Jasper had found an apartment. Those were the good news – the bad news was that it was in the same apartment building as his place with Edward. That meant we didn't have to fuck next to him but somewhere above. He wouldn't hear us, but he might see us.
I didn't know if I was that worried about him seeing us since Alice had her pretty picture, or that when I kissed him in the gallery Edward knew it was me, since Alice knew. I still didn't know what she was doing with the picture or what she was doing there. Did she know we were going to be there? That was kind of creepy, but I felt better not thinking about it and that's what I was doing.
Jasper wanted to move as fast as possible. That was understandable but I still made a joke or two about it. Before he could get pissed though I had asked if he wanted some help moving his things up. He was moving to the third floor from the first.
"Emmett and Rosalie are going to help." He smiled at my offer "Well, Emmett is probably going to help, Rosalie is going to drop him at my place. The both of us will deal with it."
Jasper was sitting on my bed, watching me get ready for my shift slowly. He had a free day today, for the move, but Emmett wasn't up this early, he could walk me to my work, since one of us had to work today.
I didn't put anything fancy or sexy on, even if I wanted to just to provoke Jasper, but then again I knew I was going to be in anything I dressed in, in a bookstore. So, was it a good sexy idea? Yes. Practical? Not really. My jeans and a tight sweatshirt would do.
As we were walking, I remembered to ask Jasper about Caius. What was going on between them?
Jaspers mouth twisted as if suddenly he had something sour in it "We go back. Way back. I was introduced to him by a friend and we used to talk a lot. I though he was a little pervy, but who isn't." He touched my butt and I jumped up making him laugh "But then I started to notice a trend. He would take a girl. Use and abuse her, and then cut her off. Not to mention aftercare, that is just fucking cruel. But like, that was it – he was done with them after he had done everything he wanted. I would see that they were heartbroken and so much more and he didn't care. I confronted him but he denied it, laughed it off but it was obvious."
A shiver ran through me. If Jasper wouldn't have given me an ounce of aftercare I would have ran away as fast as my legs would take me. I think so at least. I would have been depressed and more than heart broken.
"Is that even legal?" I had to ask.
He looked at me, like he was looking through me. What was he thinking about? Jasper could be an open book but he was truly mysterious.
"It's consensual." He shrugged "We can protect the girls by informing them, but it's their choice at the end of the day. The community frowns upon it and doesn't agree with it, him included if you'd ask him, but sometimes you'll meet shitty people who practice bdsm in not a safe way."
"Who would want that?" I wondered loudly. That just seemed like abuse.
"Well, some do stick around." He twisted his mouth in sadness again "Jane, the bartender, for example. She's always there for him, and he takes her up on her offer sometimes. It's a twisted cycle."
Truthfully, I hadn't expected that he would have told me the story so easily, after I asked. I didn't have to beg or ask again. He told me after I asked. It made me wonder what else he would tell me if I asked. He seemed open enough.
"What if I had gone to him?" I half heartedly joked, but truly wondering why he hadn't warned me of him before.
He put his hand around me as he said, faking false offence "So I'm not enough of a dom, huh?" he changed his tone in a more serious one "Never ever would I have fucking let that happen."
"You? A dominant?" I joked as we stopped in front of my work. We were there quite early too.
Jaspers face changed so much I had to blink. Nothing really changed but the look in his eyes. I could swear they darkened, and I stepped back.
Jaspers jaw flexed and he stepped closer. He moved his head to the side "Your work – no one's there, right?"
I shook my head, wetness pooling between my legs.
"Open the door. I'll show you how dominant I can be." I could feel myself feel small when he was like that.
"Umm… Angela is going to be here any minute?" I wanted to say but it turned out more as a question.
He leaned into my face so close I could feel his breath "Then hurry the fuck up."
My hands were shaking as I unlocked the place and let us in, locking the door back up. There were cameras in the place so I beelined to the bathroom, Jasper on my heels. My adrenaline was spiking through the roof and I didn't know what to do with myself.
It looked like Jasper did know what to do. As soon as the door closed Jasper grabbed me by the throat and pushed me against the wall. He wasn't choking me, just holding onto it. His face was almost against mine as I was shocked in place. It felt like he was breathing my fear and lust for him "Now, my dear, dear whore. You don't think I'm dominant enough?" When I didn't answer, he pushed his hand harder against my throat, almost cutting my air supply "Answer me."
"I'm sorry sir. I was joking, I'm sorry." I croaked out and he let me go. Our play time was slowly but surely rushing through our lives. I didn't mind it.
Jasper looked like he was thinking the same thing, kissing me passionately against the wall. I couldn't get enough of him, getting to his shirt, trying to get it off him, wanting to feel him more.
He ended the kiss "Take off your pants." He said as he was unbuckling his own. I was frozen for a second looking at his fingers on his belt. There was something too sexy about it. As he opened it, I snapped back and opened my own pants as soon as possible, pushing them down.
Jasper leaned in and kissed me again, slowly starting to touch my clit. I was surprised by the softness of his touch as our kiss was so rough. As his fingers were starting up a pace, I was moaning in the kiss. His mouth wasn't going to let mine go no matter what. In the playroom Jasper would usually look at me, at my face and expressions when he did these things to me. Not now.
"Turn around." He whispered against my lips and we broke free from each other.
I turned around, and I could feel his cock against me, from the back and I couldn't help the moan that escaped me "Please." I pleaded, needing the connection like air.
He pushed himself in me, and I felt like everything was right and I was content. I could hear Jaspers moan and it felt like he felt the same. He pushed out and in and I rested my face and palms against the wall, feeling it heat up under my face, as I felt one of the best feelings in the world – him inside of me.
"Fuck, Bella;" Jasper was talking as he was starting to pound in me faster and faster "You make me do this. I can't keep my hands to myself. Fuck!" He held onto my hips.
