Weiss POV

I went upstairs with Yang to discuss what I did with Blake on that night. Wait… why am I talking about this with anyone? How should I start it? How detailed should I speak about it? I'm freaking out and seeing Yang, she is enjoying this. She was sitting on her bed but I was unable to sit. I rather walked around like an energy ball. I am so stupid that I offered her this topic.

"Sooo… Would you chill out?" She asked, but I couldn't. All I could think about is the thing that Blake wants to do but I'm scared. So much that I didn't even register what Yang said. She sighed. "This won't work. What the hell did she do that makes you so nervous? She said you didn't do it. What, she kissed your neck and you freaked out—?" She said boringly, thinking that I would be scared of a little contact. Of course she would think that. But I cut her off loudly.

"She showed me!" I snapped at her and I started to bite my nail after she just looked at me blankly.

"Showed what?" Is she doing this on purpose so I would say it out loud? I started to bite my nails even faster. She stood up and I looked at her like I'm seeing a ghost. "Okay, Weiss. Please… Calm down." She was leading me to the bed to sit down, and her voice did make me at ease a little. "What did Blake do? You are so nervous just talking about it. And that just makes me even more curious. Don't dare to leave me hanging like that." She threatened jokingly. I needed a minute to catch my breath.

"She… uh… I saw her p… P-Phallus." For a few seconds I didn't hear any response from Yang.

"Wow. You have to work on this. And… how? She just whooped it out of her pants or what?"

"Uh… It's a long stor—"

"Weiss!" I flinched as she shouted at me. Yeah I know she wants to know it, but it's so hard to talk about this. Why can't Blake just share this with her? Why me, who can't even say penis out loud.

"Okay! I was the one who initiated it! Now you're happy?" All she did was showing her stupid expression I saw so many times.

"Yeah! Getting interesting. So what's next?"

"Why do I even have to tell you this? What if Blake doesn't want you to know?" I really don't get why I'm telling this to her.

"Nahh… She will be happy when I finally tell you what you need to do with her penis."

"Don't—!"

"Penis! Or if you want me to say it—"

"I'm going to murder you in your dreams." She laughed like a crazy airhead. She is not far from that. I walked to the window to open it because I felt like fainting. "I can't take this anymore." But when I grabbed the handle what did I see? Of course the person that makes me crazy right now. I'm so irritated. And what is she doing if I may ask? Yang noticed that I was staring out of the window so she walked next to me. Actually, she was basically leaning on my head as the window wasn't that wide. I tried moving her away but she didn't budge at all. Why am I surrounded with idiots? I need to talk to Ruby, she is the only sane one here.

"Look at that! Planche is pretty impressive. Are you impressed?"

"Not at all." Bullshit! How can she do that? She is so ripped and doing it like it's nothing. I'm so relieved she is out there and not here.

"Mhhmm…" I really don't need Yang's comments about this.

"I'm really not impressed. I'm sure you can do this too."

"No…" Oh wow. Blake just fell on her face. How to ruin the moment. Can't she do anything properly? "Okay that's funny. Well, that's something I can do."

"Quiet." I said, slapping her shoulder. Even if I'm hiding it, which I'm not even sure if it's working, I really hope Blake is okay. I want to jump out of the window and check on her if she is okay.

"Oh… A new performer!" Yang shouted as she saw Cyra walk close to Blake. "Is that supposed to be your stunt person?"

"Get away from the window! This is not a show!" I tossed her away to the middle of the room as I suddenly became stronger. That anger inside me just made me powerful. I don't want to see what's going to happen next so I put up the shutters, not opening the window at all.

"You know, we have AC." Well, that's good to know. Haven't even noticed it.

"Then what are you waiting for? Turn it on already!" I shouted bossily, getting enough of Yang's teasing. If I knew we had that I wouldn't have to see that little scene down there. I'm already starting to feel jealous of Cyra.

Yang turned on the air conditioner and I finally felt like I could think clearly. She sat back to her bed and I sat next to her. It seemed like everyone calmed down a bit.

"I grabbed her appendage to see it, while she still had her boxers on." I started out of nowhere and I did it because of my own volition. Not because Yang made me do it. I needed someone who I can talk to about this. I want Blake to know that I'm not that shy person when it comes to this and always need a lead. I want to surprise her so she would look only at me. I really don't want to become obsessive, though. But I want to impress her too. Yang just listened…

"She pushed me down… Then she grabbed my breast and I stopped. I was scared. I'm scared of all this. I know every couple has the need of intimate connection. But that's not all, right?"

