Chapter 2
Emily returned to work at the BAU after her enforced week off with her work mask firmly in place as usual. Her nightmares had returned in full vivid HD three or four times a night for the remainder of the week. She only prayed her concealer she had applied hid the rings and bags under her eyes all day.
"Hi Princess, Hotch wants to see you in his office." Morgan tells her
"Thanks," she smiled
Emily knocked on Hotch's office door and walked in seeing Strauss stood next to him.
"Sit down please agent," Strauss ordered
Emily sat down uneasily opposite Hotch and Strauss.
"I talked with the Director about your failures on your last case resulting in the death of the pregnant woman and her unborn child. While you were not negligent in your actions, your reasons to shoot to disarm and not kill are very floored. I am restricting you to Quantico for 2 months. When your restriction ends you will undergo firearms recertification and on successful completion I will consider returning you to Agent Hotchner's team. Surrender your weapon to him your permit to carry a weapon is rescind." Strauss grinned
"Yes, Ma'am" replied a furious agent. She unclipped her holster from her belt and handed over her weapon.
"Will that be all sir?" She asked Hotch purposely ignoring Strauss
Emily felt empty, did she deserve this? She asked herself as she walked to the restroom. She walked up to the empty stall and sat down on the toilet locking the door behind her. She closed her eyes and instantly could see her killer baby girl taunting her casually swinging her placenta in her hand.
"Emily? It's Elle." The media liaison quietly asked
Emily unlocked the cubical door and smiled at Elle "Yeah, Strauss just got to me. She sat their smirking as she restricted me to Quantico," Smiled Emily, trying unsuccessfully to hide the hurt from her face.
Elle surprised Emily by pulling her into a tight embrace, "Everything will be ok Emily, don't you worry." She told her friend.
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Emily had been clock watching all day as soon as 5:00 came she was out the door refusing drinks with Morgan, Garcia and Elle. Emily drove out of Quantico and pulled to the side of the road. She pulled out her cell phone and told her phone to "call Jenny."
"Hello Emily." Answered Jennifer
"Might, I be permitted to visit?" She almost begged
"Of course, I am free all night, were are you?" Asked Jennifer smiling at her submissive approach.
"Outside Quantico, I can be with you in 45 minutes" Smiled Emily
"45 minutes no longer" the call was ended abruptly
Her simple command sent shivers down her spine like never before. Emily pulled out into traffic and pushed the speed limit not wanting to be late. She pressed the bell on Jennifer's door with 5 minutes to spare.
The door opened and to Emily's disappointment Miranda stood by the door greeting her.
"Good to see you again Ms Prentiss, please follow me." Miranda told her
Emily followed her back into what looked like Jennifer's personnel office.
Jennifer smiled "stand in front of my desk, hands behind your back." Emily was instructed
Emily instantly complied and found herself pushing her chest out towards the sitting blonde. Jennifer just looked into Emily's eyes
"What do you want Emily?" Jennifer asked
"Pain! To feel pain again, please," Emily answered almost begging.
Jennifer looked at the FBI agent stood in front of here she hides her inner demons well, obviously even to her BAU team, but not to me.
"You hide your pain and demons well Emily, but I see through your masks down to your tormented soul. The pain helped didn't it?" Jennifer asked the stoic agent.
Jennifer watched Emily's internal struggle. She wanted to drop all her safety walls but something was stopping her. Emily dropped her head to the floor in embarrassment. Jennifer rose out of her chair and walked to Emily lifting her chin up with a finger
"Emily you don't have to be embarrassed about wanting to feel pain in my house. Do you want more pain, you enjoyed the feel?" Jennifer asked holding her chin up
"Yes, Jenny." whispered Emily
Jennifer smiled and ran her finger down the side of the brunette's face.
"Take all your clothes off and fold them neatly. Replace your shoes and return to standing in front of may desk and don't dawdle Emily." Ordered Jennifer
Watching how quickly Emily undressed and neatly folded her clothes amused her. Emily was a very beautiful women her body was well looked after and trim.
