As I was walking, I had calmed down a bit from being an emotional wreck and I was becoming more pissed off. I was a lot less teary when I was angry. It was easier to be angry than sad to be honest. I had too much running through my head wondering what I was going to do now.

When I walked in the apartment building, I saw Emmett first and beelined for the open apartment. I hoped to god that by some sick twist of fate Alice would be there helping Jasper move, so I could give her a piece of my mind. How else could have Angela known I'be seen to a sex party other than Alice? And I wasn't just imagining it, she took mine and Jaspers photo when we excited the café. Who else, if not her? She did yell that she was going to ruin me.

When Emmett noticed me, he smiled widely towards me, probably thinking I was here for a friendly visit. But when he saw my face as I was approaching, it fell and froze into this weird twisted face "Bella! What are you doing?" He sounded as if he was trying to calm me down already, but I was out for blood. Perhaps he was worried I was going to go off on Jasper, and he was trying to protect his buddy. Emmett was a good friend, but I didn't have the time to tell him that he didn't need to worry about Jasper.

"Got fired. Going to kill a bitch." I said as I walked past him, walking in the apartment of my ex-boyfriend and recent lover.

When I walked in the apartment I was looking around as if Alice lived there or she would pop out the corner and we would go at it. I was ready for it. God knew she deserved it. I wanted to claw some pretty eyes out, that was for sure. I was hurt and I was out for blood.

"Bella?"

I looked at Jasper, carrying out a box out of his room, looking confused "What's happening?" he asked, as he put the box down.

I closed my eyes biting my lip. I wished he would have checked his messages, so I didn't have to say this again "I just got laid off because there were pictures of me in a sex party. You were in them as well. I think it was Alice since she snapped a pretty little picture of us the other night. Is she here by any chance?" I looked around again.

"A sex party?" Jasper put down the boxes with his face twisted into something that resembled pain, twisting in surprise. I could see his jaw was clenching and unclenching as he was considering this. Jasper was obviously upset.

I covered my face with my hands "What the fuck do I do now?" I was trying to stay calm and not cry in front of him. The humiliation I was trying to burry with anger was seeping through my rough façade and I didn't want him to see.

"We will find out who did this… God Bella… I don't know what to say…" he truly sounded panicked and worried, as he came closer to me, putting his hands on my shoulders, trying to calm me down.

"Alice took the fucking picture!" I shouted in frustration, tears welling in my eyes "She is to blame at this! What the fuck am I going to do now?" It pained me that someone would try to humiliate me like that.

He shook his head, still holding me together as I was slowly unraveling from the stress "She showed the picture to Edward…" He said "And we were not seen inside, just outside of the café, together. That's it. Nothing that would say sex party to anyone. It had to be someone else... Something else."

Did I hear that right? Had my brain malfunctioned? "What? She showed the picture to Edward?"

It was his turn to cover his face with his hands, seeming tired "God. That's a whole thing as well. I'll tell you about it later?"

We talked with Emmett about it, when he came back in, and saw how upset I was. It pissed him off, his face getting beet red when we told him the story, that someone would violate mine and Jaspers privacy like that. Knowing what I knew about Rosalie's past, how she was introduced into the lifestyle, I couldn't help but to wonder how Emmett had reacted to the news, and if that influenced how Emmett responded to this. He promised to take care of it and my heart swelled for him. He was becoming a good friend. He definitely was a good friend for Jasper. It calmed me down a bit, to know that someone was out there looking out for me. It evened out the playing field a bit.

To take off my mind off of things and to actually get things done and do something I helped with the move. The good part of the day was that I got to see Jaspers new apartment, which was a little smaller than the one he shared with Edward, but still spacious for one person. The kitchen and the living room were the same size as his now previous apartment, but the difference was that in the place of two bedrooms there was one. And it was larger in size as well.

"Well now Bella, too bad there isn't going to be an extra bedroom for Jasper own made dungeon." Emmett smirked at me when I first saw the bedroom "But I think this bedroom will give Jasper some much needed bigger space." He wiggled his eyebrows like a villain.

The apartment itself was beautiful, but it missed some decor and some items that would make it Jaspers apartment to a home. I was sure it would feel like his home soon enough. I couldn't wait to see what Jaspers place would look like. Would it be like his bedroom? Clean but messy in the most important parts? Would it be clean and sophisticated like Emmett's and Rosalie's? Or would it be something else?

But what really made me happy was that I saw Emmett and Jasper bring up the bed I loved so much. Jasper didn't have a lot of furniture, just some things he owned. Everything from his room, and a couple other decorative things basically. The kitchen and the bathroom in the new apartment was fully furnished, so he didn't have to worry about that.

We finished moving Jaspers stuff and there was still no Edward in sight – nothing. I was kind of relieved that he hadn't showed up. It must've been awkward as hell for Jasper to deal with him, and for Edward especially knowing him. If I wasn't sure Edward knew about us before then now I was hundred percent sure of that. Alice made it possible. Jasper didn't wait for him as well, he just locked the door and put the key in the mailbox, leaving the old place behind, but just by a couple of steps.

Jasper wanted to order us some pizza, saying that it was tradition when a person moved into a new place, they had to eat pizza out of the box on the floor. Emmett left anyway, saying he had Rosalie to devour and I believed him. I on the other hand did not decline since I had more questions than answers, not to mention I just wanted to spend time with him.

