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Naruto

Fuck. Dammit I never thought I'd be seeing Sasuke and Sakura so at it. I shivered at the memory of them two at it. Idiots.

Dear God,

Are you there? If you are could you please come out and help me? I need you.

Haruno Sakura

There was silence in the car. A tense silence-the type of silence I couldn't stand, but there was nothing to be said until it was all figured out.

What a lousy week.

Sakura

Last month, if were to tell me, I'd be having sex with Uchiha Sasuke I would laughed and told you to have your head checked.

Haha…the irony of this.

It wasn't that I haven't dreamt of being with Sasuke, because believe me, I have. It was just hormones reacting to an attractive male, but I knew I could keep them under control. There was no way you could be a woman and not be slightly attracted to a freaking hot man.

But now, he was only about three feet away and the distance felt much too close. He was invading my senses. Sure, there was a small part of me that was focused on how he had made me feel, and I knew it was wrong to be thinking that. There shouldn't be any pleasure for me, I had done something wrong.

I have been told that I beat myself up and I know I do, it's just that I can't go easy on myself when I've done wrong. Stupid conscience.

Honestly, I didn't know what to say. I racked my brain for a reasonable reason, but even looking into the depth of my mind, I knew there was no other reason, besides impulse.

We made an awkward sight walking into the run down restaurant. The expensive black car held two people looking grim and one who looked as if he had no care in the world. That one, walked in front of us with his hands in his pocket, while the other one lingered back to wait for me. He looked at me with a look I didn't recognize. I cringed and walked forward still feeling the look boring into the back of my head.

What did Naruto think of me now?

The three of us waited in a line not daring to look at one another. We were seated at a round table and our waitress was a pretty Chinese girl who was awed by Sasuke. I could hardly blame her.

She could have him. Good riddance.

At the table we just sat there. Sasuke was tapping his foot against the floor, and you know how there are things that just annoy the shit out of you?

I fidgeted willing the noise to go away.

Tap…Tap…Tap

In the eyes of a stranger, you'd see a flawless man, a slutty looking girl, and a torn man. We made quite a sight. I chuckled darkly.

"Sakura-chan…" I pretended not to hear-just stared at the stain on the white tablecloth.

Tap…Tap…Tap

He made me feel like a frickin ant compared to him. How could he just make me feel so small?

"Sasuke…" that was the first time I've ever heard him use Sasuke's name. Heh. The problem must be very serious.

Sasuke's eyes shifted over to Naruto.

Naruto

What happened? That's all I needed to know. Why the fuck did he hurt Sakura-chan twice? Two fucking times. The first time, he was drunk, but this fucking time he was aware of what he was doing.

I knew that it would be unwise of me to beat the asshole up, but sometimes he was such a fucking idiot.

BAM.

I felt pain in my left cheek. Ugh.

He punched me and I heard Sakura-chan gasp. I was pissed. The other customers were having a good entertainment, and the frail old woman who ran the shop couldn't do anything.

"What the hell was that for?!" I heard her shriek. "Naruto are you okay?"

"That was for back at the party."

Bastard. And that was when Sakura-chan broke.

Sakura

I slapped him. How dare he punch Naruto when he was the one who prevented us from regretting what could have happened?

"How dare you!?" He didn't do anything – all I got was a look of anger that briefly resided in his eyes. "You fucking took advantage of me while I was drunk!"

Naruto held me preventing me from attacking him. That didn't stop me from trying to break free.

"Sakura-chan, please calm down!" Naruto was pleading.

"Back off Naruto! Let me fucking go!"

I turned back to the Uchiha. "Do you have any idea what I've been through because of you?!" Why wasn't he reacting? He just stared at me with his dark penetrating eyes.

"How dare I?" His voice began as a whisper. He chuckled.

"You ask how dare I, when I didn't see you trying to stop anything?" Naruto slackened his grip and I threw myself at him. Why couldn't he see, he was tearing me up inside? Why didn't he feel the remorse?

