The evening spent with her family was something Jane really enjoyed, the twins really loved seeing the photos of the trip, sometimes she caught Frost glancing over at Tommy with a smile as he interacted with the twins. Jane remembered how that's what got Frost to fall in love again with Tommy in the first place. She wondered if Kent was right and he just needed to do things on his own. Both of her brothers had smiles on their faces, it was nice to see them happy. They looked content and it made Jane a very proud sister.
Soon everyone left except for Tommy who helped put the kids to sleep, Frost was really enjoying seeing how good Tommy was with kids. "Can we talk out in the guest house when you're done?"
"Yeah sure Barry," Tommy grinned. "I'll be right out." Frost nodded and left the twins bedroom and headed downstairs where Maura and Jane were on the couch snuggled up, both looked like they had fallen asleep. They worked hard to make family night a success, and Frost was glad he felt like part of the family still, instead of like an outcast. He loved the Rizzoli clan, this much he remembered.
He whispered his goodnights to the sleeping couple before heading out to the guest house. He almost stumbled over Chad the tortoise.
"Chad, you have got to be more careful where you travel to, I wouldn't want to hurt you or have you hurt me more than I already am," Frost bent down patting him on the shell before changing into his pajamas which consisted of a shirt and boxer shorts.
Moments later he heard a knock on the door, "Tommy, you don't have to knock you know," Frost went to go open the door, greeting the man.
"Thought I'd be considerate, just in case you decided you didn't want to talk."
"Maybe I don't want to talk... not yet, come sit," Frost closed the door and grabbed Tommy by the hand as they went to the couch.
"I thought the whole point was to have a conversation."
"Of course it was I just... I have found myself wanting to do this all evening," Frost leaned forward capturing Tommy's lips in a kiss. Tommy was surprised by Frost's actions but he kissed him back, something he didn't think would be happening anytime soon. Tommy groaned, found himself craving Frost more than he realized. Being in this embrace it felt amazing, it felt right.
Tommy pulled back moments later, licking his lips, "Well shit Barry, that was I think the best kiss we ever shared."
"Really? You mean that?"
"Honest to God, what brought this on?"
Frost shrugged, "I don't know I just... being around you when you're not trying to make me remember things, just acting like things are normal and nothing has changed, it makes me feel great. I want to do things at my own pace, but right now I feel bold and confident and well... I want you Tommy, bad."
"I want you too Barry, I always want you and I hate that you felt pressured by me to remember things. Things might be different now, but it might be better, if that makes sense."
"We just got to adjust equally to the situation at hand, just going with the flow," Frost looked into Tommy's eyes, he looked happy. And Frost knew he wanted to keep on seeing the smile on his face.
"And what kind of flow are we feeling now?"
Frost smirked, nodding towards Tommy's crotch. "I think your body knows your brain just keeps to catch up," he kissed him again, deeper than the last time, his hand running over his crotch. Tommy groaned nodding his head, he definitely knew where this was going.
"Are you sure, is this what you want?"
"Like I said, I want you Tommy Rizzoli and it's pretty clear you want me too," Frost laughed before lowering Tommy down onto the couch, enjoying the feeling of their bodies pressed together. He may not have much memories of his time with Tommy, but he did remember how amazing the sex was and that in this moment was what he was craving.
Jane woke up the next morning to the smell of bacon, and Frost humming in the kitchen, she realized that she was on the couch and Maura's feet were in her lap as she was sound asleep. Jane slowly moved out of the position and headed to the kitchen. "Having a good morning there Frost."
"Yeah not to mention an amazing time last night... Tommy spent the night."
"Oh did he now? I suppose I shouldn't ask what happened between you two."
"Not if you still want that appetite for breakfast," Frost chuckled.
"Uh huh, I do like seeing you in a good mood though, so keep it up... well not up in the sexual sense because that's just... not what I need to be having a conversation about. You and Tommy do whatever feels good and... I'll sanitize my couch later."
"I promise Jane, no sex talk, I know how you get even thinking about talking about it. I'm sure you and Maura do get a lot of action around here though."
Jane felt her cheeks flush, "Yeah well, let's just not discuss it ever. I like keeping my private, intimate life to myself."
"So is that why I heard you having sex with Maura in her office? Those walls aren't soundproof you know."
