This is my second attempt at fanfiction, however, I never did finish my first one :( This is my first TVD fanfic though. I attempted writing only from Damon's POV, but I found it kinda hard. I don't know how you awesome writers do it :) Anyways review so I know how to do better on other stories. There is smut (once again I wish I could do better, but there's always a chance for improvement in a next one). I guess you could say that it's a one shot. Oh and there's lemons as well. I think that's what you all call it. Sorry I never pay much attention to fanfic terms, I just love to read them :)

This takes place at the hotel we all saw in the new promo for TVD Heart of Darkness (3x19). Basically this is what I wish could happen more or less. God I love DELENA!

BTW, I don't own TVD or any of the characters. I'm just borrowing them for my own pleasure ;)

Damon stood looking out the window of their shared hotel room, while left to his thoughts as Elena washed the smell of car off herself. They hadn't planned on stopping on their way back, but he voted against her saying that she needed a proper night's sleep. She hesitated at the idea, but then quickly agreed when the thought of being in a comfortable bed sounded a hell of a lot better than cramped in Damon's car.

Damon's POV

She'd been quiet on the ride back from Denver which I found weird. I know she may be worried about Jeremy, but it was still uncharacteristic. Perhaps she's still pissed off about Bonnie's mom; in all honesty I am sorry for doing what I did, but unfortunately she was just collateral damage and as Elena should remember, I'll always choose her. But of course I didn't want Elena to know that I felt bad about everything because at the end of the day, no matter how much she "cares" for me, 'It will always be Stefan'. And just the thought of them together makes my unbeating heart hurt more than any steak I've ever endured. But the fact of the matter is that it's easier to act like I don't care than having to deal with all these emotions. So I'll stick around and watch my baby brother have the love of my life because I love her enough to want her to be happy, but I refuse to leave my heart open for her to toy with my emotions.

Just then Elena emerged from the bathroom.

Holy Fuck! Did she have to only be wearing her tight tank top (braless) and just her 'hardly-there' red lace panties? She does know that I am male and have a vampire enhanced sex drive, does she not? I felt my jeans tighten at the sight of one single drop of water sliding down her chest and disappear between her breasts. My cock aching to know what it feels like to be inside her. I unintentionally licked my lips and she smirked at me, which only turned me on more. Okay time to change my train of thought. As I went to ask her if everything was okay because I found it strange she'd been quiet most of the day she beat me to it.

"Sorry if I seemed distant today." She said with a smile, but it didn't quite reach her eyes. They seemed as though they were harbouring sadness. But why exactly?

"Is there something wrong? Is it Jeremy?" All she did was shake her head 'no'. Is it…Stefan?" I hesitated with his name because he's the last person I like to talk about when I'm with her. It's just a constant reminder that she's his and that I can never have her. But luckily she shook her head 'no' again.

"It's nothing really don't worry about it." I could hear the sadness in her voice and internally kicked myself for letting that make my heart ache for her. All I wanted to do was hold her and remind her that I'll always be here for her. And then she blurted something that I was not expecting. "Stefan thinks that I have feelings for you." I didn't know what to think. I know that Stefan has been worried in the past about my feelings for her, but never the other way around. I'd never really put too much thought into the idea of her ever returning my love…until now. I felt like I was human again; vulnerable, scared, and happy. And then I asked the most frightening question I'd ever asked in my century and a half of my existence.

"Do you?" I studied her eyes, but she kept looking away as if she were contemplating her answer. The silence was tearing me apart, I could already feel the heart ache of rejection fill inside me. I regretted ever asking her anything to begin with. This is exactly what I didn't want to feel. I was once again second best to my brother; I was going to lose another woman I loved to him. But she snapped me out of my thoughts with her response.

"Yes." That was all she said as a single tear ran down her cheek. I was stunned. I wanted to say something in return, but I was at a loss for words. But I snapped myself out of the trance.

"Do you still love Stefan?" I looked down at my feet, petrified of her answer.

"Yes, but-"

I was instantly angry. "Then why bother telling me? You're just going to run back to Stefan no matter what you claim to feel for me. Why toy with me?" I was now yelling at her and beyond pissed, but underneath I was just hurting.

She walked over to me and put both her hands on my face forcing me to look at her. Obviously I could have easily gotten out of her grasp, but I didn't want to. I wanted to feel her touch at least one last time.

