A/N: So this will be the last author note I'll do in a while. I have been thinking long and hard on what I wanted to do from this point. Stick to the story or go off of it.....hmmm. Well I want to go off the normal storyline. So read up and tell me what you think. Thanks for all the love. I really appreciate it.

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I felt a small hand touch my face and I closed my eyes to it. I could feel my temper come down and finally looked at her. She looked at me with sadness in her eyes. "Jacob, please?" She was pleading with me, for what. The confusion must have been on my face because she placed her other hand on the other side of my face. "Jacob, please? I need you and I need them. Please?" She said in a low whisper.

How could I deny her anything? How can I stand here and tell her no? I looked deep into her eyes and saw the need, the love for me but also for them. I sighed and whispered, "I don't know Bella. I don't know if I can." I turned away from her and ran my hands over my face. Bella stayed there on the counter but I heard her pick up the phone. I turned and looked at her and she dialed a number. I didn't see what it was but it was only three keys. I stared at her with more confusion than ever.

She looked up at me and smiled but then it faded and she hung up. I cocked my head to the side and she whispered, "I wanted to see if it was really him." She shrugged. The furry started again, "You didn't believe me?" I questioned her.

"No, Jacob it's not that. I knew you were telling the truth. I was just hoping to talk to them. That is all. It's been so long since I have seen them or heard them. I just wanted to hear their voices." Tears started to well up in her eyes. She was sobbing by the time I got to her. She threw her arms around me and pulled me into her. I stood there and held her while she cried and whimpered their names.

My Bella was hurting and I'm sure it's all because that little vampire running around. Why didn't she just stay away? I sighed as I rubbed Bella's back. She looked up with bloodshot eyes and tear streak face. Her sadness was just too much for me. I needed to make her smile, make her feel something other than pain. I leaned in and lightly kissed her lips. As I pulled away, she leaned in for more but I needed to say what she wanted.

Her eyes were closed and her lips were still puckered which made me snicker. Her eyes flew open and glared at me. Oh, what the hell, I thought. I leaned in and kissed her again, harder this time. All the love poured from me and went to my lips and to hers. She moaned and pulled me into her more.

Since she was still on the counter I didn't have to lower myself to much to make the movement I was wanting. I placed my hands under her buttocks and lift her up. She automatically threw her legs around me.

I deepened the kiss. My tongue went in deep to her mouth. She moaned some and wiggled in my hands, which in returned I moaned. She was pressed up against my hardness that was begging to be released. I needed her, and it had to be right then. I had to show her, I had to make her feel the love that I had for her. That I would make it better, that she didn't need them to make her happy.

As I was climbing the stairs to her room, the door bell went off. I ignored it and continued up but before I could get halfway it went off again but this time twice in urgency. I growled at the irritation of it but I heard Bella giggle. Ah, that's what I wanted to hear.

I smiled and kissed her softly. I whispered, "I'll see who....OH CRAP!!" I dropped Bella to her feet and took off down the stairs. I had forgotten, this whole time, that Embry and Jared were outside. Bella looked at me stunned as I opened the door. Both of them stood there with anger on their faces. I smiled and looked back at Bella, "Go up stairs Bella, I'll be right up." I heard her giggle and took off up the stairs.

I stepped outside and got the glare from Jared. "What the hell is going on?" He bellowed at me. A low growl came from my chest as I said, "None of your damn business. Go tell Sam that I'll be back in a while. Bella and I have some talking to do." I looked at Embry; he gave me a little smile with a nod. Jared on the other just glared at me.

"Now, if you are done nosing around. Please go and I'll meet you guys at the funeral." Jared shook his head no and I growled again. He said in a low but calm voice, "I'm not leaving you here alone. Just in case that little vampire comes back and doesn't like what you are doing to their 'pet'." I sighed because of two things; he was right about the vampire part. I couldn't take her myself. Secondly he already knew what I was about to do. I nodded to them and told them to wait in the car and that I'll be out in a while.

As I close the door I heard Jared say to Embry, "Five minutes and he's done." I heard Embry laugh and say, "You're on! I say an hour. Whoever gets closest buys pizza?" I had to smile to myself because I always knew Embry had my back.

