CHAPTER 3

Santana opens her luggage as soon as she enters her room. This is her new house. She's going to live here for a month pretending to be her twin brother. It's very difficult, she knows. Pretending to be someone you're definitely not, but she's doing this for her brother. Hope that her brother will come back after a month. Or as soon as possible.

She stands up and look at her own room, they designed her room very manly. It's not her style of course, but it's okay. This is not her life after all.

After arranging her things in her room, she goes inside her walk-in closet. She is fascinated with the different clothes there, man clothing. She smiles, her brother will going to be perfectly handsome with all these clothes.

She lay herself on the soft mattress of her bed, and take a deep breath. She enjoys the view of her extravagant room and she closes her eyes and smile.

Then she drifted into sleep.

She wakes up at the sound of her phone ringing. She picks it up, not bothering to see the caller ID. "Hello?"

"Are you doing fine there?" the man said, of course it's William.

"Yup. I am." she said, "My room is great."

"Good to hear that," the other line said, "I have to tell you something though,"

"What is that?" she asks, urging the man to continue.

"Tonight, you're going out with the rest of the A N JELL." he said that made her eyes wide. "You know… night parties."

Actually, Santana's initial plan is to isolate herself from them for the whole month. Of course, she was scared to be found out.

"Uhmmm." she mumbles, obviously speechless.

"But don't worry, I will be there. So I'm going to take care of our little secret. So just act natural and manly enough, 'kay?"

Santana nod her head, as if he can see her, "Okay." She answer and then hung up the phone.

She looks at the closet again, thinking of manly clothes to wear.

Then she remembers something! The blonde girl's iPod!

She rummage her bag and look for the blonde's iPod.

Santana slowly walks inside Brittany's room. She knows that this is her room because her poster is displayed at the door. Whereas, Sugar and the other blonde girl Quinn has their own too. She wonders when will she receive hers.

She has to be silent. She heard them going downstairs earlier, maybe in the gym. Yes, they have their own gym in the basement. So this is her chance of sneaking inside Brittany's room.

Santana admiringly stares at the blonde's room. It is very girly, the room is actually cute and the posters with her face in it, it's actually gorgeous. It's not wrong to appreciate other girl's beauty right? She know she's staring but she can't help it. The long wavy blonde hair, her sparkling blue eyes and her pink lips… really very impressive.

She shakes her head and puts her iPod on her desk, so she can leave fast.

Once again, she looks at the picture of the blonde which was displayed on the desk. Yes she is pretty indeed. Her smile can lit up the whole world, too bad she can't see that smile often. The blonde always look grumpy when it comes to her. Clearly, Brittany doesn't like her.

She turn around and at the same time, the bathroom door opens revealing Brittany wearing a tiny towel that covers half of her body.

The blonde girl's eyes widen. "What the fuck are you doing here!?" she growled at Santana.

Santana instantly closes her eyes, her cheeks reddened in embarrassment as this is the first time she sees a half naked girl aside from herself.

"Uhmm… I uhmmm…" she stutters.

Brittany grab her wrist and pull Santana. "Pervert! What are you doing her?"

Santana opens her eyes and the blonde's after shower scent clouded her senses.

"I was just…" she can't think of an excuse.

"You did not steal anything here, didn't you?" Brittany said in a higher voice.

Santana shakes her head frantically, "No. Of course not. I was just… lost."

"Lost?" Brittany squints her eyes. "Liar." she spat. "Get out of my room!"

The door opens instantly and her eyes flew there, "What happened? Why are you shouting Brittany?" Quinn said as she enters the room but her eyes widen when she saw Brittany in a towel grabbing her wrist. "What are you two doing?" she asks, squinting her eyes maliciously.

Brittany pushes her. "Ask him what the fuck is he doing here in my room!"

Santana answers, "I was just… lost…" she said, lowering her head.

Quinn walk towards her. "I'll guide you in your room. Come with me."

Santana nods her head, "I'm sorry." then she follows Quinn.