"Of course not. It's a part of it, though. It will happen eventually. But you guys have to decide when that will be." I felt calmer now and I felt grateful that I could discuss this with Yang. But deep down, I wasn't sure about this because she does have feelings for Blake. What if what I'm doing is wrong and it just makes it more painful to her.

"Isn't this bothers you…? That I'm talking about Blake… who you—"

"Who I love. Yeah, I know. But she does not, so it will never work out. Being in a relationship is between two people you know. If one heart out of the two is not bumping in the same fast rhythm as the other, then it's a lost cause. I can't force her." She is right but I wasn't in love with Blake and look where I got.

"But you could do the same that Blake did with me." I suggested desperately but I didn't want her to. Why am I saying it then?

"That wouldn't be fair to you. She already loves someone else. You didn't. You can fight for a person but you have to realize your boundaries. Why would I make her sad by dragging her away from you when all I want to see is her being happy?" That's why I like Yang. It doesn't matter if it's something hard to accept, she would always prioritize her friends.

I don't want to believe this, but I'm afraid Blake is not the same. She can't control her feelings like that. Would have she done the same if I had already been in love with someone? Although, she did say a few times now that she wants to see me happy with someone even if it's not her. But we all know that saying things is way easier than actually doing them. I'm not sure if Blake would be capable of doing the same as Yang. Letting go of someone is not an easy task. But seeing them with someone else is even harder.

"You have to know that Blake is really pushy. There was a lot of time, when it all started, that she overdid it. Even the way she 'confessed' to me was not the way I would imagine it. She did some things without my consent…"

"Like…?" Yang asked me cautiously. Probably not sure if I want to talk about it or not.

"Like she… licked my neck when I didn't know anything about her feelings. I considered her a friend and friends don't do this." I looked at her and I could see that pale red tint on her face. "You may have enjoyed it in my place, but I didn't."

"What? Weiss, no! I would be just as surprised as you were if she would lick me out of nowhere."

"Yeah, well I was. On that night… she asked me what I wanted… And I showed it, but when I felt like stopping, she wanted to continue. She made me pull her boxers down so I saw it. I know I wanted this in the first place, but when I got scared I changed my mind. And she didn't notice that." I stopped for a bit to gather my words.

"I tested her a few times whether she would stop or not. We can say that she passed all the time, but when it became the real thing… I felt that all of this just collapsed on me. She can lose her mind so easily, and I'm scared if we would do it, the same would happen and she would end up hurting me."

"Weiss… you are a delicate one. I'm pretty sure the people Blake has been with were nothing like you. Every person has different needs. She has to adapt to your needs and vice versa. You have to talk about this. But if she does lose her mind, a forceful kick to the spot does all the tricks." She said, pointing with her finger so I would get what she was talking about.

"I don't want to hurt her."

"Well, if she does the same with you, then why is the hold back?" She was right. But I still don't want to hurt her.

"I still don't want to kick her in the groin…" I said quietly, thinking back how painful it was for her when she managed to hurt it on that night.

"So… You made her cum?" Yang asked bluntly and it caused me to panic again.

"U-Uhhh… S-Something close to that. But I failed." I buried my face into my hands, being ashamed that I wasn't even good at that.

"Weiss, you really don't need to panic about this. It was your first time ever doing this. You can't expect it to go perfectly. I'm pretty sure she lost it after you touched her so I think you're fine." I looked at Yang and she was completely right. Why am I expecting to be perfect for the first time when I haven't done this ever, anyway?

"Yeah, you're right."

"So you know what Blake would like? Be the dominant at the beginning of the session. Make her excited but don't let her take the lead." That's great and all, but my heart can't really take that level of nervousness.

"And h-how?" I know it's normal to talk about these things but I still felt my heart was trying to escape my body. Just thinking about it, if talking about it is this nerve wracking than how can Yang expect me to take action?

"Hmm… There are several things you can do." She started counting on her fingers. "Do a lap dance on her… get fully naked in front of her… tie her—"

"OKAY STOP!" I screamed as I felt the room just got on fire. I didn't need much to call the firefighters. Yang started to list things that there is no way I can do. I would have the ability for it, but I can't be that shameless to actually perform them. I am one hundred percent sure that Blake would swing back and forth on the chair in her outbursting excitement, but I don't know if I could be capable of doing it. "Yang, you can't expect me to do these."

"Well, maybe that was a bit much, I admit." A bit? I'm actually scared what this girl would do with Blake if she wasn't in love with me. I got the shivers right there. "Okay then, you did it with your hands. How about with your mouth?" What?

THAT'S EVEN WORSE FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!

