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One we were far away from the house, I stopped and looked down at her. "You shouldn't have done that."
She raised her chin slightly and shrugged, "I needed to defend my mom and my family."
"Baby, that was dangerous." I hissed. "They could have figured it out and phased in the house."
"But they didn't." she insisted. "Jake, you know me. I'm not going to stand by and let them talk shit about my family. This prejudice that everyone has is stupid and outdated! And I'm not just talking about them. My family said things, too."
I sighed and wrapped my arms around her. "I'm sorry, baby." I whispered. "I wish I hadn't fucked things up for you. But we just need to show them how amazing you are, and then when they find out, it wont be so bad."
I spent the next hour showing Nessie around the reservation. She loved First Beach and made me promise her that I'd take her cliff diving. I didn't really want to after Bella was almost killed and all… But she insisted. I showed Nessie my garage and the two shitty bikes that were still in there. I took her all around and she seemed genuinely interested in everything about my childhood and past.
"Ok. Well, that's about it." I said after we had made it through the entire rez. "If you want we can-"
"Can is see where my family lived?" she asked me.
I sighed. Damn puppy face… "Um. Yeah. Ok. Lets grab the car."
Nessie smiled brilliantly at me. "Ok!"
I did my best to stay ambiguous on our drive to Forks. I didn't particularly want any of my pack brothers to know I was taking my imprint to the old Cullen house. That would lead to questions I defiantly couldn't answer. Yet.
It took me awhile to find the drive. I missed the turn three damn times. I watched Nessie's face light up when the old white house can into sight.
I guess age was kind to it. The house seemed to be in good shape, the lawn was a different story. It was all overgrown and weedy.
"This is it?" she asked when I parked the car.
"Yep. Cullen Manor."
Nessie bolted out of the car and onto the porch. I followed quickly. Maybe one of their leech- Uh. Vampire friends was vacationing there. "Can we go in?" she asked apprehensively.
I smiled. "Its technically your house, baby. I should be asking you if I can come in."
Nessie bit her lip adorably and turned the handle. She gasped softly when the door creaked open.
I couldn't help but be a little weirded out by the place. It looked as if the Cullens were living here yesterday. All the tv and game system remotes lay scattered across the table. There were several blankets piled up on the couch and a bucket next to it. I also saw an over turned cup with a reddish-brownish stain next to it. Blood.
Nessie wandered through the downstairs, occasionally sniffing things and examining other stuff. She sat down at Edward's old piano and ran her fingers over the keys. I wanted her to play something, but I also knew this was kind of a big moment for her. This is where her family lived. This is the last place her mother was human. This was the house she was born in.
There was food scattered everywhere in the kitchen and bags of blood in the still running refrigerator. Nessie smiled at the baby bottles, some were filled with baby formula, and others had a few drops of blood left. Her appetite as a baby was obvious.
After exploring the first floor, Nessie grabbed my hand and walked upstairs. The first room we saw was a bedroom decorated in grays, blacks, and purples. It was spotless. "Smells like Aunt Alice and Uncle Jazz." Nessie smiled. "She obviously got to pick out the color scheme."
Next we can across a tan bedroom with a very light and airy feel. "Grandma and Grandpa's room." She smiled as she smelled a bottle of perfume sitting on the vanity.
Nessie found Emmett and Rosalie's room, decorated with reds and blacks, next. She paused at the next door. "This must be daddy's room."
I nodded. I had never been in Edward's room before. Nessie opened the door.
His room wasn't like the other ones. The bed seemed to be awkwardly placed right in the middle of the room. It was a wrought iron bed with some fancy canopy covering. Every inch of his wall space was covered with shelves and shelves of music. After glancing over those, Nessie went to the desk and rifled through the things in there.
She gasped and I immediately went to her side. "What? Are you ok?"
She nodded. "It- Its- M-my- mm-" Nessie had tears streaming down her cheeks. "Mom." She finally whispered out.
I looked at the picture. It was one of Bella and Edward at the prom my dad paid me to crash. "Yeah. Uh. At prom." I said.
"You were there?" she asked.
Shit. I shrugged, "For a little. I saw pictures, too."
Nessie seemed to drop it, thank god. I didn't really want to tell her my dad paid me to try and break them up. Nessie found some other pictures of her mom and dad before moving on to the last room upstairs.
And when she opened that door, all I wanted to do was slam it shut and run. It was obviously the room she was born in. There was medical equipment all around and I could smell blood and bleach.
Nessie sighed. "So this is were it happened, I guess." She paced around the room for a little bit and finally sat down in the middle and cried.