"Frost is this how not talking about sex works? By talking about it."
"Sorry, I'm just really in a good mood. Actually breakfast is ready," Frost shut off the stove top. "I should probably go wake Tommy up. He's probably hungry."
"Yeah I'm sure, breakfast smells good by the way, I like having you around again," she patted him on the shoulder, he nodded and went out to the guest house while Jane went to go wake up her sleeping wife.
Maura stretched her arms and legs as she mumbled when Jane gently shook her by the shoulder.
"Rise and shine sleeping beauty," Jane pushed the hair out of Maura's face.
"Hey, did I really spend the night on the couch?"
"We both did, Frost made breakfast and he's in a real good mood this morning. Apparently Tommy stayed the night."
"Did he really? That's nice. I'm sure he enjoyed being able to stay with Frost."
"Let's just say things might work out in the end and Tommy might remain in a good mood, they both might."
"That's a lot of use of the word might there."
"Well can't completely get my hopes up, plus the doctor said there could be good days and then bad days."
"Well let's just hope for more good than bad," Maura nodded, leaning up to give Jane a kiss. "Speaking of doctors, we have that appointment today in the afternoon."
"Ah yes, the check up see how our little Rizzoli-Isles is doing," Jane smiled so gently Maura thought it was the cutest thing.
"You're so adorable."
"Me adorable, gross," she scrunched up her face.
"Well I don't think so, I think it's very attractive. You're so happy to be pregnant and I'm happy to see you like this," Maura kissed her again. "Now let's go get the twins downstairs and have some breakfast that Frost so kindly made for us."
"I'd prefer to keep kissing you, but we have plenty more time for that later," Jane kissed the top of Maura's head, causing Maura to smile warmly at her. "I love you Maura."
"I love you too Jane."
Soon the twins were downstairs and they enjoyed their breakfast with the four adults. Todd kept on observing Frost and Tommy, Jane noticed the boy being very amused by their conversation, things felt sort of back to normal.
"Penny for your thoughts Todd?" Jane asked when they were the only two at the table.
"I like Uncle Tommy and Uncle Frost happy again. I didn't like Uncle Tommy being so upset, how he hurt himself," he frowned at the last words. "I hope he doesn't do it again."
"I hope not either bud, I can't handle the thought of losing him. Any of you guys."
"Well I'm not going anywhere Jane," Todd smiled.
"And I'm very happy to hear that from you. Would you like to spend the day with them today?"
"Yeah, as long as we can stay here where it's safe."
Jane nodded in understanding, "Yeah I mean after that last time I would be kind of weary of going places. But don't be afraid forever."
"I'm not afraid, I'm comfortable being here."
Jane smiled, "It is pretty comfortable in this house, you know before Maura and I even started to date I was here all of the time. I practically lived here my mother would say."
"Part of you always knew that you liked Maura."
"I suppose you can say that, even if I wasn't completely aware, it makes sense thinking of it now. Home is where the heart is and my heart probably always belonged to her."
Todd grinned, "Tommy's right, you're such a softie sometimes."
"Oh, he said that?"
Todd laughed, "Yeah like a pile of mush. Don't tell him I told you that."
"Oh I won't tell him, promise. Want to go join them in the living room? I'll clean up here."
"Yeah. You know, I'm kind of getting used to this chair."
"You seem to be rocking it there bud," Jane patted him on the shoulder, watching him wheel into the living room. Jane started to clean up the mess in the dining room, Maura soon joining to help.
"Everyone seems to be in a good mood today."
"It's pretty nice to be in a stress free environment," Maura gathered up the dishes going to put them in the sink. "You know when we finish up here and everyone is still occupied maybe we can go upstairs, I can start us a nice warm bath and we can have some alone time."
Jane licked her lips, "Now how could I say no to that?" She wrapped an arm around Maura's waist, kissing the side of her head. They hurried along with doing the dishes before heading upstairs, getting some clothes before heading into the bathroom. Jane got undressed and looked at herself in the mirror, resting her hand on her stomach. "Hey Maur..."
"Yeah?"
"One day when I start to show I might need some reassurance that I'm still, you know, attractive."
