January 23

It's been over a month since Moroha was born (I can't believe our baby is actually a month old!). Yesterday I decided I was ready and I was done waiting to make love to my husband. We had put Moroha to sleep a while ago and by the time we were ready for bed I thought it would be the perfect time to let him know that I was ready now.

He had left the room for a moment and when he came back I was laying in bed with my robe hanging off my shoulders. The way he started immediately blushing satisfied me. "Come lay down, Yasha."

And so he got under the blanket next to me and kissed me. I gripped the front of his robe as I went deeper and poured all of my desire for him into that kiss.

"Mmm, Kagome…" he whispered against my lips.

"Yasha, I…"

I was cut off when Moroha started crying. So much for my little plan.

Inuyasha sighed with disappointment as well. "Damn." He went over to get Moroha out of bed and then sat next to me again while she cried.

"I think she's hungry," I said holding out my hands. He gave her to me and I started to feed her.

"Moroha has the worst timing."

That was very true, but I still wanted to make love since I had spent all this time thinking about it. I couldn't possibly let it go now. "When she's done, honey."

He eyed me for a moment as if trying to figure out if I was serious. "Kagome, are you…?"

I nodded and put my hand on his. "It's been too long."

He pressed a kiss to my lips. "That's for sure."

I lay back in his arms while Moroha, half asleep, sucked from my breast. When she was done, I put her back to bed, and then Inuyasha and I nearly tackled each other in a deep, desperate kiss. He practically tore my robe off and then his lips connected with mine again. As he lay me down I started to untie his robe, meanwhile, I was becoming more aroused by the second. I loved how desperate he was being, it showed that he wanted me just as much as I wanted him.

And yet he paused. He pulled away from our kiss and sat up on his elbows looking straight into my eyes. "Are you sure you're ready?"

A smile formed on my face. It reminded me of the very first time we made love on the night I had returned to this era for good. He had asked me "are you sure you want to do this?" And I reassured him over and over that yes, I loved him and I wanted to be part of him in every way possible. A year and a half later he was still so concerned for me and it touched my heart.

"Yes, I promise," I replied as I gently rubbed his left ear. "I've missed doing this. I want to show you how much I love you."

"You show me every day, Kagome."

From there, we quickly removed the rest of our clothes and Inuyasha moved on top of me kissing my neck and my breasts.

"Damn, your tits are huge," he said as he kissed and caressed them gently knowing how sensitive they are right now. "You're so fucking sexy, baby."

He continued to move down my stomach until he was between my legs. I let out a moan when I felt his tongue in me.

"If you don't be quiet, we're not going to be able to finish," he pointed out.

"Sorry, I'll be quiet." The way he was licking and sucking me felt so good though. I had to bury my face in the pillow trying desperately to be quiet so Moroha wouldn't wake up.

When he came back up to my mouth I was more than ready. I wrapped my legs around him to draw him closer to me. The desperation to finally feel my husband again took over me and it was all I could think about.

"You ready, love?" His eyes gazed into mine, half-lidded with lust. His penis was right at my entrance. As I moved my hips on him the friction was practically torturing me.

"Be gentle," I whispered.

He laced his fingers in mine and kissed me. "I will. I love you so much, Kagome."

As he said it, he slid into me. His mouth covered mine in a delicious kiss to keep me from moaning too loudly. As promised, the way he moved in and out of me was slow and gentle. However, as we went on we both started to want it harder. As we went on, we began thrusting faster and harder, moving together as one, lost in our own world. And yet both of us kept one ear alert listening for any signs of movement from Moroha that would end our moment of passion. Both of us were feeling so good, I had been brought to an orgasm multiple times, but we tried our hardest to resist crying out our pleasure. It was extremely difficult but we would have to get used to it.

When we finished we collapsed into each other's arms, sweaty and breathing heavily but feeling so relieved that we had finally had a chance to give our love to each other after such a long time. It didn't take long for us to fall asleep afterward.

Although, this morning we still weren't able to keep our hands off each other. Moroha was awake and the passion had turned down significantly but we kissed and touched each other as much as possible. Even as I was cleaning up our breakfast dishes, Yasha came over and wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my neck.

I tilted his head back to give him better access to my neck. "Mmm, Inuyasha."

"I still want you," he breathed as he cupped my breasts.

"Yasha…" I moaned again. Then I realized something and gently pulled him off me. "Honey, Moroha is watching us."

Moroha was sitting in her baby seat at the table and she had at first been occupied with a toy but now she was looking at us intently.

"Well...she doesn't understand right now," Inuyasha said.

