Pen Name: Tufano79
Facebook Name: Josie Beckmann
Story Title: Deepest, Darkest Desires
Beta: CoppertopJ
Pre-Reader: N/A
Summary: For Bella's birthday, her Dom, Edward asked what she wanted. Nothing was off the table. The world was her oyster, and her sexual desires would be fulfilled. Her wish? To have sex in public with two men. Dominant Edward Cullen would give anything to his Submissive. Even her Deepest, Darkest Desires.
Disclaimer: The author does not own any publicly recognizable characters herein. No copyright infringement intended.
Epilogue
Six Months Later
"Master, may I speak?" Bella asked as she watched the punishment demonstration with Jacob and his submissive, Leah, while sitting in their booth at Heat. Jacob was showing how to properly use a cane without causing damage to your sub, along with erotic uses of the cane. It wasn't something that appealed to Bella or Edward, but they'd been spending a lot of time with Jacob.
"Of course, my beauty," Edward replied. "You seem … I don't know … upset. Preoccupied?"
"Not upset, sir," she clarified. "Concerned. Does Sir Jacob seem happy to you?"
Blinking to the stage, he watched his friend as he went through the motions of his demonstration. It did appear that Jacob's heart was not in it. Despite his penchant for pain mixing with his pleasure, he was barely participating in his performance. "To be honest, no. I don't even think he's aroused, Isabella."
"Are he and Leah not a good match?" Bella asked. "She's nice and all, but … there's no chemistry."
"I don't know her very well. I haven't really looked any other submissives since we entered our relationship, Isabella. You are the best thing that ever happened to me, my beauty," Edward purred, kissing his submissive and fiancée's neck. He'd proposed to her on New Year's Eve, completely out of the blue. They'd made love and as the fireworks went off in the distance, Edward slipped an elegant, but sizeable diamond ring on her finger. He couldn't imagine spending his life without her. She said yes and they made love again. "You're all I want, my love. So, the new members of the club haven't captured my attention. My eyes are only for you."
Bella turned to look at him, kissing his lips. "Good answer, Master," she quipped. "I love you, sir."
"I love you more, Isabella," he grinned, his fingers finding the hem of her sheer negligee. He lifted it off her body. She was naked, save for the tiny thong she wore that did little to cover her sex. "I'd love your lips around my cock, too."
"Yes, sir," she said, bending down and unbuckling his dress pants. She hummed when his hardness slapped against his stomach.
"Fuck, I'd much rather watch you suck my cock," Edward growled, brushing her hair over her shoulder.
She grasped his hardness with her hot, little hand and ran her tongue along the underside of his shaft. He groaned, leaning back against the leather booth. He'd captured the gaze of a server, who moved the table. Bella shifted to kneel between his legs, bobbing her head over his length.
"We're stealing Jacob's thunder, again, my pet," Edward chuckled.
Bella released his cock with a pop, pumping it with her hand, her left hand that wore his engagement ring. It sparkled under the dim lights, further marking her as his. Her soft, sensual voice broke his reverie, "Maybe we should move to the stage, Master?"
"They can get the best of both worlds if we remain here," Edward said, trailing his fingers down her flushed cheek. "My cock is aching for you, my beauty."
"Yes, sir," she cooed, sinking her mouth down his length. She loved sucking him off, tasting his release as he coated her throat. Her eyes were trained on his as she devoured his cock, swirling her tongue around its sensitive tip.
Edward groaned, gathering Bella's hair into a messy ponytail as he thrust up into her mouth. She relaxed her jaw, making a soft gagging sound. "That's it, my pet, take my cock. All of it, baby." Bella's hand cupped his balls, squeezing them and caressing the skin behind them. Edward's head fell back as he was lost himself in what she was doing with her mouth and hands. "Fuck, Isabella. Your mouth is heaven and hell. I'm going to come, baby. You will take all of what I have to offer, my beauty."
