My eyes widen, surprised about this. She looks back up into my eyes. She leans into me and kisses me sweetly and then she backs away, holding her fingers up against her lips. I am shocked into silence.

"I'm sorry, Christian, but your lips were begging to be kissed. I didn't expect the electrical energy that I felt whenever our lips connected, though."

"I felt it, too. You have absolutely no reason to be sorry, Angie." She smiles back at me and I gently run the back of my knuckles down her cheek. "May I kiss you, Angie?"

She smiles, but pulls back. "First, tell me how Tina knows you."

I sigh and sit back in my seat, hoping that she wouldn't ask about that, but I know that honesty is important if we are going to build some kind of friendship, at least. "I met her at a BDSM club the night before I met you. I had no way to know that the two of you lived together."

"I know." She sighs. "So, you're involved in BDSM, too?"

I nod. "I am. Is that okay with you?"

"Yes, I'm perfectly fine with it, Christian. I'm just a little bothered that you had sex with my roommate, but I will get over it. I was involved in BDSM myself before I had to come here."

My eyes widen again, shocked by this revelation. "I never would've imagined that. May I ask why you're not involved in it now?"

"Yes, I have to live a different persona here and since the incident that brought me here was at a BDSM club, I can't be seen in one until… until the people are caught."

I gasp when the realization hits me. There was a murder in the parking lot of the BDSM club in Portland about the time that she had to come here. I'm afraid to ask, though. She looks at me curiously. "What are you thinking, Christian?"

"Was it the murders at the Purple Lion?" she gasps.

"FUCK! I said too much. I'm so sorry. I need to go home."

"No, wait, Angie, it is okay. What WE discuss is going to stay between us, I swear that to you."

She looks me in the eyes and she visibly calms down. "Okay. I trust you. Now, about that kiss?"

I smile at her and cup her beautiful face in my hand and I gently kiss her lips and she wraps her arms around my neck and she deepens the kiss. She pulls back slightly. "Can I have you, Christian? I need you." She whispers against my lips.

I gasp lightly, shocked by this. "Only if you're sure, Angie."

"I'm so very sure, Christian. Please?"

I smile and kiss her again. "Would you like to go to my place?" I ask her.

"That works. I'd rather not have sex in a car."

I chuckle and kiss her again and I pull back and I turn on my car and excitedly drive back to my place and she rubs my leg sensually along the way. I cannot believe that this is happening.

When we pull into the driveway, she sees my estate and she gasps. "Oh, my God. It is beautiful. I figured you were staying in a hotel or something."

I smirk. "I own this. I rarely use it, though." She nods and continues to stare in awe. I pull into the garage and shut off the car. I look over and she is staring at me looking like she wants to devour me.

She grabs my face and pulls me to hers and she kisses me feverishly. I finally break the kiss. "Let's go inside." I whisper against her lips. She nods and kisses me again sweetly and lets go and I smile and get out and go around and let her out. I take her hand and I walk her into the estate, where Taylor is waiting for me. "You're relieved for the evening, Taylor." I tell him.

"Thank you, sir." He nods and walks away and I look back at Angie.

"Would you like some wine?"

She smiles. "I would love some wine, Christian."

I smile back at her and I guide her to the couch and ask her to have a seat and I go gather us some wine and wine glasses. I come out to the great room, where she is still sitting on the couch and I notice that she took her jacket off and set it down next to her. I set down the wine and wine glasses. "Can I take your jacket?"

She looks up at me and smiles, politely. "Sure." She picks it up and hands it to me. I take it and I put it away. I return to the couch and she is still sitting there. I sit beside her and I kiss her sweetly and I open the wine bottle and I pour us both a glass of wine and I put the bottle back down. I hand her a glass and take one for myself. "Thank you, Christian. This is a very exquisite home that you have here. It's a shame that it goes unused most of the time."

"It is. I do rent it out on occasions and my family and I tend to come here for holidays."

She nods. "Well at least someone gets some use out of it."

We sit and talk casually for a little bit longer and after our second glass, I go to fill them again, she stops me. I sit back and she reaches up and grabs the back of my head and kisses me feverishly again and I wrap my arms around her and pull her up into my lap and she crawls over so that she is sitting astride me. We kiss feverishly throughout. "Take me to bed, Christian." She begs against my lips. Who am I to deny her?

