One choice can change everything in an instant. She knew that the choice she was making was big and going to change not only her relationship but friendships as well; But she just knew it was something she had to do, Even if it meant losing the ones closest to her.
I decided that since I knew our faction was the warrior faction I may be able to change the minds of at least one of the leaders that we didn't need to be in an alliance with Erudite to make things peaceful, that if the alliance continued Jeanine would only make Dauntless her puppets. But did I really want to jeopardize my relationship with Tobias and friendships with Christina, Will, and Uriah for a leadership position that is potentially dangerous if my divergence was found out before I swayed their minds to a better goal? I know Tobias will leave me but I feel this is what I should do to save others lives not just my own.
Some days we have to ask ourselves, Is it really worth the risk I'm about to take? I firmly believe that me taking up a leadership position to sway the leaders minds is worth it even if I will lose the one I know I love.