"First things first." Brittany said, stopping both of them, "There are many rules in this house! First, don't come inside my room without my permission. Second, don't touch my things without my permission. And third, don't look at me like a pervert!" she said in a higher tone, clearly angry. "And this is the most important thing that you need to know, San… Santi… Whatever your name is! I don't like guys, any guy in particular! So don't mess up with me!"

Santana nods her head and avoids to look at her. "I'm really sorry." she said softly.

"Good! Now go!" Brittany yells.

"I'm really really sorry." she said softly again before leaving the room.

Sue Sylvester puts her arms around Santana's shoulders. "Are you enjoying the party?" she said, "Look at those girls there. They are already smitten with you."

Santana looks at the group of girls around the corner and one of them winks at her. She immediately looks away.

Sue laugh, "Oh, don't be like that. You need to talk to them later."

Santana nods her head. If her brother is here, he might be the one enjoying the flirty ways of those girls. But too bad, she's the one stuck in here.

William came and sits beside her.

Sue stands up, "Now that the A N JELL are finally complete, let's have a cheers!" she said and raises her glass of wine.

William follows, "Cheers!"

"For Santino Lopez!" Sue adds and drink her wine.

Santana starts to drink but William's hand stops her. She ignores William because she is thirsty.

So she starts to drink again, but William stops her again in a subtle way.

She looks at the three girls surrounding her, they were all looking at her and she swallows hard.

She smiles at them but Brittany just rolls her eyes and look away.

Santana lowers her head, Brittany really hates her.

Someone called William so he left her and that gives her the chance to drink. So she take the glass in one swig. Then she cough furiously as the burning liquid fills her.

She notice Sugar suppressing a smile, she is so embarrassed.

Her eyes flew to Brittany who drinks her wine with so much finesse. Blue eyes met hers.

For 2 seconds, they stare at each other and then Brittany glare at her on the 3rd second. Why is this girl hate her so much? And why does she hates guys?

"He's really cute!" the girl on Santana's right side said.

Apparently, she is now surrounded by lots of girls and now crowding her.

"Look at her skin. It's way softer than mine." the girl on her left side said as she pinches her cheeks.

Santana just smiles awkwardly at them.

"He's totally my type! Don't touch her face!" The girl on her front said as she hugs her tightly in surprise.

Santana subtly pushes the girl off her.

She feels a little weird surrounded by girls.

"Here. Have one more glass." the other girl surrounding her offers which she immediately accepts.

The party continues and Santana enjoys drinking the burning liquid. She stands up and decides to go to the bathroom. William sees her and grab her wrist.

"Why did you get yourself drunk?" he growls at her.

Santana just laugh, "This is nice!" she said raising her glass, "I don't know why but I just can't stop laughing. It's like I'm super happy!" she exclaims.

"Come with me. I'll take you home now." William said as she pulls Santana with him.

But another intruder blocks their way.

A tall blonde older woman who looks drunk by the way she squints her eyes at Santana. "Allow me to introduce myself." she said through slurred words, "I am Holly Holiday. The stylist of A N JELL."

"Oh. Hello!" Santana said cheerfully.

Holly smirks and place a hand on Santana's chest. "Wow. It's really small. You can't feel them. Good." she said smiling.

Santana blushes furiously. This woman just touch her chest! Her eyes went wide as a saucer. And hey, she has perfect breast. It's just that she's wearing a binder to hide them.

"I don't think anyone will notice." Holly adds, smiling like an idiot.

Santana fixes her polo shirt after Holly releases her.

William interrupts, "Don't worry, Holly here is my friend. Our secret is safe with her." he said as he encircles his arm around Holly's shoulders.

Holly elbowed him. "If things get dangerous, I'll reveal it right away!" she said yelling at William.

William smile sheepishly, "All right. All right. Calm down."

Then Holly looks at Santana and smiles, "From now on, you can call me anytime if you have problems regarding your outfit or your disguise." she said then winks at Santana. After that Holly leans in, and pinch her cheeks, "But I have to say, you are definitely handsome and cute!"

Santana blushes at the compliment. She ducks her head and smiles.

"I'll just go the bathroom. I feel sick." Santana said after a while, she's feeling nauseated.

