Weiss POV

I had no idea her ears were this fluffy. I could scratch them all day... But it seems I can't because it's making her private part to react. Is she getting excited because of this? I know it must be sensitive but this shouldn't cause this to her. Maybe it's because she is in love with me. Well, she says that but maybe she just wants to get into my pants. I don't know which one is better. She shouldn't feel anything towards me that is romantic. And why all of a sudden? Or has she felt this way for a long time now? I can't even tell because she always acts so rude.

Now she is telling me that she is erected again? I can't really see it because she is hugging me. I didn't want to push her away so I hugged her back. I tried getting out of her hold after a while but she didn't let go. What is she doing?

"Blake…?" I asked with a soft tone. Don't want to make her anxious.

"I can't let you see it." She spoke fastly and I could barely hear it but I got what she said.

"It's a normal thing, Blake. I've seen something like this before." I don't know why I said it like that but it already left my mouth.

"The fact that you've seen a dick before just makes me even more nervous."

"Phallus… Anyway, you just have to calm down. Start it by letting me go."

"Okay, but don't look at me weird, you promise?"

"I promise, Blake." I said and she let me go slowly. My eyes automatically looked down at it. Even if I wanted to force them up I just couldn't. Her pants were stretched out and I gulped when I saw it. I know I shouldn't care about it but she is hard in front of me and I was the one who caused that.

"Weiss… instead of staring at it, how about you pull my pants down?"

"Absolutely not! Go to the bathroom and deal with it there. How can you ask this from me?" I'm really angry at her right now. Her intentions are clear but this never happened to me. I know her for so long, when she was still just a little child, and now she wants to have sex with me? That's so not right. And she is underage. She should experience this in her own age group.

"But it's really tight and it hurts…" She said, leaning back on her elbows. Does she really want me to pull it down? What if she doesn't have boxers on? I doubt it but knowing her maybe she was planning this the whole time. And if I see it, it might turn me on. That would be unacceptable.

"O-Okay, but then you go to the bathroom straight away!" I said it strictly. She only nodded. I grabbed the waistband and started to pull it down. I didn't want to accidentally touch her penis. But I had to move her pants up while pulling it down so it wouldn't get stuck in it. What did I get myself into? I'm just pulling my student's pants down. Why can't she just be angry at me like always instead of this? I hope it's really just a phrase.

I looked at her while pulling her pants down but she had her eyes closed. I wasn't even finished but she grabbed her own penis, holding onto it.

"Blake, I said in the bathroom!"

"But seeing you… would make it easier." I can't believe she is saying things like this. It won't make my stomach feel better.

"But you can't do this… in your boxers." She looked at me, obviously waiting for me to pull that down too. I shouldn't do it but it doesn't seem like she is listening. Is she really about to masturbate in front of me? Well, I can leave her alone for that time. I will go upstairs and I won't have to see this.

"Then… do it here and I will go upstairs…" I felt so awkward but aroused a bit at the same time. I stood up and made my way to the stairs.

"Wait, Weiss!" I looked behind and saw as she followed me. Well, not really as she just stood up and walked a bit. Her pants were still on her leg but it was on the ground. She was standing there in her boxers and with a tent in it you couldn't miss. She looked desperate and it hurt me seeing her like this. Even though she never said sorry about the way she was acting with me these past years, I couldn't just leave her there alone. But I can't stay here watching her as she touches herself.

I couldn't form any words. Do I really have to help her with this?

Fuck it. Let's just get over it.

I started to stomp my way over her and she actually stepped back as I could see the fear on her face. Finally, I'm not the one who is being teased here. I didn't stop until I got to her pretty close. I didn't wait for long to grab her penis through her boxers. I could hear her gasp and to my surprise, she then held my waist. She never got this kind of treatment but I was sure she watched too much adult content to know a few things when it came to this.

