing his neck again.
They was all back in the common room. Movie night. Fashion show truly gone out the window. Kurt was laying on top of Jeff and Jeff was running his fingers through his hair, Wes and David was on the another sofa, Wes and his legs up and David and David hand his hands on his legs. Blaine, Nick and Thad was laying on the floor on their stomaches watching the movie.
Jeff and Kurt had fed so they felt so much better now. Kurt moaned softly as he felt his fingers go through his hair, it relaxed him.
"Jeff?" Kurt whispered.
"Yeah?" Jeff whispered back.
"Are you okay?"
"Of course I'm okay."
Kurt smiled and nodded.
"Are you okay?"
Jeff grip got tighter and he nodded.
"Of course I'm okay."
Kurt smiled and started to run his hand up his arm and Jeff bit his lip.
"Okay sweetie."
"Kurt?"
"Mmm?"
"You don't regret it do you?" Jeff whispered and Kurt closed his eyes.
"You didn't speak or look at me when you walked in." Jeff added and Kurt starting tapping on his arm.
"Baby you're tapping again." Jeff said softly and Kurt looked up.
"I'm sorry." Kurt whispered and Jeff frowned and lifted his hand up and cupped his face.
"I didn't want to look at you."
"Why baby?" Jeff said nervously.
"Because I knew if I looked at you I would break and I promised you I wouldn't cry." Kurt said as he pressed his head back into his shoulder.
"Oh baby."
"I don't know. I just got emotional and I just didn't want to ruin it." Kurt said softly
"Kurt it was the best night of my life. I was just as much as a wreck as you was." Jeff said smiling
"I don't know." Kurt said as the tapping become faster.
"Do you re-
"No, I don't regret it. It was beautiful." Kurt said and Jeff nodded and kissed his head.
"It was wasn't wasn't it?" Jeff whispered and Kurt smiled.
"Nicky is lucky." Kurt said and Jeff grinned.
"You're so sweet." Jeff said cleaning is throat.
"I love you." Kurt said into his chest and Jeff bit his lip.
"I love you too."
"It was good for you though right? You wouldn't lie just to make me ha-
"Kurt."
"Okay, sorry."
They all listened and smiled and their gaze never left the TV screen. It was an incredibly sweet moment. They started to hear the faint tap get quicker. They knew Kurt was so insecure, even if he didn't act it.
"Every part of it was beautiful. You made love to me kurt." Jeff said cupping his face.
"Yeah, I did didn't i?" Kurt said smiling and he nodded.
Kurt leaned in and kissed him on the lips and Jeff's arms wrapped around him and then they pulled back. Kurt leaned his head back to his chest and Jeff started to run his fingers through his hair and he closed his eyes for a moment.
They all watched the movie in silence. They didn't need to speak. It was a time for them to just relax and concentrate on something nice.
The movie has stopped and they was all still sitting there relaxing. The silence was deafening until it was ruined.
"I can't do this it's making me uncomfortable." David said laughing and they all laughed too.
"Oh I'm glad you said it I was dying to put a stake through my heart." Nick said tackling David to the floor.
"Oh thank god." Wes laughed out turning to Blaine who was laughing too.
"Would you like to know how much I spent?" Kurt said laughing Jeff threw his head back further into the couch.
"Oh it was good." Jeff said smirking turning his head towards them.
"Tell us Hummel we have have going." Blaine said winking and Kurt groaned.
"No way." Kurt said in shock and they all nodded.
Kurt and Jeff sat up and Kurt walked over to Blaine and sat on his lap and turned to the others, Wes lifted his legs up and placed them over his lap. Jeff walked over to Nick and sat on his lad too and kissed him lovingly on the lips.
"Oh man I feel left out." David said turning to Thad
"Me too." Thad said nodding
They both looked at each other and smirked before Thad quickly ran over and sat on David's knee and wrapped his arms around his neck. They was all crying with laugher and Thad placed a kiss to his cheek and David returned it.
"Adorable." Kurt said laughing and they all nodded.
"How much did you spend Kurt?" Thad said smirking.
"Not as much as you all think I spent." Kurt said laughing and they all groaned.
"He really tried guys but he just couldn't do it." Jeff said laughing and Kurt nodded.
"I really fucking tried." Kurt said to Wes and Blaine and they rolled their eyes.
"How much?" Wes said shaking his head in disappointment.
"What was the bets?" Jeff said looking around and they all laughed.
"I bet you wouldn't spend over 20k." David said quickly
"30k." Nick said smirking
"50k baby." Blaine said smirking
"I have high hopes for you Kurtis 70k." Wes said winking and Kurt turned to Jeff and laughed.
"I spend 34k." Kurt said turning to Nick and and Nick jumped up quickly and started dancing around the room they all groaned.
"I'm sorry I just couldn't do it I'm not gonna lie I wanted everything but I just couldn't use the card again." Kurt said turning towards Blaine and Wes and they sighed.
"Pay up bitches!" Nick said winking and they all laughed and pulled out their phones.
"Very disappointed in you Hummel." Wes said bluntly and Kurt rolled his eyes.
"Me too. Where has my fashion whore gone?" Blaine said shaking his head and turning towards Wes.