"Okay. Just go back here and we'll leave, okay?" William said. Sue called him from the other side, "Just wait a minute, I will come back here soon."

Santana nods her head. "Okay."

Santana is about to enter the girl's bathroom when someone caught her wrist, "Why are you coming there? The men's restroom is upstairs. Do you want to get slap or something?" Sugar said as she pulls Santana away from the door.

"Are you okay?" Sugar asks her again.

Santana smiles widely, "Of course, I'm fine!" she said laughing again.

Sugar guides Santana upstairs and she wriggles away from her. She can't be around Sugar if she feels like this. It's way too dangerous for her. "I'm fine!" she slurs. "I can do it by myself." she said as she walks away from Sugar.

Sugar looks at her in a weird way. "He's making me nervous." she mumbles as she sees Santana sways while walking. She shakes her head. "Whatever." then she go downstairs to enjoy the rest of the party.

Santana is way too dizzy and drunk to walk properly. "Why is the world spinning around me?" she mumbles through slurred words.

Then she continues walking, "It feels hot!" she mutters under her breath and immediately remove the long sleeves polo she wears. She hands it to her back and was shocked when someone get it from her from behind. Her eyes met hazel brown ones.

Quinn smiles at her as she carries her polo shirt. "Be careful. There are lots of reporters around. There are a lot of eyes on you, observing your every move." she said. "It looks like you're really drunk. And you should unbutton that polo shirt. You look uncomfortable with it.' she said then starts to unbutton Santana's top.

Santana immediately remove Quinn's hands off her. "Don't. Don't touch me." she said. "I'm okay." then she grabs her long sleeves polo from Quinn and she wears it.

"You look sweaty in that." Quinn comments, crossing her arms.

"I can't remove it. There are lots of people so I really can't take this off." she said gesturing to her long sleeves polo.

"Okay." Quinn nods her head, "So do you want to go to the balcony and get some fresh air?"

"Where's the balcony?" she asks.

"You can go up that way." Quinn said as she points toward the way. "Wait there. I'll bring you some coffee to sober you up." she said then leaves.

Santana makes her way towards the balcony and was met with fresh air and cool breeze.

Sugar sees Santana walking towards the balcony, her eyes went wide. She's currently surrounded by girls but when she sees Santana, she panics, "Is he gonna pee somewhere besides the bathroom?" she asks herself loudly. "It's dangerous because he's a bit drunk." Sugar stands up and goes upstairs but another group of girls surrounds and stops her.

"I feel alive!" Santana loudly said to no one in particular, while raising her hands. "I think I'm gonna puke!" she said leaning towards the balcony, her head straight to the edge.

Someone grabs her roughly, "Are you crazy?" the girl said and Santana immediately notice her as the blonde girl Brittany.

"Oh hello Brittany!" she greets enthusiastically.

Brittany rolls her eyes, "You almost fell."

Santana looks at herself, "I feel really queasy." she said as she starts being nauseated again.

"Hey, are you okay?" Brittany asks, sounding concern all of a sudden.

Santana continues to puke but nothing comes out.

"Go to the bathroom. Hurry." Brittany said, acting cold again.

Santana continues to puke, Brittany instantly grabs a bottle of water near her. "Will this do?" she asks, panicking.

Santana shakes her head, while covering her mouth.

Brittany looks everywhere near her, she sees a small glass, handing it to her. "How about this?" she asks again.

Santana shakes her head again.

Brittany sees a flower pot, she removes the flower in it and handed it immediately to her, and perfect timing coz Santana vomits continuously.

Brittany's face is blue once she realize that the pot is still in her left hand. She hears the sounds of puking, that she feels sick too. Her right hand is trembling as she holds the flower for dear life.

Oh my fucking god! It's so gross! Her mind screams. But she can't do anything.

Santana finishes her vomiting ceremony and sits on the floor. She feels okay now, "Thank you." she breathes.

Brittany scrunches her nose when she sees what's inside the poor pot. "Gross!" she said.

Santana just smiles at her. Then she giggles.

Brittany rolls her eyes.

