Chapter 17
CPOV
Ana stands smiling at me, big blue eyes that look deep in my sole, soft pale pink lips that her teeth sink into. The things I want to do to this girl.. stop it grey she's not into your kinky fuckery my inner subconscious is rolling his eyes at me.
"Christian" the way my name falls off her lips, I just want to bend her over and fuck her right here, right now. "Hello Christian, are you okay?" Ana stands on her tiptoes so our eyes meet "Fuck sorry Ana in my own world again" I take her hand and lead her out the wardrobe into my room and out to the corridor. We walk past the play room or the Red room of pain as she called it, I snigger to myself and shake my head "something funny mr grey?" Oh shit does she know what I'm thinking again. "Here's your room" as I open the door she stops in the door way "no surprises behind this door?" Concern crosses her face. I flip the light switch And the room fills with light " just a normal room" I shrug my shoulders and usher her in.
APOV
Christian leads me towards a door at the end of the corridor god I hope this isn't another room of pain and torture, he turns the door handle "here's your room" I stop and look at him "no surprises behind this door?" I feel my hands are starting to get sweaty and my heart starts to race. He flicks the light switch and the room comes to life "just a normal room" he sounds hurt. He probably thinks I think he's a monster for wanting to torture people. He leads me into the room. The walls are a mahogany colour, the bed is in the middle of the room, it has no bed sheets on it and looks unused. The curtains are a pastel pink. Turning around there's two other doors in the room which I can only assume are a wardrobe and bathroom. I keep turning, opposite the the window their is a beautiful white dressing table with a pale pink stool tucked just underneath. "Ana" my name falls of his lips softly. I turn to face him "yes" i respond in a quiet tone. "Come with me to choose your bedding" he walks towards one of the doors in the room. I follow him into the room, I was right it's a big empty wardrobe. I wish I had all this space at home, it would make my life so much easier. "Do you want pink, grey or white sheets ana" he's looking through some bed sheets on the middle shelf "pink please Christian" he hands me a soft pastel pink bedding set and walks out the room. I follow him back into the bed room, he pulls out the chair next to the dressing table and points to it "sit ana" I take a seat on the stool as he takes fitted sheet from me. "Please let me help you make the bed" I start to stand from the stool "sit back down, Your my guest" I slowly sink back down. I watch him stretch over the bed putting the sheet on, I can't help but start to feel flush. He's shirt rides up and shows off his abdomen, his toned body sends my inner goddess wild. I shift in my seat as his eyes meet mine "everything okay over there?" Mmm yes more then fine thanks to you and your sexy body! He walks over and bends down so our lips are almost touching. "Pillow cases please" his lips almost touching mine. I hand him the pillow cases. "Please let me help. I can't let you go to all this trouble for me" he giggles away to himself "why don't you go get changed" he points to the door next to the wardrobe "theirs a spare toothbrush in the cupboard above the sink" without hesitation I stand and leave the bedding on the chair and scoop up the clothes he's let me. Opening the door a light automaticity turns on. Wow this bathroom is beautiful. marble tiles on the walls and floor, a walk in shower 5 times bigger then the one I have at home, a double sink with a huge mirror above it. I reach for the cupboard to take out the toothbrush and toothpaste that's in their. Staring at this pale blue eyed girl
In the mirror I bush my teeth. Could I really be with him, what if we worked out? But what if he just wanted to torture me? Like Zack did. He did say he doesn't do the girlfriend thing...whatever that means. My inner subconscious is now looking at me in pity.. oh Ana why do you always fall for the wrong men.
CPOV
Ana is in the bathroom and I've made her bed up. I wonder why she's taking so long. I hope I haven't scared her away today. We've had a Rocky day. I pull the curtains shut and walk over to the bed. I need to know who Zack is and what the fuck he done to her. The poor girl looked as if she had seen a ghost when she told Me. I acted so childish too. I sit on the edge of the bed with my head in my hands. Jesus grey you fuck everything up all the time.
The bathroom door opens. Ana walks towards me holding something. "Where should I put the dirty clothes?" She must have missed the laundry basket in the bathroom. "Leave them by the door and I'll take them when I leave" she drops the clothes by the door and her face fills with sadness. Maybe she doesn't want me to leave. Maybe I should stay here with her.. NO GREY! My subconscious shouts at me. You can't stay with her you'll just want to fuck her! It's all you think about.
I stand up and pull back the bed sheets "Ana it's time you got to bed" she does as she's told and gets into bed. She places her watch and phone on the bedside table and looks towards me. "Christian are you leaving me now?"