Kurt rolled his eyes again. "I'm sorry."
"You're going back out tomorrow." Wes said turn to him and Kurt shook his head.
"Don't shake your head. We will all go out and make sure you fucking spend it." Blaine said grinning turning to him.
"Ooooo shopping trip." Jeff said smirking and Kurt laughed.
Kurt placed his head into Blaine's shoulder and closed his eyes again and Blaine started to play with his hair making him moan loudly.
"God I'm such a whore." Kurt said into his neck and they all rolled their eyes.
"Own it man." David said bluntly and they all started to laugh.
They all make their way to their rooms and before Kurt got to his he turned to Wes and Blaine.
"I was thinking right?" Kurt said leaning against the wall and they smiled and leaned in and wrapped their arms around his waist and he wrapped his around their shoulders.
"That's dangerous games Hummel." Wes said into his neck and they all started to laugh.
"Every time you say that it's dangerous. Brace yourself Wes." Blaine said smirking and Wes laughed and Kurt just rolled his eyes.
"Blaine's my boyfriend right?" Kurt said smiling and they both pulled away so they could see them and they both nodded.
"Are you my boyfriend Wes?" Kurt said confused and they both frowned.
"Oh have I just been fucking you all this time for nothing?" Wes said tilting his head.
"No it's no-
Kurt sighed and looked between them. He needed to try and explain.
"We never said it Wes. It's bonding partner this and bonding partner that but we never actually talked about it or said oh yeah! He's my boyfriend so I don't know if it's just bonding for you or if you're my boyfriend." Kurt said looking at him and they both smiled.
"Like I want to be your boyfriend and all that jazz." Kurt said waving his hands and they rolled their eyes.
"But we jus-
Wes leaned in and kissed him gently and Kurt relaxed and then he pulled back.
"Of course I do Kurt. What's got you thinking about this?" Wes said softly.
"You can tell us you know that right?" Blaine said stroking his face and Kurt smiled and leaned into it.
"We need to go yours or Wesley's room. Mine is sexed up." Kurt said bluntly and they both started to laugh.
They walked over to the over side and Wes opens his door and they both walked in. Kurt walked over to the bed and crawled into it and turned around so he was facing them, his back against the headboard and they came over too and sat in front of him. There knees was touching and Kurt reached over and grabbed their hands and started to caress them with his thumb.
Kurt started to tap and they looked at eachother. It was really worrying them. He wasn't counting but his fingers was tapping away on their hand.
"You're straight Wes." Kurt said licking his lips nervously and Wes frowned and leaned forward and lifted his head up.
"Is this what you've seriously been worried about?" Blaine said leaning in and Kurt nodded.
"Kurt we made love? I fucked you in front of our friends? I love you Kurt why does me being straight have anything to do with it?" Wes said confused as he lifted his head up again.
"Because you've just said it yourself Wes. You're straight." Kurt said looking him in the eyes.
"Why does me being straight have anything to do with it." Kurt repeated and looked at him.
Wes realised what he said and turned away.
"This is bullshit Kurt." Wes said licking his lips and shaking his head.
"It's not bull-
"Yes it fucking is Kurt Jesus Christ." Wes said turning to him and laughing.
"He loves you Kurt? Jesus what's wrong with you baby?" Blaine said softly.
"And you Blaine. How is this for you? Sharing me? With someone else?" Kurt asked and Blaine laughed too and turned to Wes.
"Are you fucking with us?"
"No we need to talk about it." Kurt said quickly looking at them.
"I love Wes and I lov-
"Your bond is only their when I'm there. Could you fuck Wes if I wasn't around? Could you tell him you loved him and do all the things you do for me if I wasn't around?" Kurt said turning to him.
"Can you say to me that you love Wes just as much as you love me?" Kurt asked again
There was silence as they thought about it.
"And you Wes? What would you do if she walked through that door?"
Wes snapped his head around quickly. "Don't you fucking men-
"Why Wes? Huh? Could you tell her that you're been fucking me? Could you tell her that you're gay? Could you walk away from her if she asked for you back? Even though we are bonded? Because being bonded doesn't necessary mean you have to be with the person. Could you Wes?" Kurt demanded and Wes
There was silence again and Kurt eyes stayed to water with the silence. They didn't answer back quickly.
"You both are thinking about it which means I'm fucking right." Kurt spat out taking his hands of them and standing up.
They still didn't say anything and Kurt shook his head as the tears fell down his face.
"This is why we needed to talk about it. I love you both so fucking much but there's things we didn't clear and everything has been rushed." Kurt said brokenly and they didn't even turn their heads.
"Great." Kurt said bluntly before walking out the door and slamming it over behind him.
They all heard it. Kurt was right. It was rushed. Getting back with Blaine so quickly, being bonded with Wes. They all thought about it. Would Wes still be with Kurt if she was in the picture? Would blaine be able to do all those things with Wes if Kurt wasn't around?
Jeff shot up and made his way to Kurt and Nick and David went to Wes's room.
Kurt was shakily pouring himself a red wine in the kitchen and he heard the door open.
"Baby?"
Kurt put the glass down and looked up to him. "I'm fucking right Jeff and it scares me."