"Lean over my desk." Commanded Jennifer
She walked over to her stand and collected a cane and walked over to her.
"Your session starts now Emily remember say stop or red and I stop immediately." Jennifer reminds Emily
Just after she had told Jennifer she understood the first 'thwack' sounded from the impact with her right buttock. After 20 strokes to each buttock she moved down and alternated striking her calf's and thighs.
"Red, Jenny" cried Emily
Jennifer stopped immediately.
"Red on my calf's Jenny, Green thighs and bottom" Emily told her
Jennifer continued for a further 40 minutes before she stopped the punishment after Emily's request. Emily's buttocks and thighs glowed red and emitted a lovely warmth.
"Your session is over Emily." Smiled Jennifer. She noticed Emily trying to ask her something but not sure if she should.
"Just ask me, Emily." Smirked Jennifer looking at the look of horror on her face.
"You controlling me just feels so good with the pain, is cleansing, but 2 hours just doesn't seem long enough. I need longer but it has to fit into my FBI work." Emily admitted
Jennifer just smiled at the flustered woman. She loved the unsure and needy Emily Prentiss.
"Give yourself to me Emily, let me take you on your submissive journey. You enjoy the loss of control don't you?" Asked Jennifer
"Yes, losing control to you is amazing. It's hard to explain. How do I start my journey?" Asked a curious Emily
"7:00 Friday night, you will spend the weekend here with myself and Miranda. If you enjoy the prolonged time we arrange every weekend obviously BAU permitting." Suggested Jenifer
Emily smiled and agreed almost immediately. Being around Jennifer calmed her like nothing before, the pain cleansed her soul of her sins.
Jennifer stood at the door and watched a smiling Emily Prentiss leave her house. She turned around to see a smiling Miranda inside the door.
"What?" Jennifer asked
"You like her Mistress, don't you?" She smirked
"I find her intriguing, and she isn't hard on the eye." Smirked Jennifer
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Emily felt sore but was extremely happy Jennifer Jareau made her feel human again. Something that hadn't occurred for years. Going undercover made it worse, Emily had chosen to join the BAU in a hope, catching serial rapists and killers would help regain her soul. It unfortunately had only made her melancholy worse. That first night bent over Jennifer's knee had made her feel human again.
"Princess that's a good look on you." Smirked Morgan
Rossi and Elle agreed as they stood around Emily's desk. "Spill." Elle asked
"Nothing to spill guys, I am just not letting her get me down." Emily smiled
Rossi carefully observed her, he thought of Emily as his own daughter. He was concerned about her, Strauss was using the unfortunate death of the pregnant woman as a means to make her suffer to get her own back for previous slights. Looking into her eyes he was surprised to see the normal dull brown orbs sparkling. He would wait for Emily to tell him.
"Come on guys back to Work." Smiled Rossi
Derek and Elle both groaned as they left the smirking Profiler alone to her work
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Emily struggled all week with her nightmares so much she thought about cancelling her weekend plans with Jennifer. She looked totally exhausted by Thursday, Hotch sent her home by lunch time and told her he didn't want to see her again until Monday morning rested.
Emily walked through her condo door and sat down exhausted and started to doze off until. Her cell phone rang.
"Hello" Emily replied not looking at her phone screen.
"Hello Emily, my place 1:30 sharp don't be late." Ordered Jennifer and hung up.
Emily stared at her phone and smiled all thoughts of cancelling gone. She rushed up stairs like a school girl and showered. She picked her favourite green dress from her closet and quickly dressed. Emily had showered and changed in less than 15 minutes, she rang Jennifer's door bell at exactly 1:30.
The door opened and Miranda smiled at Emily, " you look stunning Emily please come in." Miranda smiled
Emily followed Miranda to the sun room were Jennifer sat on the settee the sun shining off her blonde locks. She looked angelic thought Emily.
