Bucky woke gasping for air.

The darkened room was empty except for himself; window closed and the moon shining through the curtain.

Holding back a moan, he clasped his arms tight around his chest, and struggled to slow his breathing, trying not to scream.

Quiet, he had to be quiet.

When a tiny whimper escaped him, he turned over onto his belly and pressed his face into the pillow, a few tears escaping as he remembered the final horror.

Just before he'd woken, Bucky had opened his eyes on his unknown attacker.

The face he'd seen had been his own.