Have you ever questioned why life can be so boring at times? I know I have, plenty of times as a matter of fact. I'm a 22 year old girl with a bachelors degree, working 5 days out of the week. I have a few friends who I think are pretty cool, none of them are childhood friends.

Although I do go out to bars sometimes just to see if anything exciting will happen while I'm drunk. Even then it still doesn't fill the void in my chest. The void that wants to be filled with excitement and thrill.

I've even went skydiving twice and it still doesn't fill the void. I'm not close to my parents. Honestly sometimes it feels like I don't even matter to them. That started when I became a freshman in high school. It doesn't bother me anymore since it's been years since they started treating me that way.

So to escape all the depressing or should I say boring shit that happens in reality. I dive my entire soul into the world of anime/manga/fanfiction. Am I obsessed with it? Yes. Do I admit to being a complete weeb? Yes, it's no shame in it. Do I care if people think My obsession is unhealthy? Not at all, I've been addicted to anime ever since I was a 3 years old. You know most kids start off with the typical dragon ball z, sailor moon, bleach, yugioh and so on. Me myself started with dragon ball z. Goku has been my all time favorite character that's in an untouchable spot. So untouchable that I take him out of the list when I rank my favorite anime characters. My number 1 favorite character is Ichigo Kurosaki from bleach. Because he's my fav I kinda act like him at times.

I used to get into a lot of fights at school. Because either some people like to unnecessarily pick on others. Or they chose the wrong day to fuck with me. My second favorite it Tsunayoshi Sawada from Katekyo Hitman Reborn. Tsuna is such a nice boy. He's so badass when he goes into hyper mode.

Anyways enough about that. So yeah I'm a otaku or weeb or whatever the term is now a days. I always wondered if I had a choice to pick a anime world to live in. Which one would I live in? My top 3 choices are bleach, dragon ball z and Naruto. Why? Because I love characters with awesome super powers. I mean who doesn't?

Super powers would be so useful to have. Unfortunately in this reality they would be somewhat of a burden because you know government and shit. Don't wanna risk being caught off guard and kidnapped. Because someone so happened to see me do some crazy shit. And I've done crazy shit before. But not crazy like shoot ki blast out of my hands.

I feel like my life would be soooo much better if I lived in the world of anime. Granted these are actual stories created by Japanese light novel or manga artists. But still it would be so awesome. I would die on fangirlism if I were to go into any of my top 3 picks.

As of right now I was walking home from work. Since my car is in the shop and the app on my phone says the city bus in delayed by an hour. I decided I would just walk home since I only lived 30 minutes away by foot. I google-mapped the time range. Fortunately I finished my work an hour early, that gave me the opportunity to spend my last hour of the day watching Naruto on my iPhone. And yes I've already watched Naruto. Multiple times in fact, I don't care about rewatching the same show more than one like some people do.

While walking I started thinking about my favorite Naruto characters. That's when I heard somebody scream. When I turned around, a person in black was running towards me. Said person had a black mask covering their face. And looks like they stole some lady's purse.

Me being the soul who has a habit of helping others. Decided to try to stop this thief. When they ran passed me, I grabbed their shoulder before they were out of reach.

Unfortunately on my part, I didn't stop to think that he might of had a weapon on him. When the thief turned around, I saw a gun in his hand. All I could do was slightly widened my eyes before he pulled the trigger. The bullet when straight into my stomach.

At that moment, I felt my entire world stop. Everything seem to move into slow motion as I fell onto the ground. I clutched my stomach in absolute pain. I was scared of what was about to happened. My blood..I could feel my blood seeping out of my stomach with no signs of slowing down. My hands were clutching my shirt, pressing it hard onto the wound. But as every second passed I felt my grip getting weaker and weaker. I slightly turned my head to see the thief who shot me running for his life.

My warm body was now going cold. I could feel it becoming so cold even though it was in the middle of June. I thought to myself so I'm really about to die? How frustrating, I couldn't even live long enough to fill the void of excitement in my heart.

My vision was being filled with black spots at the edges of my sight. It was nothing I could do now. My arms would no longer move so I couldn't call for an ambulance. Hell I don't even think I could speak even if I could move. Plus it was highly doubtful that they would make it on time, transfer me to the hospital and save my life. I was shot in a vital area after all. So I just accepted my unfair death. But hey you know what they say? Life isn't fair, it's a bitch.

Ah I could see the beautiful night sky that I loved looking at. It was so sad that I would never be able to enjoy a night of anime under the dark sky again. It was even more depressing that I couldn't watch anime or read fanfiction anymore. Never again will I be able to read about my favorite cracked ships. I wanted to cry but I didn't. I knew deep down that even if I died. Anime will forever be etched into my soul. Nothing will separate it from me. It's saved my life. I will forever be a diehard anime fan.

Uh oh now I could start to see the light. White was covering my vision. So I did one last thing before it was all said and done. I put on the best smile that I can knowing that I could be like one of my favorite character Monkey D. Luffy and die with a smile on my face like I know he would. Hell I remember that episode of One Piece where he was about to get his head chopped out by Buggy the clown at Logue Town. The town that Gol D. Roger was publicly executed. He died with a smile on his face too.

And that was my last moment...or so I thought.