(Warning M Content!)

Can He Really Be Back?

(Iris POV)

I wake up to Steve shooting right up in bed and dashing to go into the bathroom, it startled me, I could hear him turning on the sink and taking a deep breath. I don't know what's wrong but it worried me. I quietly tiptoe and step into the bathroom a little bit, I see him running water on his face and the back of his neck, breathing heavy in the mirror and he's sweating.

"Steve? Are you okay?" I ask quietly, I didn't want to startle him.

"Iris!" He says looking at me with a smile in the mirror.

He turns around, walks right up to me, puts his hands on my face and rubs my cheeks with his thumbs as he has a big smile on his face and kisses me very passionately. The kiss was so passionate in fact that it took my breath away, I am so shocked and confused that I don't even get a chance to really kiss him back before he pulls away.

"Steve, what's gotten into you?" I ask as I put my hand on my chest, I am still trying to recover from that kiss! Damn!

"I remember Iris...I remember everything." He smiles as he strokes my face.

"You do?" I ask, not quite believing it yet, it seemed to good to be true.

"Yes! I remember how we met, our first kiss...the moment I knew I was in love with you... when you told me about your past...the first time we made love... and when we said I love you to each other...I love you Iris." He says as he is still holding my face in his hands, he brings his hands down and rubs my shoulders tenderly.

"Steve!" I speak softly as I grab his face with tears going down my cheeks, I quickly lean in and start to leave lite but fast kisses on his chin, face, nose and pretty much anywhere I can. "Your back!" I whisper between kisses.

I wrap my arms around his neck and I just hug him, burying my face in his neck. My tears wouldn't stop, I had him back and he finally remembered everything! "I thought I lost you," I whispered between my cries. He didn't say anything, he just kept holding me so tight with his arms fully around me. With my face buried in his neck I inhale his scent, God I missed that smell! I couldn't help but kiss his neck where his pulse was, yes he was real, this was real! The past 3 days had felt like a good but bad dream all wrapped up into one. He was just soothing my back while I kiss his neck tenderly as I also was raking my fingernails in his scalp, he began to tilt his head back to give me more access. That makes me kiss the front of his neck and work my way back up to his face. I kiss his chin, cheek and back to his lips. As we kiss I continue to rake my fingers through his hair, massaging his scalp. He puts one arm around me and puts the other hand on the back of my head though my hair, pressing our bodies together even more, I wrap my arms around his head tighter as our kisses continue to deepen, I was on my tiptoes, trying to be as close to him as I could.

As we're still kissing he suddenly picks me up bride style, I have one arm around his neck and the other holding his face gently as he walks me to the bed. As he lays me down I pull him down with me by the collar of his shirt, our lips never part as he lays right on top of me. I run one of my legs up and down one of his thighs while our legs are between each others. He begins to massage and stroke my thigh as he starts to kiss my neck. I put my head back and stroke the back of his neck with my fingernails, with his free hand he gently caresses my chest where my scars are and he kisses them at the same time, just like he did our first time. I love the feeling of his hands touching me so tenderly and gently, having his full weight on me again! He soon goes back to my lips and I am holding onto him so tight. He rubs my thigh more, bringing my leg up higher on his hip as I continue to rub my thigh over his. I start to subconsciously buck into him and he is begins to do the same.

"Steve, make love to me." I whisper in between kisses and lite moans.

He stops kissing me for a minute so we both can take off each other's shirts, he dives his mouth back to my neck, kissing near my ear. I run my hands all over his chest, abs, pecks and biceps, I can't stop touching him. He stops kissing my neck and looks right in my eyes as he puts his free hand on my face, strokes it and brings my lips back to his, a few tears go down my cheek. I just can't believe I have him back, 3 days ago I thought he was dead but here he is taking my breath away. As our kisses become more intense I start to take off his bottoms and he soon follows and takes off mine, he uses one hand to lift me up and the other to remove my bottoms. He puts his hand on the back of my thigh, the one I wrapped around his hip and puts it back to where it was before but brings it up even higher on his hip and he immediately begins to thrust. I begin to moan and raise my leg up higher and higher, rubbing his ass with my leg/foot. He keeps that arm around my thigh as my arms are completely wrapped around him, hugging him to my body so tight. I want to feel every inch of him, I can practically feel every muscle against my chest. I begin to run my fingers through his hair, massaging his scalp tenderly. He is going slow but very deep. My mouth flies open and throw my head back and he kisses my neck, he will keep raising my leg higher and every time he does he goes deeper, I keep rubbing my foot on his ass.

"Steve." I whisper as he goes really deep and really hard but continues to go slow, it makes me moan louder, "Steve, touch me." I whisper in his ear as I kiss it.