As I ran up the stairs and into Bella's bedroom, she wasn't there. Horror hit me right then but I heard the shower going. I turned and walked to the bathroom and saw the door opened just a crack. I slid my hand in and around the door to open it. I saw her silhouette in the shower curtain. It was the one of the most beautiful things that I have ever seen, besides her naked underneath me.

I could feel me getting hard again and it begging for release. I just stood there and watched her move. Her arm up and washing her hair with strawberry shampoo, man how I love that smell. I saw her bend at the waist and wash her legs and she slowly moved up her leg to her center and then up to her belly. I heard her sigh then and I about blew it right then.

"Jacob," she cooed, which made me jump. She pulled the shower curtain back and smiled, "Are you going to join me or just stand and watch?" She winked. I don't think I have ever moved that fast, even in wolf form. She giggled as I stepped into the shower, oh so willingly. She turned so that her back was to me and I couldn't help but grab her ass. She moaned and wiggled a little in my hands. My manhood twitched at that sound and her soft skin covered in water.

She turned around and had her cloth that she just washed up with. She started to rub my chest. A low moan came from my chest when she was getting closer to my center. With one hand she grabbed the back of my neck and pulled me into a kiss. This kiss was full of need and desire. I felt the cloth touch my sex which made my hips jerk. Then I felt her hand wrap around it and start to stroke it. The soap was making the motion so smooth that I wasn't realizing I was thrusting my hips.

Bella let me go and moved the shower head so that I could rinse off. I turned so that my back was to the shower head and leaned in and kissed her. I slipped my tongue out to make her open her mouth. She did so as I thrust my tongue in and out of her lips. She moaned and pushed herself into me.

Her breast pressed up against me felt so good. I ran my hand up her side to her breast line and squeezed it lightly. She moaned into my mouth some more. I couldn't take this much more. I needed her right here, right now.

I broke the kiss and whispered in her ear, "I need you, right now." She moaned and whispered back, "I need you too." I reached behind me and turned off the shower. I threw back the shower curtain and picked her up, bridal style, and carried her to the bedroom.

As I reached the bed I looked down at her and she looked so beautiful in my arms. I laid her down gently on the bed and kissed her lips. I positioned myself between her legs and whispered how beautiful she was as I touched her all over. As I touched her center core and she arched her back and whimpered. I kissed down her neck and across her collarbone.

She whimpered for me, telling me to love her, that she wanted more. Those words were like flames rolling across my skin. I kissed up to her ear and position the tip of myself to her entrance. I wanted to tease her just a little more but I didn't plan on her moving her hips.

We both gasped as I slid into her. We slowly rocked and moved together as I kissed her all over. She moaned, "Faster Jake, please." I complied and picked up the pace. I felt her insides squeeze me which was all I could do to not end it right there. She started to scream my name and I start to push deeper and harder into her.

I screamed her name as I came down from my rush. We both laid there panting and massaging each. She was rubbing my chest as I rubbed her back. We were basking in the glow when I caught smell of something nasty. I growled low in my chest and Bella leaned up to look at me.

"What is it Jake?" She whispered. I didn't respond because I was trying to decide what to do. "Are Jared and Embry picking on you?" She giggled as she slapped my arm. I growled deeper and whispered, "No, it's a vampire."

The horror hit her eyes and she whispered, "Alice?" I shock my head no. She looked at me puzzled. I closed my eyes and got out of the bed. I ran to the bathroom to get our clothes and I was back before she had turned to get up out of bed.

"Jake, is it Victoria?" I could feel my chest tighten up. I didn't want to tell her who it was. I hadn't answered her question and got dressed. I looked at her and I knew she could see the pain. She wrapped the sheet around herself and stood up beside me. I was shaking and she touched my face. I calmed in an instant.

I continued to look into those deep brown eyes when the door bell rang. She took her eyes away for a moment but then returned them to me. "Who is it Jake?" I had to say it. I had to tell her how I felt. I whispered, "I don't know if I can share you Bella. I don't think it would work. I'm a selfish person. I don't think I can." She stopped me by placing her hand to my mouth and leaned against me. Cooing at me she said again, "Who is it Jake?"

The door bell chimed again and I responded, "It's the whole Cullen family."