A/N: Hello my lovely readers! Here's a little something special for you guys. Warning: this story is rated M for a reason. You've been warned! Enjoy and as always read and review!

I woke, breathing heavy and sweating under Jacob's hot arm. My pulse was rapid, pumping blood quickly to my body. I rubbed my eyes, trying to scrub the image from my mind but it was no use. They kept coming, more often and more intense then before. I was frustrated, beyond frustrated. Id been dreaming of Jake for years, that was nothing new but lately they just left me needy and desperate.

I sighed, stretching and looking over at him. He was asleep on his stomach, with his face turned to me and his heavy arm draped over me. He was shirtless like always, wearing his boxer briefs and the sight of him made my blood boil. Which just made me more aggravated. How could he just resist so well? Of course I knew that answer. He would go shower, taking longer than normal then come out relaxed. I never asked him, but I knew.

Of course I had never tried it myself, being in a house full of vampires didn't exactly make that an appealing thought. But I wasn't home now...my thoughts trailed off. I wouldn't even know where to begin, I wasn't sure I wanted to, I just wanted Jake. Maybe I could just wake him and see what happend. I inched closer, facing him and pressing a kiss to his strong jaw. He didn't move. I trailed kisses across, hovering near his ear.

"Jacob." I whispered and pressed my lips to the shell of his ear. I felt him shift then, his arm tightening around me and his hand slipped under the silk tank top I wore, they matched my silk shorts.

"Jacob my love...wake up." I whispered again, trailing my way back to his lips.

He shifted a little, turning more on his side facing me. I used his move to slid my body closer to his, feeling his hot skin brush against my breast's threw the top. I shuddered, and pressed my lips to his. He responded then, a low groan coming from his chest and his hand on my back pulled me closer, flush against his torso. He pulled back, his eyes opening and taking me in. I probably looked like a mess, I was still flustered, my cheeks pink and my breath was louder than usual. They roamed down, following my neck and lower, where the thin material hugged my chest. His eyes seemed to catch up to my mood in no time, lighting with fire.

"Ness?" He asked but I didn't wait.

I pushed forward, molding my mouth to his. My right arm slipped around his neck on the pillow and I ran my other hand down his perfect chest, taking in his every muscle. His lips were hesitant at first, confused. But my tongue slid into his hot mouth and his hesitation vanished, pulling me closer to his body and his tongue tangled with mine. Electricity coursed through me and I wrapped my leg around him, pulling are lower bodys closer. I moaned when I felt his erection press into my thigh, the hard length of him exciting my body more. His hand slid down my back, over the band of my shorts and grabbed my ass firmly, yanking me harder against it. He groaned loudly, his fingers flexing. My hand ran up and down his back, trying to feel every part of him. He broke free then and I gasped in air, my head foggy. His lips descending down, kissing every part of my neck and collarbone. He sucked gently on the spot near my ear, causing my body to arch.

"J...ugh..Jacob." I panted.

He leaned forward, pressing me down into the mattress till I was on my back. His lips returned to mine and his hand slid around, his hot palm resting on my stomach, under my tank top. I yearned to be closer to him, my body seeking his. He leaned back, his lips still on mine but his body no longer pressed to my own. I tried to move forward again but his hand restrained me. A frustrated growl fell from my lips and he pulled back, chuckling.

"Calm down baby." He said, kissing my nose.

"I..I." I didn't know how to say what I wanted. I don't know what I want. All I knew was my body craved him, it needed his.

"What is it Ness, what do you need." He asked quietly, his face hovering above mine.

"I...I don't know." I said frustrated. He grabbed my palm gently, pressing it to his cheek.

"Show me baby." I blushed but let down the wall, letting him see the swirling tangle of emotions filling me. His eyes closed, taking in everything I felt. His breath came faster, harsher as he saw into my head. When his eyes opened, they were melting pools of pure desire.

"Ness..." He groaned and leaned down, catching my mouth with his. My body ignited, reaching for him desperately. My arms wrapped around his neck, trying to pull him closer. His arms circled my waist and pulled, landing on his back with me on him. I swang my leg around his hips, settling my self on his hard erection and I moaned, a strong feeling of desire flooding me. A low growl came from his chest and one hand fell to my waist, the other curling on my cheek and pushing me back a little.

"Shhh, Ness. Relax baby. I understand how your feeling but you can't be to loud, you'll wake up Billy. " He whispered, but I barely heard him. My brain was so muddled, my body so deprived. I leaned back slightly, shifting on him, creating friction. His back arched and his hand gripped my waist harder. His eyes fluttered shut but opened again, concentrating on me.

"Renesmee, hold on." He said. My mind panicked, imagining him leaving me now, so unsatisfied. He must of noticed cause both hands cupped my face, guiding my lips to his for one gentle kiss.

