Glittering Darkness

Summary - Prompt by the lovely mlw10 on Tumblr: "Two characters haven't seen each other for a while, one keeps rambling about something insignificant and the other one kisses them because "Shut up you're rambling just kiss me.""

This got long, as per usual.

The Butterbeer is a slide of warm froth down his throat, easing up frozen insides brought on by the biting January cold. He smiles, grin stupid on face, hazel eyes bright behind glasses, and listens to Sirius yammer on about Quidditch and teams and players—

"The Canons don't stand a fucking chance this season, mate," Sirius repeats for the thousandth time that week, to the audience of Remus's rolling eyes, Peter's enraptured gaze and James's dazed attention. "I have my bet on the Arrows. I mean, have you seen Crossby's performance lately? Not missed a single bloody snitch so far in. That's gotta be some kind of record, doesn't it? Doesn't it? Oi, Prongs!" he snaps, brows instantly furrowed at not receiving James's immediate response, no matter that Peter's vehement nodding probably dislodges the boy's neck. "Someone throw a Confundus at you? That's a dumb expression on your face, if I've seen one."

James sighs, leans back, embraces the lovely chatter of his peers around The Three Broomsticks. "I'm just having a good day."

The boys are instantly suspicious, each choosing to express such emotion with a varying degree of subtlety.

"How come?" Sirius asks, sounding almost put off at not being privy to the answer already.

"Well, I get to spend such a lovely afternoon with you lads. What more could I want?"

"To get laid," says Sirius, a phrase that is followed immediately by Peter's loud snort of laughter.

"By a very specific person," Remus can't help but add, amusement quirking his mouth in that typical way of his.

"Nonsense," he waves off, another gulp of Butterbeer tossed back. "I'm perfectly content."

"Okay, I take it back. It has to be a cheering charm," Sirius ponders solemnly, just as a group of familiar Gryffindors enters The Three Broomsticks, huddling together as they brush off snow from thick robes and gloves.

Such a sight is by no means a rarity, given that the pub has already been crawling with Hogwarts students since the start of day. But James's eyes are quick to lock onto a very specific person, a flash of red hair, pink cheeks, bright, bright laughter. No one around him seems to notice the tectonic plates shifting under their feet, nor the way that colour splashes, vibrant and sudden, painting the world afresh. No, they carry on with their conversations and snark as if air hasn't suddenly become easier to draw in, as if her mere presence hasn't literally lit up the room. He supposes, after a second of reflection, that she's indeed his personal cheering charm.

Lily nods to the girls—Mary, Dorcas, Marlene—and points to a booth somewhere at the back. He can't be arsed to check the exact location; not when it means taking his eyes off a much better alternative. But instead of moving away with them as they take their seats, Lily, curiously enough, breaks off from the group, face blank, easy grace and gait as she meanders off to the loo. Her eyes don't travel to him, not once.

And yet, James spots that minuscule quirk of lips right before she disappears from view.

Oh.

Very well then.

He's instantly on his feet, wooden chair scraping back with a loud groan, cutting off Remus mid-speculation as to the reason behind James's jolly disposition. Three heads turn to him; curious, amused, perhaps even a little concerned.

"Um, you okay, mate?"

"Brilliant," James replies, feels a thrum of excitement shiver through him, and wonders if it's openly visible. "Perfectly brilliant. I just need to take a leak."

"Well, alright, Mr Potter, you're excused." Remus laughs.

He takes the time to roll his eyes, but not the effort to dim his smile. It's probable he looks like a complete loon on a sugar rush, but James truly has never cared about anything less. "Yeah, yeah, have your chuckles, Mr Moony. We'll see who's laughing by the end of the day."

"I genuinely have no idea what you mean, and you sound completely unthreatening with that ridiculous beaming going on."

James scoffs, walks away from another bout of laughter. "Fuck off."

