After this long ass night I needed some rest. Between Bella returning in the arms of Edward, to trying to catch that redhead vampire, I was beat. I walked in the door dragging my heels when my father met me in the kitchen.
"Bella called," he whispered. I groaned and continued to my room. I didn't want to talk to her. I didn't want to hear her voice; I knew that I would break if I heard the happiness there. She had her vampire back. I snarled when I hit the bed. That's damn vampire. I heard the phone ring before I drifted off.
My eyes opened and I saw something standing in the corner of my room. I jumped up and started to growl but realized it was Bella. I could see her beautiful brown eyes, wide and full of love. Saw her long brown hair, and she was just standing there with a wicked smile. I sighed and walked over to her. She threw her arms around my neck and kissed me so passionately that I couldn't help myself for pulling her closer to me. I needed her.
I took the opportunity to grab her butt and left her up so that she would wrap her legs around me, which she did. I moved us over to my bed and laid her down on it. I began to remove her clothing slowly with kisses all over her body. She was quivering underneath me, sighing and moaning. She was running her fingers up and down my back and then moved to the front of my chest. Of course, I was in only my shorts so she could see my muscular chest. She sighed when I looked up at her. Her eyes were full of lust and love. I was thinking of all the things that I wanted to do, until I felt her tiny hand inside my shorts and all was lost. He little fingers wrapped around my hardness and started to move her fist up and down the length. I couldn't take it, I needed her and I needed to be inside her.
I moaned when she rubbed her thumb over the tip of my penis and I kissed her with all the passion that I had. I moved my hips upward every time she went down my length. I couldn't take it anymore; I could feel my release coming up. I grabbed her wrist and pulled her hand out of my shorts. I grabbed her other wrist with my other hand and pulled her arms up above her head. I moved my hands so that I could pin her wrist down with one hand. It was my turn to pay her back for the attention.
I started kissing down her neck as she sighed and whispered my name. I got to her breast and kissed them, I didn't even have to nibble on her to get her nipples to react. They were already hard with excitement. I kissed both nubs and then licked them. She arched her back and moaned my name again. How I love to hear her say my name like that, all husky with lust and desire. I moved down to her stomach and moved my position so that I could still hold her wrist but could go lower to her sweet sex. Her arousal was so intoxicating that I was just letting myself go.
I saw have shaved area and how wet she was, and it was all for me. I licked my lips with anticipation and I reached down with my hand and moved her lips apart so that I could see her in her full glory. She squirmed and moaned when I touched her. I moaned with her as my hardness twitched. I leaned over and placed a sweet kiss on the inside of her thigh and she moaned again. I got closer and closer and then I buried my face in her sweetness. She screamed my name as I started to suck on her sex. She was throwing her head back and forth and panting that she couldn't take it anymore. I stopped and looked up at her and whispered, "What do you want Bella?" She panted out at me, "You Jacob, always you." It was all I could do to not cum right then. My hardness twitched again and I moved so that I was between her legs. I leaned into her and kissed her as I thrust myself into her. We both gasped and moaned as we kissed deeper. I started to pick up the pace and she moved so that she could start kissing my neck. I was so wrapped up in the feelings of her around me that I didn't realize what she was doing. The next thing I knew I felt pain at my neck, which sent me into a rage of passion. I felt her sex tighten around me and I thrust harder into her. As we got close to climax I felt the pain go way from my neck. I looked down at Bella and she was licking blood off her lips and her eyes were no long brown, they were red.
The door flying open and hit my dresser which made me fall out of my bed. My father started yelling about the phone but I couldn't hear anything at the moment. I was in pain because I had a serious hard on and I landed on it when I fell out of bed. When I didn't respond I heard his wheelchair leave the door area. I was cursing at myself and him. I was cursing at myself for having such a dream and then cursing at my father for waking me up from such a dream.
I laid there for a minute on the floor letting the pain subside and started thinking about this dream I just had. Why am I dreaming of Bella with red eyes? What the hell is going on in my head? I heard the phone ring and I slowly got up. I heard my father talking to whoever it was. "No Bella, he's still asleep." It was Bella, I made my way to the door but I didn't want dad to see me up. "I know Bella. Oh honey, please don't cry. I know you want to talk to him. As soon as he gets up I'll have him call you or even better, I'll send him over." How could my father say that? I don't want to see her. She's back with her vampire. Why the hell would I want to see her?
I heard him hang up the phone and I walked out of my room looking tired. I didn't want him to know I was listening. "Who was that dad?" I said. He turned his wheelchair around and started for the living room. He mumbled, "You know damn well who that was." Damn it, he knew I was listening. I went to turn to go take a shower when dad's voice boomed, "Get in here Jake, we need to talk." I closed my eyes and sighed. I really didn't want to talk about this, not right now. I knew that my father wouldn't let it drop until I did though. I slowly turned back around and walked into the living room. He was in front of the screen door looking out. I sat down on the couch with a big huff.
I don't know how long I sat there in silence. I sighed and started to get up and dad turned to face me. "Do you know how many times Bella has called?" I shook my head. "That made at least 20. She's worried about you, about the relationship between you two. She is crying every time that she calls. She needs you Jacob. She wants to explain what happened in Italy. I think you should go and talk to her." I sat there staring at my father. He was telling me to go and talk to her. I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed. "I don't think I can dad. After seeing her in that vampires arms and her calling for him, FOR HIM FATHER! I just don't know if I can do this, if I can share her with him."
