He jeder, nett, Sie hier im 12. Kapitel zu sehen, von Wie ich Liebe Gefunden Habe. Which, I hope, is German for 'Hey everyone, nice to see you here in the 12th chapter of How I Found Love.' I can't believe it!! You all are amazing, I finally got 100 reviews, I love you all and wish that I could give everyone a kiss from Edward. But alas, I do not own him and can't force him to do anything sobs. Well on a happier note I am alive and updating, so, yay! Let's read!
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BPOV
"Rose, try this." She grimaced when she saw the sticky mess on Alice's small index finger. Rosalie opened her mouth grudgingly so Alice could stick a little creation she just made with chocolate and something else.
We all watched as Rose chewed the small candy thing, her face changing from a twisted grimace to a considering expression, to an absolute worship to what was attacking her taste buds.
"Oh my god, Allie, what was that?"Rosalie grasped Alice's tiny shoulders and shook her slightly, demanding to know what she just ate.
"It was a piece of Hershey's chocolate dipped in peanut butter and then rolled in my secret sauce I made." she gestured to a bowl of a sickly looking liquid. Rose 'ewed' and demanded Alice make her more and then added a 'please' and an innocent smile.
"Wait a minute," I said remembering something that happened earlier, " Alice why were you laughing so much when I found you in the library?" I asked her while she made the 'stuff' for Rosalie. She blushed and a smile crept onto her face and she gave Rose her chocolate pieces carefully, taking her time.
"Okay, Izzy, don't get mad, but I kinda walked in on Jacob and Mike while they were umm, being, ahem, intimate." she giggled out the last word and any color I had in my face drained as her, Angela, and Rosalie burst into laughter.
"That's not funny, that's, that's ew!" I finally shouted, making them laugh even more. I huffed and laid back on my beanbag chair starting to giggle, despite my disgust at my brothers.
It soon turned into a full-blown laughing fest between the four of us as we rolled around on the floor completely submersed in our mirth. 2 maybe 3 minutes later we stopped laughing and I went back to being disgusted and my new friends seemed to notice my change in attitude.
"Aww, Izzy don't be mad." Angela said, trying to comfort me even though she failed because she was still smiling broadly at Alice's encounter with my overly gay brothers.
"How could I not be angry? Alice got a front row seat to the dysfunctional-ness of my brothers. I mean they're gay for crow's sake! Not that I have anything against homosexuals, because believe me I don't, it's just that they are my brothers in almost every way and it's awkward walking in on them when they do stuff like, this." I vented what I felt about the matter and the three girls seated in front of me grew confused.
"They aren't your real brothers?" Angela asked the question on all of their minds bluntly. I stared at the floor, and then each of their faces before I finally answered.
"No, ew, we are all adopted. Otherwise my brothers would be practicing incest, which is just plain gross. Mike's parents were killed in a car crash when he was 13 and Jake's parents were killed by a wolf also at age 13." I explained and they nodded their heads gravely.
"Wait, what about you? How come you were adopted, what happened to your parents?" I felt a pang in my chest at Rosalie's question and would have cried if I could.
"My mother died when I was young and my father never wanted me, I was abandoned by him when I was 5." only the last part was a lie, but my mother did die, in fact she died giving birth to me.
"Oh my god, what a monster." Alice whispered. I shrugged and stood up to 'stretch' but really tried to hide my trembling face.
"Hows about we watch Sweeney Todd?" I asked cheerfully to change the subject and to hopefully distract the girls so I could hunt, I could practically feel my eyes darkening.
"Sounds good" "Okay, fine with me" "Yes! Throat-slitting!" was what I heard after my suggestion, three guesses to who said the bit about the throat-slitting.
"Okay, let's put this baby in!" I said enthusiastically and placed the disc into the DVD player and pressed play, making the movie begin and also making the room become oddly quiet.
The opening song played, completely grabbing everyone's attention, including mine. I watched as Sweeney sang about the dreadfulness of London(which I had to agree with, but only at that time).
After an hour and a half later, the girls were fast asleep and the movie was almost over with only approximately 10 minutes left. I shut the television off, placed a blanket over the three huddled girls, and ran outside into the forest surrounding my home.
I skidded to a stop once I reached a clearing about 6 miles from my house with three delicious smelling humans sleeping in it. I had to make sure that I was far enough away from Angela, Rosalie, and Alice so that once I let go of myself I wouldn't be able to smell them and accidentally attack them while they slept.
30 feet ahead I spotted a grizzly bear stumbling around near death and painfully wounded from what looked to be caused from falling on a rock. My breath caught at the horrible sight in front of me, I had a soft spot for animals even though I drank their blood every two weeks to feed myself.
The only way I felt a bit better about hunting was finding already wounded animals that were going to die anyway and putting them out of their misery. I still felt terrible about it, but at least I could make their passing easier and less painful.
The bear saw me coming towards it and used the last of its strength to get up on its hind legs and bellow at me, a clear sign for me to stay away. I continued to walk toward the huge beast sending it waves of calm and peacefulness until it got back onto all four legs. It was a girl.
I stroked her head lovingly, trying to make her last moments pleasant, and then sank my teeth into her thick neck making the crimson fluid squirt all over my arms and neck. Once my jaw closed around her neck she let out a heart-wrenching roar as I sucked the thick, dark red blood from her veins, taking every last drop that the poor bear could give, which was a lot.
Once I couldn't get anymore blood from the great beast I released her and set the carcass on the forest floor. I stepped back to get a better view of my victim, as I liked to do so I could appreciate the creature I drank from.
This bear, whom I then dubbed Athena after the Greek goddess, had a glossy pitch black coat and a large elegant head and strongly built legs. Overall she seemed like the type of bear parents taught their children to fear and hope they never came across in their travels. It was a pity she was wounded and I drank from her, Athena seemed like a great hunter.