Bella hummed around his erection, redoubling her efforts. She gently nipped at his sensitive flesh, making him jerk with anticipation. His brow was glittering with perspiration as he rolled his hips. She swirled her tongue around the head of his cock, tasting his essence that had leaked from the tip. Edward cursed as her teeth grazed the underside of his shaft and his cock twitched. With a low growl, he released streams of his cum into her mouth. She swallowed all he had to offer, relishing in his loss of control. Cleaning him the best she could, she tucked his now flaccid cock into his dress pants.
Bending down, he gathered Bella in his arms and kissed her deeply. They were lost in each other until the table was pushed back. Edward ordered some drinks and handed Bella her negligee. She slid it back on, snuggling closer to her fiancé. It was a little chilly in the club. "We should go into our playroom, my pet," Edward murmured. "You're shivering."
"Just hold me, Master," she smiled. "I want to talk to Sir Jacob."
A half hour later, Jacob walked out to the audience and saw Edward and Isabella. He had hoped that they would have disappeared into their playroom, but Edward smiled and gestured for him to come sit with them. Jacob stopped at the bar, ordering a healthy serving of bourbon before walking to the booth where Edward and Bella sat. His heart twisted when he saw the sparkle on Bella's finger.
Jacob Black wasn't jealous. Quite the opposite, really. He was overjoyed for his friends. He was just lonely and unfulfilled. After that night where he'd made love to Bella with Edward, Jacob tried to move on. He struggled. That night, on stage, was the best thing he'd ever experienced.
Other than Seth …
He missed Seth. Jacob hadn't expected to miss Seth as much as he did.
They stayed in contact, emailing quite often. Seth had settled into his new position and was enjoying his time in Arizona. He hadn't found a new Dominant, deciding to take some time away from the community while he acclimated to his new home in Phoenix.
Dragging his heels, Jacob sat down at the booth. "Again, you stole my thunder, Cullen," he quipped. He smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes.
"From what I could see, you needed some help, Jacob," Edward retorted. "What was that?"
"A mistake," Jacob groaned. "Leah is gorgeous, but … we're not compatible. We ended our relationship backstage. We were just in the experimental phase. We hadn't signed any contracts or anything. I'd signed up for the demonstration and Leah was willing to help me out." He looked at Edward and Bella. "I hear congratulations are in order."
"Thank you, Jacob," Edward grinned, kissing Bella's left hand. The engagement ring sparkled brightly. "We're having an engagement party in a couple months. We'd love for you to come."
"I'd be happy to. If anything, I'd love to share embarrassing stories about both of you," Jacob snickered. "Have you started making plans? When's the big day?"
"Soon, we hope," Edward smiled. "Right, my beauty?"
"Let's just say that we have plans made," Bella grinned. "I love Edward's parents, but they want a huge society wedding. We're thinking of something smaller. Much, much smaller."
"You're eloping, aren't you?" Jacob chuckled.
"Yeah," Edward nodded. "The 'engagement' party we're having will actually be our reception, but we're getting married with a small ceremony at an undisclosed location."
"His parents will find out when we announce what we did," Bella smiled. "We're going to video the ceremony, but neither one of us wants a three-ring circus. I don't have any living family and …"
"My mom would bulldoze any hopes of us having a small ceremony," Edward snorted. "I love Esme Platt-Cullen, but she can be a ginormous bully when it comes to her baby boy."
"If only she knew what her baby boy does with his spare time. Thank goodness our home playroom has a lock. Esme would have a heart attack if she walked in there," Bella said, kissing his jaw. "I love you, Master."
"I love you, my beauty. I cannot wait to fuck you six ways to Sunday," Edward smirked, pressing his lips to hers. "It's been too long."
"You fucked my mouth," she grinned, coughing quietly. "So, it's only five ways, sir."
"Your sub has gotten cheeky since she's gotten that ring, Cullen," Jacob chided, taking a sip of his bourbon. His tone might have been teasing, but there was still an inherent sadness in his eyes.
"I may have gotten cheeky, but I can see something is bothering you, Sir Jacob," Bella said softly.
"Can we go somewhere quiet? I know you want to get your freak on, but …" Jacob said. "I want to talk to my friends."