"You're always attractive to me, and if you ever need reassurance that's what I'm here for," Maura smiled, moving behind Jane, wrapping her arms around her from behind, placing her hands on top of Jane's, planting a soft kiss on Jane's shoulder. "You're so beautiful Jane, everyday I look at you and I wonder how I got this beautiful, sexy, gorgeous woman to become not only my best friend but the best damn wife I could have only dreamed of having."
Jane smirked, leaning back against her, "Yeah?"
Maura nipped gently at Jane's earlobe, "Yeah."
"You always know what to say."
"That's because it's the truth, I love showing you how much I appreciate you, reminding you how attractive I'm always going to be to you," Maura's hands moved from Jane's slowly trailing up towards Jane's breasts. Jane sucked in her breath, closing her eyes as Maura's fingers played with her nipples.
"I'm so turned on right now you have the most gentle touch," Jane whispered, Maura smiled.
"Thought you wanted some reminding right now how beautiful I find you, I'm very happy to oblige," Maura's lips gently tugged at Jane's earlobe, rolling her thumbs over Jane's nipples. She let one hand move towards Jane's legs, slowly running a finger up her thigh. Jane groaned as Maura's hand cupped her, rolling her palm against her.
"Fuck Maur..." Jane groaned, whimpering at the action as Maura did it a second time, applying more pressure.
"You like that, don't you?" she whispered seductively in her wife's ear, her thumb pressing against her clit causing Jane to jerk upwards.
"Right there baby... you know right where to..." Jane tossed her head back. "Jesus christ..." Jane felt herself throbbing, aching for her wife to fuck her, but she knew this wasn't what this was about, it was about Maura appreciating her wife's body.
"You're so fucking sexy right now Jane, you know that?" Maura pushed the hair out of the way, nipping at the warm flesh of Jane's collarbone, "I love watching you react to my touch, if only you could see how sexy you are when you're turned on. You'll understand why you turn me on so much."
"If only I could keep my eyes open."
"Jane watching her wife fuck her in the mirror, oh you'd enjoy that sight I'm sure. I love watching right before you orgasm, the way your face scrunches up, how your mouth opens and you toss your head back. It's an amazing sight, too bad you won't be able to witness it."
"I can try, you make it sound so hot."
"Oh that's because it is. Very... hot," Maura spoke in a hushed whisper before inserting two fingers inside Jane. Jane grunted, adjusting to her wife's fingers, moving against them.
Jane tried to open her eyes, she only did for a moment, watching as Maura's fingers went in and out of her, at perfect rhythm.
"See what I mean."
"Yeah, I want more."
Maura nodded, inserting two more fingers, causing Jane to hiss out. "Shit, that's..." she took a deep breath letting Maura's four fingers pump inside of her, curling them as she thrusted them hard inside of her. "Oh fuck..." Jane ran fingers through her hair, finding it hard to keep her eyes open. Jane found herself gripping the counter, riding Maura's fingers. Her thighs shaking, and her heartbeat definitely picked up. "Faster Maura... faster..." she begged and Maura picked up the pace of her hand. She felt her wife fingers hit the perfect spot, Jane's eyes were half open as she felt herself come undone. "Dammit," she rode out her orgasm, feeling like her body was about to collapse. Her legs still felt shaky as Maura slowed the pace of her fingers, removing them.
Maura licked the juices of her wife off of her fingers, Jane still trying to catch her breath. "See what I mean?"
"Well, I kinda saw... I wasn't expecting four Maura, four of your fingers fucking me. The most I could handle was three and just, I can't believe I had four of your fingers inside of me," Jane gripped the counter couldn't find it in herself to sit down at the moment. "I just, hope I didn't make too much noise."
"You're worried about the noise you made now?" Maura smirked and Jane turned to her wife.
"Oh shut up."
"Make me, I'm sure I can be quieter than you."
Jane laughed, "Oh is that a challenge? Well Mrs. Rizzoli-Isles, challenge accepted."
"I have a feeling we're not going to take a bath anytime soon."
"Not until this battle is won. By me," Jane placed her hands on her hips, looking like a superhero.
"God you're such a dork."
"Yeah, but you love this dork."
"So incredibly much, I'm still waiting for her to prove me wrong about my volume."
"Oh I'm going to prove you so wrong, you'll be calling me a sex goddess."
