Blake POV
I finished with my business and was sitting on the toilet seat. Still half naked from waist to toe but I couldn't hear Weiss anymore. Did she really go away after I did that with her? It was just a joke though… and an unknown way of helping me.
"Weiss… Are you here?" I asked and had to wait for a little while to get an answer. She must be blushing like crazy right now or just having an irritated face. I really would like to see the former. The latter… not so much.
"Y-yes." She was stuttering so that meant she was embarrassed. Great. There is no reason to stop here now. Teasing her is so much fun but sometimes it feels like I'm teasing myself in that moment as well. Seeing her face but unable to touch it is a struggle but there is no way she would ever let me do it.
"Sooooo… This is how you sound in bed. Must be nice being that lucky guy…" That last sentence might have been a bit too much of an information but I'm pretty sure we lost her after I said that first part.
"Blake! I would prefer not to provide details about my sexual life and I would like to know what caused you to become erect when there really was no reason for it. Unless you watched something improper on your scroll when I came in. You know I have to report this to your parents." Well, that backfired on me but why does my parents have to know about this? I'm a teenage girl. Can't I have a little privacy to myself? I can't just tell her that it was because of her. I don't want to come out of this room now.
"Please don't tell my parents! I swear I didn't watch anything. I can't really control it. It just happened." I tried to use my innocent voice to make her change her mind. Seriously, it would just be uncomfortable for my parents.
"How about you finally come out then?" Her voice was harsh which meant I managed to make her angry again. Not like it was a hard thing to do but was never good. Although a sassy Weiss is among my favourites.
"If you want me to come out half naked then sure." I said as I was still sitting on the toilet, wiping away the semen I produced. It wasn't much, luckily.
"Okay, I'll wait in the living room. But hurry up!" I literally heard her storm away. I could hear every step of hers so she was indeed pissed. Well, it's her fault mostly. Although, if I would tell her that she might throw me out of the window.
When I cleaned myself up and finally pulled up my pants I hesitated to come out of the bathroom. It just struck me. This whole time I couldn't see her face. But now I have to go down there and sit face-to-face with her. How is that possible without messing something up?
I slapped my face so hard that it left a red spot. I opened the door and went to the stairs. I could see her sitting on the couch, reading a newspaper. My scroll was on the table and it just lit up. Shit. Someone texted me and she can totally see that. I basically jumped down the stairs like a ninja and rushed to the table. I jumped over it, grabbing my phone quickly and finishing the landing with a loop. She was already looking at it so she might have seen the first text. But now she was looking at me with wide eyes.
I had some skills she doesn't know about. Well, she knows a little now. I'm actually learning martial arts and do some parkour sometimes when I'm bored. Running around on top of buildings can be fun but the danger of it makes me hyped up. Yeah, I'm crazy. But I can escape anyone.
Although, when those guys beat me I only fought back with a punch. Even though I wanted to beat them up so badly, somehow Weiss' words echoed in my head. She always tells me that I shouldn't sink to their levels or that I shouldn't answer with violence to theirs. But if they beat me up again I won't hesitate to fight back. I gave them a 2nd chance but if they ruin it again then that's their problem. Not like I will meet them again.
Well, that's not really the case as I looked down and saw that name. Adam. That guy is their so-called 'leader.' He is the one who offers those girls to others for money of course. And now he is writing to me? Why didn't I block him or something? And he just had to greet me with "Hey loser!". Weiss surely saw that one.
After that I looked at her, slipping my scroll into my pocket. I had a sleeveless shirt that had a pocket on the front. My hands remained in them and I kept my expressionless face. She stood up.
"I saw the text. Who are they? Why are they calling you that?" I looked away with a 'Tch'. She has every right to worry about me. Everyone who would see that would think that someone is bullying me. It's not far from the truth. But if Weiss wouldn't cause such effects on me I would have already favored the beating. They would never have the guts to contact me again.
"Haven't you heard of privacy before?"
"Blake, if something lights up in your peripheral view you instinctively look that way. Especially when it comes with a sound, which is in max volume." She was so right and my only reaction was to flatten my ears to my skull.
"But that doesn't mean that you have to keep looking at it." She walked close to me. Not again. Does she really want me to talk about me being with sluts? It only happened once and I haven't even done anything. Why does it have to come back to me? I don't want anything from that girl. But if I'm only satisfied with Weiss, then I will stay virgin forever.
"You know I just want the best for you. If something is troubling you or someone is not leaving you alone, you should speak to me about it."
"And what are you going to do with them? Poison them with cookies?"