I immediately went to her side and wrapped my arms around her before pulling her into my lap. "Shh. Nessie. What's wrong, baby? Should we leave?"
"N-n-no." she sniffled. "I just- Why would they keep everything from me? If- If they told me that the pack might be a danger to me, I wouldn't have gone, but- I have the right to know my grandpa, r-right?"
I kissed her forehead. "Of course you do, baby. I'm not saying what they did was right, but I understand. They just wanted to protect you."
"B-but I wouldn't have gone if they told me it was dangerous!" she insisted.
I couldn't help but smile. "Really?" She nodded. "It is dangerous for you to be here. I bet your parents told you that. I told you that. And yet you were in the wolves den this morning."
"Because you came with me." She said quietly.
"I seem to recall you saying you'd go with or without me." I said after kissing her again.
She was silent for a few seconds. "Ok. Maybe I would have come but they still had no right to lie to me and hid so much of their past from me. They've always painted their love as a fairytail romance. They never said anything about my grandpa or daddy leaving mum or about the pack or about an asshole werewolf best friend who didn't know how to keep his hands to himself." She huffed.
I smiled and quickly ran my hands under her shirt. "I still don't." I whispered into her ear.
She wriggled out of my lap, but I still kept my hands under her shirt and on her hips. "I'm just so mad at them! They could have at least told me their story!"
"Uh-huh." I said absentmindedly as I leaned closer to her.
"They had no right! Papa Carlisle is great and I love him, but I haven't even heard of Grandpa Charlie! Mum always skirted around the topic. I just don't understand why! Why would they keep this from me!"
I smiled, "You wanna know why?" I whispered.
Nessie turned her head slightly so our lips were centimeters apart. "Yes." She breathed softly.
"They were trying to keep you away from the big, bad wolf." I said before pushing her back to the floor while attacking her lips.
She giggled under me and parted her sweet lips for my tongue. I ran my hands all over her stomach and hips as her hands gripped my hair tightly and tugged me closer to her. Nessie moaned into my mouth when I ran my thumb over one nipple. She arched her back and thrust her breasts into my hands even more.
But that wouldn't do. She still had her shirt on. I at least needed to see her bra. So I slipped it off instead of ripping it off like I wanted. Her beautiful breasts were covered in pale pink and black lace. One thing that amazed me about Nessie was the fact she never wore the same bra or panties twice. Every time I got this far it was always like unwrapping a present when I got her shirt or pants off. Always new and always sexy.
Nessie pushed up on me a little bit and I took her signal to flip us and rolled onto my back, bringing her up with me. Nessie's legs were on either side of me and she was straddling me with nothing but a bra and short, sexy shorts on. And maybe panties. But sometimes she just skips 'em.
Nessie ran her hands under my shirt and traced my abs with her warm fingers. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the feeling of her hands on me. Without breaking contact, Nessie leaned forward and buried her face into my neck. Her hair fanned across my face and her wonderful lilac scent overwhelmed me.
"Fuck, Nessie." I groaned. "You're killing me." Her hands moved from my abs down to the tent in my jeans and every time her hands would brush over me it was like torture. They were only light touches.
Nessie smiled and stood up. I was just about to pull her back down when I noticed that she got up to take off her shorts and panties. I followed suit and shed my pants too. Her eyes flickered down to my manhood and she licked her lips. My lips curved up into a smile when she laid between my legs.
She gave amazing blowjobs. I always felt like I was taking advantage of her when ever she went down on me, but she insisted she liked it. So who was I to complain?
Nessie's sweet lips wrapped around me and slid down until I could feel myself hit the back of her throat. "Ughh. Ness…" I had to make a conscious effort to keep my hips from thrusting myself all the way into her mouth.
Her warm hands pumped my base as her tongue swirled around my tip, making me groan. Nessie smiled around my cock and made some sort of purring sound that almost made me cum. But I held on somehow.
I quickly sat up and easily lifted her back onto my chest. "I love you, baby." I groaned when she immediately lined my tip to her core and pushed down.
"Mmm… Love you too." She moaned out.
So we were fucking on the floor in the room she was born in. It as kind of weird, and a little creepy with all the medical equipment around, but it was Nessie, so it was fucking amazing.
Nessie leaned down and buried her face in my neck, moaning. I wrapped my arm around her and brought my other hand to her clit. "Fuck!" she groaned into me. "Jake…"
Fuck. Her I could feel her start to tighten around me, and my stomach tensed up in response. "Nessie. Fuck, baby."
"Faster." She whispered in my ear.