"Don't get too carried away Jane, nobody likes a cocky bastard," Maura laughed and Jane shook her head.
"Oh you're gonna get it now."
"Well it's about fucking time."
Jane grinned at Maura's choice of words, she picked Maura up placing her on the counter, kissing her long and hard. Maura didn't realize what she just got herself into.
Jane and Maura ended up finding themselves on the floor of the bathroom, Jane on top of her, looking down with a huge grin on her face, "And look who lost the challenge. Now... what will you call me?"
"Jane, I'm not calling you a sexual goddess."
"I think you just did."
Maura rolled her eyes, "You don't think they could hear us."
Jane smiled, pushing the hair out of Maura's face, "I'm pretty sure as soon as we went upstairs they took the twins in the guest house. Frost seems like he knows what goes down when me and you are left alone for too long. We should get that bath taken now, I bet you're sore after all that intense fucking I just gave you," Jane stood up, extending her hand for Maura to take, Maura accepted it getting up from the floor.
"What did I say about being a cocky bastard?"
"It turns you on?" Jane shrugged, with a smile.
"Nice try," Maura rolled her eyes and went to go start the bath. Jane sat on the edge of the bathtub, placing her hand on Maura's, looking into her eyes.
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be sorry for being confident, I prefer confident Jane over doubtful of how she looks Jane. I don't like when you get insecure... don't make me sing that song again. You're insecure, don't know what for..." Maura looked up at her wife. "Turning heads when you walk through the door."
"I don't want to turn heads when I walk through the door, I only want to be seen by you."
"Well it's a good thing that you are, seen by me in all your beautiful glory," Maura kissed her cheek.
"Come on Maura, you're gonna make me cry."
"Being sweet is what I'm good at, and it's more than okay to cry in front of me," Maura cupped Jane's cheek, stroking it with her thumb. "I will always think you're the most beautiful person I ever seen."
"Apparently you don't look in the mirror as often as I thought, because trust me Maur, there is no one on this entire earth more beautiful than you."
"Now who's going to make who cry," Maura smiled warmly at her wife, feeling all the warmth build in her heart. She was insanely lucky to call this beautiful soul hers. "I love you so much Jane, and there won't ever be a moment where I don't." She rested her forehead against Jane's.
"I think it's getting a little too emotional in here," Jane felt her eyes build up with tears, feeling one roll down her cheek.
"Maybe just a little, but these moments right here are so worth it. Being here with you is the best kind of moments," she wiped the tear from Jane's cheek, before going to slid into the tub, Jane joining her.
"I like it too, I feel like with everything going on we hardly get moments like this, that's why our vacation meant so much to me. It was a great way to reconnect," she leaned her head back against the tile pulling Maura against her body. "I love you Maura," she kissed her shoulder blade.
"I love you too Jane, forever and always."
Jane nodded, smiling softly, taking Maura's hand in hers, playing with the ring on her finger. "Forever and always, my beautiful wife," she sighed in relaxation. Jane really didn't want to let this woman go, she swore she could stay like this forever, unfortunately they'd turn into raisins if they did. Time seemed to stand still and it felt like the best feeling in the world.
After their bath, they went to go get into clothes so they could get ready to go to the doctor's later to check on their baby. They had a nice time to themselves, Tommy and Frost took the twins on a walk, Todd thought it'd be safe to wheel around the neighborhood. Jane could swear that Todd might have a fear of parking garages for a really long time.
Jane and Maura decided they'd eat their lunch out on the back patio, stretching their legs in the lounge chairs, drinking lemon tea and eating sandwiches. "You know this is so nice and relaxing, almost as much as our bath," Jane commented, taking a bite of her sandwich.
"Time without any stress is exactly what we need. So far it's been a pretty stress-free day and much deserved."
"Things feel so different without any stress, and you know what the odd part is."
"What's that?"
"That I'm not worried about anything being wrong, it feels amazing being able to just focus on my partner," Jane reached over taking Maura's hand in hers. "Me not worrying about something is a huge deal."
"Extremely huge," Maura grinned. "I'm so very proud of you."
"Such an odd thing to be proud of, for normal people," Jane chuckled, drinking her tea. "Thanks for going in on this same diet as your pregnant wife."
