A/N: This journal entry is from the evening of the same day as part 77

I had a most intriguing visit with Bella today. She texted me while I was at school, but having matriculated no less than fifteen times at this point I decided that study hall was not a priority and nor were the rest of my classes.

I was quite nervous about going to her house as it was breaking all the rules, but I figured since I am going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly.

Bella was positively inebriated on cough medicine, sloppy and lurching against the door frame and looking at me through droopy eyelids as she opened the front door. She was in remarkably high spirits though! She grabbed me by the lapels and I let her drag me inside, it was VERY arousing, even with the sniffing!

I helped to settle her amongst her blankets on the couch and took a seat on the floor in front of the couch. She was watching some captivating telenovela marathon and we were both engrossed immediately.

Over the next few minutes I could hear Bella shuffling and sighing on the couch behind me and felt her hands, slightly syrupy from the Nyquil, begin to caress my hair as she slurred something approximating 'fluff' in a very loud whisper repeatedly.

By the time the second episode was underway Bella had wriggled so that her face was on the couch cushions just behind my head. I could feel her soft, medicated breath warming my scalp and it made me tingle all over. I grabbed a cushion and positioned it carefully over my lap, this was a wise decision as things continued to get ever more erotic!

After a short nap, snores tickling my hair and ears, as I stared intently at our reflections in the television screen, Bella awoke. I was glazed over in wanton lust and enthralled by the situation that had unfolded, absolutely incapacitated in a heady mix of panic and lust so far beyond my very wildest fantasies! Bella moved her head until it was resting upon mine, her cheek hot with a faint flush of fever and her warm little right hand crept clumsily to stroke my cheek and ear. 'My fluff' she said. YES! I am! I am eternally your most ardently devoted and adoring fluff!

She moved again, this time positioning her head on my right shoulder, I was still leaning against the couch, totally frozen and giddy with delight, with a wide goofy grin on my face and a look of abject terror in my eyes. Bella was reclining on the couch but somehow was also trying to curl around my shoulders. The position was quite impossible, but she ended up with her head and right arm on my right shoulder and her left arm and her bosom wrapped around the back of my head and left shoulder. Good god!

I fear I owe Chief Swan a new cushion. I gripped it very tightly indeed, fearing I would rupture it. This is not what I had imagined our first time being intimate to be like at all!

But it was perfect! Her worn, grey flannel pajamas, the Nyquil on her breath, her low, demanding, husky tone; it was all the stuff of daydreams!

Her body felt impossibly soft and smelled divine. I must admit I leaned back a little, sighing, lost in the moment. She took to petting my hair again and mumbled 'rumbler' when I started purring.

I tried to pull myself away and force myself to go back to school, but Bella had a surprisingly strong (and sticky) grip. She was insistent that she needed my fluff to get better. And I cannot refuse her anything.

We stayed like that, in heaven, for the rest of the morning and well into afternoon. Eventually Rosalie called and said they were waiting for me and I had to leave to drive them home. I plumped up Bella's cushions and tucked her into her blankets, making sure she had all she needed before I set out. Afterwards she sent me a text: 'thank fluf'. I have never felt happier or more smitten! Oh Bella! Would that I could live today over and over for all eternity! Now I must wash the Nyquil out of my hair as I almost got stuck to the headrest in my Volvo earlier. What a marvelous day! I have never been more in love!

A/N: Please leave a review! Thanks so much to my wonderful beta wh1teow1, please show some love and read Moirai, a reimagining of Twilight for the new decade! Edward seems to think he has lost his virginity. Who's gonna tell him?