I am not sure if planting bulbs was the best idea in hindsight. It has been more than two months and all Bella and I can see is dirt in the pots we prepared. They are not supposed to sprout until the spring, but our project will be long finished by then. We are due to submit it on the first lesson back after the winter vacation.
I fear all the flowers shall do is serve as a reminder that our time together is growing to an end and that the best part is already over.
I do not want the project to end and for Bella to spend less time with me. The thought makes me ever so miserable.
I am keeping up with my meditation practice, I have so many fears that come to the fore when I sit and let them, but without airing them out to my conscious I think they will fester and cause me to lose my way once more. Meditation is a very valuable tool for me, I am so glad we tried it.
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