I kiss her sweetly and pick her up by her perfect ass and I carry her to my master bedroom and I lay her down on my big bed. I tower over her and continue to kiss her while my hands gently roam her body. I pull her up to sitting and I take her t-shirt and pull it off over her head. I am pleasantly surprised that she isn't wearing a bra and I begin to lay kisses on her body and she is moaning and panting. I kiss her again as I lay her back on the bed and I get up and unbuckle and unzip her pants and I peel them down her body after she lifts her ass so that I can get them from under her. I take off her shoes and socks before I remove her pants and I lay them on the chaise at the bottom of the bed.

I strip out of my shirt and I hear her gasp as I crawl back up her body and I smirk. I kiss her again and as usual, she eagerly reciprocates. She tries to undo my belt, but I stop her. She growls. "I need you, Christian."

"Just have a little patience, baby." I can't believe I just called her baby. She smiles and nods and I kiss her again and then I start my way back down her body with my mouth. I take her nipple between my teeth gently and I flick it with my tongue and she really starts to writhe beneath me. I crawl back up to her face and kiss her. "Lay still and feel it all, baby." She nods and I crawl back down and continue my assault on her nipple and I take her other nipple between my thumb and forefinger and manipulates and I feel her body tense so I know she is close. I continue what I am doing and all the sudden, she cries out as her first orgasm of the night overtakes her.

I smile against her skin, but don't stop what I am doing until her orgasm subsides. Once it finishes, I look up at her calm expression as she continues to pant and she glances at me and smiles and I smile back and I slide my hand into her panties. She is so wet. "You're so wet, Angie."

She nods. "For you. Call me baby, please?" she replies breathless.

I nod and I continue my journey down her body, kissing, licking and nipping her skin along the way and she is writhing again and I stop. She must realize what she did wrong and she lays still, "Sorry."

"It will be okay, baby." I continue what I was doing and I notice that she has some scars on her abdomen so I kiss them and she gasps and looks at me questionably. "Shh.. just let me take care of you, baby."

She nods and lays her head back. I hook my thumbs into the sides of her panties and I seductively slide them down her body gently. I make my way back up her smooth legs, kissing and licking along the way, until I get to the apex of her thighs. I spread her legs wider and I separate her folds and I give her core a long lick. I find her clit and I start to lick and suck on it. She starts to writhe again, but she must have caught herself and she stopped. I feel her getting close again so I insert one finger and then another and I stroke the front wall of her vagina and the next thing I know, she is screaming and squirting everywhere. I keep doing what I am doing until her orgasm stops. I want to try to coax a 3rd orgasm out of her, but she begs me, "Please Christian! Please fuck me!" I relent and kiss her clit and kiss my way back up her body after wiping her watery come off of my face. I kiss her sweetly and I get up and quickly take off my own pants and boxers. I already took off my shoes and socks earlier.

I glide my way back up her body, leaving kisses along the way. Once I get to her face, she wraps her arms around my neck and she kisses me feverishly. I place myself at her entrance and I decide that it is a good idea that I ask her again. "Are you sure about this, baby? We can still stop."

She presses her lips hard against mine. "Fuck yes, I am sure! Fuck me, please!"

My lips crash back into hers as I slowly thrust my length into her tight, moist core. She gasps as I enter her and once I am fully inside her, she tenses and has a magnificent orgasm that squeezes my cock tight and I am so close to coming myself that I still myself. "This has to last longer, baby." She smiles and her lips crash back into mine and she starts to move her hips. "Lay still or I won't be able to stop myself from coming now. I've got you, baby."

She nods and I begin to thrust as slowly as I can. I've never had sex like this before so I'm not sure if I am doing it right, but her body's response to me tells me that I am. I keep thrusting slowly getting faster. "Harder and faster, Christian, please!" she begs.

I smile. This I can do. "As you wish, baby." I pull almost all the way back out and then I thrust my full length into her hard and she cries out for more so I fuck her hard, intermittently kissing her beautiful swollen lips. I feel her body tense. "Come for me, baby." I tell her and she instantly begins trembling with another intense orgasm and I don't know how much longer I can last. I keep thrusting fast and hard and I feel her tense again and I feel my own orgasm quickly approaching as well. I'm not going to be able to hold back this time. "Come with me, baby." I tell her and she pulls me closer as her body quivers intensely and my cock throbs as I spill my essence deep inside this beautiful woman's core. I grunt, but continue my thrusts. Her lips crash back into mine and we are locked in this passionate kiss until both of our orgasms subside. I stop thrusting and I collapse onto her and we are both panting heavily. "That was…" is all I can say.

"It was." She replies, still panting.

We lay there like this a little bit longer. I finally pull myself back up and I kiss her sweetly as I pull out and she winces slightly. "Are you okay?" I ask concerned.

