Chapter 2
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The red liquid moves around her tongue. This is the release she needed. Drinking wine and watching crime documentaries. Noah's currently asleep, it's just her and her thoughts tonight. How did she let herself lust over a man who's grieving his sister. It's unbecoming of her, sleeping with your coworkers is against all her morals. She had a close affair with her old partner and look how that turned out. He left her with nothing, no closure, he's just gone. Even after all these years she's still bitter towards him. Then another perfect example of don't mix work with pleasure. David Haden, he promised that he wasn't going anywhere. Then he chose the job over her, of course after he got what he wanted. Taking another large gulp from her wine. The bitter taste of alcohol surrounds her senses. How am I supposed to make this right? "Ugh" her hand rubs down her face. It's currently 3am and she has to leave for work at 6. Turning off the tv and washing her dishes she makes her way over to bed. "I'm a fucking idiot!" Sliding under the covers, she allows sleep to waft over her.
"Beep,beep,beep" she has hit snooze five times now. "Mom, could you turn your alarm off?" Noah yells from the next room. Her eyes snap wide open to the morning ray. Shit she's late. How long has she slept in? Looking over to the right the clock reads 7:30. Jumping to her feet and running to the bathroom. Fuck fuck fuck I have a meeting with dodds and the ADA this morning. Shoot I completely forgot I have a meeting with Peter today. She bolts to the bathroom to take a five minute shower. Once she's all dressed and ready she has no time to make coffee. "Mom, are you ready?" Noah calls out. "Ready for what sweetheart?" Olivia asked while grabbing her car keys. " you told Lucy that you would drop me off at school today!" They're probably waiting in her office by now. "I forgot Noah, grab your stuff let's go!" Closing and locking the apartment door they bolt to her car. She Practically sped to Noah's school trying to get them there on time. Olivia dropped Noah off at school now she has a 30 minute drive back to the office. "Ring ring. An incoming call" the Bluetooth stereo shouts." Hello ''hey Liv where are you, Dodds and Peter have been waiting for you for a little over an hour now." Amanda said. " yeah sorry Amanda I had to drive Noah to school and I woke up late." "Please tell them in ten minutes away." Ending the call, all she is thinking is right now she needs coffee. She runs into the precinct beelining to her office. Before she can open the door Amanda stops her. "Uhh Liv, have you looked in the mirror?" Olivia stands there with an offended expression. "No, I'm late, I didn't have time to put makeup on." Amanda's hand moves to her neck, pushing Olivias hair to the side" Liv you have like four hickeys on you." Amanda's voice sounded concerned."SHIT" Olivia grabs her telephone and scrolls to the camera button. " Holy cow, those are noticeable." Rubbing her hands down her face in frustration" what am I supposed to do Amanda I have to be in there." Tears are on the brim of her eyes. "Here" Amanda passes her a scarf, "where this for the front hickeys and the side ones you can cover with your hair." The scarf doesn't match her outfit at all. Olivia is wearing a black silk blouse with a dark blue blazer and black business pants. A lime green scarf looks ridiculous. "Thank you Amanda I owe you." Suddenly carisi coughs. They were so caught up in their world they didn't even notice Carisi and Fin staring at her in disbelief. "Ok I uh I got to go." she opens the office door, walking in.
I thought she wouldn't have come in. Dodds is pissed at her tardiness. "Hey sorry guys I'm late, had to take Noah to school and what not." He can tell she is freaking out. She takes a seat in her office chair. Olivia won't even look at him: he knows he screwed up, he put pressure on her. Peter knew that Olivia felt bad for him. Guilt surfaces his mind. Why did I act like that. I needed comfort and stability and honestly Liv was there at that moment. She was there to direct me from my pain. I know it's only the next day but It feels better to know someone has your back. A contrast taping noise draws him always from his thought. Olivias leg is bouncing up and down. He can read her body language, she clearly regrets what they did. She nervous and shaky, something else might be bothering her. During their meeting Dodds is talking his head off about the new case. Her neck moves a little and that's when he sees it. Instantly his dick starts to get hard. He has marked her, hickeys are aligning her throat. They are very dark and noticeable. His gazes shift lower, to her cleavage. He can see a little purple mark aligning her shirt. His mouth begins to water. Suddenly her eyes lock on to him. Busted! Her expressions are of warning. She's clearly not in the mood for peters flirting. Olivia's voice takes him away from his thoughts , "So Counselor, I thought you would have taken off." She's staring at him now. "Uh yeah" he shifts under her penetrating gaze. " I just would rather work than to drift in my own thoughts." He's telling the truth, he's like Olivia in that way. They much rather stay busy than to be kept in their own minds all day. Dodds interrupts their stare off "Olivia, that's a strange scarf you got there." Her face flashes in panic. Peter just lays back smiling. "Uh yeah sorry boss, the only one I could find." She said hoping he would buy it. "Weird I swear I saw Rollins walk in here with the same one." Her face flushes red. "Ok