Alright. So I've written 17 chapters ahead of this one, but I'd like to hear from you guys: what do YOU want to see Hiccup do between now and Snoggletog (GOTNF)? I love taking suggestions, so if you have anything you especially want me to write, let me know in the reviews! :D

On with the chapter...

Entry 90

I've had a lot of time to think today.

Firstly, I should mention my dad has not let me get out of bed, and even though I'd never admit it, I didn't want to. Flying with Toothless yesterday really was NOT a good idea… It's hard enough that I haven't used any of my limbs in months, but add onto that the fact that one of them is different now and I think I may have overworked myself. I don't know if I could stand even if I wanted to… (not that I'd ever admit that). But ergo, all the thinking.

I suppose I should mention that I'm not feeling quite as excited as yesterday. I'm still blown away by what I saw, but now, a bit of worry has begun gnawing at me too. Even if my father promises otherwise, is there a possibility things will go back to the way they were? Will one of the dragons make a mistake, and everyone go back to hating them? To… hating me?

Deep down, I think I know that's dumb. If the dragons have lasted months without me even knowing of their presence, I'm sure they'll be okay. But still… it's kind of hard to think differently when I've been living in that reality for the last half of my life. From the few people I saw yesterday, they acted nicely toward me; but I can't imagine EVERYBODY changed their opinions that fast, right?

I've talked through all these thoughts with Toothless, and I think I've made him worry about me. The whole time I was explaining my fears, he looked at me as if I was crazy. I guess that's all I should need to know that my fears are unwarranted, but still, I can't help but think about it. Toothless certainly seems to think I'm being ridiculous, but I'm not sure, at least not yet. I think I need to spend more time out there to know for certain. But, like I said, that isn't happening today…

Augh, I just wish that adrenaline I felt yesterday had stuck around. My mind is both my best asset and worst enemy, and now that the excitement of seeing how different everything is has worn off, it's become louder than ever.

Until next time…

-H

fr though, I've always thought it was crazy for Hiccup to go flying right after waking up lol