"It's honestly not a problem, plus I always tried making you eat new things, it's easy for me to adjust when I don't really have to make many changes."
Jane smirked, "I guess it's true my diet is sort of turning into your diet anyways. But you're giving up wine, so that's pretty good will power right there."
"If Jane Rizzoli can give up drinking alcohol and her favorite beer I can give up wine."
"It still means a lot to me."
"Well you mean a lot to me, so I do what I can," Maura leaned back in the chair, closing her eyes. "It's such a beautiful day out. We have about thirty minutes before we have to head to the doctor's. Mind if I get some rest."
"I don't mind at all, plus I like the sight of you sleeping, you always look so peaceful. Like an angel even."
"I'm pretty far from being an angel."
"Yeah especially when you're getting me all aroused, four fingers deep inside me."
"This isn't helping me rest."
"You started it you know," Jane gave her a knowing smirk. "Can't think about resting now, can you?"
Maura licked her lips, "Not when you're looking at me like that."
"Like what?" Jane asked, trying to look innocent, but her smirk was growing and Maura shook her head going to join Jane on her chair, straddling her waist.
"You already know what you do to me Jane."
"Maybe that's why I do it," Jane pulled the strap of Maura's dress down her shoulder. Maura pressed her knee down against Jane's crotch. "Just like you know what that does to me," Jane pulled the rest of the top of Maura's dress down, kissing her breast, her tongue lapping at the hardening nipple as her fingers pinched at the other one, causing Maura to moan quietly.
"Shit," Maura tossed her head back slightly as Jane's mouth covered her right nipple, sucking at it. "You drive me so crazy," she applied pressure to Jane's crotch, thrusting her knee against her, she could feel Jane throbbing underneath the fabric as their bodies moved together. You could hear the squeaking of the lounge chair as they moved more against each other. Jane moved her attention on Maura's other breast, finding it hard to focus being so aroused by her wife's knee pressed against her crotch.
Jane moved her bottom half against Maura's knee, grunting in pleasure, feeling herself start to build up her orgasm. Jane managed to turn them over in the chair so she could get in a better position, grinding down against Maura's knee. "Oh fuck Maura. A little... oh God." Jane tossed her head back as she felt her release, coming hard inside her pants. Jane groaned, removing herself from Maura's body, going to maneuver into the other chair.
Maura chuckled at how exhausted Jane looked. "Now I think you're the one who needs some rest," she responded while pulling her dress straps back over her shoulder. "You good?" Maura asked and Jane nodded, opening her eyes, smiling brightly at Maura.
"I'm fucking fantastic," she ran her fingers through her hair, leaning over to give Maura a kiss. "I need to go, you know, freshen up, then we can go to the doctor's. Maybe we can convince Frost to go over to Tommy's and they can have a sleepover with the twins. I think I could use more of this alone time."
"As long as Frost doesn't feel pressured to go, then I agree. I kind of want to just have the day to ourselves, maybe keep on doing what we've been doing."
Jane nodded, getting up from the chair moments later. "I'll be freshened up in a moment."
"I'll be right here waiting for you," Maura licked her lips. "You know Jane, it's been a while but maybe we could use," she bit her bottom lip and Jane smirked, not saying anything before heading inside the house. She almost forgotten about the sex toy Maura had when she thought about Jane before they got together, the one they only used that one time for pleasing each other. She hoped that Frost would agree that spending time with Tommy and the twins at his place was a good idea, not knowing that Frost and Tommy were having that exact talk on the walk with the kids.
After Jane freshened up they headed to the doctor's office, it was just going to be a check up, figuring out just how far along she was. Maura and Jane sat in the waiting room with such excitement.
"I know this isn't exactly a huge appointment, but it's really exciting to have doctor's proof that I'm actually pregnant and that things are going well. That it's not all in my head," Jane leaned back in the chair, hands on her stomach.
"It's definitely not in your head. You're my pregnant wife and we'll have the doctor tell us just that. And I'll of course have to ask him some questions concerning, you know."
"Maura, do we really have to ask if we can have sex, I mean we're good at doing it already."
"I want to make sure we're safe and that we're not doing anything harmful to the baby that's all. I know talking about it to anyone else embarrasses you but it's very important."