"No, Blake. I would try talking to them in a civilian way." For that I just gave her a single eyebrow raise.
"You're aware that they don't speak that language, right?"
"Yes. And now I know that there is someone who is really troubling you." Oh, so you just tricked me into saying that. Of course she is manipulating me like that. For her it's not hard doing that with me.
"Well, I can deal with them so I don't need your help." I said, making my way to the couch to sit down. Hoping Weiss wouldn't do the same.
"I'm not sure if I can leave that to you. It happened to me too and I needed help even if I didn't say it." I jumped up in disbelief.
"You were visiting sluts too!?" Did I just shout that out? Am I really that stupid? I want to bury myself right here.
"What!? Blake, what did you say!?" Well now she looked angry and confused. Why did I compare her teenage years with mine? She must have been a nerd, that's why they bullied her. There is no way she was a bad girl who was doing drugs and stuff. Not like I'm doing it, that's too much. Not even cigarettes. It's horribly unhealthy. And if others think that I'm 'uncool' because I'm not consuming that shit then they can shove it up to their asses.
"Uhhhhh…" Well with that I just told her everything. I really don't want to talk about the details. And what if she tells this to my parents? They would tell me that I'm grounded for weeks.
"Blake. Answer me." She said this strictly and loudly but she didn't shout. She wanted the truth but it was so excruciating.
"I might have… tried it once." I said it with my head down. I don't want to look in her eyes.
"You seriously slept with a… random girl you don't even know?" She said, still surprised but her tone started to soften. Weiss was really understanding in everything. If she wasn't, she wouldn't be here though. She knows about my condition and she never judged me. After what happened in the bathroom, that I will still have to explain, she still doesn't think of me as a disgusting person. Well, maybe she is hiding it well. But I don't think so.
"No! W-we didn't d-do it." Why am I stuttering so much? It has to do something with the fact that I'm telling this to the woman I have a huge crush on. I'm scared of saying something stupid I might regret later.
"Well, that's relieving at least. But you still had your intentions. I understand that you want to experience that because you are at that age. But you should have your first time with someone that you love. If you don't mind me asking, that's why you had… problems today?" I love how she always tries to give me advice and stuff but then she becomes embarrassed when we talk about something similar to this. It's a rare moment, and this is the most we talked about this topic. Maybe I can bring up her relationship status. It would be good to know, even if I don't have a chance at all.
"Uhhh, p-partly. We can say that, yeah." I started to become red. Again.
"It's… not because of me, right?" My eyes widened as I looked at her. Well, not in her eyes but lower. I think she noticed that.
"It was totally because of me." She said it. It looked like she was angry at herself. I never saw that before. "I'm so sorry, Blake. I should have paid attention to this. You are a teenager, of course you think about that a lot. I should get…" she started, looking down at herself. "...a pulover."
"No!" I shouted, grabbing her arm. What am I doing? "You look… a-amazing." Well, the stuttering came back but at least I praised her. Something is wrong with me. I have never done that before to anyone.
"Well, thank you… But if this makes you uncomfortable, I shouldn't look like this." She said but I was occupied with her cleavage. I was so close and I could totally see it. I don't need much to have a boner again. Then I only saw her hands as she covered it. "I really shouldn't because you keep staring at it." I jumped back to this.
"I-I-I'm so s-sorry!" I tried saying but I was a mess. I put my hands in front of my crotch automatically. Everything was calm for now but I was sure I will spend some time with this at night.
"Do you have a pulover I can borrow?"
"Yeah! Be right back!" I said louder than I should and rushed upstairs to get her a pulover. A clean one if I can. The image of Weiss is wearing my pulover and then it will have the scent of her. I need to calm down right now.
I came back with a black one and gave it to her. She slipped into it and just as I thought, it looked a little oversized on her. It was an oversized pullover for even me so for Weiss, it even hid her shorts. It was like she wasn't wearing anything down there. I already felt the twitching so I took a big breath. It's a shame that she has to hide herself because it was good looking at it but this must be for the better. Not like I could concentrate like this. If she knew that the problem here wasn't the outfit but herself… I wanted to joke to make the atmosphere lighter.
"How about you come in a similar outfit tomorrow as well so I can have another hard on?" I said laughing. Because if I think about this more, it was funny how she can make me look like a totally different person. A change of pace and I loved that.
"Don't even joke about this. I know it can hurt."
"If it does, you can help me out with your hands." I said winking at her and laughing my ass out. I was actually hiding my cringy self with that laugh but I really wished if those dreams would become reality. Only if it would happen once, I would be satisfied.