My hips slammed into hers forcefully and hard. She clenched around me and made my eyes roll back. "Jacob!" As soon as my name left her lips, I felt her teeth light scrape over my neck. I didn't really have any time to react before she bit me.
Her teeth broke my skin and I heard her moan. It was….kinky. I spilled into her with a growl and her lips left my skin after she licked where she bit me.
We stayed silent for a few seconds while we both caught our breath. "You bit me." I said with a smile lifting my hand up to my wound.
Nessie rolled off me "Poor baby." She said with a fake pouty face before she shrugged. "But I guess that's the downside of fucking a half vampire." She said as she got up and put her panties back on.
I stood up and threw my jeans on. "Downside?" I asked with a laugh, "Hell no, baby. That was kinky. Bite me again." I said, pulling her into me before she could but her shirt back on.
She laughed and rolled her eyes at me. "You're calling me kinky? Is this whole little red riding rood gonna become a fetish of yours?" she asked.
The image of Nessie dressed up in a tiny red hooded dress with lace and a garter and stockings popped into my mind. I shrugged. "Only if you wear the costume."
Nessie laughed and we finished getting re-dressed. "You wanna look around anymore?" I asked.
She shook her head. "Nah. I just had sex under my grandparents roof, I think we've done enough damage here." She smiled at me.
I wiggled my eye brows. "You think? 'Cuz your dad's room is-"
She lightly smacked my chest and pulled me down stairs. "Shut up."
I drove Nessie all around Forks, she was a little upset that the house her mom lived in was up for sale. Charlie had already moved to La Push, so there was really nothing we could do about it.
I showed her the school her family went to and where her parents met. Nessie insisted on going inside Newton's Outfitters. Mike was still working there and he gave me the nod before eyeing Nessie appreciatively. But he quickly looked away when I wrapped my arm around her waist and shot him a look.
Nessie made a quick stop to the bank to pay the poor guy back for stealing his car. How she got all of his info, I'll never know. But she was smiling when she came back out.
When I had shown her everything in Forks, we headed back to La Push where she had it in her mind that she was going cliff diving. No way.
But I, being the dumbass I am, was speeding home. I wasn't used to having this nice of a car, so I took advantage of it. But when I heard the sirens and saw the lights, I wasn't so happy anymore.
"License and reg-" Charlie started when he trotted over to out car. "Jacob?"
"H-Hey, Charlie." I wasn't having sex with your granddaughter just an hour ago.
Nessie leaned over me and stuck her hand out of the window. "Hi. I'm Carlie. I don't think we officially met."
Charlie shook her head. "Uh. Yeah. Hello. I'm Charlie Swan."
"Nice to meet you." Nessie said cheerfully. "Jake's told me a lot about you."
"Has he?" Charlie said a bit uncomfortably.
"Yeah."
"Umm. Ok. I guess I'll see you two at the bonfire tonight?"
"Yep!" Nessie called after him. "See you there!" After we pulled away she slumped into her seat. "He doesn't like me."
"Of course he does.: I reassured her. "He just isn't a very social person."
When we finally got back to my dad's place we discovered it to be empty. Which was kind of a bummer because I wanted him to get to know her.
"Lets go cliff diving." Nessie said excitedly when we realized he wasn't here.
"No." I said firmly.
"Please?" she jutted her bottom lip out.
"No, Ness. Come on. Your mom almost died cliff diving." I begged her to understand.
She pouted more and looked up at me through her dark eyelashes, "Pretty please, Jakey? I'll do anything you want after." Her hand came up to my cheek and I was suddenly seeing Nessie bent over the Mercedes in a little red riding hood costume. Damn it!
I took two quick steps back and shook my head. "No! Nessie, this is one thing I can not give you. Its too dangerous and… Just no. No way."
She sighed, "Can we at least go see how the water is before you make any hasty decisions?" She asked me with an adorable smile.
I sighed and caved into that. She could look at the cliffs. But not jump off them.
So Nessie and I threw our swimming suits on and headed down to the cliffs. Nessie kept commenting on how pretty it was here. And it kinda got my hopes up that she might want to live here some day.
"Hey! Perfect day for cliff diving, huh, Jake?" Jared's loud voice said from the top of the cliffs.
I guess Nessie wasn't the only one who wanted to go. Jared, Collin, and Brady were all at the top getting ready to jump.
"Oh! It is!" Nessie turned to me with a cocky smile on her face. "Well isn't that great, Jake? He was just saying how he'd only take cliff diving if it was a perfect day for it."
All their faces flooded with shock. I guess it was some unspoken rule that imprints don't even think about cliff diving since Bella's little incident.
