Darkness Inside

Summary:

This is a Harry/Tonks/Bella/Narcissa(yes he's gonna be very popular here. fic. Starts in Harry's summer before 6th year, then will move into 6th year, possibly will move to summer after 6th year and then into 7th year. Will become Very dark Harry. Probably Harry joins Voldemort

Authors Note:

This isn't my first fic but any feedback would be great thanks. Now I do have a reason as to why my updates stopped. My pc got a very nasty virus. Its gone now but it did a lot of damage and my pc isn't that good now. I will update as much as I can but hell im not sure when that will be.

On to the show!

The shadowed soul.

The shadows fall

Across my path

The devils thrall

The devils wrath.

My steady feet

Across the road

Before my eyes

My life erodes.

The love I had

The love I lack

Walked out the door

And didn't look back.

The knife I held

Across my wrist

I sold my soul

Not wanting to exist.

The knife I drag

A deep cut forms

Crimson tides

Flow in swarms.

I drop to my knees

Smiling in content

After minutes pass

My life is spent.

To the shadows this broken soul goes.(Nice eh? My own work:D okay it's a load of crap but hell I was bored lol)

Harry Potter was sat at his desk gazing out the window in his small bedroom. He was overcome with grief because of the death of his godfather Sirius Orion (A/N. I'm sure that's his middle name) Black. Harry and a group of his friends Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Luna Lovegood, Neville Longbottom and Ginny Weasley. All had followed him into the department of mysteries to 'rescue' Harry's godfather(Harry had been sent a fake vision of his godfather being captured by death eaters) All of his friends been injured in one way, shape or form in the battle. Death Eaters had showed up and attacked (now everyone must have read the book so I wont waist time by explaining it again) the group had held their own well until the Order Of The Phoenix had showed up and come to their rescue. Sirius was killed by his cousin Bellatrix Lestrange while trying to protect Harry and Harry was currently looking longingly at the Knife he had gotten for his birthday off one of the Weasley twins.

"If only." He muttered to himself. "If only I wasn't the fucking boy-who-lived."

"I never wanted the title."

"So why have it."

"Oh no that just wouldn't do."

"Although-" He was interrupted out of his conversation with himself by his aunt's screaming. And his uncles yelling.

"Oh no let me guess Death Eaters right." He said bored. Much more bored than someone who could potentially die in a matter of minutes. The noise was cut off. Harry drew his wand and kicked the door open, surprising the Death Eater who was waiting to do the same thing.

"Morire." A golden beam jolted out of his wand and hit the death eater in the head. Said death eater slumped over dead. (I really must thank Tonks for that book on how to hide my magical signature, oh, and Hermione for that ancient curses book.) He mused to himself. He grabbed his invisibility cloak and ran out the door killing any death eaters he saw. Just as he reached the doorway he saw something which made his blood boil. On the lawn, was a death eater looming over a petrified Tonks, removing/tearing off her clothing. Just as he reached to take her bra off Harry snapped. He wanted so much to kill that death eater, to cause him pain, to hurt, to kill, to feel as though he was the author of that mans destruction. Harry barely registered what was happening, he raised his arm, magic crackled around it and built up in hid palm. With a deafening crack a huge golden beam erupted from his arm and, quite literally, vaporized the death eater. He took only a second to wonder about what he just did before running over to Tonks. She was sobbing quietly. He looked around and noticed that no major Death Eaters were present.

"Nymph?" He asked gently. She didn't reply with words, she just threw her arms around him and sobbed un-controllably. 4 minutes and one soaked shirt later, She kissed him on the cheek and thanked him repeatedly. He was inwardly laughing at her enthusiasm, but outwardly he kept a straight face and just told her that he would do it again if he had to.

Several pops were heard and Harry raised his wand again, head snapped up and a protective arm around Tonks. A load bark of laughter was heard and Mad-eye Moody walked up to Harry.

"Where is the head quarters for the order of the Phoenix." Harry asked before Mad-eye could even open his mouth.

"12 Grimauld place." He replied. "Good to see you using CONSTANT VIGILANCE Potter." He barked proudly, His shout of his motto making many of the order members there flinch. "Here." He tossed him a port-key, An old sock. "Tap it and say lemon drops."

