Tale of a Man Whore
Summary:
Born from a whore mother who died lived and was raised inside a brothel to master the art of sexual entertainment, he had never knew that his view towards people and the entire world would change once a casual, intelligent and overly eccentric girl named Zoe Hanji would enter his fucked up life who he had used to ignore along the school corridors for years.
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Chapter 1:
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"Wake the fuck up Stud Levi!" a ball smashing on Levi's head came crushing, waking him up from a dream.
Whoever threw it at him was lucky enough that the fucking ball did not fall directly on his face or else, he will definitely pay. Looking quizzically into his surroundings, he shook his head and focused on Mike who was beside him and was rather giving him a sympathetic look. He was holding a book, which he guesses is reviewing it.
"Fucking asshole." Levi muttered annoyingly and angrily threw the ball to a classmate who usually angers him a lot as his classmate came to be joined by their other classmates as well who are finds joy in annoying Levi and making fun of him.
Levi groaned and gave his eyes a pinch, they are lucky that he doesn't hurt weak people like them. Realizing that he woke up from that another tormenting dream about his mother always gives him a pinch in the heart. If it's not with those three clients that he had last night, he wouldn't be this tired at all.
"Come let's eat to wake you up!" Mike said trying to pat the shoulders of Levi, leading him towards their school cafeteria.
Levi didn't said anything but did let out a slight growl of protest. They have seen along their way the sight of a tiny blonde girl together with a taller girl with glasses on. It is a usual sight for the two young man to see those two girls under the trees, talking and just having a good time with each other. He snuffled his nose, there's no way that he'd take those girls in bed, they look weird and shit and he might even freak out and mess up instead of sexing them up.
Disgusting, he thought. Just the mere thought of it having sex with either one of those girls was really not his type. He will definitely have a hard time making himself hard for them for sure.
Unless they have loads of bucks to pay him, then he will definitely do his best to make himself harder than usual.
"Hey! What the he-" Levi looked up at the giant blocking his way.
As Levi's eyes went back to look at the previous two girls, he had forgotten that the shorter blonde one was his super major crush going on like forever.
"Stop being like some shit Mike, you almost crushed me!" he immediately complained, scrubbing his jaw as it previous slammed on the also hard rock body of Mike. He didn't even get any sort of feedback from his humongous friend, making him stare at the very tall blonde. Looking at his friend made him realize that this huge blonde guy is hopelessly in love with a small but also blonde girl.
Mike didn't said anything and did not even looked at Levi. All he managed to do was to lower his gaze and sigh deeply. Levi definitely knew what his titanic friend is thinking and there is nothing that he could tell would make him feel happy. So, Levi only sighed and playfully punched his friend to wake him up and bring him back to reality.
Mike did followed the trail of Levi as they cross along the endless hallway of their school, eyes silently preying on the two of them.
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Hanji will always be Hanji, just like what Nanaba will always tell her, loud, intelligent, always hungry and always eager to learn and to look out for adventures. They were together under the tree, eating their food and talking of some serious matter that she got herself into.
"I know you'd get mad but you said it yourself that I should at least try something new in my life right?" she asked her tiny blonde friend, though she could perfectly see that her expression was already disagreeable.
Nanaba sighed as she held her bread on the edge of her lips. She closed her eyes for a quick amount of seconds before opening them then biting her food and swallowing it hard.
"Zoe, I hope you understand that the reason why I am not into this idea of yours is because I am your friend." The petite blonde explains with only limited number of eye contact to Hanji. "You have your right and this is your life so I cannot impose anything to you that I wanted but I will only ask you this."
Hanji suddenly had her eyes on her friend. "What is it?" she muttered a bit frightened.
"To be always carefully." Nanaba finishes and looked deeply into her friend's eyes. "I don't want hearing that you'll have something bad happening to you Zoe."
Hanji flashed and couldn't do anything but to hug her and continue her food. A moment of silence past since none of them knew of anything worth telling anything to one another after that. Hanji even decided to read a few pages of her book that she brought along with her and even check some of her answers in math if they are correct.
"I just still can't understand why you need to do this." Nanaba said all of a sudden, surprising Hanji all of a sudden and even halting her from what she is doing.
"What?"
Nanaba places her book and food down on the ground, wipes her lips with her handkerchief and looks at her. "I mean, for all of the other things that you could do to prove yourself that you are capable of other things, why that? You have a lot more other options Hanji."
Hanji sighed, she thought that her argument with Nanaba was already done.
"Nana, I told you that I just wanted to be as normal as the others." Hanji explained for the nth time and took a quick bite on her food. "Besides, it's a real privilege to be asked out by the most popular girl in our school right?" her tone was a bit high but reluctant at the same time.
Nanaba could only just blinked on her food that is clutched on her hand, sighing deeply. "Alright, if that is really what you wanted."
Nanaba's statement made Hanji feel a bit sad and awkward. She is always known to be smart in school and is mostly being bullied about it. She is not sure whether she is really indeed being bullied for being smart, or for what she looks like. Is there a problem if she prefers wearing a bigger set of shirts and combat boots? Or is there something wrong if she wears a sweater or when she wraps and tie it around her waist? Maybe it is because of her eyeglasses and the fact that she forgets to take a bath sometimes just to avoid being late for school.
Was she really that ugly?
She shrugged her shoulders off. She is not sure if she is doing the right thing anyway, but what she is sure with is that she wanted to experiment something, to try something new and to prove something worthy of herself, even if she knew that what she is doing is not really something that is making her giddy as winning in a science fair. But that is the reason for sacrifices, stakes, to give up something to know whether it'll make her happy or not.
Like an experiment, she thought.
It made her smile lightly, making her feel comforted in all the least.
Taking another bite on her food and fixing her book on her lap, she continued what she is doing, feeling a little bit better.
Whatever the result of her decision would be, she is ready to accept and face it.
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Author's notes:
Hello to everyone and yes, I am still alive!
You guys don't have any idea how excited I am have this new fic of mine to be posted. Anyway, it's going to be pretty long which I had been busy with since my absence and long break in posting anything in the fiction of LeviHan, but has been active in reading still. For 2 years (yes, it's actually more or less 2 years since my last upload which is Why Can't I Get Over You?), I have still been busy typing and focusing on this sole fic because like I have said, it's going to be pretty long and will really take time to finish. I'm barely even in the half yet after those two years but hey, together with this fic, I have been busy with life as well too.
I finally entered Graduate School and now I am almost done with it, just busy with thesis and I would be able to finally claim that I have completed my Masters, wherein I actually started a couple of months after my fic of Why Can't I Get Over You? (which I finished on my first year of teaching handling Elementary for my first year (you can check my notes on my fic) and just had my license that time, right after graduating) , handled nursery and kinder for a year and this year, been teaching children with special needs J.
This year, I am really hoping to finally be more productive not only in my career and in my life but also here in the fiction world of Levihan. I can't really contain my excitement to share this with you and to everyone!
Anyway, I've been blubbering too much already and this is just the first chapter, and hoping you'd still be yearning for the following ones!
Thanks to those who still read my fics/stories even after times of being uploaded :) You guys rock! \m/
P.S. No edits done, excited to hear from all of you, will update the title soon and hoping to see you in the following chapter! :)