"Blake. Don't say things like that. I'm sure there is someone at least you have a crush on. There are a lot of fish in the sea."
"There is one. But she would never do that with me." I said, looking straight into her eyes. It's like I became drunk. I'm just telling what I'm feeling.
"Because you jump straight into it. Girls who are different from you want to feel loved. Boys sometimes want to jump straight into the action. I'm sure you at least feel that way too a little. Tell this girl that you love her and it might become something." She said, smiling at me.
"Okay… I love you." I said it out, without much thinking but I felt like the burden in my shoulders just disappeared.
"Yeah, you can do it. If you tell her this just the way you did now, I'm sure she will be happy and accept your confession." Of course she thought I'm just trying the words out. I already considered her words a lot of time so this time I will take her advice completely.
"I love you." I said it again, not looking away from her eyes. I can already feel discomfort in her but I didn't care anymore.
"Blake, it's not that hard to do…" I have no idea if she rejects the fact that I love her or if she still doesn't get it.
"No. I love… YOU." I pushed the last part so it would be obvious. Well, that happened. I'm really curious what she will say. If she rejects me, which is most probably what's going to happen, then it will hurt but at least I tried. But for some reason she didn't seem shocked, rather serious.
"No. You can't do that. There must be another girl out there."
"Weiss, I'm not even meeting with people. You are the only woman I have eyes for."
"But you are so young, Blake. You shouldn't look at me in that way."
"Well, I do now. And you wearing almost no clothes is making me react. So that's a sign." I saw her blushing and I kept staring in her eyes.
"No it's not, Blake. I'm your supervisor and teacher. And I have known you since you were a little kid. It's just a phrase you will grow out of."
"But… Then why haven't I felt like this with that girl who was basically naked. I wasn't even erected. And with you… just hearing your voice makes me feel different." I started to move closer to her while she was looking at me with wide eyes. Now she looks shocked but her face looks so smooth.
"It's just… It's not right, Blake." She said, pushing me away. I felt sad but I totally knew that would happen. That won't stop me from loving her. I will just make her fall for me and that's all. An eight year gap is not that long. Oh yes it is.
"Why? Do you have someone? Or you don't like girls?"
"It's not like that… And there is someone, but… he is just flirting with me… that's all."
"I can do that too." I said fastly while moving closer with a hopeful look.
"Blake…" She said it, pushing my name out of her mouth. She looked like she was about to get angry. I pushed my ears down and made my sweetest face. Now I was sure that was new to her. I never looked at her like this before.
"Please… Weiss…" I begged but I wasn't even sure what I wanted to hear from her. What do I want her to do exactly? Of course I know that but there is still no way.
"Wow. If that's all it takes for you to act like this…" She said, smiling at me. She is not taking me seriously. She thinks I'm a child and that's all. I frowned at her and then her smile disappeared.
"Nevermind then." I said, grabbing my phone out of my pocket. I was faking that I was typing a text.
"Are you writing back to that person?"
"None of your business." Okay, that might be a bit rude but I can't help it when I'm angry. I shouldn't be though, just because Weiss basically rejected me. But I'm just fuming inside.
"Okay." She said, walking to the table in the kitchen to sit there and continue reading her boring newspaper. So that's more interesting than me.
"What is so interesting in that paper? Is your boyfriend in it?" I asked, not looking up from my phone.
"He is not my boyfriend and no… he isn't famous." She said in a straight tone.
"Then it must be you in a bikini! I wanna see that." I wasn't even caring what I'm saying anymore. She needs to see that I really love her. I will buy her chocolate or something. No, maybe not. That's bad for her body. Don't wanna ruin that. Maybe a flower will do it.
"Wrong guess." She said, still reading that shit. I walked next to her, holding the top of the chair with one hand. I read the title.
"Bleeh. Politics…" She finally looked at me.
"You will be interested when you get older."
"If you say so…" I said, rolling my eyes. She looked back, ignoring me again. Maybe if I keep staring at her from this close she will pay attention to me. I was planning on watching her non stop just because why not? But then my eyes stopped on her hair which looked so shiny and I was eager to feel it. I touched it but I was sure she didn't feel it as she hadn't reacted at all. I rolled her hair around my finger and I wanted to push my whole hand into it.
"What are you doing?" Fuck. Of course she felt that. But I continued rolling my finger around her hair.
"Nothing." I said quietly. She turned to me and I pulled my hand back. She put that paper down and in her movement I could feel the irritation. Well, I'm not leaving her alone so I can understand that.
