A/N: Sorry it has taken me so long to write. I have been reading and trying to catch up on my shows. This chapter is major smut. I didn't think I have every written in this much detail but I just let it go. Hope you enjoy and if you don't want to read smut...then don't read this

As I was driving Bella home I was glad that I had changed my pants after rescuing her. I had jeans on so no one could see the extreme hard erection that I had from my dream. I still had a painful erection since Bella was snuggled up on my bare chest. I shifted a little in the seat to move it to the side, when Bella raised her head to look at me, puzzled. I chuckled and whispered, "Sorry." She shrugged and snuggled back into my chest some more and I could smell her hair. That floral smell was so relaxing and so lovely.

We pulled around the corner to her home and I felt Bella shiver. I pulled her more into me trying to keep her warm. I could turn on the heat but I was warmer than this old truck could produce. It also gave me an excuse to keep her close. I stopped the truck right in Bella's normal parking slot. I turned off the engine and Bella whimpered a little. I looked down at her and she raised her head. She hadn't moved. Her arms still wrapped around me and her eyes were showing some kind of emotional battle.

She gave me a little smile and I squeezed her a little tighter. I let my nose press into her hair and inhaled her scent as much as I could. That way I could smell her in my dreams. The next thing I knew, my mouth opened and words flew out before my brain could stop it. "Bella I know you don't feel for me like I do for you and that's okay." Bella started to pull away, I didn't want to let go but I did. She was staring at me stunned, or might have been confusion.

I decided that it was time to take her to the house. I reached for the door handle but she put her hand on mine. I turned to look back at her and she was right there. Her lips were so close. Her eyes were on my lips. My heart was pounding so hard I thought that I was going to have a heart attack. I whispered, "You don't," but was stopped by her kiss. I couldn't believe it. Bella, my Bella was kissing me.

I removed my hand from the door handle and wrapped it around her waist and pulled her close to me. Our chests were smashed together and I heard her sigh. My whole body was on fire. Her fingers slowly ran down my arms and then across my chest and I moaned at her touches. I have wanted this for so long. She broke the kiss and looked into my eyes, "Jacob will you help me? Will you take away the pain?" I stared into her eyes and saw the tears starting to form. She was scared, scared that I would leave her and make her suffer like he did.

I reached up and brushed her hair away from her cheek. I needed to see more of her face, more of her. "I'll do anything you ask me to do Bella. I'm yours. Here, now, or later. I will always be yours." With that I pulled her into my lap and kissed her with all my heart, just like I did in the dream. She relaxed in my arms and I heard her moan. I felt my erection twitch again and she did too. She started to wiggle on my lap which just made me even harder. I growled at her and she chuckled.

She took control and pushed me down onto the seat. Thank god for bench seats. My back on the seat now and she was straddling me. She looked me up and down, running her fingers all over my bare chest. She got to the lower part of my abdominals, where my jeans were. My hips automatically bucked without me telling them too. She smiled at me and unbuttoned my jeans. I was watching her hands working on the jeans. She got the zipper down and I watched one of her hand disappear and then felt it rubbing my hardness. This time I bucked due to the feeling of it all. I reached up and grabbed her hips and pushed her down until the bulge.

She gasped and started to move her hips in motion with her hand. I couldn't take it anymore, I could smell her arousal and I needed to kiss her. I put my hand behind Bella's neck and pulled her to me. I kissed her deep and hard, I had urgency to this kiss. I needed her, I wanted her.

She was picking up the pace on my manhood as we kissed. My hips were bucking to her movements. I sat us up so that I could change the position. I wanted to please her and make her want me. I removed her shirt as I pushed her down into the seat. After I had her and my self positioned, with her legs on either side of me, I leaned back on my heels. I looked down at the beautiful mounds in front of me. I licked my lips in anticipation.

She arched her back enough to slide her hands behind her. Next thing I saw was the bra being removed and on the floor of the truck. I looked up and into her eyes and saw the lust, love, and happiness in them. This was the first time I have seen them like this in a long time. I leaned down and kissed her softly. I started to deepen the kiss as I touched her breast. We both moaned into each others mouths at the pure pleasure of the touch. I broke away from her and trailed kisses down her cheek to her jaw. I went up her jaw to her ear and whispered, "I've been waiting for so long. I'm going to show you the love that you deserve."

She turned her head to kiss me but I went for the breast that I was massaging and took her nipple in my mouth. She arched her back to push her breast more into my mouth while moaning. I liked her reaction to what I was doing so I went to the other breast and did the same. Bella reached up and pulled on my hair to push me into her chest deeper.