They heard someone's footsteps.

They turn around to see them.

"You two are together." Quinn said then asks, "Are you feeling better Santino?"

Santana smiles, "Yup. I am." she said as she stands up, "And you can call me San." It's really weird for Santana to be called by his brother's name. Santino usually calls her San, while she calls her brother 'Tino'.

Sugar widens her eyes, and looks at the pot, "You? Did you really pee here? You boys are so gross!" she accuses.

Santana just giggle.

Sugar made a sick expression. She shakes her head. "Hey look." she says, just to avoid any conversation regarding San's peeing. "We're all here. All of us four. Together. Isn't this exciting?"

Quinn smiles, "Yeah. I think we should welcome San in our group formally."

Brittany rolls her eyes, "How can we do that since he is clearly drunk. Look at him." she said as she looks away from Santana.

Santana just laugh, then turns around, "I really like it here!" she said in slurred words again.

She sways and walks and sways and walks. She feels light actually, it's like she is flying around. Then she climbs on the bench, looking at the stars. "Wow! It feels like I can reach the stars up here! Look!" she said as she tiptoes.

Brittany scrunches her eyebrows and rolls her eyes.

Quinn just smiles.

Sugar shakes her head, "This San guy is really different."

"I think I'll be entertained just buy watching him." Quinn said as she crosses her arms.

"We'll see… if it's really be entertainment or something like disaster." Brittany said, raising her left eyebrow.

Staring at the stars, Santana feels dizzy and the three A N JELL sees her and they all run into her rescue.

"Oh shit!" Brittany curses as she run.

"San!" Quinn yells.

"Fuck!" Sugar exclaims as she run along too.

Mother Superior, I had a really nice dream. I was in a beautiful place and there are three angels surrounding me. They were all gorgeous and pretty. Is it wrong to admire them? Coz if it's wrong, I think I'm going to stop. But it isn't right? I was just fascinated by their beauty.

But the thing is, one of them kisses me. The dream is so blurred that I didn't even recognize which one is it.

Are girls supposed to kiss another girls?

Coz I remember her lips being so soft and velvety.

That was actually my first kiss… but it's only a dream…

"Am I still dreaming?" Santana opens her eyes and whiteness surrounds her. "Yes, I am still dreaming." she said softly.

Santana looks at her right side and she sees the most beautiful girl she ever saw. Her lips pink and looks soft. Her eyes closed and she sleeps like a baby.

Her eyes wide when she realize it's Brittany!

She gasps!

She turns to her side and she sees Sugar lying on her back, with her shoulders bare and the rest of her body covered with a blanket.

She covers her mouth not to make noise.

She sits up and Quinn came into her view, wearing a nightie, she covers her eyes not to look any further down.

Apparently, they were all sleeping on the floor.

Her eyes went into Brittany and into her bare… abs.. Oh! She looks away again, then back at Brittany's abs again. She can't help but stare. The snobbish blonde is really sexy. and her abs… Oh…

She covers her mouth again and run as fast as she can away from that room.

She went towards the terrace and then she realize her clothes. She grabs her body in an attempt to cover it, but luckily, she is still fully clothed, aside from the maroon long sleeves polo she wears last night, anyway, she still has her other white long sleeves top underneath. She's safe, right? Her secret is safe?

"What happened?" Santana asks herself, "What really happened back there?" She thinks again, trying to remember.

Then she look down on herself, "Why did I get so dirty? Did I fall on the ground last night?"

Santana's eyes widen at the realization. She really fell down last night!

"I fell!" she exclaims then she feels pain on her lower lip. Her eyebrows furrowed, luckily she sees a handy mirror on the table. She looks at herself and was surprised to see a wound on her lower lip. "What happened to my lips?" she asks. "How did I get this?" then she remembers something again. "Oh. I hit someone!"

Then she replays in her memory what happened last night.

Is it Brittany?

Quinn?

Or is it Sugar?

She can't remember.

She repeats it again on her mind.

Is it Brittany's lips?

Quinn's lips?

Or is it Sugar's lips?

"I really can't remember!" she screams.