"Blake. What do you want? I thought you weren't the one who needed attention. You said it yourself. You don't need a babysitter. So I will only be your teacher."
"Do I have a chance that you will become something more?"
"Am I your friend? We have known each other for a while. Even if you aren't really nice sometimes."
"More than friends?" I can already tell the answer to this.
"No…"
"Friends with benefits?"
"Blake. There is not going to be anything between us. And I really hope you will let this go by tomorrow."
"You know that's unlikely."
"Why is that?"
"Because I feel something for you. And I can't just erase that feeling."
"Then you should get used to this. Or if you want me fired then sure, go ahead." She turned her body towards me but that pulover just ruined everything. I was standing in front of her. Obviously, I don't want her to get fired. But my parents don't have to know about this.
I started to unzip my pants… Her reaction was fabulous.
"B-Blake!? Are you serious!?" She asked with a red face, looking at my crotch which was hidden by my pants. I was looking at her seriously. But not long after, I cracked a chuckle.
"Just kidding." I said laughing at my stupidity. She really thought I was gonna show her my dick. I zipped back my pants and touched my cat ears.
"What?" She asked because she had no idea what I wanted.
"Want to touch them?" I said, looking away.
"Your ears?"
"Yeah… but if you want you can move your hand between my legs too…" I replied with a smirk, looking back at her.
"Can you stop this? I'm seriously going to tell this to your parents."
"No! Okay. Yes, I was talking about my ears."
"If that makes you feel better…" She said and for that, I sat down on the floor so my ear would be in the same level as her hands.
"Get up from the floor. Go sit on the couch." She said, standing up and going for the couch. I did what she said, already sitting on it. I was sitting cross legged, facing Weiss. I closed my eyes so I could immerse in her touch. I didn't feel anything. I opened one of my eyes, checking what she was doing. She was staring at me and was…. smiling?
"What is it?"
"I'm just pleased to see this side of you. I thought I never will." I pushed my face closer to her. Turning my voice into a deeper tone.
"You can see a lot of sides of me… if you want." Yes! She was blushing and I was so close, I could just kiss her right here. Making out with her is something I thought will never happen. But seeing myself this brave I might have a chance to prove that thought wrong.
"So… May I see that side of yours that is motivated when it comes to learning? And the one that does her homework with excessive happiness." I leaned back. She managed to ruin the mood again.
"Pfeh. Only nerds do that."
"How about you try it once?"
"Nah thanks. I don't want to drool on the book when I'm looking at it being bored out of my ass." She looked at me, crossing her arms. 'Ass' is not even that bad.
"What? Like you never swear."
"I do swear. When I'm angry but I'm not using it as a replacement for words."
"I'm always angry. Haven't you noticed that throughout the years we have known each other?"
"Sadly, I had."
"Okay, I apologize. Can you touch my ears already?"
"What is with this all of a sudden?" She asked curiously. Since we know each other, I have never offered her to touch my ears. I don't even know if she even considered it. But now I really want to feel her smooth skin on my ears. I'm sure she would love it. It's fluffy. Everyone wants to feel it at least once.
"I just… want you to." I said it awkwardly.
"Okay…" She said, already straightening her arms out to reach it. I tensed up and she definitely noticed that. "Are you sure? Your words and your actions contradict."
"Do it already!" I was angry and she lowered her arm.
"You can't talk to me like that." I couldn't take this anymore.
"Please." I said as I grabbed her arm and moved it up to my ear. My hand slipped through from her elbow to her hand and I placed it on my cat ear. I could already feel the sensation. I closed my eyes so I couldn't see her expression but she started to pet it. I pushed my head into her hand and started to rub into it.
"Is this calming you down?" She asked, but I could barely hear it. I was so distracted with the feeling.
"Mhmm." I hummed as an answer and I could feel the vibration building up in my throat. I couldn't keep it in any longer as I started to purr. I could hear the sigh she made. Probably thinking I was 'cute'.
"You know, when you are like this, you are really cute." I told ya.
"You too…" I said it in a drowsy voice, still purring even louder. I started to move my head up and down in her hand and she started to scratch the base which immediately caused my penis to react. Seriously? I mean, no one did this to me before. I had no idea I would react this way. I hugged her slowly and tried telling her the situation. Her hands remained on my ear. Which made my condition even worse.
"Weiss…"
"Yes?" She asked, and I was happy she didn't push me away. She even hugged me back with her unoccupied arm.
"I'm really sorry but it's hard again…"
"Oh…" Well, that didn't say much.
"I swear I'm not doing this intentionally."
This will be an awkward moment again.