"I'm so sorry, Weiss. For everything I've—" I made her silent with my finger on her mouth. She looked shocked but I could see the lust in her eyes. Ugh, why does she have to be so horny? I grabbed her hand and let go of her crotch to lead her to the couch. I could see that she stepped out of her pants so she could walk normally. Surprisingly, she didn't say anything. So she is not that talkative when it comes to these things. Good to know. When we arrived, I pushed her down to the couch and separated her legs. I kneeled down to the couch, between her legs with one of mine. I placed my hands to the sides of her face so I basically trapped her there. Her eyeballs were still about to pop out. If she was literally dreaming about this moment then I can understand that.

I moved my face close to hers.

"Cat got your tongue?" I said in a deep voice. After that, she must have thought I wanted to kiss her as she started to lean in slowly. I leaned back when there wasn't much space between our mouths. I was smirking as I watched her unsatisfied face when she opened her eyes and I wasn't there anymore.

She was so quiet it felt weird. Does she really go silent when she is turned on? I don't know if I like this or not.

I started to tease her by touching the top of her crotch through the fabric. I could see that she was really sensitive as she threw her head back. This is her first time when someone else is doing this for her. It must be a sensation to her.

"Do you want me to continue?" I asked just to make her say something. I actually missed her voice a bit since she went mute. She looked back at me and nodded to my question. Great. I could have asked something a little more complex than that.

"Say it…" I knew damn well that I would regret all this by the next day but I couldn't stop.

"Yeah…" She said. It was only a whisper. Did her voice just break from the shock or something?

I moved my finger down her covered crotch to the waistband of her boxer. I hesitated a little whether I should continue with this or stop while I still can. But then I looked up at her as she was following my finger with her eyes. With my other hand, I touched her chin and pushed her head up so she would look at me. When our eyes met I could hear her sigh.

"You are beautiful." She said it with her usual tone and she finally said something other than giving out sounds. It made me blush uncontrollably. I was so occupied with my blushing that I couldn't see her as she was leaning in. She pushed me down gently on the couch, toppling over me. I thought I was the dominant one here now but she quickly changed that.

She didn't wait long to lean in and kiss me. And I kissed her back. It was better than I thought it would be. Maybe even better than any of the other guys I did it before. Considering that she has never done this before, she was a great kisser. She brushed her lips on mine and she even used tongue as she kissed me again and again. I couldn't push her away. It felt so ecstatic. Then she stopped for air, looking down at me.

"Is this real?" She asked and that pretty much confirmed it that she indeed dreamt about something like this before. Maybe it's not just a phrase. Maybe she really does love me. But that doesn't change the fact that I shouldn't do this.

As an answer, I leaned up and kissed her. Her lips were incredibly soft and she knew perfectly what to do. For a while we just kissed but then I could feel her waist moving up and down as her crotch touched my stomach sometimes. She is really impatient now, but I didn't want to rush this. I could feel her kisses started to become more aggressive. She started to devour my lips. But then I could hear her moan in my mouth and I knew she was doing something down there.

I moved my head up, not breaking the kiss. I opened my eyes to see what she was doing and that's when I saw it. Her penis was out of her boxers as she was pumping it herself. So that's why she was making those sounds. Little cheeky kid.

With all my strength I pushed her over to the other side so now I was on top. Still not breaking the hot make out session. I can't believe I'm truly doing this with her. Her parents definitely shouldn't know about this. I'm positive Blake doesn't want to tell them either. And I'm also sure that after this she will be more needy for this. But it will depend on my mood whether she gets what she wants or not.

When I pushed her over, she let go of her crotch. Probably surprised by my action. I used this opportunity to touch it myself. I got a hold of it and I could hear her panting louder than before. I started to move my hand slowly while balancing myself on the elbow with the other one. I was almost lying on her as I was still lost in her mouth. I made my movements faster and she broke the kiss as she was wheezing, pushing her head back.

"Fuck." She breathed but I didn't want to lecture her for this one as it was obvious she was going to swear when I jacked her off. I sat up and I was on my knees now as I was fully concentrating on her dick. It is quite big. Bigger than the average. I looked at her face just to see if she was okay. I had no idea if this was too much for her or not because she is doing this for the first time. She was breathing heavily and was looking at the ceiling. Well, her eyes were closed. She stretched her body out on the couch as I was sitting on top of her.