"I didn't tell you to toy with you Damon." She had so much sadness in her eyes it hurt to look at her. "I told you because…" I cut her off.

"If you say you 'care' I'm leaving this fuckin' hotel room now because if you truly cared then you'd know that it would be too hard for me to move on from you knowing that you felt even just a fraction of what I feel for you." I felt tears brimming my eyes, but unwilling to fall. I moved away from her, swatting her hand away when she tried to grab my arm.

"Would you let me talk?" She actually had the nerve to be mad. But I refused to turn and look at her. "I told you because you deserve to know…As for my feelings for Stefan…" She paused to take in a breath almost as if what she was about to say was the hardest thing she was ever going to have to say. "I will always love Stefan because he was my first love." I scoffed at that and turned around wanting to make a snarky remark, but she continued. "But that doesn't mean I'm 'in love' with him. The people we were when we fell in love nearly three years ago no longer exist and I've accepted that, whether he will too, I don't know." She moved towards me slowly with a smile that light up her eyes as I stood still bracing myself for what she was about to say. "What I do know is that I believe that you're my last love, my forever."

She stopped right in front of me looking me waiting for my response. Once again she rendered me speechless so I did what I'd been wanting to do for two years. I grabbed her by the waist with one hand while the other found its way into her hair. At first she didn't respond do to surprise I assume. But then her lips started to respond eagerly, darting her tongue in my mouth and nipping at my bottom lip. I moaned into her mouth and I felt her smile on my lips.

I grabbed her and hoisted her up so she could wrap her legs around my waist as I backed us up to the bed, where I gently laid her down on her back and hovered over her. I pried my lips away from hers which was hard because she refused to let me do so. I kissed her jaw, then in the crook of her neck, until I reached her ear and nibbled on her lobe and then whispered to her. "I'm going to make you cum harder than you ever have before." That got a moan out of her.

I played with the bottom of her shirt and ran my hand up her sides. I kept her one hand laced with mine above her head while the other dug its nails into my back. I could smell how wet she was for me and that only made my cock harder than it already was.

"Oh god Damon…I need to feel you." God that was hot, as if she could get any hotter. She ripped off my already unbuttoned shirt and threw it across the room while her other hand undid my pants. And then she reached in and grabbed my throbbing member and started making long strokes up and down my shaft. "You're so hard for me Damon. It makes me wet thinking about what you can do to me with your big cock." To say I was surprised at what she said would be an understatement.

"Do you always talk with that dirty little mouth of yours?" It was meant to be rhetorical, but I couldn't help but be curious if I was the one that brought out this side in her, and only me.

"Only for you. My heart, soul, and body…all yours." She grabbed my hand and slid it down her body until it reached the waist band of her, now, soaking wet panties. "Touch me Damon; I'm craving to feel you touch me."

"Whatever you want Elena." I gave her my signature smirk as I pulled down her panties and she kicked them off completely. I felt her legs shaking with anticipation as I slid my hand up the inside of her thigh until I reached my destination. "Fuck Elena! You're so wet. I want to taste you so bad." I slid two fingers between her folds and I found her swollen clit and started rubbing it; driving her insane. As I slid my middle finger inside her I felt her walls clenching around my finger; she was already so close and I hadn't even begun. I imagined what it would be like to thrust inside her and just as that thought came to mind I felt her stroking me again, and this time much faster. I groaned with pleasure. God she's going to be the death of me.

"More…MORE…oh god Damon…that feels so good." And just as she said that she moved her free hand down and started rubbing her bundle of nerves.

"Yeah keep touching yourself baby. That's so hot…God you're amazing Elena." I put another finger in her and she bucked against my hand so I put in a third finger.

"OH...OOOH. DAMON. YES. OH GOD." She took her hand off both me and herself so she could grab the sheets and fist my hair in her other hand while I lowered myself to suck on her swollen clit. "OOOH GOD. DAMON... DON'T STOP! YES…"

I knew she was almost there. "Cum for me Elena. I want to feel you cum around my fingers." All I got was a moan in reply.

"Faster Damon…FASTER. OH GOD I'M GONNA…I'M GONNA CUM! She screamed out my name in ecstasy as I felt you cum around my fingers and her juices slid down my hand. I reached up and liked my hand clean.

"You taste better than I imagined Elena." She couldn't respond. Hell she was lucky if she could even breathe.