Jeff nodded and wiped his eyes before walking over to him and wrapping his arms around him.
"Is this what's been playing on your mind? Making you anxious all the time? Tapping?" Jeff whispeared into his neck and Kurt nodded.
"God baby." Jeff said stroking his hair.
"I love them both Jeff. I really fucking do but I can't do it anymore if they don't feel the same way. I know they both love me but do we all love eachother equally? Wesley thought about it jeff. I could hear his fucking thoughts." Kurt said sobbing and Jeff held him tighter.
"Blaine was thinking about it too. Why would he want to share me after what happened? How could he be okay with it? Bond aside I was his first. It happened so fucking fast Jeff and for the past three days I've been pushing it away because I want it to work but it's stuck in my brain all the time." Kurt said sobbing again.
"I want a baby with them both Jeff but I'm not doing it until this shit is fucking sorted." Kurt added pulling back and Jeff wiped his years away.
"Then what if Wesley does leave? I won't be able to cope with it jeff and it'll break me and Blaine." Kurt said closing his eyes and he felt his friend wipe the tears away.
"They both fucking thought about it and that my friend, fucking kills me." Kurt said sobbing again and Jeff only pulled him in closer.
Blaine and Wesley was sitting together resting there heads on the headboard. They didn't say anything they just sat there and listened to Kurt. They knew he was right and they let him push.
"He's right Welsey." Blaine whispeared turning to him. "Our bond isn't sexual when he's not around."
Wes nodded and closed his eyes. "I know Blaine. Fuck I know."
"I don't know what I would do if I seen her Blaine. I love Kurt and would die for him but there was a time I would for her too. I don't know what I would do." Wes said closing his eyes and a sob escaped his mouth.
The door opened and Nick and David ran in and shut it. Nick ran over and crawling on the bed to Blaine and David did the same too Wes.
"What the fuck is going on Wes." David said sternly turning to him.
"I don't kn-
"Bullshit. Fucking bullshit." David said laughing and they looked at him in shock.
"Kurt is the best thing that has ever happened to you. I've never seen you this happy even with her. He makes me feel things, he opens you up and for that your bond with all of us has become so much more stronger." David said running a hand over his face.
"You don't think I don't know that David? God I love him so fucking much it hurts but he's right. I don't know how I would react if she walked back into my damn life? I would never fucking leave Kurt but I can't stop the way I feel." Wes said sobbing and David nodded and pulled him in.
"Blaine." Nick said lifting his hand up to his face.
"Me and Wes have never spent a night together just us. I don't know how I feel about it and I don't know how he will feel about it. Kurt brings us together and of course I love Wesley, I just don't know if we could be that way together without Kurt bringing us close." Blaine said crying softly and Nick wiped his tears and brought him in too.
"Then the baby. How can we raise a baby if there's so much unsolved issues?" Wes whispeared into David's shoulder.
"I want that Wes. I want that with you and him but he is right. We need to sort this shit out. It's not doing him any good for his mental. You've seen him the past three days." Blaine said softly and Wes nodded and pulled back to look at him.
"We all need space don't we?" Wes whispeared and Blaine nodded sadly.
"We need time to think about it." Blaine said wiping his tears away.
"I think that'll be the best for all three of you. Kurt is no better guys. You all need to take a break and think about what you all really want." Nick said softly and Wes and Blaine nodded.
Jeff and Kurt was sitting at the kitchen table. A bottle of wine in between them and they was listening in on their conversation. They had already finished a bottle and was on their second.
"You're not leaving Kurt." Jeff said wiping his tears away and turning to his best friend. "You're not leaving me alone you promised."
"I can't be her-
"Don't you fucking say it. Don't you leave me Kurt." Jeff said looking into his eyes.
"I don't want to leave Jeff. I don't want to go but how can we solve this if I'm here? Blaine and Wes need to spend time together without me being in proximity of them. I can't do that here at Dalton." Kurt said wiping his tears away too.
"How long will you be gone Kurt? It could be days or weeks or months and I can't have you fucking not here again because I can't cope without you." Jeff said as another sob escapes his mouth and Kurt pulled him into for a hug.
"I love you so much." Kurt sobbed into his hair and Jeff nodded and pulled back and rested his head on his forehead.
"I love you so much too. Please don't go." Jeff said sobbing.
"I have too, for them." Kurt said softly and he leaned down and kissed him on the lips gently.
"He's can't go." Blaine whispeared turning to Wes.
"He has too." Wes whispeared back turning to him. "He's right Blaine he's always right. Me and you can't figure this out if he's here because his bond will just push us together forcefully."
"And it'll give me time to think over everything." Wes said shutting his eyes.
"I can't watch his leave again." Blaine said softly placing his head into Nick's shoulder.
"Jeff is not going to be able to cope with this. Especially after the night they shared." Nick cried out as his hand was running through Blaine's hair.
"It needs to be done. Kurt loves you both so much. He's doing this for you." David said grabbing both their hands.
They was watching to the kitchen to meet them. They needed to all talk it over before anyone made any quick decisions. They knew Kurt was drunk which was going to make this ten times harder. Jeff was also drunk which was going to make things ten times harder. It had to be done now while the fire was still burning. They walked into the kitchen and sat down facing Jeff and Kurt.