I started to rub her penis with both of my hands. I was a little wet myself too but not that much. I had no idea if Blake would have the courage to do something with me. But I wouldn't let her 'cause I'm just helping her out. It's true that that way she would come way faster. Especially for the first time. But I can't let her think that this is normal now. We wouldn't even think about this, least of all doing it.

I started to squeeze her balls with one of my hands and I noticed that she was trying to reach for something. She is so not herself and it's actually really cute. She was reaching out like a baby. I touched her hand and she squeezed mine. I was still pumping her with my other hand and I could see she was so close to cum. She then pushed her head up, looking at me scared which surprised me a bit but I didn't stop.

"Weiss…!" She said, looking at her penis as I was pumping it and I could tell that she wanted to say, she was nearing her limit. This might be her first real orgasm and it scares her, that's why she is making that face. I thought about stopping but I had a feeling she wouldn't like that. I will give this to her.

She was breathing like she couldn't get enough air as she came on my hand. She flopped back down and I could see she was exhausted. I almost touched myself watching her but that would have been the end of it all. I could feel the heat in my core and I knew the first thing I will do when I get home is to please myself.

I sat down between her legs, still holding her penis. She didn't cum that much and it only got on my hand so I can wash that off easily. Or just wipe it off with a tissue I just noticed on the table. Her penis was still hard but I could already feel it as it started to shrink. She actually looked like she was dead. Is she okay? I have no idea how she handles these.

"Blake… are you okay?"

Blake POV

I had the best time of my life. I can't believe I just did that with her… WAIT! What did I do? What happened to the thing that she doesn't have to know about my crush? Since I started to say 'I love you' to her, I forgot about the whole world. I stopped thinking about the consequences and where it will lead to. It all struck me now that I cum on her hand. She is going to judge me now. I'm a perverted teen who doesn't think of anything else but sex. But that's not the only thing I want from her. I really love her. I want to go somewhere with her. Spend a lot of time with her. Well, I already do. But outside of this freaking house. When she isn't doing it because she has to but because she wants to.

And then the intimate part of it is just heaven. I really want to please her too but I'm not sure what her response would be. That's one thing she just did this with me but I'm scared to know what she thinks about this. I don't want things to be awkward between us.

And I couldn't stop kissing her. That was a brave move from me and it surprised me that she didn't push me away. She even initiated it once which made me warm up. I would kiss her all day long and every time would feel like it's the first.

"Blake… are you okay?" She asked me this but I'm really not okay. I would be if Weiss would reassure me that what we just did is okay for her. But I'm sure she didn't want to do this. She only did it because I insisted on it.

"This shouldn't have happened…" I said and I was on the verge of crying. I only cried in front of her when I was little and got hurt or something. But since then I haven't and I don't want to seem hurt in front of her.

"Yeah…" I hid my face in the crook of my arm as I clenched my teeth.

"I'm angry… at myself." I said it firmly. I would like Weiss to punch me this instant. That's what I deserve. I waited but she didn't say anything. She silently agreed that I'm a fucked up person. I couldn't keep my tears from falling out.

"I'm horrible! Why haven't you left me yet!?" I pushed myself up on my hands, asking this from her. I could see that she got scared of my sudden action. Or maybe the fact that I'm crying.

She looked down and I followed her vision that stopped at my stupid penis. I just became angrier. Furious even. She pulled my boxers back up so it wasn't visible anymore. She put her hand on my stomach where my shirt slipped up a bit, exposing it. I was watching it angrily as I was still fuming inside. My tears just didn't stop. I started to rub it away not that gently, almost poking my eyeballs out. I started to sniff as I couldn't keep myself from crying. Because of what I made Weiss do. I didn't want to look in her eyes.

