Grey's Anatomy. Naming the Chapters after episode titles… which are named after songs. Mark is not dead. That was devastatingly sad, so no he's not dead here.

Chapter 1 - If Only You Were Lonely

Alex's POV.

I was stuck in another 5 hour surgery with Sloan. It had gone by pretty fast at first, but this last hour was taking forever. Even though I love plastics, working with Mark was always an issue for me for two reasons. Number one: I was just about in love with him. Number two: He had no freakin' clue. I haven't told anyone yet, which is also an issue because even though I come off as an ass, I do need someone to talk to. I wanted him so bad, it was ridiculous. He was perfect. Everything about him was perfect. I just want to…

"Karev!" Mark yelled at me.

"What? Sorry." I asked.

"What do you with the skin graft now?" He repeated his question. I didn't hear it earlier probably because of my daydreaming.

"You attach it to the flesh wound." I replied.

He just nodded his head. After that, the time seemed to go by faster. I was just watching him the rest of the time. He was so damn sexy.

After the surgery was over, I immediately went to an on-call room. I had been awake at the hospital for about 20 hours now. After about ten minutes, I was ready to fall asleep, but the door swung open. As luck would have it, it was Mark.

"Oh Karev I didn't realize you were in here." He said. "I'm just gonna take the bed over here and sleep." He said awkwardly. I don't know why he did it, but he took his shirt off, revealing his perfect abs. I moved my legs to hide my growing erection. Shit, he was hot. I started to lick my lips, which he clearly noticed.

"Like what you see?" He asked, jokingly. I definitely did, though.

I didn't know what to say to that. I just sort of half laughed. He eyes traveled down my body and stopped at the bulge in my scrubs.

Then something happened that I didn't expect. I saw a bulge start to appear in his scrubs. This shocked me for a minute and then excitement took over. I decided to do something risky. I got up, my hard dick bouncing up and down, and walked over to him. I lied down next to him.

He didn't protest but asked, "Alex, what are you doing?"

"I want you." I replied and began to kiss his neck. My hands started to explore his body.

"I can't," Mark started, "I'm with someone." I really didn't care. This was my chance and I took it. I needed him.

"No one has to know."

"But…" He began.

"Shh." I whispered and cupped him through his scrubs. He moaned loudly and with that he just seemed to give in. I moved so I was sitting on top of him. He took my shirt off and slowly kissed my chest. This felt so good after this long. He was so hot.

I bent down attached my lips to his and mashed our tongues together. My hands travelled to his chest, massaging it. I moved down his body and licked and sucked his nipples. My hands then went into his scrubs and grabbed his dick. I could feel how big he was.

"Fuck Alex." He whispered.

I smiled and kissed my way down his chest. I took my time licking every crevasse of his abs. When I was done with that, I quickly removed his scrubs and his boxer briefs. His cock popped out and hit him in the stomach. I grabbed the base of the 12 inch dick and placed the top in my mouth.

"Shit!" He yelled. I went deeper on his dick and licked it inside my mouth. I took it out of my mouth, pumped it a couple times, then started to suck it again. He put his hand on the back of my head and began push me down on his cock faster and faster. I could feel that he was getting close. Mark then pushed me so far down his dick that I began to gag. This sent him over the top. He shot a massive load of his cum straight into my mouth. I tried to swallow it all, but there was too much. It came out the sides of my mouth, which he happily licked up.

We began to kiss again. He tasted himself in my mouth.

"Mark, I want you." I whispered as he kissed my neck.

"You sure?" He asked.

"Yes."

He didn't need to be told twice. He quickly removed my scrubs and boxers and started to play with my dick. I wasn't as big as Mark, but that didn't seem to matter to him. He sucked me for a couple minutes and then began to focus on my ass. He put my legs on his shoulders and then lowered his face to my ass. He shoved his tongue into my hole. It was so wet, but it was so hot. He continued to lick my ass for about five minutes. He then spit into my hole and began to finger me. He only inserted one finger, ramming it in and out multiple times. Without any more preparation, Mark shoved his cock inside me.

"Shit!" I yelled out. Someone outside probably heard me.

Mark started thrusting slowly, but sped up so that the bed was shaking. It hurt at first, but then changed to pure pleasure. I started to jack myself in rhythm with his constant thrusts.

After 5 minutes of Mark pounding my ass with his dick and me jacking myself off, I was ready to cum. After one more thrust, I lost it. My dick erupted with cum, shooting all over my stomach, my neck, my face, and on Mark. My ass tightened around his dick, causing him to shoot his massive load deep inside me. This then caused me to cum for a second time. This time even more shot out and covered my stomach in it.

"Fuuuuuuuuck!" We both yelled at the same time. Mark collapsed next to me and kissed me. Almost immediately we both fell asleep with Mark's hard cock still inside me.

No POV.

What they didn't know was that Derek was outside the on-call room listening to the entire thing. He walked away feeling hurt and betrayed with a look of disgust on his face