Side Story 16: The Unknown Territory (Bakura's Point Of View)

What am I as I heard the shouts within my heart and soul? What am I as I feel ripped into two and screamed... for it to be over? I couldn't stop hearing my heart crying endlessly in a pool of tears... as I heard my Hikari screamed he hated my life more louder than before. What am I as I heard this all to the end of my lines? What am I as I heard my heart screaming to leave this crucial life behind? What am I as I heard my heart saying to quit living the life I had with... Ryo Bakura? As I heard my heart sobbing in tears, I was mad with it all and I couldn't control my rage at him over and over. What am I for life and forever to him?!

What am I for life as I heard his shouts that he... never cares about me?! I cannot relive another day and another like lifetime as I screamed in a shout that aroused the guards. I simply banged against the bars in anger as I heard Marik shrieked in anger and might about me... sending me to go forth another separate chamber. As I watched everyone within the bar new cell, I was upset with it all as I heard my heart screaming to leave this life for good. What am I as I heard my heart yelling for mercy and for a better life? What am I as I heard the man known as... the thief within the counterpart? The counterpart seemed a little offhanded as I heard my heart screaming for hell and over. The counterpart simply... yelled and shrieked to kill my life and over my own voice.

What am I as I heard my heart screaming the will to be free? What am I as I heard my heart crying to sudden like tears? What am I as I heard my heart crying to be escaping the toll of death for me? What am I as I heard my heart screamed to leave and rid the problems within my insides? What am I as I heard myself in another time that I... was going to be a lot happier and even a life so unknown? Do I know as to why he always loves my heart to be this dead... for him alone? What am I exactly for life that he never cares as I do? Do I know why he hates to live among the shadows of his own like life?

Do I know what must be done with him and always? What must I do exactly and why? Could I really live a better life ahead afterwards? Could I really live another life and see the light at the end? What am I as I heard my heart cared only for my Hikari? What am I as I heard my heart say he loves me always?

I mustn't let it slip away... I thought so deadly. I mustn't think twice to see a way before I could be happier.

I guess I was this sad and always in my heart about him... but what am I to him forever? What am I to him as usual? What am I to him as I always am as a Yami? Who am I and why must I care for him at all? Do I know if I care and even just leave this life for his own sake? Do I know what must be done as well as my life for him? Do I know what must be done in life and after? Do I understand my life with him as always?

In the course of my life, I was alone and frail as less as a Yami... but I knew it was only a matter of time to replenish the sins I've done to anyone or others as a pharaoh that was that great. I knew in my heart I was always a lonely like man to live for... but with such great mind to have and to receive. I was a man that loves certain like things, but I cannot stop to think it was that easy. I was a little bit stressed as I heard my heart always in a kindled ash fire... and I was lost within my own world. What life gave me this as I heard my heart became in flames and ash in smoke? What life became of this as I heard my heart sobbing in woes of pain and misery? What depths of hell gave me this at all? What kind of life gave me this deservance?

I was lost in a world of no hope and no sense of survival... to hold and even kept alive.

Was I always this man to live among the stars like the gods? Was I always a man to care about his life and not others? Was I really a man to care about nothing, but himself? What am I as I heard my heart telling me that I should not care about anyone... or even him as well? What am I as I heard my heart saying I should though? What am I as I heard myself to die instead? What am I as I heard my heart suffering in chains of no freedom at will? What am I as I heard things weren't the way it should be?

What am I as I heard my heart crying in hell's pathway? Am I always a man to care among anybody or anyone at all? Am I really a good pharaoh or am I... just a selfish uncaring man that was just a plain ruler? What am I as I heard him shout to stay away from my Hikari forever? What am I as I heard him say he hates my feelings around him? What am I as I heard my heart screaming at Marik with hatred in my blood? What am I as I heard my heart screaming to kill among them each for hurting him dearly? What am I as I heard my Hikari crying in tears to die and even be at rest?