"Okay." He kept a firm grip on Tonks as he activated the port key and felt a tug behind his naval.

12 Grimauld place.

Harry and Tonks landed roughly on the floor with Tonks lying on top of him. A 'hem-hem' from an annoyed Ginny Weasley, brought them out of their staring. She smiled sweetly at Harry and said in a equally sweet voice;

"Hello Harry, Glad to have you back with us." She had hoped he would be drooling after her, He merely gently rolled a Blushing Tonks off him and helped her up.

"Hi Gin, Thanks for those chocolates you sent me for my birthday. Ate the whole box in an hour." He said smiling sheepishly and scratching the back of his head.

"Ron ate one in three minutes." Harry barked with laughter and he remembered Sirius. He was lost once again, in thoughts of him. He let one tear slide down his cheek before wiping it away and forcing a smile.

"Lets go see the two destined love birds." Harry said smiling, if a little forced. Ginny snorted.

"Not future, current. As of a week ago."

"BOUT TIME!" he roared. And laughed. He noticed Tonks was gazing into space.

"Gin?"

"Yeah Harry?"

"Could I talk to Tonks in private for a moment please?"

"Sure." She said, if a bit coldly and walked out the door.

Harry lifted Tonks' chin up and looked into her eyes.

"Nym, are you alright?" He asked sincerely. Using the names she only let him call her.

Even if he didn't know it.

"I just keep thinking about what that… death eater t-tried to-to.." She couldn't finish her sentence and broke into sobs. Harry put his arm around her and let her cry onto his chest again. (His well muscled chest) as Tonks noticed.

"Nym, I promise that anyone who touches you, I will kill myself." Sincerely yet void of emotion and the same time. She was touched by that remark yet she had to hide a shudder at the coldness in his voice. She stopped sobbing and kissed his cheek again. Harry got a tingling feeling where she kissed him but he ignored it and passed it as an itch or something. They walked out, Harry having one arm around Tonks' shoulder.

Ron's room

Harry and Tonks walked through the door to Ron's room, all conversation stopped and Harry was stunned by a squeal and a tackle from Hermione And Ginny (Hermione from surprise and Ginny just so she could touch him.) and once he was back on his feet he got a one armed hug from Ron.

"Hiya mate, wotcha do over the summer." Ron said beaming.

"Pretty much just memorized the books I got from Hermione and Tonks. Both books are why I'm not in Voldemort's (he noticed that there were no flinches) lair." After the several gasps he continued. "Death Eaters attacked my house. I killed them all, using a spell I got from Hermione's book and I already had my wand signature hidden thanks to a spell I got out of Tonks' book. So no ministry letters. Mind, I hope that the order grab my stuff 'cause I didn't manage to get much for myself." Both women gasped and started stammering about their gifts not being used to cause death. Ginny noticed Harry still had his arm around Tonks and she had her head on his shoulder. She was boiling with jealousy and was trying her best not to rip the woman in front of her's head off. Harry noticed the look but said nothing.

"So Ginny how are things with Dean?" he asked with hidden cruelty. She tried to look dazed in her thoughts of him and with a forced dreamy expression she replied;

"Oh there wonderful Harry you cant imagine, absolutely brilliant. We are probably going to be meeting up a few times over them summer." Ron went red and started muttering things about the ways he could kill Dean.

"That's great!" Harry exclaimed . He was having fun now. Ginny scanned his eyes, nothing what so ever, not even the slightest hint of jealousy.

"IN fact I'm going to go write him a letter." Once again NOTHING. She was frustrated now.

"Right well." He noticed Tonks wasn't talking so he decided to leave. "Me and Tonks are gonna go so see you in a bit." He pulled Tonks up and the two walked out the door together.

(IM going to have you Harry, you will be mine.) Ginny thought to herself…

A/N. look I know its short but they will become longer. What is going to happen with Ron and Hermione, will Ginny get Harry or will Tonks and him develop feelings for each other. Find out in the next Darkness Inside. Please read and review further chapters.

Ps. I'm planning on doing about 2000 words a chapter. This one was 1,692 words.