"True, but she will soon. We probably shouldn't make a habit out of making out in front of her."

"You're right, love." Instead, he gave me a gentle kiss. "I'm going to run over to Totosai's really quick. I should be back in a few hours."

"I hope he can fix it," I replied. Then I kissed him once again. "I love you."

"I love you too." He then went over to Moroha and kissed her as well. "I love you, Moroha."

After he grabbed his sword, he left and Moroha and I were alone for some time until Sango came over for a little while. Her children were playing with their toys while we sat at the kitchen table with Moroha napping in my arms.

"Where is Inuyasha today?" Sango asked.

"Some demon cracked the tetsusaiga yesterday so he's gone to Totosai."

Sango gasped. "Wow, what kind of demon was he fighting?"

"I'm not sure. He was trying to help Takero get the demon out of the fields and I guess they were pretty strong."

"Well Totosai will fix it and it'll be better than ever."

"What's Miroku up to?"

Sango's expression suddenly turned dark. "Not sure."

I became concerned. "Did something happen?"

Sango hesitated for a moment but then said "I saw him talking with Hiroto's niece Reyna outside of the temple yesterday."

I raised my eyebrows. "Were they just talking or…?"

"They seemed pretty close. I would have said something but the kids were with me and when they went over to him she walked off. But the look she was giving him as she left was just...ugh, I don't want to think about it."

I was surprised. Miroku had certainly gotten around with women in the past but he had always seemed like a faithful husband. "Do you think something is going on between them?"

"I don't know. I hope not. I mean, Miroku has been faithful to me, I know that. But I also know he used to be such a flirt and a new woman has come here and is obviously interested in him so I didn't know what to think. Could it be because I've had three kids and I'm not as skinny as I used to be…?"

"Sango, you're still very skinny," I interrupted. "You're skinny and you're young and beautiful."

Sango sighed. Clearly whatever was going on had made her very upset. "I just keep thinking about that look she gave him and whether he's thinking about her too."

I tried to think of some way to console her. "I don't know, Sango, it just seems so bizarre. Sure Miroku has kind of a sketchy past but he loves you and the kids. I don't think he'd go behind your back."

"I hope not," she said. "I've loved Miroku for so long. I don't know how I would go on if he was really cheating on me."

A few minutes later the door opened and Inuyasha was home. The kids got excited and went over to greet him. After giving them hugs, he sat at the table next to me. I noticed I tetsusaiga was missing.

"Did Totosai fix it?" I asked.

"He's gonna bring it back in a couple days. He wants to refurbish it so that it doesn't crack again." His tone was kind of annoyed. The tetsusaiga was his prized possession and I knew he couldn't bear to be parted with it for very long.

I put my hand on his and kissed him. "Think of it this way, it'll be better than ever when you get it back."

"Yeah, but what if something happens between now and then?"

"I'm sure everything will be fine, Inuyasha," Sango said. "It's only a few days."

"What's the matter with you?" Inuyasha asked, noticing her tone.

"I just...need to work some things out with Miroku. In fact, he should be home by now too so I should head out."

I still felt terrible about what she was going through and I hoped that it was just a passing thing and she and Miroku would be just the way they always were. "Sango, if you need anything let me know."

A smile touched her face. "Thank you, Kagome. Come on kids, time to go home." She gathered her children and soon she left.

"That was weird," Inuyasha said. "What's going on? Did she and Miroku have a fight?"

"It's...complicated," I said. "Apparently Hiroto has a niece that's been staying here."

"I've seen her before. Something about her parents sending her to live with him for a while."

"Well, it sounds like she's had her eye on Miroku."

Inuyasha gasped. "Are you serious? Is Miroku cheating?"

I shook my head quickly. "No! Well...I doubt it. But Sango saw her flirting with him yesterday."

"That two-timing monk! He's always been no good. I outta knock some sense into him…"

"At least give them a chance to work things out on their own first, honey. If that doesn't work then I fully support that."

"Once a cheater, always a cheater. They just don't change."

I really hope Miroku isn't cheating on Sango. I sincerely doubt he would, Miroku loves his family so much that I just don't think he would throw it all away for some cute new girl. I plan to keep an eye on the situation though. Sango is my best friend and I want nothing but the best for her.

It makes me wonder what would cause a man to stray in the first place. I don't think Inuyasha ever would. I have the deepest trust in him; there's no way he would wander off to anyone else, even Kikyo if she were to suddenly appear again. We've been through too much for that and our love is so strong. I know Yasha would choose our family over anything else.