My True Feelings

Me and Damon walked up to my front porch.

``Road trips work well for us'', he smiled.

I got out my keys, ``It doesn't mean that things are back to the way they used to be Damon I replied.''

``Oh come on, you know that I chipped a little bit of your wall of hatred'' he smirked.

I turned around...``I need to know the truth... when you broke Jeremy's neck, did you know that he was wearing the ring?''

He paused. 'No, no I didn't... Katherine really pissed me off, and I... snapped and I wouldn't know what he would of done if he wasn't wearing it''...

``Elena I'm sorry,

His blue eyes pierced into mine like he was looking into my soul.''

My heartbeat increased, the look on his face nearly tarred me apart.

I sighed. ``Thank you for being honest with me and the answer to your question about our friendship... is yes you have lost me forever'' His face dropped.

I went to open the front door when Damon stopped me.

``But you knew that already didn't you''

``You used me today.''

I looked up at him with a mask of Hatred. 'You had information about Katherine that I needed to know.''

``I thought friends don't manipulate friends.'' He searched my eyes for a moment.

``You and Katherine have a lot more in common than just your looks''. Then he was gone.

His comment hit me like a thousand knives after several minutes I slowly walked to the front door and went inside.

I fell to the floor with my face in my hands, those words kept replaying over and over again in my head.

`You and Katherine have a lot more in common than just your looks'.

I groaned, this day was a total disaster I didn't want to see Damon hurt... as much as I should want him to be... I just couldn't.

But the scariest thing of all was that I lied. He hadn't lost me forever, Even though he broke my brother's neck I just couldn't carry on hating him.

Something deep down inside me felt something more than friendship towards Damon,

But I'm too much of a coward to believe it.

Please Review! Just a little one shot after seeing the episode Bad Moon Rising.