He honestly wasn't quite sure why he had gone about things they way he had. Maybe he was just crazy, maybe it was just some deep primal part of his nature that he hadn't even know was there before. Regardless there was a part of him that wishes he had done things a little differently, even if he ended up happy in the end and had everything worked out.
He could have at least been a little smoother, maybe saved himself the embarrassment.
Hayato originally hadn't believed that the wimpy little omega Tsuna could have ever become the tenth generation Vongola boss. The boy was a loser, stupid and weak even for an omega, and, as an alpha, Hayato had felt the need to prove himself superior and be named boss himself.
Unfortunately he screwed up by using to many bombs, and Tsuna had to save him.
Just his luck right?
An alpha saved by an omega.
Even with his ego shot Hayato had to admit defeat and call the smaller boy boss from that day forward. Not to mention the moment Tsuna had saved him from his own bombs, he began to see something more in the boss, something that he had completely missed before.
Months passed and he did all he could to prove himself worthy to be the omegas right hand man. And watching Tsuna grow as a boss was something to see, especially under Reborn's tutelage.
At some point though just helping Tsuna up when he fell had his cheeks growing warm because well… he wasn't sure why. There was no way he could have a crush on his boss right? Right?
But he did. And that crush grew and grew until he couldn't take it and one night he found himself standing in front of Tsuna in the brunette's room, fidgeting as he tried to come up with a way to tell Tsuna how he felt.
Why did he go about it this way again? He really wasn't sure.
But here he was, embarrassing himself in front of the boss in away only he can.
"Hayato? What's wrong?"
Crap.
He had been standing there for a good few minutes and still hadn't said a word, and now that was worrying Tsuna.
Which was the last thing he wanted to do right now.
"I, uh… Well…" In a moment he feels like he's falling, like he's been shot and-
Damn it, Reborn!
Suddenly filled with a determination he's never felt before, he grabs Tsuna's wrist and pulls the omega closer. The smaller teen stumbles, shocked, and Hayato takes that moment to kiss him.
What he can't put into words, he can apparently put into actions that make sense.
Lucky for him Tsuna felt the same way and kissed back.
But even with that, he wished he could have said it, or done things differently.
Because he definitely didn't need Reborn's help!
Those bullets that baby sent his way, they gave him the confidence to admit his feelings with a kiss and win over his omega, sure. But those bullets also shot and killed his pride as an alpha.
Never in his life until then had he lost control around an omega. Not that Tsuna minded, but Hayato still wishes he had enough control, even as an alpha near the omega of his dreams, to have done that first kiss differently.
His admission of love had been humiliating, if only due to lack of control on his part.
And you know what?
He could have done things differently had it not been for that freaking hitman baby.
So even with things turning out fine in the end, he was still going to kill that hitman...
So I just started watching the show and I'm honestly only passed the fourth episode. But I got excited I decided to write this now!
Shout out to RedCeleste for recommending the show to me!
Hope you enjoyed this! Thanks for reading!