"Just listen to me for a minute, I wasn't going to say no baby. Relax." I nodded, trying to calm my breathing and listen to him. He was quite for a full minute, watching me watch him. He smiled then, his hand falling to stroke my arm near his head.

"I just want to be perfectly clear. I'm not having sex with you tonight. " I opened my mouth to protest but he beat me, his hands sliding down to my ass and grinding me into his erection. My eyes closed and breathy moan fell from my lips.

"I said no. Do you understand?" I heard his alpha tone, laced in every word. I couldn't object even if I wanted to so I nodded, moving on him again, trying to recreate that delicious friction. He kissed me softly, his lips molding to mine then pulled back.

"I know what you need baby and i'll give it to you. Just stay quiet." One hand slid up my waist, under my top and stopped at my ribs. The other rested on my cheek and his voice was gentler this time when he spoke. "Tell me to stop if your uncomfortable or I hurt you." I couldn't fathom ever being uncomfortable in his arms or him hurting me, but I nodded.

"Ness I mean it, if I do something you don't like you have to tell me. If we can't talk about it then we shouldn't be doing it."

Okay Jacob, I promise. I thought, sending it to him. He nodded and pulled me back to him, kissing me passionately.

The fire started burning in me, aching for his touch. My hands trailed down his chest, running over his muscles. His hand slid in my hair, holding me to him. My skin tingled were he touched, his palm still resting just below my chest. His thumb swept slowly back and forth, inching closer till he brushed the underside of my breast's. He paused then, pulling back to watch my face. His hand didn't move up, instead both moved down to the hem, grasping the silky material in his big hands.

"Can I take this off?" I blushed but nodded, wanting to feel his hands on my skin. I pushed my hair back behind me and sat up. His eyes stayed on mine and he slowly pulled it up, hesitating slightly but lifting the top over my head and sliding it off my arms. I resisted the impulse to cover myself and placed my palm's on his chest. His hands lowered, resting on my thighs on either side of him. His eyes closed, and I felt his torso expand with his breath.

Jake..you okay? I thought.

His eyes opened, catching mine and he smiled slightly, he nodded and finally looked away. I felt his gaze burn across my skin, a hot flash. His hands gripped my thighs and his eyes filled with desire, matching my own. His mouth hung slightly open and I couldn't control the small giggle that escaped. He grinned and his eyes flashed to mine.

"Your incredible." He whispered.

His hands slid up my legs, over my stomach and cupped my breast's. I gasped at the feeling of his hot hands on my sensitive skin. It sent every nerve in my body off and I was acutely aware of every part of him I was touching. His hand flexed, massaging gently. He trailed his fingers over my skin then and my mouth fell open at the sensation. He watched as his own thumb brushed my nipple and I moaned. He circled my breast again and rolled my nipple between his fingers.

"Oh!"

His eyes flashes to mine and I blushed, snapping my mouth closed. He growled, deep in his chest and did it again. My body shuddered, rolling my hips over his and he groaned, sliding on hand to my back and pulling me forward. His lips immediately landed on my breast, leaving hot wet kisses across the skin. His tongue flicked my nipple, sending an electric current straight to my core and my head fell back, a moan hanging in the air. My hands threaded into his short hair, gripping him to me. One hand slid down my back, gripping my ass firmly and rolling my hips into his hard erection. His mouth latched onto my nipple, sucking and flicking. My blood boiled, growing hotter and hotter and a stream of moans fell none stop from my mouth. My body shudderd on top of him, my stomach tightening into a coil.

"Jacob" I sighed, losing sense of any embarrassment. His mouth released me with a barely audible pop, one hand still teasing me, his other hand slid under my shorts, his hot fingers feeling my bare skin.

He kissed me, his tongue tangling with my own, fighting for dominance. His hands kept me wanting more, just enough to satisfy. I rolled my hips over him again, moaning when the movement hit a sensitive spot. He pulled away from me then, his hands letting me go and I whimpered. He cupped my face, pulling me close.

"Get up." He whispered. I was confused, and didn't want to lose the delicious pressure of his body, but I listened, crawling off him and sitting in my spot. He twisted his body towards me, getting up on his knees.

"Lay down." His voice was demanding, but still loving. He knew what I needed and was giving it to me, even if I didn't fully understand it myself. So I laid back, pulling my hair away and over my head, Trying to ignore the blush from laying almost naked in front of him. He studied me for a moment, thinking.

"Are you wearing panties?" He asked, and somehow I was more turned on, feeling a new wave of arousal course threw my body and I was positive if I were wearing any, they would be soaked. I shook my head, one blush blending into another.

"Good." He growled, laying his body down on my rights. He had his upper body propped up on his arm, resting on his side. He studied me for a moment, then leaned forward, kissing me deeply. I clung to him, threading one hand into his hair the other gripping his bicep.