I started to trail my hand down her stomach to where her jeans were. She wiggled the closer I got. I continued my taste of her and unbuttoned her jeans. She whispered my name and I looked up at her without removing my mouth. "Please Jacob, I need you." I continued with unzipping her jeans and placed my hand inside of her jeans. She gasped and started to move her body against mine.

I felt the wetness on the thin cloth that covered her mounds. I moved my fingers lightly across the sweet area and she gasped for air. She wiggled some more and I noticed that she was trying to get her jeans off. I broke away from her beautiful breast and helped her remove them and her panties. I looked her up and down. My Bella laying there naked in front of me, she was beautiful. She smiled and I realized that I said that out loud.

I started to remove my jeans and boxers. I lightly covered her with my body. I leaned in to kiss her and nibbled a little on her lip. I stopped and waited for her to look into my eyes. When those beautiful chocolate orbs looked at me I said, "Are you sure?" She nodded her head at me. I then grabbed my manhood and rubbed it against her folds. She whimpered as I pressed the head against her opening. She nodded again and I pushed very slowly into her. We both moaned and lay there very still to allow us to enjoy each other.

When I felt her legs come up around my hips and started to rock, I started to realize that it was the best feeling I've ever experienced. I started to rock my hips along with her. I was kissing her deeply as we started to pick up speed. My hands roamed all over her body just trying to remember everything about this moment just in case it was a dream.

I went faster and I felt the tightness in me and I knew that I wouldn't be lasting much longer. I slowed down a little to catch her up to me. She opened her eyes to look at me and I saw worry, confusion, and sadness there. I moved away from her to place my arms straight out to brace myself on the door. I was hovering over her and took my hand and started to rub her clit.

She closed her eyes, started to move her hips and moaning. Her hips were moving up and down and around in a circle. It felt so good against my member that I could feel my tightness again. I couldn't take this anymore. I moaned, "Bella, I'm not going to last much longer."

She then moaned and screamed, "Oh Jacob, please! I need more of you, cum inside me." That was it and I lost all control of myself. Between those words and her center squeezing me, I pushed harder and deeper into her. I screamed her name as she did mine. When we came down from our high, I removed myself from her and started to get dress.

She aloud me to help her get dressed, even allowing me to help place her bra back on. I, of course, did a couple licks and sucks on her breast. She would laugh at me and push me away. I watched her place the rest of her clothes back on and I pulled her into my lap. I hold on to her and I didn't want to let go.

"Jacob, I need to get into the house and shower before Charlie gets home." Oh, yea she will probably need to do that. I could smell the sex just sitting here. Of course, my senses were a lot better than Charlie, but I'm sure he would have noticed her hair being all over the place.

"Of course, my Bella." I kissed her deeply and reached for the door handle. Then the smell that I was hoping was apart of a dream. That damn bloodsucker was there. That damn bloodsucker was in her home. I have to get her away from here. I slammed the door shut and moved Bella to sit beside me as I cussed up a storm.

"You fucking idiot. Okay, change or get her safe. Change or get her safe." I looked over at the confusion in Bella's eyes. "Get you safe." Bella still looking at me confused started to yell at me. "What is wrong Jacob? What is it? Is it Victoria?" I growled and said yes. I felt a shiver from her and I could feel her being scared and worried. I started the truck and did a u-turn in the middle of the road using her neighbor's driveway. As I started to head back toward my house I heard Bella yelling to stop. I look over at her confused.

"Jacob stop! It's not Victoria...it's Carlisle!" My heart stopped. After what we just did she still wanted to stop for those damn bloodsuckers. I just gave her my virginity and she wants to run back to them. I yelled, "What? They are bloodsuckers and just hurt you. You want me to stop so you can run to them to hurt you again?" I could feel my rage coming up and I could feel the power going to my hands. I needed to leave, if I didn't I would hurt her.

I threw the truck into park and looked down at my hands. I realized that I had indented the stirring wheel. I whispered, "fine Bella I hope that you are still alive tomorrow." I opened the truck door and took off running into the woods. I don't remember if I took off my shoes or pants. My rage was taking over now and I just needed to run.

"Want to talk about it brother?" I heard in my head. "Jacob, she's not worth it. Just let her be." I growled and the voices stopped. Next thing I noticed I saw Sam running beside me. I snarled at him and he whimpered at me. I stopped in my tracks and looked at him with his black coat shinning in the moonlight.

"Jacob, please tell me what happened?" I didn't want to think about it. I heard some whoops and heard that a boys from the others but then Sam snarled and they all stopped. "Jacob, go back to human form, so we can talk." I transformed back to human and started to let the tears fall. Sam walked over to me and just placed his hand on my shoulder.

***So what will happen? Don't know. Who was in the house? Was it Edward? Did he see them? Have to wait and see. ***