Let Me Be Me

by 626Edge

Sugar has a bad voice. She knows it already. She knows no one likes her. But she figured joining the glee club would help. Now she's given up. Can someone help her? Or will someone try to change her to their will? Or will someone try to change her but just to help her get out of her shell? Read on to find out.

43. Chapter-43

-Chapter 43-

-Rachel pov-

It has been a week since regionals. It has been a week since we lost our chance at nationals. It has been a week since we have had a glee meeting. It has been a week since my m-Shelby has been around.

The trio have been raising hell in the school. A slushy machine has been brought back and unleashed. Even I have been slushied a few times. I do not know anyone who has been safe.

"Move the fuck out of the way midget!" I am met with a cold splash of rainbow to the face "I told you to move!"

I watch them walk away and shiver. I do not have anymore clothes to change into. I feel a hand on my shoulder and see my girlfriend. I give her a small smile and let her lead me to the bathroom.

-Time skip-

We are in the glee room currently. We got told to come in during lunch. Sue is in front with my grandmother. I am very confused on what is going on.

"Uhh" I stand up slowly "I know this may be important but...can I sing first? I have some emotions to get off my chest"

"That works" Sue motions to the free space by the piano "Floor is yours"

I give a small smile and walk to the front. I notice the trio smirking at me and it is probably from the multicolored shirt. I really hope these slush attacks stop. I can not do them anymore.

-Rachel singing-

I need another story

Something to get off my chest

My life gets kinda boring

Need something that I can confess

'Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said

Come by it honestly I swear

Thought you saw me wink, no

I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear

Something that will light those ears

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time don't need another perfect lie

Don't care if critics ever jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far

It's like we're chasing all those stars

Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news

All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises

Just write it into an album

Send it straight to gold

But I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear

Something that will light those ears

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie

Don't care if critics ever jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got no shame

Got no family I can blame

Just don't let me disappear

I'ma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear

Something that will light those ears

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie

Don't care if critics ever jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear

Something that will light those ears

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie

Don't care if critics ever jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

All my secrets away, all my secrets away

"Way to go tranny" I feel my heart break at Santana's name calling "What? You gonna cry? You do not deserve to cry!"

"I guess the news has not been given" we all look to the door to see Shelby there "I was able to get us into nationals"

"She~"

"Do not" Mom walks to me and cups my face "I got a nice apartment for the four of us ok? It will all work out baby girl"

"Are you really here for me?" She nods and I hug her "I need you! Please do not leave me again! I can not handle you leaving me again!"

"I will never leave you again" Mom lets go of me and turns "You three are out! Get out of my club room! There was a no bullying rule put up immediately!"

Brittany is the first one up "What?!" She steps toward us "You left us! Why are we being punished?"

"Why did you punish Rachel because I left?" She goes silent and looks away "That is what I thought..I actually have a song for you three too"

-Shelby singing-

I wake up every evening

With a big smile on my face

And it never feels out of place

And you're still probably working

At a nine to five pace

I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face

Hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

When you walk my way

Hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love?

And where's that shiny car?

And did it ever get you far?

You never seemed so tense love

I've never seen you fall so hard

Do you know where you are?

And truth be told I miss you

And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face

Hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

When you walk my way

Hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well

Then he's a fool you're just as well

Hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself

Where'd it all go wrong?

But the list goes on and on

And truth be told I miss you

And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face

Hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

When you walk my way

Hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well

Then he's a fool, you're just as well

Hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see

What you've done to me

You can take back your memories

They're no good to me

And here's all your lies

You can look me in the eyes

With the sad, sad look

That you wear so well

When you see my face

Hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

When you walk my way

Hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well

Then he's a fool you're just as well

Hope it gives you hell

When you see my face

Hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

When you walk my way

Hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

When you hear this song and you sing along but you'll never tell

Then you're the fool, I'm just as well

Hope it gives you hell

When you hear this song

I hope that it will give you hell

You can sing along

I hope that it puts you through hell

"I have already talked to your moms" Mom grabs my arm and leads us toward the door "Meeting dismissed! Sugar come on! You too mom!"

-Santana pov-

We are in shock as everyone leaves the room. Shelby is back and just broke up with us. Shelby is back and leaving our home. The first time Shelby has really acknowledged us together lead to a break up.

What honestly just happened? I look to my right and see Brittany still standing there. Lucy looks to be frozen in shock. I honestly do not know what else we were thinking.

"We deserved that" I feel both set of eyes on me and stand up "We took our anger out on Rachel and them because of Shelby leaving...we did not try and comfort Rachel! She lost her mom while we lost our girlfriend! She needed friends not bullies! We failed"

"I resorted to Quinn" Lucy's eyes start to pool with tears "I can not believe I messed up"

"We all messed up" I sigh and look at them "Now we have to fix it"

But I have no clue how we are even going to start.