The hallway leading to the loos remains mercifully empty; luck that he doesn't take for granted thanks to the crowd spilling inside the pub. With a quick manoeuvre honed over years of efficient marauding, he pulls out a shrunken invisibility cloak from his robes, enlarges it to its normal size, and disappears beneath the silvery material, feeling its strange softness like a second skin. And then he flattens himself against the wall, scooting around until he's strategically placed within an alcove near the entrance to the girls' lavatory—far away enough to give a wide berth to anyone he doesn't want to alert, but near enough for an encounter with his target.

His target, who he presumes is not nearly as unsuspecting as she'd let on.

It takes only about ten seconds or so before he sees the swish of her robes, witnesses the easy smile on her face as Lily rounds the corner, nose teased red from cold, freckles scattered like stars, and finds the walls of his chest tighten like concrete slabs at the sight.

In a flash of movement, he's got a hand wrapped around her wrist, sliding to her waist, yanking her firmly against his body without so much as a whispered greeting. Lily's impulsive screech of surprise dies down the instant the cloak falls over her head, enveloping them both. The tension of her muscles melts away beneath his fingertips, and she's quick to plant her hands on his chest, brush indelicately closer, space shrinking enough that he tastes the mint on her breath when she speaks.

"Rather indecent of you to accost me like this, Potter."

He bends down, appreciates the excited gleam in the green of her eyes. His thumb finds her nape, massages gently. "I had something very important to discuss with you."

"Mm," Lily purrs. "That's better. How may I help you?"

"You see," he starts, chokes slightly when she grinds against him purposefully. "You see, I was just leaving the castle this morning, ready for a lovely outing with my mates, when a witch who looked remarkably like you all but shoved me into a broom closet, declared her undying love for me, and then snogged me into oblivion. And well, you've got to understand what that sort of thing does to a bloke's mental state."

"Huh," she remarks, lets her upper lip slide over his bottom one, nothing but a ghost of touch. "I don't know much about undying love proclamations, but do go on about this snogging into oblivion business, please."

James drops his head, sucks on the pulse that jumps beneath the skin of her neck. "Oblivion. Abyss. A whole lot of glittering darkness," he confesses. "And since this witch resembled you—"

"Remarkably," she moans, soft.

"Remarkably, of course—I thought it only proper to inform you of such an occurrence, y'know, for reputation's sake. You've got that Head Girl image to maintain. Can't have imposters of you running around making out with the Head Boy. Doesn't look too good, to be honest. And I'm saying this purely out of selflessness, of course. If, on the other hand, you were to shed some light on this act and admit to...I don't know...a lack of an imposter, it would mean a whole other thing—"

Lily slams him back against the wall, hand shoving his chest, mouth dangerously close to his. "Shut up, you're rambling." She smirks. "Just kiss me."

And almost as if unable to sustain any patience to allow him to follow the directive, her lips crush over his in a kiss that somehow burns through his every molecule, scorching the very skin he wears, rivalling even the best kiss he's ever had in his life, which was, incidentally, shared with the same person naught but two hours ago. Lily's hand curls over his collar, twisting the fabric, giving her purchase to devour him alive. He reciprocates with a tightening grip on her waist, tilting her jaw, slipping his tongue inside to brush over the warm wetness of hers. A mad rush of breath, of gliding mouths and hands and softly uttered moans passes between them, the air under the cloak sweltering despite the cold outside.

Eventually, James wrenches himself away long enough to get the word out; her name. "Lily."

"Mm," she manages, lips on his cheek.

"I'm going to need you to spell it out for me."

The breathless sincerity of his tone gives her pause, and she pulls back, eyes dark and confused. "What?"

"Do you," he swallows past the cowardice, the thump of his heart. "Is this happening for real? You actually want...me?"

A beat passes, a long one, and Lily stares and stares and stares. Eventually, a smile spills, and he's reminded of that abyss; glittering endlessly. "Yeah, James. I want you. Wholly. Fully." She kisses him again, trails the honey on his lips. "I'm just letting you enjoy this outing with the boys, because once we're back at the castle…"

She's trailed off, left him to articulate thoughts. "What then?"

Lily grins, glint of teeth so cruelly delicious that it steals his breath, especially when accompanied by the roll of her hips. "I'll let you fill in the blank."