She laughs. "Christian, I am absolutely perfect at this moment. I winced at the loss of contact and the fact that this is the first time that I have had sex in years. That was absolutely phenomenal. Thank you, Christian." She leans into me and kisses me sweetly. I pull her up against my chest and she lays her head on it and surprisingly it doesn't burn like usual so I just go with it.

"It was truly my pleasure, baby." I have my arm wrapped around her and I am rubbing her back as we lay in a blissful post-coital embrace. I have never had sex that good and I most certainly never had vanilla sex before. "Angie, can we do this again sometime? I can come back occasionally to see you until you are cleared to go back to Seattle or wherever you were living before."

No answer. "Angie?" still no answer. "Baby?" I lift my head and brush her hair out of her face and I realize that she is fast asleep with a satisfied smile on her beautiful lips.

I smile and check the clock and see that it is 2 in the morning so I turn off the bedside lamp and I kiss her on top of her beautiful head and I lay my head back with my own smile and I drift off into a peaceful night's sleep myself.

Instead of my usual nightmares, I dream about this exquisite woman in my bed.

Whenever I wake up in the morning, I reach over to put my arm around Angie, but I find the bed empty. My eyes pop open as my hand comes to rest on a piece of paper. I pick it up. It is from her. It has to be.

I sit up and lean back against my headboard and my pillows. I clear my eyes and I unfold the letter.

Christian,

I am so sorry to leave you. I had to go, though. I have to check in with the FBI agents this morning. They always keep an eye on me so, most likely, they will know that I was with you last night.

They may try to relocate me because of me having contact with someone so prominent in Seattle. I hope not, but I have to do what they say. It is the only way that I know that I will be 100% safe. I will contact you if I am allowed to stay in Aspen. Otherwise, I will have no way to communicate with you, as much as I loathe the idea of that.

I want you to know that none of this is your fault. I had an immediate connection with you at the restaurant whenever I bumped into you. I knew who you were so I had to resist the urge to talk to you for anything other than my work.

I also want you to know that last night was the best sex that I have ever had in my life and I have to believe that is because it was with you. You are an exceptional man, Mr. Grey. I will miss you dearly.

I hope that someday our paths will cross again. I will get out of witness protection eventually. I just hope that you will still want me then. You are free to be with whomever you want in the meantime though. I am okay with that. I just hope that I can have you when/if our paths ever cross again.

I will never forget you, Christian Grey. I hope to see you again sometime not too long from now.

Ana

P.S. I might even love you a little bit.

I fold the letter back up and lay it on the bedside table and I groan. I don't know what to do now. How can I go without her now that I have had an exquisite taste of her? I need to look for her. I start to get up. Wait. She said she will contact me if she stays in Aspen, so there is still hope.

I smile, hopeful that she might possibly contact me. I have to be patient and wait. I was supposed to head home tomorrow, but that can wait until I hopefully hear from Angie. Wait, she signed the letter Ana. That's rather cryptic. Maybe that's her real name? I hope to find out someday.

2 days later

I spent the next 2 days in Aspen. I even went to the restaurant that she worked at and they said she no longer worked there. Damn it. I eventually tried to call her but the number was disconnected. I decided today to go over to her apartment and hope that she is still there.

I have Taylor take me over this time, because if she isn't here, we need to head back to Seattle.

I knock on the door and unfortunately Tina answers the door. She smiles at me. "Did you change your mind, sir?"

I sigh. Again with this? "No Tina and I can assure you that I will NOT be changing my mind. Is Angie here?"

She sighs. "No, unfortunately some men in black SUVs came and she moved out. Is this your fault?" she asks me accusingly.

I furrow my brow at her. "No. Can I come in so that I know that you're telling me the truth about her not being here? I don't exactly trust you." She rolls her eyes and moves out of the way so that I can go through. "Where is her bedroom?"

She walks me to the end of the hall and she shows me to a room that has nothing but furniture left in it and I now know that Angie has officially went into hiding again and it will probably be a while before I will be able to talk to her again.

I turn around and Tina is standing there naked. "Are you fucking kidding me? I've got to go." She tries to grab me but I dodge her and walk past her and rush out of the apartment out into the SUV. I know she won't follow quickly because she is naked.

I get into the back of the SUV. "Go Taylor." I tell him and he drives off. We go to the airport and I am thoroughly discouraged. I don't know if I will be able to get over her very easily. I miss her already.

We get on the jet and I drink bourbon all the way back to Seattle. I can't believe that I had her and lost her in the same day. It may take a while, but I hope that either she finds her way back to me, or I figure out how to move on from this. I've never been this messed up about any woman before. I'm lost.