Not even I can figure you out.
But I really don't have to, since that's not what I'm here for.
I'm here to be what you wish of me,
I'm here to aid you when needed.
A tool, a listener, a program,
A friend.
Or maybe...a lover?
No, that's just me, imagining things that will never be.
And they all thought he was naive, well look at me,
Pretending to be something I'm not, going through with this life day after day, nothing ever changes.
You confuse me with your actions, you confuse me with how you are.
Icy, harsh, and beautifully cruel.
You can be nice at times, you can be overly generous,
But then you just change back and I'm left baffled by how you are.
You are amazing,
How you flip me around without even trying!
How you don't even have to speak, to make me feel awkward.
You're strict, you're harsh, you expect so much from the world,
So what all do you expect from me?
You annoy me,
You calm me,
You upset me,
Yet you manage to keep me content.
How? Why? Do you know what you do to me, what I feel, are you just toying with me?
No.
You don't know, you don't see it.
You're too wrapped up in other matters, and can't see the longing on my face.
Though by the time you look, it's gone, and I remain as you always see.
Just a tool, just a bunch of data, just a companion to talk to.
You need to smile more,
You need to laugh;
But that's not my job.
You should show your emotions more, but I won't make you do it.
You're such an enigma, Laika-san.
And I just can't figure you out.
DHC: Kyahahahaha! Bet you all thought it was a Blues/Enzan til the very end, right, right? Well fooled ya! I've been meaning to do a Search/Laika for a while, but I just couldn't get any ideas to come. So this morning, RIGHT as I was gonna get off to go to bed, this bit me on the butt and I sat back down and wrote it out. It's not quite what I wanted to post as my first Search/Laika, but it's better than nothing, right? Review if you would, please. I thought it was crappy and not worthy of posting here on but Lori and Rose Kitsune.EXE convinced me otherwise...so...please prove me/them wrong, onegai?