**This is major smut! If you don't want to read, then don't. I do not own anything; these characters are all Stephenie's. Thanks for reading**

I saw her lips move but I didn't hear anything. Confusion hit me as I was trying to read her lips. They would move and she would smile again. I felt my eyes blink and I tried to respond but still I couldn't hear anything. What is going on?

I look up and into her eyes and I saw those orbs that I love so much. They were filled with happiness; there was no sadness in them. This made me smile and I could feel my face light up. She smiled back at me and she reached for my hand. I didn't pause and I grabbed it as quick as she offered. She started to pull me forward. I realized then that I was sitting on the porch of my home. Bella was dragging me to the woods. Where is she going?

She stopped just short of the tree line staring start ahead. I stared at her and then followed her eyes and saw what she saw. That damn bloodsucker was there. Glaring at us but he had his crocked smile and was calling Bella with his hand. I turned my attention back to Bella and I started to feel her pull away. Finally I heard myself scream NO, but she was already gone.

I jerked in the spot that I was sitting in. My eyes were searching the room when I realized that I was just dreaming. I turned to look at Bella. She was fast asleep and was starting to get some of her color back. I smiled and brushed some of the hair away from her face. She whimpered and pressed her check into my hand. I stopped breathing for a moment and started to move it away when I heard her say my name. "Jacob...my Jacob."

My heart started to race as she leaned more into my hand. I sighed when she moved so that her lips touched my palm and kissed it. I closed my eyes wanting nothing more to take her to my room and love her. Show her how I could be that man that she was looking for, that she needed. I heard her whisper again, "No Jacob, please don't. Don't leave me, like him."

My heart sank; she thought that I would leave her like that monster. No, I wasn't like him. So I leaned forward and kissed her forehead and with a whispered, "I'm not going anywhere." She let a sigh escape her lips which the warmth hit my neck and sent shivers down my spine. How can she do this to me? She makes me so weak. I kissed her forehead again and sat back in front of the couch. I settled in the same position as before and started thinking about everything that I would love to do with her, for her. I could be that man she wanted. I could love her like no other. I sighed as I started to drift back off to sleep.

I felt Bella's lips on my neck. I sighed and opened my eyes to see that beautiful smile that seemed to reach her eyes. I realized that I wasn't holding her. I put my left arm around her waist and my right hand on the back of her neck to pull her into me. I moaned when her lips touched mine. I put all the passion, all the love that I had for her in this kiss.

I let me tongue escape so that I could sweep it across her lower lip. She sighed and allowed me to deepen the kiss. My tongue evaded her and we fought for dominance. I pressed our bodies closer, and a moan reached my ears. She moved her leg so that it was pressed against my hard member which made me moan. She giggled then and I growled at her, because she knew that giggle would make me even harder.

I started to trail kisses down her neck and nibbling a little here and a littler there. She was starting to pant and I got to her collarbone. I licked it and felt her shiver in my arms. I moved my right leg up in between her legs so that I could put pressure on her mounds. When the pressure hit her I heard her hitch her breathing and she started to move on my thigh. Oh god she is going to be the death of me, I thought.

I couldn't take this anymore. I moved my hands to her ass and picked her up so that she could rap her legs around me, which she did. I started to kiss her lips as we made our way to the bed room. I broke the kiss as I laid her down on my bed. She started to strip as did I.

I stood far enough away so that I could see all of her. I was to see ever inch of skin, every freckle on her body. She laid there naked and reaching for me with a whimper. I sighed and cooed at her, "You are so beautiful. I have wanted you for so long. I'm going to make this last." I came up beside the bed and leaned over and kissed her. She grabbed a hand full of hair and I started to chuckle. I broke away and looked her up and down again.

I went to the other side of the bed to lie down beside her. With my head on the palm of my hand and the other hand on her stomach I watched her body react to me. Her nipples were already standing up and looking like that wanted attention. I brushed my fingertips across her stomach and she shivered again.

I smiled at the reaction and her breathing seemed to pick up. She whispered, "Please Jacob, I need you. I want you. Please?!" I looked up and into her eyes and I could see the lust, the fire for me. I leaned towards her lips but I had other ideas. When she started to move towards me I quickly grabbed a nipple between my lips. She squeaked and then started to moan when I moved my tongue against the hard nipple. Her hips were moving and she was starting to breath heavy again.

I moved over the other breast as my fingers started to work their way down. I got to where her panties should have been and she started to buck her hips. I nibbled a little to try to get her to stop, which she responded. My fingers continued their way down until I felt the soft skin. I moaned into her breast and then mumbled, "You shave." She moaned again as my fingers slide down and in between her folds. She whimpered and started to move her hips. I let go of her breast and looked up at her. She had her eyes closed with her hands in her hair. I whispered, "Stop moving." it wasn't a request, it was an order.

She opened her eyes and looked at me. She stopped moving and looked at me with passion. I smiled and licked my lips; I wanted to do everything to her. She smiled and whispered, "Jacob, I want you to make love to me. Please?" My smile got bigger and I whispered, "All in due time my Bella." I moved my head so fast she didn't have time to react really. I started to lick her center and she moaned my name.

The sound of my name while she was receiving pleasure from me was music to my ears. Made me ache for her even more, with my member pressed against her leg she felt it twitch. Bella started to move her leg a little and I moaned into her fold. She moved her leg a little more and I just about had it. I put my finger into her pleasure and she screamed. I felt her tighten around my finger and then the wetness inside her made my hardness twitch again. I needed to be in her, I couldn't take it.

I took my mouth away and position myself between her legs. She immediately placed her legs around my waist and grabbed a hold of my hair to pull me towards her. As she kissed me I plunged myself into her. The combination of the tightness and wetness made me moan and scream with her, even though it wasn't heard due to the deepening of the kiss.

I waited for her to tell me to continue and I felt her hips start to rock. I knew it was okay to continue. I pulled myself almost all the way out and then I thrust myself into her again. Her scream was muffled by my kisses again. We were in complete bless until I heard a voice, "Oh"

My eyes popped open and I jumped up. I saw my father and Sam just inside the door way. My father's face was so sad I knew right then what was happening. One, that moment of bless was nothing but a dream and I was feeling it now. Two, Harry had died as the pack thought was going to happen. I ran to my father to hug him and help him. I was heading to put on some coffee when dad said he was going to get some rest. Sam said he was heading back to help.

As I watched my father leave to go to his room, I looked back at Bella. She had guilt, written all over her face. There was some sadness there and also grief. I moved back to her said and grabbed her hand. "How you feel? I should have taken you to a doctor or something." She shook her head and asked if I would take her home.

I thought that would be best since Charlie would be home soon and would probably need her. I nodded to her and went to get her truck. I helped her into the cab and went around to the driver side to take her home. Once I was in there and had myself settled I pulled Bella close to keep her warm and started to drive towards Forks.