"I need to cool down." I said as I walked into the bathroom to wash my face with the coldest water possible. Yang was still focusing on her ideas and I didn't want to know what's in her mind anymore. People really do these things when they are intimate? Will I ever do this with her? Blake would be totally up for this, I know for a fact but for me, I'm just so scared.

Talking about the devil, she just walked into the room as I heard her come in and saw from the corner of my eyes as she hopped on her bed with a loud creak. I was still watching myself in the mirror as water dripped down on my face and saw that her expression wasn't the brightest one.

"Hey, Feisty Pants. What's with the mood?" Yang asked her, turning her way while Blake was lying on her own bed, putting one of her legs on top of the other. She did that involuntary thing when people are restless, with her ankle. She was shaking it up and down which caught my attention. She turned to Yang slowly, realizing she just asked her a question.

"Nothing much." With that she just told a huge lie. Something was definitely bothering her. She looked back at the ceiling, still shaking her ankle. I think Yang noticed this too as her gaze was on it.

I wiped my face with a towel and I really craved that cold splash on my face. Yang knows how to throw people off. I felt like gas was coming out of my head a few seconds ago.

I walked to my bed and lied down on my back just like Blake did. I looked at the whiteness over me. I calmed down and after that huge breakfast, or I don't even know what to call that, really. It was a feast. Anyway, after that I just became sleepy. Especially now that Yang just rotted my brain out of my head.

I heard the creak of the bed, indicating that someone stood up. It wasn't Yang as I saw Blake watching me when she got into my view. She started climbing onto me, not even caring that Yang is almost next to us. She placed herself in a push-up position, holding herself in four. The bed sagged at the four spot where she put her hands and feet. Is she seriously planning on doing push-ups on me?

When she lowered her body, I followed her face with my eyes and then she even stayed down, giving a soft peck on my neck. She pushed herself up after that and repeated the movement, staying down every time a little to kiss my neck. I don't know if this should turn me on or piss me off. Especially when that blonde is here, watching us.

I turned my head a bit so I could see what she is up to, while Blake didn't stop even for a moment. Well, she can't do this forever. Eventually her arms will give up. I hope she won't collapse on me, squashing me to a pulp.

Yang had a huge smirk on but I could catch a glimpse of envy in that expression as well. I know she would gladly take my place in this situation. What is with Blake anyway? It's like I'm the only thing that she sees. What if Ruby waltz into the room, seeing this intimate moment? Our only excuse is the lack of exercise for Blake and the need to do it now… on me… She just trained outside, didn't she?

I shook my head to show Yang I'm not enjoying this but based on her face, I doubt that she believes that. And the feeling of a wet tongue on my neck just made my eyes shut. What the heck is she thinking!?

"Whoa. Unlucky for you that there isn't any empty room left." Yang said, earning Blake to stop and look at her. In that moment, as if the faunus just realized that we are not alone, she jumped out of the bed. Her expression took a turn to the being-feared side. Like she is seeing a horror movie, she looked at the blonde that way.

"Fuck! What the hell am I doing?" She said as she placed her hands on the back of her head and walked around like a klutz.

"Relieving your sexual desires, I guess…" Yang suggested, like it's normal. "...combining with exercising."

"You are really not helping, Yang." Blake stopped as she retorted this to the brute who couldn't wipe that smug expression from her face. Then she saw Weiss was still lying there with her eyes closed. I actually felt a bit of disappointment when her presence was gone but Yang was watching so I shouldn't feel this way.

I felt a touch on both of my ankles and the last thing I knew, that Blake just pulled me down to the edge of the bed. I responded with a loud squeak as this was the least I expected her to do. I sat up in surprise and she was holding my legs by my lower thigh. She was standing between them and from this position, everything came back to what I just talked about with Yang. I flushed red immediately as she just smiled at me.

"Okay, I'm going to leave this room…" Yang said, already standing up to make her way to the door and leave this room for awhile. She hoped this won't last long. Although, she wouldn't give her money to the bet that they would have sex here. But looking at their position now, as Weiss' legs were almost spreaded out as Blake held them and stood close to her, she wouldn't be surprised if she would find the faunus' pants on the floor when she leaves. Still unlikely, but she doesn't want to see more of this.

Luckily, when she was already leaving this room filled with dirt, Blake started running her way to catch her. She left me on the bed again. Why is she messing with me? I'm not expecting anything out of this but she could have at least kissed me. Oh God… Why am I craving that?

I stood up as well to follow them downstairs and saw Blake was leaning on Yang, trying to explain that she didn't plan anything like that. Those idiots started messing around, leaving me out of the fun as I walked slowly behind them.

End of Chapter 45