I heard a rustle from behind me and I whipped around to see the source of the noise and was met the saddest brown eyes I had ever seen in an animal. A tiny brown cub had tumbled from a bush and was string horrified at the large limp body laying crumpled on the soggy ground of the woods.
Before the cub could notice anything I passed the bear's soul to the 'other side'so it could rest peacefully for eternity.
"Hey there little one, what are you doing?" my voice cracked a few times as I walked slowly over to the cub who was quivering with fear. I reached the cub and gently picked it up checking its gender as quickly as I could, animals didn't like being looked at, ahem, seeing that it was a girl.
"Baby, I'm so sorry you saw that." I cradled the soft infant in my arms and watched as she fell asleep in my arms. I looked down at her lovingly and thought to myself 'could she be another Chase?" I smiled at the thought and decided then that I would keep her seeing as I just murdered her mother.
'I will take care of you', I vowed to the sleeping cub, 'nothing will happen, I promise.' with that I ran full out back to my house, as satiated as I could be from animal blood thanks to Athena. I reached the backyard in matter of minutes where the dark shape of Edward lurked in the shadows, waiting for my return.
"Bella, what are you carrying?" he whispered so as not to wake my baby bear. Not saying a word I motioned with my head for Edward to follow me to the garage where I would keep the bear for the night.
"Edward," I said once we reached the garage, "I killed her mother, I couldn't just leave her to fend for herself so I brought her to live with us." he smiled knowingly at my love for animals and caressed the head of the cub.
"What's her name, Bella?" he asked, making me smile, which confused him.
"You called me Bella." I explained and he grinned his beautiful crooked grin, showing his pearly whites.
"Well that is your name, isn't it?" he teased. I nudged him with my shoulder and rolled my eyes, smiling at his attempt at a joke.
"Yes it is Edward, but only you have ever called me that, I have only been called Isabella or Izzy and I have been known as Izzy for almost 600 years love. It's just, it felt nice to be called Bella again, I really missed it." I told him affectionately and he kissed me.
"Bella, Bella, Bella, what am I going to do with you?" he laughed and pressed me to his stone hard chest, kissing the top of my head and then releasing me.
"I'll tell you what you can do with me," I said, hooking one finger through his belt loop, "you can love me, and this here bear as long as we both live." I pulled his head down and kissed him full on the mouth. I felt a movement on my stomach and released Edward's lips so I could look down at the cub.
She was staring up at me with those big brown eyes that seemed to scream that she was starving and needed to be fed.
"I think someone's hungry, love." I laughed and pulled Edward to the door that lead to the house. Still gripping his hand I lead him to the kitchen where I would prepare a bottle of milk for the child in my arms.
"You never answered my question, Bell." Edward said unexpectedly. I turned around to face him, my brow furrowed and my lips pursed as I tried to remember the question he had asked.
"What are you going to name her?" her reminded me kindly rubbing the back of my hand with smooth circular motions with his thumb. My mouth made an 'o' shape as I thought about what I could name my precious cub.
"I don't know, but I want it to mean something, she has to have a strong name." I answered him, staring fondly at the curious form laying in my right arm. The cub started to wiggle and twist around in my arms so I set her down on the floor, guessing that was what she wanted.
It was, she squeaked happily and started to run around the kitchen, sniffing the cabinets and nipping Edwards and my bare feet playfully. I laughed and produced a bottle of warm female bear milk in my left hand and picked my cub up. She smelled the milk and lifted her head eagerly for the bottle so I stuck the soft tip of the bottle's nipple into her mouth and she began to suck the milk gratefully.
Edward and I walked into the living room and sat down together on the love seat while I fed the tiny brown cub.
"Angelique" Edward said unexpectedly in the silence. He said it so surely, like it was meant to be her name, and I think it was.
"You think so?" I asked him and he nodded his head smiling brightly at me stroking Angelique's head.
"I love it. Angelique, means angelic doesn't it, it fits her." I mused holding onto Edward's hand tightly, but still feeding Angelique. She finished the bottle shortly after we named her and was ready to play.
She climbed off my lap and rolled over to Edward and started to bite his index finger, tugging it with her little teeth then releasing it then starting over again. He laughed and picked her up, tossing her into the air then catching her, making her squeal and kick her short furry hind legs.
He tossed her in to the a few more times then cradled her in his strong cold arms kissing her on her soft wet nose. I watched him interact with the orphaned grizzly bear as if she were his own human baby, it made me sad we couldn't have our own children.
"Edward, did you ever think about having children?" I asked him. He looked up thoughtfully then shrugged.
"I have, but I would only with you. I know that we can't, and I'm okay with that." he said, setting Angelique down on his lap where she curled up and laid there, just staring into space with a bear- like smile on her delicate face.
"Oh Edward." I said and kissed him strongly, holding the back of his head and him locking his arms around my waist tightly, leaving no room between us.
We were interrupted by the sound of someone clearing their throat and I turned to see who it was, smiling from my amazing kiss with Edward. My smile turned into a gasp of shock and horror seeing the two men in the doorway.
"What are you doing here?" I gasped, fighting back a sob. The two devils smiled maliciously and chuckled evilly.
"What's wrong Isabella, aren't you happy to see us?" they laughed horribly and I snatched up Angelique holding her to my chest as they walked forward toward me and my loves.
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Yay, I got a chapter out, 2 weeks after my last update! Jeez I took forever, but I spent a lot of time and effort on it so, review please. I liked this chapter, and I think a lot happened, 'specially at the end. Don't hate me for the cliffie, you'll find out who the two guys are, although you should probably already know, haha. Bye for now!