"I'm sorry. I just couldn't keep it in anymore." Kurt said placing his head in his palm and looking at them both. "I just lost it."
"It's okay Kurt. You're right. Everything you said was right. It was rushed." Blaine said wiping his tears away and Kurt wiped his.
"I didn't mean for it to come out so bitchy but it just came tumbling out and once I started I couldn't stop." Kurt said to Blaine and he nodded.
"I do love you Kurt. You know that right?" Wes said finally looking up and Kurt nodded and ran a hand over his face.
"I know Wes. I know you both too. I just need to know if it's for the same reasons I do." Kurt said softly and they both nodded.
"Are you leaving?" Blaine said as a sob escaped his mouth.
"Yes." Kurt said closing his eyes and the tears fell. "I can't give you both the space you need if I'm here. You both need time alone."
"We don't want you to go." Wes said brokenly and Kurt placed his head his hands and placed his elbows on the table.
"I don't want to go but I haven't too." Kurt said into his hands and Jeff let out a sob and it broke all their hearts.
"Please don't leave me Kurt I can't handle it." Jeff whispeared leaning into his boyfriend.
"If I don't go it's going to get worse am we are all going to say things that we regret baby. I can't hurt you and I can't hurt anyone else. The quicker I go the quicker I come back." Kurt said turn gin towards him and reaching for his hand.
"Where will you go Kurt?" David said looking down wiping his own tears.
"Home. I think I can handle the blood just enough to to not hurt them. I can figure the rest out." Kurt said to David and he nodded.
"I'm not coming back until I know for certain you both are a hundred percent sure." Kurt added.
"I'll stay tonight and go first thing in the morning. I'm not gonna say goodbye because ill fuck-
Kurt sobbed again and looked up.
"I'm just gonna go okay?"
They all started crying and Kurt picked up his wine and drank from it quickly.
"I love you." Blaine said softly.
"I love you." Kurt said reaching for his hand.
"Wes?" Kurt said turning to him.
"I love you Kurt." Wes said nodding and he grabbed Kurt's hand.
"I love you too Wes." Kurt said smiling at them.
"So I'm gonna get up. Kiss you all quickly and go to my room. Don't say it back to me." Kurt stuttered out and closing his eyes and stood.
Kurt walked over to David and leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. "I love you." David tensed and shut his eyes.
Kurt walked up to to Nick and leaned down and kissed him and Nick grabbed his arm. "I love you." Nick wouldn't let go but Kurt pried his arm out.
He leaned over to Jeff and rand his fingers through his blonde hair. He kissed his head. "I love you." Jeff started to sob and Kurt pulled back quickly and walked over to Wes and leaned down as he felt himself breaking.
"I love you." Kurt said cupping his face and kissing in briefly on the lips. Wes sobbed and he sobbed too and pulled back quickly and walked to Blaine.
"I love you." Kurt said cupping his face also and kissing him briefly. Blaine was in bits and he pulled away as he couldn't take the pain anymore.
"Tell Thad I love him." Kurt said softly and he walked out the kitchen.
They others had cried all night. Comforting eachother. They had gotten so use to Kurt being here and now he was just going. They didn't blame him but not knowing when he was coming back was killing them. The night had passed and it was morning.
"Maybe he's thought about it right? Maybe he's not going." Jeff said running a hand through his hair.
"Baby." Nick said reaching over to his face but he shook his head.
"He's not going. He wouldn't leave me." Jeff said looking at Nick and it broke their hearts.
Blaine and Wes was laying together on the bed looking at each other.
"He's gone sweetheart." Blaine whispeared
"No blaine-
"Blaine's right Jeff. He's gone. The bond is gone." Wes said closing his eyes.
"No." Jeff said shaking his head and laughing.
Jeff stood up and went I leave the room.
"Baby please!"
Jeff shook his head and carried on walking and got to Kurt's door and opened it. Everything was gone. He had lit the sage so they couldn't hear and left.
"No." Jeff said sobbing and Nick ran into the room and looked around. Blaine, David and Wes ran in too when they heard Jeff and it broke them.
"No Nicky." Jeff said walking to the bed and laying in it, burying his face in the pillows.
Nick let out a sob and walked over and climbed on it with him and wrapped his arms around him.
Blaine turned his head wiping the tears and seen he had left their bank card and a note. Blaine picked up and read it.
Money is worthless.
Wes walked over and read it too and they both sat down on the floor. David was in shock. He didn't think he would do it.
One week had passed and then two weeks, three weeks and then four weeks and Kurt still wasn't back. It had been a full month.
Jeff had a breakdown shortly after the first week and had been sleeping in Kurt's room. Nick and Jeff was arguing all the time, it was breaking them. Blaine had totally shut off from everyone so he could fully think on his own. David was in bits. He missed him and his Wes. Wes had left Dalton a week after Kurt. No one knew where he was and he left his phone. Thad still couldn't believe it. He thought they was joking when they told him. They had all shut off from each other. It was rough. They had decided to meet up together for the first time in two weeks.
"I feel like he's dead." Jeff said sadly and they all nodded. "It's worse this time than the first."