"Th…that was amazing!" I smirked at her. "No, really. Stef…I mean no one has ever did anything like that to me." I looked at her honoured that I was able to share a first with her. Knowing I could get her off in more ways than Stefan ever did gave me an inkling of pride. One less thing I had to worry about sharing with him.

"That's not even the half of it, I'm just getting started." She had a look of shock, curiosity, and desire written all over her face as she grinned looking me straight in my eyes. "I think we have too many clothes on still." And just like that I ripped off her camisole and my pants, leaving us completely naked. "That's better." I grinned as she took me by surprise and flipped us over so she was straddling me.

"My turn." She said with a wide devilish grin. She inched her way down my body until she stopped at her destination. "You're bigger than I imagined." She just winked at me.

She grasped my hard cock and looked up at me with a smirk as I returned the glance until she started circling the head with her tongue. I let out a groan as I fell back onto the bed. She traced my shaft with her tongue, moving down and then back up again so she could suck on the tip. All I could do was moan and mumble her name like an idiot. And then to my surprise she enveloped my whole dick with her mouth until it hit the back of her throat. "FUCK ELENA!.. That feels…sooo good. Shit babe don't stop." She brought me out of her mouth just to tease the head with her tongue again as she pumped up and down my shaft vigorously. "Elena…ELENA!" She looked up at me with concern.

"Sorry did I do something?" She was so cute when she was worried. Shit did I just use the word cute? Fuck she really will be the end of me.

"Yes." She looked at me with her big sad doe eyes. "You're getting me off too fast, I don't know how much longer I'm gonna last and I want to feel what it's like to be buried deep inside you." She smiled wide with relief.

I flipped us over with vampire speed, settling between her legs. I looked right at her and I swear I'd never been happier than right now. She was my everything. I'd do anything for her. Now that I had her I was never letting her go, and I'd be damned if anyone tried to take her from me. "I love you, Elena." And as I said that I thrusted all the way into her as she let out the biggest gasp while her eyes rolled to the back of her head. I continued to slowly move almost completely out of her before I thrusted deep and hard within her again. "Oh god Elena you're so tight."

"Oh..Oh Damon…You feel so good inside me."

We moved in unison. She met my every thrust as I simultaneously went back and forth from kissing her to sucking and nipping at her hardened nipples; rolling the other in between my thumb and index finger. I didn't rush anything because as much as I wanted to fuck her to oblivion I also wanted to savour the feeling of being intimate with her right now. I wanted her not only to hear how much I love her but feel it too. We kissed passionately as I moved inside her.

She stopped kissing so I moved to look at her. "Damon, I love you." The three words I'd been waiting over a century to hear from somebody, anybody you meant it and I heard it for the first time from the person I love most in the world.

I kissed her hard yet sweet and whispered back to her against her lips. "I love you too. More than you'll ever know." And with that she smiled and kissed me closing her eyes waiting for her climax. I was close too. "Elena open your eyes." She looked back up at me with so much love and desire. "I want to see you cum.. Cum for me Elena." And just like that, hearing those words her walls clenched around my throbbing member and I felt her cum around me. Soon after I came as well, filling her with everything I had and collapsed on her, making sure I didn't actually crush her.

I stayed like that for a moment, still buried deep inside her, my head on her chest, our breathing short and heavy, while she combed her fingers through my hair. I could have stayed like this forever.

"Damon?" I looked at her curious. "I'm sorry."

"You already breaking up with me? Huh, I see so you were just using me for my body." I teased her and I slid out of her and lay beside her on my side propped up on my elbow. She giggled at me while rolling her eyes and I moved a strand of hair behind her ear. "Why are you sorry?"

"I'm sorry it took me this long to realize you're who I want to be with for the rest of eternity." She looked away sad.

I grabbed her chin gently and looked at her with all the love I could convey. "Well you're here now so that's all that matters. She smiled at me and then I processed the rest of what she said. "Wait, did you say an eternity?" I asked hopeful.

She looked at me with serious eyes. "Yes. I don't know when I'll be ready, but yes I want to be with you forever." She gave me one of those smiles that mirrored her eyes and secretly made me melt.

"Forever is a long time."

"Well then it's a good thing I love you more than life itself." She smirked at the pun she made.

I was going to say something witty back but I settled with cheesy because face it, we have the rest of eternity to have 'witty wars'. "Well I can't wait to spend the rest of forever with the love of my life." She smiled at me with her eyes and kissed me passionately as I held her tight.