-Chapter 45-
-Sugar pov-
Today has been a good day honestly. We are about to go to a party actually. We being Rachel, Brittany, Santana, and me. Lucy did not want to go and be a burden.
We tried to talk her into going but she just would not say yes. So now we are just a quad pack of party goers. Is that the word hip teens use? I have not really been to any parties.
No one really has liked me too much. My dad always scared any possible friends I could have. I never really got invited to anything. Maybe that is why I am so awkward?
"Sug!" I jump and turn toward Rachel "You ok?"
"Just thinking" I look at the gas station we are pulled into "What are we doing here?"
"Getting soda bottle you need to keep on you" I give Santana a confused look "No drinking or taking drinks from anyone ok? I have been to these parties before and it is how mistakes are made"
"Beth is not a mistake" Santana does not respond to Rachel "Santana!"
"I did not say Beth" Santana sighs "I know someone who had a abortion from one of these parties and it was not by choice"
I nod and grab my door handle "We can get a bottle" Santana nods and opens her door "Let us go and find the fabled Soda!"
They all chuckle and I smile. We walk in together and to the pop section. I feel eyes on me and try not to think about it. I jump when a hand touches my shoulder.
"It is just me" I turn confused and see it is my dad...looking very rugged "I-I know you do not wanna talk to me but..I will leave you alone if you just give me a few dollars"
"Leave now" Santana stands beside me glaring "She does not need you anymore! You left her for a whore! Go to your other family!"
"I lost my business" He looks out the window and starts looking around "They are after me sugar! You know how the Motta family is! You can not just leave me out to dry!"
"Do they know I am emancipated from you?" The look on his face tells it all "You will not get a single dime from me! You are not my father! You are nothing but a worthless shell of a man!"
I start to walk away with the girls but he stops me. I see the look in his eyes and know he really is in deep. The Motta family is...we are not the mafia but you could say it is close. It is very, very close to the mafia.
"Please" He holds his hand out "I will not ask for money again! You can not tell them! Shake and promise me you will never tell them!"
"I owe nothing to you" I turn and lead the girls away "We have stuff to pay for"
"You gonna be ok?" I look at Rachel and nod "You sure?"
"Nope" I smile and pull her into me "But that is what makes life fine"
-Time skip-Santana pov-
We have been at this party for about 3 hours now. I have no clue where the other two have gone. I have been searching with Brittany for a hour now. No one seems to have seen either of them.
"Oh god" I give Brittany a confused look and she points "Look"
I turn and groan at what I see. Rachel is swaying and missing her shirt. We had a bottle plan! I start to walk over but get pushed back as a crowd forms.
"Sing Broadway!" Oh god no "Sing for us!"
That is all it takes for Rachel to get some music. She looks like she is in heaven right now. Brittany points away and I nod. She can get sugar while I fix this mess.
-Rachel singing-
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
I have slowly made it over to her. I stop in surprise by what comes next. Who knew Rachel could rap?
Yeah... Ha Ha!
Finally someone let me out of my cage
Now, time for me is nothing 'cause I'm counting no age
Now I couldn't be there
Now you shouldn't be scared
I'm good at repairs (thought sample)
And I'm under each snare
Intangible
Bet you didn't think so I command you to
Panoramic view (you?)
Look I'll make it all manageable
Pick and choose
Sit and lose
All you different crews
Chicks and dudes
Who you think is really kickin' tunes?
Picture you gettin' down in a picture tube
Like you lit the fuse
You think it's fictional?
Mystical? Maybe
Spiritual
Hero who appears in you to clear your view when you're too crazy
Lifeless
To those the definition for what life is
Priceless
To you because I put you on the hype shit
You like it?
Gun smokin' righteous with one toke
You're psychic among those
Possess you with one go
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future (that's right) is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
The essence the basics
Without it you make it
Allow me to make this
Child-like in nature
Rhythm
You have it or you don't that's a fallacy
I'm in them
Every sprouting tree
Every child of peace
Every cloud and sea
You see with your eyes
I see destruction and demise
Corruption in disguise
(that's right)
From this fuckin' enterprise
Now I'm sucked into your lies
Through Russel, not his muscles but percussion he provides
For me as a guide
(Say what)
Y'all can see me now 'cause you don't see with your eye
You perceive with your mind
That's the inner (fuck 'em)
So I'mma stick around with Russ and be a mentor
Bust a few rhymes so motherfuckers remember where the thought is
I brought all this
So you can survive when law is lawless (right here)
Feelings, sensations that you thought was dead
No squealing, remember that it's all in your head
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
My future is coming on
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My future is coming on
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My future
"Alright shows over" I pull Rachel down and into me "Where is your shirt?"
"Wit sugar and Bob" Bob? "He was veeeweery touchy"
"I am going to kill Bob" I start toward the door and see Brittany, a shaking sugar, and some warblers "What happened?"
"We need to get Sugar to the hospital" Blaine steps forward "We already dealt with Bob and the police are on the way"
"I do not want anyone else to touch me!" Sugar moves into Brittany more "No more guys...please"
I share a look with Brittany and she leads sugar out. I groan at what I am going to have to do. I pull out my phone as the warblers help drunk Rachel. I push the contact and put it to my ear.
"Hey...We got a problem"
-Time skip-
"Take sugar upstairs with Rachel" Brittany nods and takes the two away "I am going to kill you Santana"
"What?" Shelby slowly turns and I see fire in her eyes "N-no-now hang on a second!"
"I AM GOING TO KILL YOU!" I run and hear her chasing me "YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE WATCHING THEM!"
"He never got the chance to rape her!" I dodge a toy truck that was thrown "HEY!"
"Get over here!" I am hit by a pillow cushion and fall "I am going to end you"
"Now Shelby" I look to see my mom holding a belt "You will not kill her..let me give her the belt"
"Fair" Shelby looks at me with a glare "Couch tonight missy"
I watch Shelby walk away "You are in trouble just like Brittany just was" Oh god "Now here comes the belt"
Goodbye being able to sit. Hello butt cushion.
-Sugar pov-
I look at Rachel as she sleeps beside me. I was able to get her out of the room in time. I knew what that monster wanted. I am so lucky Blaine popped up with the warblers.
"Hey sug?" I turn and see Shelby "You ok?"
"I will be" Shelby nods and sits down beside me "Will I need a therapist?"
"Maybe" I sigh and Shelby runs a hand through my hair "I will make sure you are ok"
I nod and she gives me a cheek kiss. She walks out and I turn back to Rachel. I cuddle into her for dear life. I just need her right now.
Maybe tomorrow will be better.