"I don't… even deserve you." I said, my voice breaking between words. "...Not even as someone who is looking out for me. Doing this… I should have kept my mouth shut…!" I couldn't feel her hand on my stomach anymore. I felt like she wasn't there. It's like she never was. It's only a dream that's repeating itself. I wish it would be one.

Then I felt a touch on my hair. A gentle one. I moved my hands away from my face to see what's happening. My eyes were red and my vision was blurry from the crying but I could see her smile as brightly as the sun. I couldn't believe that after all this, she still smiled at me. Others would have already left me after doing such things. She tolerated my annoying self for so long and after all that she is still here, showing her mesmerizing smile to me. She was brushing the top of my head softly. I wanted to dive into her touch and just forget everything. I became so tired.

"It's okay... my little furball." I opened my eyes wide as the memory struck my brain. There was a period where I actually treated her like a nice person should deserve. Why did I continue acting so rude after that? Wait, that's not what happened…

I actually liked her from the start. But then everything changed for some reason. Why can't I remember? I was too young. But this nickname… I heard this before.

I could remember a shredded image of her and me sitting in an alley. I was crying for some reason. I was so little I could barely see myself. Weiss was really young too. She looked younger than me now. We were leaning against the wall and she was sitting close to me. I was talking about something and then hugged her all of a sudden. She didn't seem surprised as she pushed my head up, looking into my teary eyes.

"I'm here now… so you don't need to cry… my little furball." I could see myself laughing at the nickname and then the memory dissolved. This definitely happened before she came to the house and my parents announced that she would be my supervisor. She was the first one from the many I liked. She was there for me when I needed it the most. I wish I could remember why I was crying in an empty alley. Where were my parents? What happened? And most importantly… Why did I act so horribly with her for so long after all that?

She was still smiling, not breaking it at any moment. It wasn't fake. And that made me tear up even more. But this time it wasn't because I was angry or sad… I felt relieved.

"Weiss… I remember… you said that before. You promised me… and you kept it this whole time. Even after I treated you like trash. What happened?"

"So you remember. I have cared about you since then… but I had no idea you would develop such feelings for me. I guess for you… this memory just makes it stronger. When that day happened, we knew each other for only a few weeks. You were having problems at kindergarten. After that I got to know that you had a few supervisors looking out for you. And you hated all of them. I promised to your parents that I will look out for you so they hired me even though I was really young. When this info reached you, you were shining with happiness… But after some years, you gradually started to change. At first you didn't speak to me. Then you always shouted at me. And then you teased me all the time. It was so funny because you were so little that I could have just kicked you into your room but I felt bad just thinking about it."

"This didn't change for years and you still hated me. I was wondering if I did something. I promised myself that I will remember the good times, so one day… we will be the same as then. Friends… But now you are telling me that you have a crush on me… It's not really how I saw it would turn out. It shocked me when you said that you love me. I know it's more than that love you felt when you were so little."

"I really love you." I said fastly when she finished her story. It caught her off guard a bit as she looked at me. "I'm sorry. I think I never said that. I know I can be a bit… hot-headed and stubborn and a stupid idiot who shouts out messed up things without thinking how it would affect you."

"Blake…"

"No. I allow you to offend me with all you got. You can even punch me if you want. But please just not my ears. Or… down there… you know." I heard her laugh and it was a melody to my ears. I should make her laugh more to hear this sound more frequently.

"You can be such an idiot. I already told you a thousand times that you shouldn't answer to violence with violence." She said between laughs.

"Yeah, but… the offer still stays."

"I already said you are an idiot so I guess that's enough."

"Wooow. And with that your knowledge of swear words just hit a dead end." I said, rolling my eyes.

"You know you can offend people without swearing. At least do it intelligently."

"When I'm angry I don't have time to be intelligent."

"That's the problem, Blake." She said, chuckling. Knowing the past a bit more clearly now feels so refreshing. I actually feel like I have more chances with her now. At least she knows I have feelings for her. So if I accidently do something with her because I'm lustful then she will know why that's happening.

But I still had no idea why I became such a horrible person.