"That's doable," Edward nodded.
"I agree. I think I'm coming down with something," Bella frowned. "I can't warm up."
Edward ran his hand over her forehead, frowning deeply. "I'm so sorry, my beauty. Let's get you home." He looked at Jacob, arching a brow. "You remember where I live?"
"Yeah," Jacob nodded. "Here, Isabella. Put this on." He shirked out of his button-down. "It'll give you a little more warmth than that negligee."
"Thank you, Sir Jacob," Bella nodded.
After settling their tabs, they left Heat. Jacob followed Edward's Volvo on his Ducati. It was still pretty chilly in mid-February, but he wanted to blow off some steam. He couldn't do that, driving his truck. Arriving at Edward and Bella's townhouse, Jacob parked on the street. He jogged up the steps. Edward let him inside, untucking his dress shirt. "Bella's upstairs changing. I'm going to do the same. Help yourself to anything in the fridge."
Edward darted up the stairs while Jacob walked inside. He slipped off his leather coat, laying it on a bench in the entryway. Padding to the kitchen, he blew out a low whistle. It was a gorgeous layout, with high-end appliances, quartz countertops and ginormous cabinets. Cullen really did have some expensive tastes.
Knowing that Bella wasn't feeling well, he went in search of tea and found some herbal blends next to the stove. He was filling up the tea kettle when Edward came back downstairs.
"I figured you'd help yourself to a bottle of beer," Edward quipped. He was in a pair of jeans and a hoodie. He also had on a pair of glasses, having removed his contact lenses.
"You said Bella wasn't feeling well. So, tea always makes me feel better," Jacob said, holding up two boxes. "Orange Spice or Sleepy Time?"
"Sleepy Time," Bella responded. She was dressed in loose pajama bottoms with an oversized sweatshirt, clearly Edward's. Her curled hair was twisted into a messy bun atop her head, held back with a headband. Her face was scrubbed clean of her makeup, revealing clear, but slightly pink skin. Skin that was flushed with fever. "Thanks, Jake."
Jacob arched a brow at Edward in regard to Bella's use of his given name. She did not call him Sir Jacob.
"In light of Bella feeling like, and I quote, 'ass', we've decided to be just Edward and Bella, not Dominant and submissive. I should have noticed her illness and … I feel guilty," Edward explained. "You go sit down, love. You have a fever. I'll get you some medicine."
"Thanks," Bella smiled, walking to the family room. She called out as she bundled herself in blankets, "You don't need to feel guilty. The flu has been going around the office. It was only a matter of time. Hopefully, my flu shot will work and I won't be as sick as my coworkers."
"I can go, Cullen," Jacob said, pointing to the door. "She needs her rest. My issues are miniscule compared to being sick."
"It's okay," Edward said, pulling out a bottle of water from the fridge. "Bella said she was worried about you. She wanted to talk to you. After seeing your demonstration tonight, I agree with her."
The tea was made, and they walked to the family room. Bella was wrapped in a pile of blankets, reaching for the steaming mug from Jacob. She blinked to the fireplace with a pleading grin. Edward rolled his eyes, putting some logs into the fireplace and starting a fire.
"Who's the Dominant in this relationship?" Jacob teased, kicking his feet up.
"Hardy har har," Bella croaked, sipping her tea. "At least your cum made my throat feel better, Master …" She gave him a wry look as she burrowed deeper into her blankets. Edward chuckled, pulling her closer to his side.
"Glad to help, baby," Edward said, hugging her close. He kissed her forehead, wrinkling his nose. "Did you take some ibuprofen for your fever?" Bella nodded, giving him a sweet look. He caressed her cheek, tucking her closer to his body.
"Even while sick, you two are pervy," Jacob laughed, rolling his eyes dramatically.
"We have a healthy sex life, but it ain't happening for some time. I'm too cold to be naked," Bella said, shivering for affect. "Now, what's going on with you, Jake? You are just blah. I may have been sick while at the club, but you were not into it with Leah."