He held himself up by one elbow, his hand falling to my neck. His fingers trailed teasingly down, slowly over my hyper sensitive skin. They covered every part of my upper torso, stroking my breasts till I was a puddle. His mouth left mine, following the path of his hand. I concentrated on taking deep breaths, trying to keep my voice down. When his mouth closed over my nipple again, I couldn't stop the sounds from coming.

His hand slid slowly down my stomach, stroking the soft skin till it rested right above my shorts. One finger slipped under the waistband of my shorts, trailing slowly from one side to another. I whimpered, my hips reflexively arching up, trying to find something. I was a mess by this point, my hair was everywhere, my face flushed, my body shuddered uncontrollably. I didn't have control over my own body, it responded to him and him only.

"J-Jake..please." I breathed, wriggling beneath him. His face raised, watching me and his hand slipped under my waistband. His palm pressed to my thigh, pushing gently and my knees bent, falling open. His face raised to mine, his eyes holding me in place and his hot hand cupped me. His touche, so intimate melted me, and I sank back into the bed, my eyes sliding shut.

"Look at me Ness." His voice was low and guttural, demanding me to open my eyes and watch him. His face was more perfect than i'd ever seen, filled with desire and lust, but so much love and acceptance, that I wasn't the slightest bit embarrassed. His fingers slowly ran along me, teasingly and light. The sparks that shot through my body threatened to consume me and I felt my legs twitch, opening farther and practically begging for him to continue.

"Oh god baby, your so wet." He growled, and I felt a deep flush enter my cheeks as his fingers stroked easily through my slick folds, finding the small bundle of nerves and making slow tiny circles.

My mouth fell open and my back arched, my breast coming closer to his glorious body. The feeling was like nothing I had felt before, and my eyes rolled back, breathy pleas falling from my mouth. I couldn't even make out what I was saying, but I think it was just his name, over and over. The sensations were overpowering, more intense then I would of ever thought. Unconsciously my hand gripped his muscled bicep, tethering me to something real. The only thing I could come close to concentrating on was his glorious face, which was focused on me and my body. He grinned and leaned close, putting his mouth inches from my ear.

"I'm gonna enter you now Ness." He whispered, his hot breath fanning over me and I shuddered again. My brain briefly wondered how he was so damn good at this, but then didn't care when one of his thick long fingers slowly eased into my core. I swallowed a groan as the sensation swept through my body. There was something beyond sexy about the way he played my body so perfectly. It was alive for him, humming with so much electricity I felt like I would explode.

"Is that okay baby..do you like that.." He asked, his voice low and guttural. His words turned me on more, playing me the way his hand did, but there was also a question there, he really wanted to make sure I liked what he was doing to me.

"Yes..oh, ya..don't stop Jake." I gasped, pleading for more.

He growled, his chest vibrating through me and he leaned forward, kissing my neck and sucking. My toes curled into the bed and I felt it getting increasingly difficult to catch my breath as he moved his finger in and out, pumping into my body. He shifted his body then, bringing his other hand in front of him and quickly taking my nipple between his fingers. Simultaneously he rubbed his thumb up over my clit and I felt like I was standing at the edge of a clif, and all I wanted to do was jump head first in.

"Let go Ness..Come for me." His words tipped me over, but instead of plummeting down it felt like I simply floated away, riding away on the waves of immense pleasure that was coursing through me. I felt my body clench and release, again and again. He didn't stop, his hands continued to stroke me, guiding me through it until I had nothing left and I finally floated back down to earth.

When my eyes finally fluttered open I could see him watching me, his eyes heavy but calmer than before. He gently withdrew his hand, placing it on my hammering chest and leaned down kissing me tenderly. I mentally went over the past minutes, relishing in the way I was feeling. I could finally understand how just amazing being intimate with Jacob was, and would be. My body felt lighter, more relaxed then I had been in months. I looked over him then, realizing in my euphoric state that I had left tiny crescent shaped cuts on his bicep from my nails. I ran my thumb over them watching as they already started to heel before my eyes.

"Im sorry, I didn't realize.." I trailed off when he shook his head slowly, a sly grin on his lips.

"Believe me, I didn't mind in the least." His husky words caused me to blush but I ignored it, pushing aside any shyness I felt.

"That was incredible." I said, moving my hands to his strong jaw, leaning forward and kissing him again.

"It really was, but maybe next time you could not attack me at...3 am." He said teasingly, glancing over my shoulder. I laughed also, but just shrugged.

"I'm not making any promises, especially now I know what that feels like." He only smiled at me before lowering himself fully to the bed and tugging me closer. I laughed when his arms encircled me and one of large hands cupped my breast. Satisfied and exhausted I feel asleep quickly in his arms.