"Has anyone heard from Wes?" Blaine said concerned and they shook there heads. "I miss him. I miss Kurt."
"Where do you think he's gone?" Nick asked them.
"I think he's gone to be with fucking her." David said laughing in disgust.
"Davi-
"Think about it. The whole reason was because of her. It's been three fucking weeks guys." David said cutting Nick off.
"I miss him." Blaine said softly and they looked up.
"I know you miss kur-
"No jeff I miss Wesley." Blaine said looking up. "The first week wasn't bad. I had at least Wes but once Wesley went I felt like my heart had just broke into two. I don't just miss Kurt I miss him too."
They all looked up and sighed in realisation.
"I don't know about the sexual part yet because we haven't been together but I know in my heart I can't live without him or Kurt."
"Oh Blaine." Jeff said softly and Blaine nodded.
"I fucking missed you too."
They all looked up and seen Wes smiling and Blaine laughed and stood up and made his way over and wrapped his arms around his shoulders and Wes wrapped his around his torso. They all stood up in shock. He came back. Wes leaned back and looked at Blaine and lifted his hand up to his face.
"We need to talk."
Blaine nodded and hugged him again before stepping back.
"Fucking hell where have you been!" David said angrily and Wes pulled back and looked at him.
"God I missed you."
Wes started to walk forward but David shook his head.
"Go away asshole."
Wes kept walking towards him and David stepped back again.
"I said get the fuck awa-
Wes shot forward and brought him into a hug and David tried to fight it but Wes was stronger.
"Shut the fuck up and hug me back." Wes said into his shoulder and David finally caved and hugged him back.
"I missed you man." David said pulling back and Wes smiled sadly.
He walked over to Thad and hugged him tightly.
"Missed you Montgomery."
"Missed you too Harwood."
They pulled back and then Jeff made his way over to Jeff and Nick and leaned over and brought them into a hug too. Jeff was crying and Nick was laughing and Wes held them tighter.
"I'll explain everything."
Wes pulled back and sat down.
"Sit down please." Wes said turning to Blaine and he nodded and they all sat in front of him.
"Don't interrupt me and don't fucking flip out either. Once I start I don't want to stop." Wes said turning to David and David sighed and nodded.
Kurt had spent the month with Carol and Finn. It was amazing. He was dying inside but he needed to do this. Spending time with them make him realise how much he had missed them.
He thought about them everyday. He hasn't felt their touch in a month and it was killing him. He waited everyday for the phone call but it never came.
Feeding was extremely difficult. He couldn't feed on finn or Carol. He was wrong, the bloodlust was to strong without Wes. He had hardly fed and he was extremely weak. Some days he didn't leave his room because he had no energy. He had killed two people in the first feed trying to pull off but he never switched his humanity off. He even tried blood bags again that Carol had brought home from work but it just made him sicker.
He was suffering just as much as they was. If they didn't call soon he knew he was going to start rapidly declining and it was worrying him.
"I traveled the first week. Tried to keep my mind occupied. I went to visit family and it was amazing. I don't think I've ever connected to them as much as I did. I can thank Kurt for you for that Blaine. I told them everything and they was so happy. I don't think I've ever seen them that happy for me." Wes said taking a breath and looking up.
"It was confusing for them at first because you are both men but once I showed them they was ecstatic Blaine. They wanted to know everything. My mom kept asking if you both liked Asian food." Wes said rolling his eyes and they all laughed.
"After I left I went to see her." Wes said licking his lips nervously. "I spent a few days with her. We talked about everything. The last night I slept with her." Wes said glancing at them.
"I felt nothing. No love, nothing. It was just sex and even the sex was dead. It was nothing compared to you both. I kept wishing it was you both. Kurt was right. I needed it." Wes said grinning as a tear fell down his face.
"I know what I want." Wes said laughing wiping his eyes.
"I'm so happy for you." Blaine said wiping his tears away and leaning forward and hugging him.
"Thank god." David said in relief and they all laughed.
"Is Kurt back?" Wes said turning to Blaine and he shook his head.
"Baby not back." Jeff said sadly and Wes turned to him.
"How have you all been? Truthfully?" Wes said and their was silence.
Thad stood up and made his way over to Wes and sat down.
"Are you ready?" Thad said and he nodded.
"Jeff and Nick are always arguing. They nearly broke up." Thad sad sadly and Wes turned to them in shock.
"It's been rough Wes. Really rough." Nick said holding his boyfriend.
"I just feel so lost without him." Jeff said into his boyfriends neck.
"Blaine stayed in his room most of the time."
Wes turned to Blaine and Blaine sighed.
"It got bad. I shut off and had hardly any contact with anyone. This is the first time we have all met together since you left." Blaine said and Wes couldn't believe it.
"Are you okay?" Wes said placing a hand on his shoulder.
"I am now." Blaine said smiling and Wes grinned and nodded.
"David was the same. Very angry. Missed his best friend."
Wes turned to David and he shrugged.
"I thought you had left to be with her and made your decision. I was pissed Wes. I couldn't get over the fact that you didn't want to be with Kurt or Blaine."
"I would never leave." Wes said smiling and David nodded.