"You're right, Bells," Jacob said. "I am. I'm not feeling anything. I love being a Dominant, but ever since our fuck fest on your birthday, I've been disconnected."
"I don't think what we did has anything to do with your disconnection to the community," Bella chided, putting her head on Edward's shoulder. "I think it has everything to do with the man who moved to Arizona. There was an undeniable chemistry between you and Seth."
"I hate that you know me so well," Jacob chuckled darkly. "To be honest, I want what you and Edward have. You guys love and respect each other. You make having a Dom/sub relationship and a real relationship work. Fuck, you're getting married! And, I want that!"
"You want that with Seth," Edward surmised. "Do you love him?"
"I was beginning to love him when we ended our contractual relationship. We'd gone out on dates a few times, but I was determined to keep the line firm between us. He was my submissive and I was his Dominant. I didn't want to blur that line," Jacob grumbled. "I'm a fucking idiot."
"No, you're where I was when I met Bella," Edward said. "I was content to just be a Dominant, having relationships with an expiration date. I'd fuck a submissive, give her pleasure and six months later, I'd get a new one. But, this one walked into my orbit, and I had to have her. Not for six months. Not for a year, but forever."
"You are such a romantic," Bella quipped, poking Edward's side. "Though, I can't imagine not being with you, Edward. You're everything to me."
Edward smiled gently, cupping Bella's cheek. "I love you, Bella."
"I love you, too," she croaked. "I'm eager to begin our forever."
"And you're getting forever while making me gag," Jacob snorted. "I'm jealous, to be honest. Fuck, I was jealous when we did what we did on stage."
"I was jealous for a different reason," Edward muttered darkly. "I don't share, but I did. With you."
"It was incredibly hot," Bella murmured. "If I wasn't feeling like complete ass, I'd request we recreate that moment."
"I think you're delirious, love," Edward snorted. "You're mine. Only mine."
"Damn, straight," Bella yawned, sipping her tea. "So, back to your problem. I think you should visit Seth. Oooh, or invite him to be your plus one to our 'engagement' party."
"I think Jacob wants a more immediate solution, Bella," Edward said, tucking an errant curl away from her face. "I think your first suggestion might be your best option. You could fly down to visit Seth. Have you stayed in touch?"
"We've emailed and texted, but that's the extent," Jacob replied. "From those conversations, he's enjoying his job but he's lonely."
"Then, you need to go visit him," Bella demanded.
"I don't want to show up on his doorstep," Jacob argued.
"This is why you email or call him," Bella argued. "If he's as lonely as you think, he'll welcome you with open arms."
"I agree with Bella," Edward nodded.
"Okay, I'll call him," Jacob breathed. "If things devolve into shit, I'm blaming you two."
"It won't," Bella croaked. "Have a little faith, Jake. If it's meant to be, then things will work out." She put the mug on the cocktail table. Laying down with her head on Edward's thigh, Bella closed her eyes. She was out like a light within a few moments. Edward brushed her hair back, trailing his fingers down her cheek.
"Do you think this will work?" Jacob asked, staring at the sweet interaction between Edward and Bella. "With Seth?"
"Speaking as your friend and as a fellow Dominant, you and Seth have that connection. You respect him as a submissive and as a person. Your blinding fear of keeping that line firm ended your relationship, but there were no fights, no disagreements and it ended on good terms. I think that it will take some time for you to rebuild that intimacy you had, but when you do, it will be exactly what you want," Edward said.
"Like what you and Bella have, right?"
"What I have with my Bella is unique and completely ours," Edward explained. "The relationship you will build with Seth with be wholly yours with him. It will be just as special, if not more so, because it's yours. I'm going to tuck her in bed and …"
"I'll talk to you later, Cullen. Thanks," Jacob replied gratefully.
A/N: So, this is the first of two epilogues. The epilogues are new ... I hope you like them! There are no pictures for this story. Too explicit, to be honest. But, if you want to chat about the story or others that I've written, come to my group: Tufano79's Twilight Fanfiction Appreciation. I'm also on twitter, too: tufano79. Leave me some loving!
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