"I was drunk! I told you, I wanted to forget that night! And today…Today you tried to take advantage me again!" I was punching him and he held my hands down.

"What I saw was quite different."

I laughed. "Different? Oh please do explain! Explain! God Dammit! How I was fucking different this time! Because I do believe that I had clearly my intentions! I wasn't going to let a repeat of that night happen!" Four weeks of bottle anger finally released, anger I thought I didn't have.

He was quiet for a moment while I took that moment to yank my arms away from his hold breathing harshly.

"Who initiated it?"

"What?"

"Think back thirty minutes, it's not that hard." He was mocking me

Realization hit me. I had initiated the intimacy.

"B-but..but…"

"I came over to apologize." He stated and turned around and left leaving a tip on the table.

What? Why? It was my fault this time, and I had accused him.

Sasuke

I saw the shock on her face and if the situation hadn't been so serious, I would have chuckled.

Fuck.

I left the place and drove off leaving the two idiots there.

Damn her and her fucking accusations.

The speedometer was rising.

She was fucking crazy.

The speedometer was well over 90.

I heard the sirens. Cops.

I pulled over and hit the wheel. I was in no mood to deal with a shitty officer.

Damn her tears.

Naruto

She was sobbing. I never was too good with emotional women.

"G-gomen Naruto!"

I didn't know what to think after that exchange, so I did what any other friend did, I held her, and told her it would be okay.

"S-Sakura-chan?"

She looked up and she honestly looked pitiful.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I hated how whiny I sounded but she told me everything, and she kept something major away from me.

She looked at me, shocked. Her mouth opened and closed, but nothing came out.

A minute later a timid, "I-I don't know."

Dear God,

Please don't be mad at what I did. I think I will spend my weekend praying, and I hope you find you can forgive me.

Haruno Sakura.

Sakura

It's funny how one day can be full of so much drama and another so boring. Why couldn't there be a balance?

I stood in the restroom of the restaurant looking in the mirror. Ugh. I had rushed straight into the bathroom ignoring the shouts from the owner, and well I stood over the toilet puking my guts out. But I felt so much lighter afterwards. Funny, puking makes you feel better.

I walked out feeling so much more in control of myself.

Naruto was waiting for me and I walked past him hoping he'd understand I was done talking. He did.

Today was just a hilarious day. Someone up there was probably having a good joke.

I walked into my room, completely exhausted and you know what greets me?

Ino, holding the pink box I had hidden underneath my mattress.

"Uhh…"

"S-sakura?" She was looking at me, and why was I feeling guilty, shouldn't I be mad that she searched underneath MY mattress?

"Ino! What the fuck?! Why the hell were you looking underneath my fucking mattress?"

She was shocked as hell, who wouldn't be? Normally, I am a friendly person, who barely raises her voice and now I'm cussing my best friend out.

Her look turns cold. "I thought I'd do you a favor by taking your sheets to laundry, so please excuse me for trying to help you out."

She walked past me carrying the basket of sheets.

She turned around at the last minute and threw the box at me, "You should take the test."

Dear God,

I'm about to take the test and please let it be negative, I promise I will apologize to Shikamaru for cheating off his test in ninth grade. I'll apologize to my mother for lying to her when I said I was at Ino's when I was at the club. Just let this come out negative.

Haruno Sakura

Like I said, I'm sure someone was having a good laugh.

Would I be able to laugh about this a few weeks later? A five foot seven girl was scared of the pink box that was barely the length of my hand.

I spent about an hour in the bathroom just thinking.

Eeny Meeny miney mo…

Take it. Don't take it. Take it. Don't take it. Take it.

I was taking it.

I read the directions and it was simple enough really. Pee on the thing and wait for a response, yes or no.

I waited for fifteen minutes sitting on the toilet seat staring at the stick.

Beep!

I looked at it and broke down crying.

Yes.

So... she finally took the test !

Get me to a hundred ReViEWS? my dearies?

Sasusaku779