"I was fucking shocked. Shit didn't seem real." Thad said and Wes nodded.
"It's been horrid." Thad added.
"We have had no contact with Kurt whatsoever. It's like he's gone off the raider. We haven't tried to contact him either or go to his home because we don't want to break his promise." Blaine said turning to Wes filling him in.
"He's just disappeared." Jeff said brokenly and Wes leaned over an squeezed his hand.
"We need to talk Blaine." Wes said turning to him and he nodded.
"Catch up later?" Blaine said and they all nodded and smiled.
They got to Blaine's room and opened the door and walked inside and Blaine shut it over.
"Do we need the sage?" Blaine asked and Wes nodded. Blaine made his way over to his desk and pulled it out and lit it.
"How are you really feeling?" Wes asked and Blaine laughed.
"Like shit."
Wes laughed and Blaine joined in.
"Me too. I fucking miss him."
"I miss him too Wes."
They both smiled and Wes walked over to Blaine and lifted his hand up and cupped his face.
"I thought about it. I don't just want Kurt you know? I want you too." Blaine said softly.
"I've missed you." Wes whispeared and Blaine smiled and leaned his head forward.
"I've missed you too."
They stood their for a while and Wes laughed.
"Why you laughing? We are having a moment Montgomery."
"Sit down."
Blaine laughed and sat and Wes walked over and kneeled down and placed his elbows on his legs.
"The sex Blaine. It was ruthless." Wes said laughing and Blaine choked on his own spit.
"Fuck Blaine it was so dead." Wes said looking up at him.
"Tell me right now." Blaine said smirking and Wes laughed again.
"Man the chemistry was their but I literally felt nothing. All I kept thinking about was coming back here to you and Kurt. It was like fucking a corpse." Wes said laughing and Blaine only laughed harder.
"I had to fake moans Blaine!" Wes choked and Blaine threw his head back laughing.
"She was so into it and all I could think was that Kurt was so much fucking better. I tried so hard to just give it time but it was killing me blaine. Being with her was killing me." Wes said shaking his head and Blaine grinned.
"I'm definitely gay. I haven't even looked at other woman since I left. I even got wasted and tried it on with a girl who was all over me at a bar and all I could think about was how much I didn't want to fuck her vagina it was awful."
Blaine was crying with laughed and Wes only added and made it worse.
"To be honest with you I haven't even looked at other man. I think I'm just gay for you and Kurt. It's kind blowing." Wes said placing his hand into his shoulder and Blaine wiped his tears away and pulled him back.
"What about you?" Wes said casually and Blaine punched him on the arm.
Ow!" Wes said laughing and Blaine grinned.
"I don't know man. You haven't been hear have you?" Blaine said truthfully and Wes stoped laughing and looked at him.
"I know I love you. I know I want to be with you and Kurt but we are not going to be able to bring Kurt back until we go through with his wishes." Blaine said smirking and Wes smirked back.
"I love you too." Wes said smiling at Blaine smiled back.
Wes stood up laughing and nodded. "We don't lie. If we don't feel it afterwards we say it. No lying okay? I want Kurt back as much as you do but I don't want it forced Kurt so we can both have him." Wes said softly and Blaine nodded.
"No matter how I feel Wesley, I do love you even if the sexual part isn't in it. I know I will enjoy it but this will be the final step in connecting us. Just us." Blaine said smiling standing up.
"Are we gonna fuck Anderson?" Wes said smirking.
"Yeah. Why the fuck not Montgomery." Blaine said smirking.
"Sage lit or not?" Blaine said laughing pointing at it.
"No sage." Wes said laughing and Blaine grinned and nodded and walked over to it and put it out and walked back.
"Why?" Blaine said walking towards him.
"I'm not ashamed of it. Plus, if Kurt can put on a show why can't we?" Wes said stepping forward.
"Oh my god." David said standing up and laughing in shock.
"They're gonna do it." Jeff said jumping up and fist jumping the air.
"It's shit I can't hear." Thad said laughing and they all laughed harder.
"I hope to god." Nick said looking at Jeff and Jeff nodded.
"Me too baby."
"Wes?" Blaine said laughing stepping forward and bringing his hand up to his face. Wes smiled and leaned into it.
"Yeah?"
"Top or bottom."
Wes started to laugh and so did Blaine. Wes wrapped his arms around his waist and Blaine did the same with his shoulders.
"I don't mind to be honest." Wes said smiling.
"Really?"
"You decide. I'm totally fine with whatever." Wes said truthfully and Blaine was shocked.
"Damn." Blaine said biting his lip and Wes leaned in closer.
"Damn."
"You top. You're know what you're doing and to be honest with you I wanna switch it up." Blaine said smiling and Wes nodded.
"Okay."
Blaine and Wes leaned forward and closed the gap separating them. It was hesitant first but after a few seconds they both relaxed. Blaine tangled his fingers in his hair and opened his mouth and Wes opened his too. They both let out a surprising moan that shocked them both and they pulled back.
"I think we will be okay." Blaine said smiling.
Me too." Wes said smiling back.