What am I as I heard my heart became the furnace to replenish the arise of... the counterpart's original form? What am I as I heard him cry that he hates it all? What have I done to harm my Hikari and everything I once had with him only? What am I as I heard him say he hates my heart with him and always? I just knew it was this bitter and cold to word out... but I knew he hates everything on his lines and not for others. Why should I care about him and why though? Why should I care about him as I watched him eat his life to shreds? Why should I care about him after all he agrees with it?!

What am I as I heard my heart crying to stop this madness within? What am I as I heard my heart screaming no more? What am I as I heard him shout that he had enough with me? What am I within a world this cold and such brutal like violence? As I kept aside from him, he was mad with it all and I hated his... own words of screams and harassment around me. I couldn't listened at all as I heard his yells that he hates me entirely for him and no feelings within. I couldn't see forth another day anymore and I needed someone besides myself. I couldn't stand it anymore with him or even... the boy that became... like another in shadow like form.

What am I as I heard my heart saying I should care so less forever? What am I as I heard my heart caring ever less than before it started? What am I as I heard my heart wanted to attack them both to the ground and to kill them each? What am I as I heard my heart wanting to hurt them all for their harassment? As I went in another section of the wall, I was mad with him and his mockery of his deal with me earlier and I... wanted to care no more of this all. I couldn't listened at all as I went away to see some shed of light from the bars. I watched the sky in agony and despair as I wept in tears and cries of my own. I couldn't withstand another day anymore and I wanted the afterlife... after over five millennia.

I couldn't listened within my heart anymore and I wanted my freedom from it all. I wanted a life that was something better, but what case will it take to have as such? What use to me that they are just plain bad harassments? I just wish they just... quit hurting my life and forever wanted to live someplace else. I wanted something else for life and I knew it was no good to have at all. I was mad with myself as I watched the air in a dead like sigh. I was lost in might as I lost my hope within the black sky. What am I as I always... looked upon the skies just for guidance?

What am I as I heard them yell they hate each other? What am I as I heard my heart give forth to surrender to the darkness? What am I as I heard nothing was right at all? What am I as I heard my heart giving up about this lifetime? As I heard my heart within the boundaries from them all, they would never understand my life or even care about... me at all. I just wish to never see the fact of this lifetime like this ever again... and I wish for no more of this to be my beginnings. I just wish I had another chance in life instead of this spiral like life I had that crashed me since birth... The birth of what started my years as Horus pagan.

To what must it be that they would care at all... even the littlest of it all?

What must my life always say to me as Horus pagan? What am I as I heard them screamed they hated their lives? What am I as I heard my heart saying to will no more of life I dreamed of? What am I as I heard no more of this all? I just wish I knew what must be done as always... and I cannot stand harder if I can't stay here anymore. I cannot stop to think that this was the end... for eternity. I was mad with it all that I should find someone besides them all. I cannot care anymore as I feel originally in life and next...

The next was troublesome and might to have at peak... but I knew it was... this small to receive. I mustn't think it was easy at all... but I knew it was this cruel and such less justice. What am I as I heard no more of what's in time for me? What am I as I heard my heart dying so deadly in the fire? What am I as I heard my heart being in ash and crumpling into dust and soot? As I live no more further, what is to become of them and why? Would it really matter at all? Would it matter if they... were just people that I was stuck to be with?

What am I as I heard my heart thinking it should be... gone for life? I am forever sad and lonely as of less... but I knew it was that way in such a life I had. I was mad with it all and I knew it was... this way forever and ever. I was upset with it all and I need someone other than them. What kind of life am I under and why must it be just them? What am I as I heard them scream they care about other things besides I? What am I as I heard my heart caring no more of this? I just knew it was this sad and quite... bitterness to swallow... but I cannot retrace my life at all.

I could never go back or rewind it all to the start... but then...

Would I really care anymore after all...

...I went through since I was born?