well I better get going", Dodds said while he stood up. Shaking his hand he makes his way out. A long sigh escapes Olivia's mouth as she sits back down. Her hands rub down her face. "Could you close the door?" She asked. " Sure," I said, making my way toward the door. Once it's closer she digs in her desk drawer. " I know you have something on your mind so now is the time to get it out." She plops a makeup bag on her desk and pulls out a mirror. "I just wanted to apologize for how I acted towards you last night." She takes off her scarf. All her hickeys come into view. There had to be at least four dark ones, there's a bite mark and some smaller lighter ones. Her neck is covered, he usually not one for marking women but Olivia brought something out in him that was dormant. "It's fine Peter you were grieving." She grabs her eyeglasses and starts to try and cover up her marks. She looks like a sexy librarian, all he knows for sure is. That right now he wants to kiss her again. "Olivia it's not ok! I was rough with you, and for that I must apologize." Her hand stops it's applying, they lock eyes. " Peter, if I didn't want it to happen, trust me you would have known." Peter takes a breath before he asks," do you regret it?" Without any hesitation "of course I do Peter." He's hurt by her bluntness and she can tell. "Look Peter you're our new ADA I hadn't met to land in bed with." She grabs more foundation and pours it on the brush and applies it on her neck. Her hand dips lower reaching her cleavage. She pulls her shirt to the side to get a better view. More bite marks appear. "Peter, what the hell is it with you and biting?" That sentence falling from her lips sparks something within him.it sounded so natural, almost like she wakes up every morning with a new mark. She sounded unfazed by it, almost like she will expect it. Her submissiveness is hot, he's turned on. "That's not the only place I would like to bite." His gaze drops to her inner thighs. Her mouth goes dry, she crosses her legs under his stare. Arousal spreads between her legs. "Peter stop, we're at work!" Her voice got higher. Peter walks over to her behind her chair. "Do you need help with that?" He asked, leaning down. Her breath catches in her throat. Her mind is racing being in his presence,"Peter." She can hardly form a sentence. His hands fall to her shoulders. They are Tough and heavy. His thick finger weaves through her golden brown locks. Her hair smells like lavender, the skin on her shoulders are soft. She doesn't move , she can't. His hands move against her shoulders to release tension. She can feel his breath against her neck. She's turned on, her nipples are hard. Peter's thumbs move in circles around her neck. She follows his movements, granting him access. His hands slide down to the front of her body. He makes contact with her boobs filling them in both of his hands. Her head falls back against his chest. She's panting in an arousal filled state. Pushing back the hair from her face, his lips connect with hers. A moan bubbles up in her throat as their tongues connect. His demanding tongue is searching every inch of her mouth. She can't help but to think that he is completely devouring her. Moving her head to the side to breathe his mouth connects to her jaw. His fingers playing with her hardened nipples. "Peter, Peter stop" she moans. Instantly Peter stops and backs off her. Remembering his mistake last time. He didn't stop when she told him to. Never again will he do that. Looking back she watched him swallow her saliva. "Peter this has to stop, whatever that is going on between us." His jaw is set in place. "Liv I want to respect you, if this is what you want then I will back off." They both inhale at the same time. "Peter, we need to stop" she's certain about this. He's her coworker; she can't be screwing around with him. They work professionally together. "Ok Liv" with that Peter gives her one last kiss and makes his way out of her office.
I can't believe I let it get this far again, this man so intoxicating to me it's unbearable. I've never had this type of chemistry with the person before sure Elliot was different I mean he was married but Peter, he's just unexplainable. I can't do this anymore honestly I think we just need to talk it out maybe get some coffee I don't know something needs to be done about this. Taking her glasses off her eyes she moves to grab her purse. Knock knock "come in " " hey Liv I was wondering if you were OK.?"Yeah Amanda I'm sorry about this morning I really didn't know." I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable or anything" heres you scarf by the way" she said well handing it to Amanda "yeah I know, you were just late and you have a ton of marks all over you and a little bit scratches and what not and I was just making sure everything's good." And and said. She standing by the door shifting from leg to leg. Olivia lets out a sigh "Yes Amanda everything's ok thank you for checking up on me." Amanda moves out of her office. I have a ton of paper worn to do but I can hardly think. I need a coffee ASAP. Deciding to get the nasty coffee from the break room. Moving up from the desk,making my way out of the office.
As soon as I enter the squad room everyone is looking at me. Fuck they must have seen me and Amanda's interaction this morning before the meeting. This is mortifying, she has spent most of her career trying to get ahead. Today's the day when her officers finally look down on her. Standing up straight and authoritative. "Get back to work" Olivia snaps.
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