When will the pain go away?
A.N This chapter is based on how Harry deals with the loss of his girlfriend Ginny.
It was a warm summer night with fireflies in the air. The Weasleys had just finished celebrating Christmas; it wasn't a very happy time this year. This was the first Christmas that George was not there cracking jokes and trying to put WW products into Percy's drinks and food. It was a very sad occasion and nobody was really in the mood to celebrate. Presents were handed around, and drinks were poured but it wasn't the same without the second twin around.
The Weasley's had suffered a great loss but they had also now suffered a recent loss. After the battle against Voldemort one person could not get over her grief. She couldn't get over the fact George was dead. However hard Ron, Hermione and Harry talked to Ginny and tried to understand her feelings it wasn't enough to save her. On October 3rd this year Ginny Weasley committed suicide using methods that muggles use to kill themselves.
flashback
Molly Weasley was the one who found her in the bathroom lying on the floor; bloody cuts all up her arms. She cradled her little girl in her arms and cried until she couldn't breathe anymore. She screamed for help, for anyone. Immediately Mr Weasley, George, Percy, Harry, Ron and Hermione burst into the small room. They were all shocked at what they saw. Harry couldn't take in what he was seeing.
"Ginny NO!" Harry screamed as he rushed over to Ginny's body and pushed Mrs Weasley away. He held her in his arms and wept. Why would she do something like this?
Harry still held Ginny tightly even when the Weasley's tried to pull him away from her. He would never let go." She isn't dead. She's just playing with me," Harry thought. The Weasley's left Harry alone with Ginny so he could calm down. They would be able to talk with him later. Right now they needed to grieve.
Harry got into bed, and held out a picture of Ginny. He saw her fiery red hair and touched her lips and kissed his finger and lay it on her hair. He would never forget Ginny; he kept her picture like it was engraved in his heart. His last thought in his head before he fell asleep was Ginny.
dream
Harry entered Ginny's room, wondering why he was going in there, but it must have been important because something was leading into her room. Harry saw Ginny hovering over her desk. It looked like she was writing something. "Ginny, you're alive!" screamed Harry as he raced over to her and shook her on the shoulder. She didn't even notice, not even turned around to see who it was. "Ginny…Hello Ginny. It's Harry. Can you hear me?" Harry shouted to her but she wasn't listening. Harry thought I must be in a dream. Harry saw Ginny put the note under her pillow and she grabbed a knife from behind her desk. Harry followed her into the bathroom. Ginny looked in the mirror at her face for the last time. She then lowered the knife to her wrist and slowly cut up along her arm…
Harry woke up with sweat on his face and he was screaming. Ron quickly turned on the light and rushed over to Harry's side. "What's the matter Harry?" Ron asked Harry. His face had gone pale when he saw Harry's face.
"I just saw Ginny killing herself and I think we can find out why she did it. We need to go to her room now!" Harry replied as he leapt out of his bed while Ron followed him.
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