"Then don't." I moaned back at him and he pounded harder in me, making my eyes water of how good it felt.
Jasper put one of his hands over mine, and it felt so personal, since he was fucking me from behind in a bookstore toiler, my face against the wall. It was a simple gesture. I could feel his head behind mine, panting as one would. I mirrored his moans as I was worried that Angela would come in the bookstore.
As I was thinking about it, I could feel myself come closer to the edge and I was getting louder and louder, even if I understood the consequences of doing so. Jasper must have had a clearer mind than I did since he moved his hand from my hand over my mouth.
His other hand went in my hair, pulling my head back slightly, as he was picking up his pace, going faster. I knew he was going to cum soon from his breaths and I needed to concentrate if I wanted to cum as well. I was starting to clench and unclench my vaginal muscle knowing that that was going to make me feel him more and soon I could feel the sweet release coming.
The orgasm was sudden, and not that perfect, but I did end up orgasming, so that was all that mattered. I bit Jaspers hand, feelings taking over me not even thinking why I was doing it, Jasper had cum as well, moaning my name this time, telling me how good I feel.
We just stood there, coming down. And even if I wanted to cuddle up with him now, and perhaps take a nap, I had to start doing my job and make sure Angela wasn't here when Jasper was. Jasper pulled away and helped me dress up first, not taking care of himself, as he was still naked from the bottom down. It would have been funny if I wasn't afraid I would get busted.
"You alright?" He asked me, as I was buttoning up my jeans. Jasper looked slightly worried when he asked me this and I thought my heart was going to explode. He was so sweet.
I nodded "I am. Thank you." I smiled "For everything. How about you?"
He leaned in and kissed my cheek "I'm good."
I left him there to get dressed as I needed to start my workday. I looked at my phone and saw that we still had more than half an hour until we were open and thank god Angela wasn't in yet knowing that she was always early here. I breathed a sigh of relief. I opened the register and made everything ready for the day and did the same with the computer.
I just saw Jasper exit the bathroom when Angela came into view at the front door. Jasper was slowly making his way here and I knew that Angela will be meeting him. I moved to let her in the store, so she didn't have to find her keys. Angela saw him coming while she was stilloutside and as she walked in she looked at me questioningly.
"Umm…" I couldn't even say anything else as Jasper came in hearing distance, thinking about what we had just done trying to think of a lie "Angela, this is my friend Jasper. Sorry, he asked to use the bathroom." I smiled apologetically towards her.
When I said, 'my friend', Jasper snapped a look at me and I wondered how should I have introduced him to her. I didn't know if he was my boyfriend and I wasn't going to say that he was my dominant. In my heart of hearts, I knew it was okay to let my friend in to use the bathroom, but Angela had a weird look on her face. Did she come in earlier and heard something? Did she know? Did I have something written on my forehead?
Jasper responded, even with Angela's unusual sour face "Nice to meet you Angela. You have a beautiful workplace." Jasper was trying to be extra charming, seeing her face, so I wasn't imagining it "Thank you Bella, I'll be on my way then." He exited as soon as possible, probably not wanting to cause any harm in my workplace. I was sure everything would be alright. The worst case scenario would be that Angela would tell me not to do that again.
I felt like time stopped for a second as he passed us. He put his hand on my hip, his eyes looking almost sad, longingly at me. He was telling me something and I felt a little panicky about it. I didn't know what to do, so I smiled at him, trying to comfort whatever he had happening in his head. I couldn't wait for my workday to end even if it hadn't even started yet.
When he left, Angela still hadn't said anything, which was worrisome. I looked at her "You alright, Ang?" I touched her shoulder. Had something happened to her? Did someone hurt her?
She shook her head coming back to life. She looked at me suddenly her face twisting in sadness "I'm alright, thank you. Listen Bella, I'm glad you're here early." I breathed in a sigh of relief. So Angela didn't hear anything. Good. I relaxed a bit "I have to talk to you…" and my anxiety spiked back up again.
"What's up?" I said as casually as one could and I relaxed my stance against the counter.
"I don't know how to say this…" She looked at her hands that she was playing with, not meeting my eyes that only made the panic I felt rise more "We will have to let you go."
My brain shut off when she said that.
"What?"
She still didn't look at me "We are firing you. You don't have to work today, it would be cruel…"
My brain was kicking in and it was furious and had many questions as to why this was happening and why it was so sudden "What the fuck Angela? With no notice, nothing? Why?"
I've never been fired in my life and I almost felt like I was going to tear up.
This time Angela looked at me "Managements decision not mine, but they have your pictures going to sex parties and whatnot. They want this place to be family friendly and sex parties aren't it."
"What sex parties!" I yelled at her "I've done nothing." I said as I realized that I did do something. But… Weren't they anonymous? They never hurt anyone, and no one knew about it. This was bullshit. What sex parties?
She looked at me with pity "Your friend… He was in those photos as well." I shook my head in disbelief…
"I'm really fired Ang?" I asked defeat in my voice. What else could I do? I was just a salesperson who didn't know anyone of the management and their decisions were final "How am I going to pay rent?" I blurred out. It wasn't Angela's fault, but I couldn't help but to feel like she had taken a shit in a bag and gifted it to me. My morning started out so beautiful and now, in a couple of minutes it was fucked.
Where did they get pictures of me?
Wait… The pictures. Alice…
I remembered Alice with her picture taking skill when we left and I was about to lose it. But it was outside not inside, and it could have been anywhere. What had she done?
I was breathing heavy, my hands shaking as I gathered my stuff. I can't believe I was getting teary eyed, in front of Angela, so I tried to my best to keep my posture as I was leaving. I texted Jasper;
I just got fired over attending sex parties. I'm coming over.