They crashed their lips together and it for heated pretty quickly. Blaine was already taking We's hoodie off and throwing it on the floor and Wes did the same with his. They continued to kiss as they both started to roam their hands down each others bodies. It didn't feel weird. It felt right. Their pants had come off way to quickly and they laughed.
"Yeah. We are good." Wes said breathlessly and Blaine laughed and started to kiss him again.
They was completely naked already and Wes was pushing him onto the bed, crawling on top of him. Blaine placed a hand on his shoulder and straddle him and they both moaned as their cocks touch. Blaine looked down and noticed Wes was just as hard as he was and he grinned.
"Yep. You're definitely gay."
"Oh yeah most definitely."
Blaine leaned back down and they continued to kiss and they wrapped their hands around each other and started to thrust.
"Jesus." Wes choked out closing his eyes and Blaine moaned into his mouth.
They was already close and Wes grabbed his hand and they both stopped.
"If you carry on we are not goin-
Blaine cut him off again with his mouth quickly and Wes laughed into it. It was becoming casual and they both noticed. The lube was brought out and Blaine handed it to him and smiled.
"Turn round Anderson."
Blaine laughed and nodded and turned around for him and Wes started to trail kisses down his back and Blaine was a wreck already. Wes prepped him quickly. Hearing Blaine moan like that was making his cock twitch so he did it as quickly and gently as he could.
"More." Blaine moaned out and Wes choked out a moan himself and coated himself generously.
"Are you sure? I only use-
"More." Blaine demanded with a small laugh and Wes chuckled into his back and nodded.
He lined himself up and placed a hand on his shoulder and Blaine placed his on the headboard.
"I'm okay Wes." Blaine whispeared and Wes leaned forward and kissed his shoulder blade before pushing himself inside.
"Fucking hell." Blaine choked out and wes through his head back and his eyes rolled to the back of his head.
Wes kept going into he bottomed out and he breathed into his back. Blaine lifted his self out and wrapped his arm around his neck and cupped his face. They kissed for a few minutes, tongues in each others mouths before Blaine told him to move. He snapped his hip back and drove it forward quickly and they both moaned loudly at the contact. Wes couldn't breathe. It wasn't the same as Kurt because the bond made it so much stronger but it was the same at the same time. Wes picked up his pace and started to him himself.
"Fuck Wes." Blaine moaned into his mouth and Wes grabbed his tighter and leaned them back a tiny bit and it made Blaine go crazy.
They both felt just as connected and it felt incredible.
"Harder sweetie." Blaine choked out and the pet name made his heart race. It was the first time Blaine had called him that or anything like that.
"Okay Bao Bei." Wes said softly and Blaine grinned and threw his head back into his shoulder.
"Fuck!" Blaine moaned out and Wes's hand gripped into his neck as he thrusted deeper.
"Oh my god Blaine." Wes said rolling his eyes as he felt the coil build.
It was rough but gentle. Just like Kurt and Jeff. Blaine feel the coil too.
"God turn around so I can see you cum." Wes said into his ear and Blaine moaned and nodded and Wes slipped out and Blaine turned around.
They kissed and Wes entered him again. Wes was cupping his face and their foreheads was pressed together.
"Wes." Blaine moaned and he wrapped his hand around his cock and started to pace himself with his thrusts and they both was a wreck.
"God." Wes choked out and he muffled their moans with a kiss.
A few seconds Blaine was cumming quickly and his grip on the headboard was that right it broke. He laughed out softly in pleasure and a minute later Wes was the same.
"Fuck me." Wes moaned into his mouth and Blaine wrapped his fingers through his hair.
"Jesus fucking christ Wesley." Blaine said panting and opening his mouth and shutting it again.
"Tell me about it." Wes said closing his eyes and smiling.
"Why haven't we bee-
"Oh god I don't know but-
"That was crazy."
They both started to laugh and Blaine leaned over and kissed him again lovingly. It was soft and gently and Wes kissed him back with just as much love.
"I love you Blaine." Wes said smiling into his mouth.
"I love you too Wes." Blaine said grinning and leaning up to kiss him again.
They laid together for another hour naked. There faces was inches apart. They kissed too, a lot. They was talking so casual and everything made sense now.
"I don't need to ask do I?" Blaine whispeared into his mouth.
"No, you already know." Wes whispeared back and they leaned again to kiss after a few minutes they pulled back.
"Wanna shower?" Blaine said smirking.
"Fuck yeah." Wes laughed out.
They was was walking back to the common room. They showered quickly together, washing each other's bodies. It was very domestic and they couldn't stop laughing about it. They was holding hands and it didn't feel strange. They walked into the common room and the others jumped up.
"Things are good." Blaine said smirking.
"Oh please I rocked your world." Wes said rolling his eyes and they all laughed and Blaine nodded.
"You did." Blaine said softly and leaning in to his him.
"Oh my fucking god that was so hot I was li-
Jeff started to squeal and they all laughed.
"Oh my it was so beautiful."
They all nodded and Blaine and Wes made their way over and sat down. Hands still joined.
"That was intense." Nick said licking his lips and they both leaned their heads back.
"Man it was so sweet." David said laughing and they turned to him.
"It was." Blaine said smiling at David at turning back and kissed Wes again.