"You're- You're taking her cliff diving, Jake?" Jared asked.
I took that second to peer over the cliff into the water. It was calm and wave free. Perfect for cliff diving. "Nope. Sorry, baby. Conditions aren't right. Maybe another day." I started to pull her away, but she resisted.
"Jake! Come on! I bet cave diving is so much more dangerous and I survived that! And apparently illegal street racing is the leading cause of death for 17 year olds. Yet here I am. Still alive. Car unscathed. Lets go cliff diving."
Street racing!
"No! Carlie! Bella almost died cliff diving!" I protested.
She rolled her eyes. "Do I look like Bella?" She said with a smile. Funny, baby. "I'm not her. Just take me once and I promise you don't have to take me again." She said with a smile.
"You're not going to yourself, either, smartass." I grumbled.
She laughed. "We'll debate that later. But if you don't take me…" she turned expectantly to Jared, Collin, and Brady.
"Nope!" Brady held his hands up right away. "Jake would kill us if we took you."
I growled. Both at the thought of her jumping off a cliff, and anyone else touching her. "Fine!" I snapped. "Once. I'm going with you and you're never jumping off the high cliffs again."
Nessie smiled. "Ok. Sure. We'll see."
"I'm serious." I growled. The guys looked really surprised that I agreed.
Nessie stepped to the edge of the cliff and looked at me. "You're coming with me, right?"
I wrapped my arms tightly around her. "Not so confident, now, are you?"
She wrapped her arms around me. "I could do it myself!" she said instantly. Just don't let go, ok?
"I promise I would let go, baby Ready?"
"Uhhh. Yeah." She breathed. Her heart was beating frantically.
"When he lets go, don't panic." Brady laughed from behind us.
Her grip on me tightened. "Shut up, Brady!" I growled. "Three…" she pressed closer to me. "two…" she gasped. "one!" I yelled right before I jumped off the cliff with her latched onto me.
After about three seconds of solid screaming, it turned into a laugh. And even when we hit the water, I didn't let go until I brought her to the surface.
"Oooh my god!" she said with a smile. "That was such a rush!"
"Still alive, Carlie?" Jared yelled down right before Brady jumped.
"Yeah! That was fun!" Nessie yelled back.
"You're the only girl I've ever met who will even consider jumping." Brady said as soon as he broke the surface.
Nessie smiled and shrugged. "I'm not your average girl."
"So you street race a lot?" Jared asked, shooting me a smirk when he surfaced.
"Yeah! Really, baby?" I asked.
She shrugged. "What else am I supposed to do in Copenhagen?" she asked innocently as we swan towards the beach.
"Nothing that endangers your life." I suggested.
"Where's the fun in that?" she laughed.
"So, uh, Carlie, we have a little welcome to the pack present for you. Paul is out right now getting it, so you'll get it tonight at the bonfire." Jared grinned once we got back to where we dropped our stuff. That grin made me very weary of this gift.
Nessie smiled nervously. "Uhh. Its not going to…bite me or anything, right?"
"Nahhh." Brady said to casually. "Its nothing-"
Brady's words were cut short by a ringing phone. Nessie immediately rushed over to her phone and looked at it. "Shit." She muttered before answering it. "Hi daddy!" Jared, Brady, and Collin's faces all turned into smirks.
FUCK. I casually raced over to eavesdrop on her conversation.
"Renesmee Carlie Cullen. You get back here this instant." Edward's low snarl came through the phone.
Nessie sighed. "I'm a little busy right now."
"You could very well be killed there, peanut. If you and Jacob want a relationship, we have to take it slow and make sure they don't feel threatened. You are in danger there."
I took the phone. "Uh. Mr. Mason I promise I'll take good care of her.
"Jacob! I want her back immediately!"
Nessie took the phone back. "Losing service, daddy. Sorry! I love you! Bye!" she said before hanging up on him.
"He threaten you, Jake?" Collin asked. "Jenna's dad threatens me every single time I see him. I gotta buy a ring already." He muttered more to himself.
I nodded. "I'm pretty sure her dad will kill me. And I'm not even bullshitting around."
Nessie rolled her eyes. "No he wont!" she insisted.
"Ok. Well, we promised Kim and Emily we'd go buy some beer. So I guess we'll see you soon. The saltwater washed a little bit of the sex smell off you guys, but not all of it." Jared informed us with a smirk.
I rolled my eyes. "Thanks, dude."
"No problem. We'll see you in about an hour." He said as he and Collin and Brady left.
So Nessie and I headed back to my dad's, had shower sex, actually showered, and got dressed for this party.
