Disclaimer – I don't own twilight.
A.N. – Hi guys I know it has been years since I've written anything on this account. I've decided to take a look at these stories, and I've realized how young I was when I wrote these in the first place. I've grown so much as a person since then. I also haven't really had the chance or motivation to write in a while. I'm going to be going over this story and rewriting this story to the best of my ability.
Alice P.O.V
The day Edward forced us to leave he basically broke apart our family. I stopped looking into her future not because he asked which he did but because it hurt too much. It's been ten years since we left. The family hasn't been the same since, Rosalie and Emmett are barely around anymore. Those two keep going on long honeymoons, they don't even live in the main house anymore. They had their own house built out of hearing distance from the main house. They hardly come to visit which tears Esme apart even though she helped them to build the house. Honestly, that was the happiest she has been since we left Bella, she hasn't had a true smile one that reaches her eyes since then.
I feel so bad for Esme and Carlisle this has put a hug strain on their mating bond considering they aren't true mates. They love each other yes but they each have a soulmate out there somewhere, they just decided to wait for them together. Carlisle spends all of his time at the hospital and when he is home, he's in his office by himself. He and Esme don't really interact with each other anymore. Esme blames him for taking Edwards side and leaving Bella without so much as a goodbye. There wasn't much a vote to leave considering that at the time Carlisle thought that Fuckward was a god and could do no wrong. I used to think those two might have been mates but, it's just a favoritism thing. Fuckward is Carlisle's first child and he spoiled him to much which in turn made him a brat.
My poor Jasper is having a hard time dealing with everyone's emotions. On top of that he's dealing with his own guilt. He feels like it's his fault that everything happened he thinks he was the catalyst that made the family basically fall apart. Which is true in some terms. I miss my best friend I never stop thinking about here and Jas feels that, and I feel terrible about it. I wish that I didn't blame him, but I do at least a little. The one I blame the most is obviously Fuckward. I think we all do which is why the son of a bitch left in the first place. A few weeks after we left, and the family fell apart he left stating that our thoughts were becoming to much for him. He left us to suffer the consequences of his decision. I've had enough of this though I'm tired of missing my friend my sister. I'm tired of watching my family suffer. On the plus side we haven't heard from Fuckward since he left so he shouldn't be a problem.
I pick up my phone and dial Roses number.
"Hey, can you Em come to the main house for a second we need a family meeting."
"Okay this better be good you know how much I hate dealing with everyone."
I can practically hear her eyes roll through the phone as she hangs up.
"Can everyone join me in the living room."
"What do you need Alice it sounds important?" Esme asks.
"I've decided that we should look for Bella I know we all miss her, even you Rose. We all know she's what caused us all to fall apart even if you don't want to admit it."
"Do you think she'll even want us around her after what we did and the long time we've been gone?" Em whispers.
"I don't know but it's worth a try, I don't know about you guys but I'm willing to go back and grovel for her forgiveness. We need her around she became family to us."
"Alice is right we should try everything we can to get her back. I do want to apologize to you guys. I know it was my fault for mindlessly following Edward without thinking or asking you guys your opinion on the matter. It's just that he said she was his mate therefore I felt it was his decision. I know now that she was to ingrained into our family to only be his decision so I apologize," Carlisle says.
Everyone just nods along with him agreeing with what he says. No one disagreeing with not even Esme. I think now is the time to look into her future now. I see nothing in her future it's all dark. There's nothing there it's blank. I feel myself start to crumble.
"What's wrong Alice?" Jas Asked as he held me as a slide to the floor.
"I don't see anything her future is gone."
"That can be the shifters Charlie was close to them wasn't he. His best friend was Billy Black," Esme says ever the optimist. She is correct but as I look into Charlie his future is also dark.
"Charlie is dark as well so now the only thing we can do is go down there and see what's going on."
"I'll go and book the flight everybody pack a bag," Carlisle says.
Don't worry Bella we're coming back for you. I just hope you're okay and can forgive us.
AN – So do you like the rewrite if so I'll continue if not I'll just try to build on the old story the best I can but the base for that one I hardly remember considering how long it's been. Also I'm looking for Beta anyone interested.