"Damn. Does this mean?" Thad said smiling
"Yeah. It does." Wes said grinning and they all smiled softly.
"Call Kurt." Blaine said as he ran his fingers through his hair and Wes was shamelessly moaning.
"By the way, what broke?" Nick said smirking.
"Headboard." They said together and they all started to laugh.
Jeff pulled out his phone quickly and dialled the number and put it on loud speaker. They was all nervously waiting and Jeff was pacing so Nick had to grab him and put him on his knee. The wait was killing them but he finally answered.
"Blondie."
His voice was weak and breathless.
"Baby?" Jeff said concerned and they all leaned forward worried.
"I'm okay."
"You don't sound okay baby."
There was a pause and they could hear his laboured breath and the crackling in his chest.
"Can I come home."
They all started to cry and Jeff laughed softly.
"Come home baby."
The phone cut dead and they leaned back. He sounded awful.
"Whats wrong with him Wes?" Blaine said wiping his tears away.
"I don't think he's been feeding." Wes said placing a hand over his face.
There was phone back and Wes frowned it was his phone.
"It's Finn."
Wes answered it and put it on loud speaker and placed it on the table.
"Hey dudes."
"Hey jolly!"
"Hey man!"
"Hey Finn."
"Hey dude!"
Hey you."
"Hello Finn. How's it going?"
"I'm good dude. I was wondering if you guys could come here?"
"Is everything okay?" Blaine asked concerned.
"He hasn't fed. He can barely walk. It's bad."
"We are on are way." Jeff said quickly and nodded and they stood up.
"Let me see my baby!"
Finn opened the door and Jeff shot past him and then they heard him gasping.
"Jesus baby."
"I'm warning you, it's bad guys." Finn said turning away and they nodded.
Kurt was sitting on his bed. His hair hadn't been washed for four days and was falling limp onto his face. His lips was drying and he looked like hasn't slept for days. He had lost a a lot of weight and it was frightening.
"Oh my." Jeff said kneeling down and placing a hand on his face.
"I look like shit right?" Kurt said smiling but his throat felt like sandpaper and he could only managed to get the first three words out.
Kurt turned his head on Jeff's shoulder.
"Hey."
"What are you doing?" Blaine whispeared
"Resting my head what does it look like I'm doing?" Kurt said smiling and he Blaine chuckled.
"We have missed you." Wes said grinning.
"Missed you more." Kurt said softly. "Don't touch my hair Jeff. It washed in hear-
"Oh my god." Kurt moaned as he felt his hair being played with. "Oh my god."
This it the first contact he's had for a month. They watched the pleasure rush through is body. The all walked over and Jeff moved to sit behind him.
"Sweetie, what happened?" Nick said reaching for his leg.
"I killed two people my first week. I couldn't let go without Wesley." Kurt said turning to Wes.
"I'm so sorry." Wes said and Kurt smiled.
"Not your fault." Kurt said licking his lips.
"Let me help you." Thad said quickly.
"No Thad." Kurt said gently and they got all confused.
"I haven't fed for over two weeks. There is no chance I'm chancing killing you." Kurt said and he felt a hand on his shoulder and he moaned and they all laughed.
"I could help you dar-
"'Mmm." Kurt said feeling Wesley's hand on his shoulder.
"Donor." Kurt said again and he reached over and grabbed Blaine's hand and placed it on his thigh.
"Jesus." Kurt moaned out into his hands and they both moaned too.
"Oh god." Wes said laughing and and Blaine laughed too.
David was already calling the donor for Kurt.
"I'm sorry it's just I've had no con-
"It's okay." Blaine said softly reaching up to his face but it only made them moan louder.
"The second week I tried blood bags in hope the diet changed but it didn't and it just made me worse." Kurt whispeared.
"I'm so thankful you called. I'm falling to pieces." Kurt whispeared again but they knew he didn't mean just mean the blood.
"Can we talk?" Wes asked gently and Kurt nodded.
"After I feed?" Kurt whispeared and Wes nodded.
"God porcelain I'm sorry to say but you look fucking awful." Nick said laughing and they all groaned.
"Oh don't worry about it. I already know." Kurt said smirking.
"You've let yourself go baby. That's not like you." Jeff said into his neck and Kurt moaned again feeling his breath on his neck.
"I know blondie. I just can't fucking move. Finn tried to help me up I was a dead weight and he dropped me twice." Kurt said laughing and they all laughed.
God man." David said softly and Kurt nodded.
Kurt's eyes was flashing red and his fangs was extended since they came into the room. They could see he was struggling keeping the urges at by with Carol, Finn and Thad.
"I'm going to kill this donor. You know that right?" Kurt said closing his eyes.
"We know sweetheart it's okay." Blaine said comforting him.
"It's so strong Blaine." Kurt whispeared. "I don't think even you can help Wes. That's how bad I'm fighting it."
"I know darling." Wes said stroking his face and he bit his lip.
"I've come to terms with it. I won't break." Kurt said softly and they grinned and nodded.
"I've missed you all so much." Kurt said smiling.
"Oh trust me Kurt we have missed you." Nick said laughing and Kurt turned his head confused.
"How bad?" Kurt whispeared.
"Bad Kurt." Nick said sadly.