"Thank you Miranda." Said Jennifer
Jennifer tapped the seat next to her for Emily to sit down. Taking one look at the bags under her eyes she instantly pulled her into a hug and Jennifer rubbed her back. Emily surprised herself by bursting into tears. Emily felt Jennifer pull her head into her lap and start stroking her hair.
"Just relax Emily, sleep, I will protect you from your demons while you sleep." Jennifer calmly told her
Emily found her eyes closing and she fell into a dreamless sleep as she listened to Jenny's voice.
Jennifer looked down at the sleeping FBI profiler as she gently stroked her hair.
"Your beautiful, Emily." Smiled Jennifer
Emily could hear Jennifer speaking To her as she woke up slowly after a dreamless sleep. She felt refreshed and strangely at peace. She looked up into the blue eyes of the blonde and her heart fluttered.
"Your beautiful as well Jenny, I love you too." Emily told the smirking blonde.
Emily yawned and looked at her watch, she had slept for three hours. Jennifer held her hand out
"Come on Emily my bed is more comfortable, just to sleep tonight." Smiled Jennifer
Emily's allowed herself to be pulled upstairs to Jennifer's bedroom. She let her dress drop to the floor and got into bed in her underwear. Emily was fast asleep within seconds. Jennifer slid up next to the sleeping brunette and smiled as she pulled her into her side and rested her head on Emily's side.
"Sleep, well." Smiled Jennifer
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Jennifer started to wake when she felt Emily shaking, as she became more aware she realised she was sobbing. She pulled her head up so she could see Emily's face.
"Don't cry sweetie tell me about it." Jennifer told her crying bed partner
Emily looked at the smiling blonde and just nodded. She moved and started telling her about the mistake she had made not killing the UnSub and trying to disarm him, resulting in the death of the pregnant woman.
"The nightmares are killing me, I only had one the night I first visited you and last night sleeping with you I didn't have one nightmare. I have a lot of baggage Jenny some I can't tell you about..." Emily was interrupted by Jennifer placing her fingers on her lips.
She smiled at Emily "I could see the darkness you carry when you first visited with Agent Morgan. That's why I slipped my card into your pocket, well one of the reasons." She smiled "you Emily Prentiss need to let go of your control and be dominated by some one. The pain helps you feel."
Emily just nodded averting her eyes from Jennifer's without even realising. Jennifer lifted her head with a finger under her chin.
"Breakfast and we can talk about this more Emily." Smiled Jennifer
Emily stepped out of bed and started to put her dress back on
"I didn't tell you to put your dress back on, did I?" Jennifer asked
"No Jenny." Emily replied
"Two paces behind me Emily." Ordered Jennifer
Emily followed behind The blonde to the kitchen and sat down when told at the table. Emily realised at that moment the heaviness she always felt around her heart was gone. Surrendering her own control was starting to help her heal.
Jennifer looked across at Emily seeing behind her eyes the brunette had realised what she needed to heal her darkness. She needed to submit to her and accept someone's help. It wasn't weakness and the FBI didn't have to known.
"Jenny? I've just realised something, I need your help. Please will you help me?" Emily asked very quietly
"Emily asking for help is not a weakness. Yes, of course I will help you. You will move in with me here. We will discuss your actual place after your weekend which starts early as your already here, if you agree?" Smiled a happy blonde
"I would like that thank you Jenny." Smiled Emily
Emily's cell sounded indicating she had received an e-mail, she quickly glanced at the preview on the screen and quickly unlocked her phone to read the full message
'Emily
Your suspension is rescinded, you are to report back to work on Monday morning. Strauss is not happy. I don't know how you did it, enjoy your weekend
Hotch'
Emily smiled to herself, no more desk work her restrictions has been removed. Who?
"Did you have anything to do with this?" Emily curiously asked Jennifer.
"FBI Emily Prentiss catches evil UnSubs to protect the innocent and doesn't sit behind a desk all day.." smiled Jennifer not expanding on her answer
"Thank you, come to think of it how did you know I left the BAU early. You phoned before I did." Emily just shrugged knowing Jenny wasn't going to tell her.