"What was it with Edward?" I asked as soon as Emmett left, sitting on the floor of his new living room, that didn't have anything better to sit on even if I wanted to. At least Jasper had placed a couple of pillows.

He was opening up a bottle of wine "Well…" he stayed silent as he poured us both glasses "When I came back from your work, he was sitting in the kitchen, waiting for me." Jasper made a face "He showed me the picture and asked me, and I quote 'What the fuck do you think you're doing with her?'" He rolled his eyes.

"So, he didn't know before?" I asked, a little surprised.

He shook his head "He did. Ish. He didn't believe it or didn't want to believe it. After the picture Alice had showed him, he was pissed off. To say the least." He gave me my wine glass and I took it happily.

"Why hadn't you told me?" I asked him, wondering why he had kept this all to himself. There must have been more to the story of him and Edward that I didn't know.

"I didn't want to upset you…" He came closer and touched my cheek with his hands "I remember how upset you were with him. Before us. Almost always… How unhappy you looked. I hoped to spear you some of the things you couldn't control any way." He sat down next to me.

Of course, I would crush hard on Jasper when he talked like this. It was impossible not to. I swallowed hard before answering him, trying to lighten the mood "I hope I look happier these days."

He smiled "I would like to think you do. Not today perhaps." I believed him. Today was an exception, that I would hope would resolve itself somehow. I didn't want to think about that I had lost my job and I even hated to think about how I came to lose it. I would find another job though. Jasper was sweet though.

I bit my lip "Maybe you can help with that?" I said referring to him saying that I didn't look as happy today as other days.

I'm not going to lie, watching him move those heavy things, sweating – just being an alpha male in the most simple ways, made me hot for him. And knowing that he cared about me about, that he thought of me even in the slightest, nicest ways, made me want to do wicked things to this man.

The soft look quickly changed into something more seductive and primal "And how could I do that?" He got up, from his position on the floor, standing up, leaving me sitting on the floor. My neck strained when I looked up at him.

I couldn't miss the chance as I licked my lips, and scooted closer to him, getting up on my knees "I can show you, what would make me happy, if you want." I touched his legs with my hands, slowly dragging them up, toward his zipper.

He smiled, looking down at me "Hmm…. Yes. A visual clue would be handy. Since, I definitely have no idea what you're going on about."

I unzipped him, taking his cock out that I already felt hardening in my palms. I slowly moved my hand up and down his length before putting my mouth on him. I heard him moan and I couldn't help but to moan back. The pleasure I caused him – me, was so erotic and pure heaven I couldn't help but to respond to it.

As I put my mouth around him and his hands twisted in my hair "Mmm…. Just like that, show me."

He didn't push me down or show me how he wanted me to suck him off, but he let me do what I wanted. I went slowly, hollowing my cheeks, enjoying the feel of him hardening in my mouth. I loved the feel of him in my mouth on any day of the week, something I never knew I would enjoy as much. And I loved that I made him feel like this. It gave me a confidence boost like no other.

I was starting to move faster, sucking him harder and moving my hands rougher over him, as he was dirty talking me through it. I loved when he talked and was vocal. I never had a lover who spoke his mind in such a dirty way. Then again, I've never had a partner like Jasper. Period.

"You're such a good girl, god." He moaned and that only urged me on.

He touched my jaw, stopping me. I looked up at him questioningly, wondering why he had stopped me.

"Get on your back, baby girl." He said softly.

I didn't have to think about what I was doing, as I laid on the back on the floor. I more than trusted Jasper with me.

He pulled off my jeans and spread my legs wide apart. It was so intimate and so kinky, I was surprised at myself how much I loved it. It seemed more kinky because of how seemingly kinky something ordinary that would have been if it wasn't Jasper. He looked at my sex, that I was sure was glistening from my excitement from having him in my mouth earlier.

He leaned in, closer, his mouth almost touching me he said "You're always so ready for me. It's like, you're made for me." He leaned down and got to work, licking me and sucking on my clit. The pleasure that shoot through me was breathless, and I couldn't help but to whimper at the sudden delicious feeling of his tongue on me. It was everything I'd ever wanted.

"Do you like it Bella? Am I making you happy now?" he kept on licking me, as he spoke "Is this what you wanted? You taste so fucking phenomenal, baby." I arched my back as I felt the tingly feeling spread through me. He was speaking so softly towards me, a way he never had before. It was still erotic, it was just more intimate.

I was so close when he stopped, I actually felt like crying when he didn't let me cum. Even now when we were soft with each other he showed his dominant side with me, and I just couldn't help but to enjoy it every single time.

But I was happy that the reason for him to stop was because he wanted to enter me, connecting us in one. He was slow at first, letting me adjust to his length and girth, before pushing in harder. I was biting my lip for the hundredth time today, almost breaking it, at the feel of him inside.

I grabbed a hold of his shoulders, as he was slowly but surely fucking me, going rougher and rougher. His new empty apartment was echoing the sounds of skin slapping against one another, our moans and grunts.

"You're so fucking perfect." He was panting, our foreheads touching.

Jasper and I had been intimate in a lot of ways, but never like this. Never something even close to the intimacy I was feeling now, the vulnerability I experienced next to it. I could see it in his eyes as well. Something had changed and shifted between us, something was there and as I was coming closer to the edge, I realized what it was. I understood what had happened.

I had fallen in love with Jasper.