Need To

"Huh. Strange title." Kirishima said with a tilt of his head.

"Oh yeah. This one was... Interesting to say the least." Shoto said in a bit of an uncomfortable tone.

"What's wrong Todoroki?" Momo asked, looking at him.

"I think it will be better if you guys listen to it." Shoji said.

Ochacko and Tsu suddenly felt worried about what they were going to listen to.

The song began with some guitar noises before going into an aggressive slow riff. That was until the others came in to make it a little faster. Shoto played a higher tune of the riff while Mina played her awesome bass. Midoriya began to sing with pain evident in his voice.

Midoriya: I... I am confused, fighting myself. Wantin' to give in, needin' your help. Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch. Outside, don't know you, but inside, I'm fucked...

"He sounds... Alone and hurt." Ochacko said.

"Who exactly is he talking about?" Tsu asked with a finger to her lip.

The riff continued before Midoryia continued.

Midoriya: Can you see it in me? Skin cold from touch. Each day, confronted with what I have done. You pull me closer, I push you away. You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain...

The riff music slowed down slightly with Midoriya switching between shouting and soft whispering.

Midoriya: I hate you! Why are you taken... I love you!! Why do I feel so helpless... Why is it you? Ripping my insides each time I'm here with you... Why do I cry? Why do I really Need To?

"Oh..." Ochacko said realizing what this song was about. Jiro's eyes softened as she could hear the pain in his voice.

"Oh man, Midoriya's really giving it his all, isn't he?" Kaminari asked with sad eyes.

"That voice..." Momo placed a hand over her heart, hearing the sadness and pain.

The band began to break down as Midoriya began screaming out with points of him breathing heavily while gritting his teeth before screaming more.

Midoriya: WHY!?!? WHY!?!? WHY!?!? WHY!?!? Fuck you, bitch!

This made everyone cringe as this was a different kind of crying and screams than what they've heard. Ochacko nearly put her hands to her ears as she didn't want to hear anymore of her crush crying.

"Fuck, this person really screwed him up..." Mineta said sadly.

Iida was silent as he asked in his head 'Midoriya... Just what did you go through?'

The guitars were cut so all that was heard was Mina playing her bass and Shoji doing an awesome drum beat. Before Shoto and Hitoshi played their guitars at the Midoriya began to say "Fuck" repeatedly.

Midoriya: Need To... Need To... Need To... Fuck... Fuck... Fuck... Fuck

"I still can't get over Midoriya swearing." Sato said.

"I know what you mean." Mina replied.

"Hope this doesn't make him swear when in class." Iida said with his arms waving like a robot.

Midoriya: I hate you! Why are you taken... I loved you! I feel so helpless... Why is it you? Ripping my insides each time I'm here with you... Why do I try? Why do I fucking Need To?

The riff continued as Midoriya finished the song before whispering the final word.

Midoriya: Fuck... Fuck... Fuck... Fuck... Fuck... Fuck... Fuck... Slut...

It was silent as Jiro looked at Mina, Shoto, and Shoji. "Alright spill it. What happened to Midoriya here?"

"I don't know if I even want to know." Kirishima cringed a bit.

Shoto sighed "Alright... This was about a girl Midoriya knew in middle school. She... Pretended to like Midoriya, making him think he could be important to someone until she crushed him. She left him heartbroken and thinking that no one would ever love him."

Ochacko put her hands to her mouth and released a gasp as her heart contorted. Tears threatened to spill from her eyes. Momo was in the same situation. 'How could someone be that cruel? Especially to someone like Midoriya?' She thought.

Tsu's usual expressionless face showed shock and sadness.

Iida's mouth was wide open as he couldn't comprehend that kind of... Evil done to such an honorable person like Midoryia.

Kirishima's eyes widen along with his jaw dropped to the floor. That wasn't just an unmanly thing... It was a bitch move.

Jiro started to feel guilty about going through his possessions and exposing the other classmates. 'Fuck... Now I feel like a piece of shit.' She thought in her head.

Bakugo knew exactly who they were talking about. Some third year girl he couldn't remember and didn't care. That was until she said it in the hallway. Back then, he had to admit, it was a good move to do to someone like Midoriya. But now... Why was he feeling regret? It was Deku they were talking about.

"Let's move on, this next song is a little better." Mina said, slightly somber but wanted to brighten the mood slightly.

They all paid attention to the next song.