With one of his hands still on my thigh holding up my leg he uses the other hand to run up my side slowly with his fingertips, it tingles, I usually would giggle but not tonight. He puts his hand between my breasts caressing it tenderly and begins to kiss there too and then moves his hand to one of my breasts, massaging and squeezing it hard but also tenderly, it was just the right mix. He starts to kiss my other breast, he runs his tongue around my nipple, sucks on it and pulls on it with his teeth, "Yes!" I moan as I continue to throw my head back and keep arching my back trying to match his thrusts. As he is still kissing and massaging my breasts he moves his hand from my thigh and runs it up my inner thigh and inserts 2 fingers inside me gently and slowly, I moan louder, "Oh God!" I buck into his hand biting my lower lip, I tug on his hair just a little bit as he continues to slowly go deeper in me, kissing and massaging my breasts and now fingering me! He was doing everything so tenderly and gently but also hard and this was the first time that he fingered me while also pleasuring me from the front, such he would finger me when he was fucking me from behind but not this way.

By pulling his hair up I bring his mouth back to mine and our tongues are mixing together, he starts to thrust a bit faster. I whimper in his mouth as I keep raising my leg up higher on his hip and hold onto his shoulders causing him and his fingers to go deeper, "Iris." Steve moans in my mouth as I run one hand down his back and rub, squeeze and push his ass into me even more, forcing him to go harder and deeper, he goes even faster. We both cum hard! As I am still holding up my leg and I wrap my arms around him, I kiss and rub his shoulders tenderly as he kisses my hairline. He grabs my face with both of his hands bringing me back to his lips to give me one last very long passionate kiss, again it takes my breath away.

He slides off me, putting his arm around my waist rolling both of us on our sides and spoons me from behind, holding my body tight to his. I am breathless and I close my eyes just loving the feeling of his arms around me. He moves my hair to the side so it's bare and I feel his breath on my neck and I feel him giving me soft kisses where my shoulder and neck meet and running his fingertips on my shoulder/arm then moves it down to rub my tummy right below my breasts, again just using his fingertips. Soon later while kissing my neck he moved his hand up and pleasured my breasts again but very gently. I kept my eyes closed the whole time, I put my arm behind his head massaging the back of his neck.

While he continues to pleasure both my breasts softly with one hand and with the other he turns my face to the side, strokes my cheek with the back of his knuckles and kisses me softly. He takes his hand away from face and slowly runs his hand down my shoulder and wrapped it around me pressing my whole body to him even more and he starts slowly going inside me again from behind, he never stopped pleasuring my breasts with the other hand. I gasp, I was not expecting him to do this, I thought we were done but I am not complaining! I push my ass into him slowly so he goes deeper, he groans in my ear that makes my whole body tingle and I push back into him even more that makes us both go faster. He raises my leg up so its bent in the air and puts his 2 fingers inside me again. I moan louder as I put my hand over his and help him pleasure me, "Oh God! Steve!" I moan as my eyes are shut so tight, "Iris." I feel his breath on my neck as we both cum again! He stops as we both are breathing heavy, feeling each other cum and I turn my face and we kiss again tenderly but also very passionately, I am raking my nails on the back of his neck as he is holding and stroking the front of my neck.

For about an hour we are just awake holding each other. I suddenly turn around still on my side so I can look at him, I run my fingers over his face, "I missed you so much Steve." I whispered looking in his eyes.

"I missed you too." He also whispered, running his thumb over my neck.

"...You were dead...I thought I lost you."

"You almost did..."

"You said you would always come back." I said a little upset now as a few tears go down my cheek, "Why did you go and do that without telling me or say goodbye? We were suppose to be in this together."

"I know...I'm sorry for all I have put you through. After you almost got shot...I knew I couldn't put you in danger anymore...but you have to know I will never be sorry for protecting you and doing anything to make sure you are safe...I don't know what I would do if I lost you," He said as he rubbed my face tenderly with the back of his knuckles.

"I know what that's like...I thought you were dead for 4 months...Steve...I was lost without you." I softly replied, he didn't know what to say, he just kept running the back of his knuckles on my face gently, I kissed his hand once he ran them over my lips.

"I can't believe I forgot you..."

"I knew you would be back..."I gave him a reassuring smile.

"You did?" He asked as I just nodded, "I guess I was afraid to remember, I mean I just couldn't comprehend me loving someone else other then Peggy...but I do..." He told me as he ran his thumb over my lips, "But you never left me...I dreamed about you."

"You did?" I smiled.

"Yeah...well at the time I didn't know it was you but...it was you...trying to bring me back then whole time."

I gave him a lite kiss, "I love you Steve Rogers."

"I love you too." He repeated as he kissed me again.

We wrapped our arms around each other, he rubbed my back tenderly. I closed my eyes smiling to myself, I was so happy to be in his arms again! I lay my head on his chest and listen to his heartbeat, "Hold me tighter." I whisper, I feel him wrap his arms around me as I instructed...but it still wasn't tight enough, "Tighter." I repeat with my eyes still closed and again he holds me tighter...that's much better! I fall asleep having the best sleep I've had in over 4 months.

Hopefully this Chapter made everyone happy!