"Well let's hope nothing is harmful because we both know we can't resist the... intercourse," Jane whispered the last word causing Maura to laugh.
"And you continue to be a dork, and we're not going to stop forever just make sure we're doing it right."
"There's going to be a pamphlet isn't there."
Maura shrugged, "Possibly, but you're a big girl, you can handle it."
The doctor came out into the waiting room, "Jane Rizzoli-Isles, I'll see you now."
"Come on, let's go see how the little is doing," Jane and Maura both went into the room. The doctor directed Jane to go sit in the chair.
"So how long ago did you take your last pregnancy test?"
"About three weeks ago, we were on a trip and nausea hit me and my wife was wise enough to bring pregnant tests just in case. That was the positive test, we took one before then, but it was negative. All signs have pointed to me being pregnant. The morning sickness sort of eased up on me, last night I had a meal and didn't have it come out where it went in."
"Well it sounds like you are holding yourself together quite nicely."
"My wife is a very tough person," Maura inputted.
The doctor smiled and got Jane prepared for the sonogram. He placed the equipment on the gel he placed on her stomach. "It's cold as shit Doc."
"Yes, it can be a little cold," he moved the device a little bit more and smiled. "Well there you can see on the screen there's definitely a baby forming there. Congratulations Mrs. Rizzoli-Isles, you are in fact pregnant."
Jane smiled widely as she looked to her wife, squeezing her hand, "I'm pregnant Maura, actually really pregnant."
"I told you that you would be," she kissed the top of her head. "Are you able to tell how far along she is Doc?"
He nodded, "It seems that she's about six weeks along, and everything seems to be in top shape."
"Doc, I do have to ask how can you tell there's a baby in there?" Jane focused on the screen, the doctor smiled, pointing onto the screen where it was.
"It's right there, it's in what is called the yolk sac, it's at a good position from what I can tell. It's safe to say you're going to have a pretty smooth pregnancy. I'll schedule you another appointment in six weeks time to look at the development if you need a check up before then for any reason, just let me know, I'll give you a card along with the printout of the sonogram," he left the room.
"Well we definitely know that there's something in there now," Jane leaned back against the chair.
"That we do, you're going to be an amazing mother Jane, you know that right?"
"You will be too, you know. I did want to ask how you're feeling, I remember what you told me, about you when you were younger. It must be weird hearing that I'm pregnant, bringing back memories of the time where you..."
"It's a little hard yeah, but we get to do this together in the now and maybe it's what was meant to happen. I didn't get my full pregnancy because a kid wasn't what I needed and science knew that. I just needed to be where I was meant to be first, experiencing it in a different way, with someone I love getting to go through all the pregnant stuff."
Jane pulled Maura in close to her, wiping the tears that had fallen down Maura's cheeks. "Are you going to be alright?"
"I will be, just helping you take care of this baby, I know he or she will bring that joy a child usually brings."
"And I'll do everything I can to make this the smoothest pregnancy in the world of pregnancies. For you and for our little one. I don't want you to worry and I agree we should take the doc's advice on intercourse. I don't want you to feel the pain you felt before and I don't even want to think about what could go wrong if I'm not careful. With you by my side everything is going to be alright. I believe in that. I'll make absolute sure of it. You, me and our little bundle of joy, we'll have everything we ever dreamed of... and we'll be together the whole time. Nothing could be more perfect than that," Jane spoke, tears in her eyes, overwhelmed with everything she was feeling in this moment, Maura right by her side, just like she always was and always would be.
Chapter was a little shorter than I intended but I thought it ended on a sweet note, Maura and Jane were cute as hell in this chapter, their sweet private conversations in the bathroom and outside in their lounge chairs. Maura appreciating all the beautifulness Jane has to offer. Not to mention their usual banter. They have so much love to offer each other I'm surprised I don't cry everytime I write their sweet conversations. So much sexy times in this chapter as well I'm sure you appreciate. Perfect amount of sweet and sexy, don't you think? And Frost and Tommy are seeming to be naturally getting things back, so that's good. Things are going well in this chapter, I do think I'm going to do a tiny bit of a time jump, like a month's time, nothing too intense. Your kind words keep me going so I thank you by granting you more Rizzles cuteness.