I heard the screen door open and saw Sam standing there; my brother for life, for tribe, forever. He walked over to the couch and sat down beside me. He didn't say anything but just sat there. The screen door opened again and the rest of the wolf pack arrived. "I'll go make some snacks and some coffee," father sighed.
I didn't say anything we all just sat there in silence. The phone rang again which snapped me out of the thought process I was doing; the debating of talk to Bella or not talk to Bella. I heard my father say, "Yes Bella he's up. Yes Bella I told him to call you. He went to take a shower. I'll have him call you as soon as he is done. I know Bella, I know." He hung up the phone and sighed, "21 now." I shock my head and started to stand when Sam grabbed my wrist. "Sit, we need to talk. We all need to talk about this."
I ripped my hand from his grasp and growled, "Fine, talk, but I'm going to go take a shower." I walked away and into the bathroom. I slammed the door as hard as I could without breaking it. What the hell is going on here? They want to talk about those damn vampires and Bella. My Bella!
I started the shower and turned it to hot. I needed a nice hot shower. It's not like it would hurt me anyway. I stepped in still thinking about Bella and her crying on the shoulder of Edward since I won't come to her. Him wrapping his arms around her and telling her that he knew I would do this to her. That she should just forget about me and that he was there. I could see her kissing him and then it turn into more passionate kissing. I saw him touch her where I would touch her. A growl came deep from my chest and I snarled. How dare he? I thought.
I shut off the shower and dried off as fast as I could. I grabbed a pair of clothes and tied them to my leg like usual. I walked out into the living room and out the screen door. I heard the pack following me but I didn't care. I transformed and ran as fast as I could.
"What are you doing Jacob?" I heard Sam's voice in my head. "I'm going to go see Bella. We need to talk." I said back to his voice. Sam responded, "Can I please talk to you first?" I stopped and I could sense that Sam wasn't too far behind me. I saw the black figure move around me and then I saw him standing before me. "Please Jacob, transform to human so that me and you can talk." I huffed and transformed back to a human.
"What is it Sam, I need to go talk to Bella." I snarled at him. He threw his hands up as asking for peace. "I just wanted to see if you could find out what is going on with the Cullen's. Are they staying here or leaving? We need to know for the territory." I stared at him in disbelief; he was more worried about that than if I'm going to lose Bella forever. My eyes narrowed and I said in a cold voice, "If it comes up than I'll ask. If not, I'm not asking." I ran and transformed back into my wolf form and was on my way to Bella's. I didn't hear the pack behind me so I knew I was alone.
I arrived to Bella's house and I could smell the vampires all around. I snarled because one of them was still there. I saw a figure move from my left and I growled in that direction. I saw Edward come out from the tree. 'What the hell does he want?' I thought. "I wanted to explain what happened in Italy, Jacob." I snarled at him. I forgot that he could read minds. I decided to mess with him. 'I hate you Edward. I want to rip your throat out right here, right now.' I snarled again.
Edward stood there and got this smirk on his face and said, "Maybe some day Jacob, but I'm here for Bella. I wanted to explain to make it easier for her, not for you." I growled this time. Why the hell do you care? You left her here, broken and hurt. I started to picture of Bella lying on the ground, cold and crying. I showed him her sad smiles, and gray skin tone. That was until she started hanging out with me. She started to smile again. Her face was more colored. Her kissing drove me wild. I heard a hiss from Edward and I snorted. I thought 'sucks don't it Edward, to know what you did to her'. He hissed again and in a venom voice, "I know what I did Jacob but I still have feelings for her so if you could quit showing me pictures of you two I would appreciate it."
I chuckled and thought about the dream I just had but then I remembered the end and I shook my head. I looked over at Edward and he had a confused look on his face, "What was that? Did she bite you?" I nodded and Edward gasped. He looked just as taken back as I had felt when I had the dream. "That can't be so. The future had changed. I have to go." Edward turned to leave but I asked in thought, 'what's wrong? Why was I concerned about him?' He chuckled and said, "The same reason I am about you. You make Bella happy and I want you to be here for her. We will talk later. I need to talk to Alice. Can I meet you somewhere tonight to talk?" I nodded my head and he nodded back at the location I chose and he left in the wind.
I stood there for a moment looking at the path that he took. I wonder what he's thinking. I turned to Bella's house and looked up at her bedroom window. I saw her standing there staring right at me. I saw the tears running down her face and my heart ached. Did she see me here? She wiped the tears away and walked away from the window. I transformed back to human and got dressed. It was time to have a little talk with my Bella.
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A/N: Okay I put this at the end because I didn't want to mess up the story line. I confused some of you with the last line of my chapter. Where Jacob was running away from home, away from Bella, it was a metaphor. I didn't mean to upset some of you, I was just meaning as Bella to him is home. He was running away from her because he was hurt that she wanted Edward and not him. As you can tell though, she truly does love Jacob. Or does she??? I guess we will find out next chapter. *wink* Thanks for all the love again.
